Sleep Your Life Away!

Artist for 43 years. Post-industrial noise-experimental musician. https://spukkopf.bandcamp.com

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

Arthur Kampf

[gothredy]

[sleepyourlifeaway]

Note to self.

Never forget to be disappointed. As a failure, you can do as you please.

[sleepyourlifeaway]

When I say I’m in pain and a nurse tells me that it’s actually discomfort, not pain..

It is terrible to be dismissed. Discomfort is pain too. It’s simply pain not that isn’t an emergency.

Having body aches, malaise, and feeling like you could vomit 80% of the time is an terribly painful existence.

[sleepyourlifeaway]

Get the feeling that God really did not want us to live much. Or at least, enjoy it very much at all. The invention of crawling sickness comes to mind. But, I am finding ways to enjoy a few things. Somehow.

[ru1n3r]

i feel like im constantly taking damage

[xanaxfarts]

A tarantula consumed by cordyceps

[sleepyourlifeaway]

Getting the feeling I’ll soon understand why many refuse dialysis.

[luvbites]

the blind owl, sadegh hedayat

[sleepyourlifeaway]

Just before surgery.

[nemfrog]

Death the Strangler, The First Outbreak of Cholera at a Masked Ball in Paris, 1831. Gustav Richard Steinbrecher. 1851. Wood engraving.

Internet Archive

[dec6pitated]

[sleepyourlifeaway]

I've forgotten nearly every thing from art school. My memory loss is really quite bad, vast areas of my past just seem deleted. This is due to my End Stage Renal Disease (kidney failure). I'll just muddle along doing what I can, just being in the moment.

[omeem]

[sleepyourlifeaway]

I have spend many years trying not to hate ppl. But, that effort is waning. I know it's not their fault they are so awful. And really, I am sure I am unbearable. But really, really???

[sleepyourlifeaway]

“Most literature, and all good literature, is based upon feeling bad, on being sick in a specific way that motivates one to disseminate the pain.”

—Thomas Ligotti

[sleepyourlifeaway]