dunno where this came from, but it's kind of been a long time coming, so to say; i've been feeling really... out of place here. please don't misunderstand; i love this blog, i love the friends i've made here, i love naoto and p4 as a whole. i love what i've written, plotted, and discussed with people over the nearly two years i've been around here. and i do genuinely miss being here as much as i used to.
recently, though, i can't pinpoint why, i just started feeling like i didn't belong. it wasn't really because of anything anyone did, or anyone in particular. genuinely, i couldn't begin to narrow down why this started weighing on me. for whatever reason, though, i stopped feeling like being around here. my usual methods of renewing my muse for them haven't worked in a while, to the point that i'm uncertain even the eventual release of p4 revival will do the trick (though, i'd love to be proven wrong).
i'm not planning on going anywhere, but i don't know what to do with my presence here, either, y'know? i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and i don't know what to do.
i'm sharing my disc here for those who don't have it, but want to stay in touch in the meantime, regardless of what i choose to do here. hope to see y'all over there, if nothing else. thanks for letting me yap for a minute. love y'all. <3
p.s.: i'm sure everyone here is aware, but in case anyone's missed the text on my pinned post, i can also be found over on my multi-muse and primary blog, @ofinflorescence. it's primarily oc-centric, and i've even got an extremely self-indulgent oc that started as an ancestor to naoto, initially based in the smt: devil summoner universe (specifically the raidou games). if you still want to see a pretty boy detective get way in over their head, check out that little loser. hope to see you there, but if not, there's no pressure either way.