- beauty in the breakdown

I'm a sinner, i'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed. Sloan Ramsey. Divorced / Scorned. Learning to find her own again.

[sloanramsey]

erosliam‌:

     liam couldn’t help the chuckle that left him as he heard her reply, not even being to imagine what kind of scene she had walked into. “ it’s almost like you think you’ve seen everything, or could imagine all the things that could happen and then once here it’s as if i was exposed to a whole different world. ” liam wasn’t the most wild sexual being and he wasn’t inexperienced or prude in any way, but this island was a completely new beast. he didn’t think it wouldn’t be something that he couldn’t handle, it would just be an adjustment. liam gave his shoulder a shrug, “ i’m rather new so i haven’t been in a situation that has been too out of the ordinary for me, which is comforting in some regard. ” liam was sure as time progressed things would get more intense, but he was thankful things were starting slow. “ i wouldn’t say that it’s a bad thing. it certainly depends on you and what your wants and needs are. so as long as the speed you’re going at works for you ? then that’s what matters. ” a small smile tugged at the corner of his lips as he noticed the small flush that began to form on the woman’s cheeks. his expression picked up even more hearing the woman’s question, “ i’m free as a bird now that you mention it. ”

“YES, that’s exactly how I feel being here,” the asset understood ENTIRELY, “I thought I was pretty familiar with most everything, i’ve dabbled in a good deal of it, but then coming here’s already opened my eyes to so much more...and this is only my first few days, I can’t imagine what i’ll learn in the coming weeks.”  She assumed that’s where whoever she was paired with helped her, opening her eyes to things she might not have tried before but could turn out to love.  Hearing that his experiences he’s had here hadn’t been out of the ordinary had her curious enough to ask a follow up question, “and what exactly would you consider ordinary?”  She wanted to know if her kinks lined up with other people’s, especially handsome ones like the asset infront of her.  “I can’t go at my own place, sweetheart, if I did i’d never get anywhere.  I’m here to push myself, make it so i’m not so comfortable with the normal day to day,” it made sense though, especially after her marriage was over.  “I’ve wasted a lot of time before coming here, I can’t keep doing it,” and when he said he was as free as a bird she couldn’t help but grin.  “Let’s head to my cabin then, i’ve got some wine and we can get to know each other a little better,” preferably with clothes off but she didn’t want to be completely blunt - she’d save that side of her for later as the innocent seemed to be working for now.

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wllmbeamount‌:

‘And where pray tell, are you trying to get to?’ William had entered the hub several moments ago, quite interested in searching for a companion, but also to simply not be alone in this cabin. He liked it there it was really soothing but the knowledge about the hub’s promises was motivating enough to get him out of there. Upon arrival, he noticed that one of the obvious mistresses had slammed a door to a nearby room almost as soon as she opened them and it really did catch his attention. 

“Honestly,” well fuck, did she even honestly know where she was trying to ago aside from someplace quiet?  “I just, don’t you ever feel like peace and quiet, even if only for a moment, would be just what you need?”  Eros was a lot to take in, almost too much to handle, but she hoped by being pushed by being here she’d find herself.  She was sick of living in others shadows, she wanted to be bold and in charge of her own life, and she knew this island would be exactly what could pull her out of the funk she’d been in.  “Sorry, i’m not used to all these men and women falling to my feet the second I enter a room, practically begging to peel me out of my clothes, this is a lot to take in.”

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ladylvst‌:

      “i’m taking it you found the orgy?” neve had come across the sight hours previous. she supposed some people here had the energy for it. while she was prone to a threesome or orgy herself, she liked to keep it a more private affair. her arousal depended on secrets, not cheap flaunting. “were they still licking each other all over? that was a sight to see.” her english accent was melodious, but firm in its tone. the mistress had perfected her voice by now - from years of using it in the exact way meant for the island. 

“Their hands were EVERYWHERE,” in just a few seconds of looking into the room she couldn’t make heads or tails of what was even going on, aside from the fact that they were all one big tangled sweaty knot.  The other’s question had her laughing, unable to hold back the amusement, “I can honestly say I wasn’t looking at their faces...”  For the seconds that she looked inside anyway, “I hope they have some mouthwash for afterwards,” a tease in her voice as she was quite happy to find someone who’d witnessed the same horrors - not that orgies were terrible, some were quite hot and exciting, but what she saw back there had no rhyme or reason.  “They had no idea what they were doing back there,” sure it wasn’t hard to figure out how orgies worked but she’d seen videos before, had never partaken in one herself but she’d done her research, and they never looked like that.

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lanewinthrop‌:

“Oh—then you’re in the right place. As you can see i’ve been picking quite the reading list for myself to pass the time the next few days. For me while this is a sexual paradise it’s also just vacation to me. In my normal life my phone never stops ringing and people never stop asking me to do things” he explained, closing the book he was reading and setting it on the table next to him. “Though I think it could all be sex and fantasies 24/7 if you had the right person to make those fantasies real. I also suppose it depends on how many fantasies that you don’t get to indulge in on the outside world. For some they come here with a laundry list a mile long—-and they can stay quite busy”.

It made her feel better knowing there was someone who understood where she was coming from on the island, a grin forming across her lips as she felt more at ease in the conversation now.  “That’s how I see things as well, vacation with sexual undertones,” because as much as she LOVED the feeling that it brought she couldn’t imagine herself doing nothing but that around here.  “It sounds like you’re a very important person back home if your phone rings off the hook like that,” for her it was quite the opposite, she stayed home and was only called upon when her ex husband needed to showcase her someone.  She was a trophy, that was it, barely even treated as a normal person but that’s the life she’d agreed to - she knew what she was getting into when she agreed to marry him.  How he explained things was her, that person coming with a to-do list a mile long, but she wasn’t going to outright admit that to him.  “For me,“ because why hide anymore right, “it’s more about finding myself and where I fit as far as kinks and fantasies go.”   She knew some but that couldn’t be all there was out there that she liked and could learn to enjoy. 

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brxen-lxttle-bxrd‌:

Nora held her hands together in front of her, letting the events of a few minutes before sink in. Since arriving to the center of the hub she had been touched, grasped, and looked over like she was a piece of food. Comments made towards her in suggestive ways. Taking a deep breath she made her way around the room and grasped at a water which she greedily took a drink from. Putting the glass down she wiped away at a drop of water that fell down her chin, looking in the direction of the other woman. “Oh I’m sure, luckily I haven’t decided to explore those rooms yet”.

“You’re lucky, might I suggest knocking first if your curiosities start getting the best of you?”  She laughed a little, still feeling uneasy about what she had just witnessed but she had to get used to that sort of thing,  It’s not like it was going to all be missionary and mundane shit like she was used to back home, this was an island to explore both kinks and fantasies and she’d read the list before arrival, there were so many that she didn’t even know what they were before arrival.  “I’m Sloan, and you are?”  She might as well start making some introductions and getting to know the other people here, “i’m assuming you’re an asset?”  She could be wrong, it wouldn’t be the first time she’d made the wrong assumption, “i’m a mistress, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”

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erosliam‌:

      the whole reason for liam’s attendance on this island was so that he could let go of all the stressors and pressures of his day to day life and just find some solace in that lack of control. he wasn’t anti-social by any means, but finding space for himself was also important. but the hub didn’t necessarily lend him much space for that. personally he’d found the library was a good spot where he could achieve that. after spending the beginning of his day up reading in the library he figured it was time to enter what could be the lion’s den of some place more heavily populated. hearing the words from someone close by, liam’s head turned to meet it’s source. “ should i even ask what you’ve found behind some ? ” a small chuckle following.

The question caused her to stop and think for a moment, a chuckle as she shook her head keeping her eyes on the man who’d asked, “let’s just say i’ve seen more things here in the last few days than i’ve ever seen back home.  Here I thought I was pretty well rounded and open I suppose the word is, but I was quickly mistaken after my first night here.”  She wasn’t entirely sure why she was admitting that to this person she’d only just met, though there was something about him that looked familiar to her - she just couldn’t put her hands on it.  “As an asset,” or so she could only assume given the way the island had them dressed, “I can only assume you’ve not only seen your fair share of interesting situations, but you’ve also been put into them too, would I be correct in my assumption?”  She couldn’t imagine being an asset herself, not that she would mind handing over the reins to someone she trusted to show her just what she could get out of her stay on Eros.  “Is it bad I still haven’t brought an asset back to my cabin yet and i’ve been here going on a few days now?  I feel it’s something that happens as soon as people get here, they scour the hub for someone and then snatch them up to break them in, sort of like a welcome basket.”  Okay, that was a terrible joke and even she knew it as her cheeks turned an embarrassed rose color.  “What am I waiting for,” she mused as she looked the asset over - quite handsome, boyish good looks that held her captive, “are you free?”

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lanewinthrop‌:

When he heard the third floor of the hub had a library, he decided he had to check it out and see just what kind of library it was. Whether it was just a stack of books, or whether it truly had a decent collection. He wasn’t as well read these past few years due to how busy he was, but now at eros he could start reading again. He glanced up from the book he was reading when he saw someone appear from the stacks “Hello there, just me up here. if you’re looking for someone i’m afraid they aren’t here”.

How foolish would Sloan sound if she told the man she hadn’t been looking for anyone, but instead a good book to pass some lonely nights?  To think, an island paradise where nothing was off limits, where Sloan could get her fill of whatever she could desire, and here she was looking for her next favorite piece of literature.  She was most definitely wasting her time on the island as far as others were concerned, “oh no, not looking for anyone, i’m afraid.”  Might as well be honest with him as she started thumbing through the books again, “it can’t be all sex and fantasies 24/7 now can it?  I need something else, fulfilling in a different nature, to pass the rest of my time.”  That didn’t sound too bad, or at least she didn’t think it did.

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svmbolic‌:

sitting in one of the large armchairs in the back of the bar, vic nursed a whiskey and ice after their namesake. tongue came to run over their lower lip as they glanced around. they felt on edge. for all the right reasons. they were hiding. from their country. from the law. from their asset.  right now they just wanted a few drinks. noting someone get close in the crowded bar, vic nodded to the free seat opposite. “by all means go ahead.” they insisted, motioning to the staff for another drink. “what’re you having?”

Sloan glanced in their direction for a moment before sliding herself onto the seat beside them, “thanks,” a brief mutter as she looked over the liquors that were being showcased.  “This might sound odd, but I never actually picked my own drink out,” her husband would always be the one to bring whatever to the table, she just drank it in silence like he wanted.  “Except for wine,” she had particular tastes when it came to that, “though if i’m sitting here it’s obvious i’m looking for something stronger.”  A chuckle as she turned to face them, “any suggestions?  I can handle strong so long as it’s sweet enough,” anything went down smoothly with enough mixing.

[sloanramsey]

All she wanted was TWO MINUTES of privacy but in the Hub it never seemed possible, no matter what door you opened someone was behind it, but it still didn’t stop Sloan from trying.  This whole experience, having only been here for a few days, was overwhelming (to say the very least) and she needed a moment to catch her breath.  The next room attempt was her worst, opening to door to see damn near an orgy going on infront of her, causing her to quickly turn and stumble down the hall.  It’s not like she was a prude, quite the opposite actually considering she had a rather strong appetite, but still this whole island took a LOT of getting used to.  “I should really stop opening doors,” she mused as she slowed her pace coming closer to the center of the hub.

[sloanramsey]

Did I just see BLAKE LIVELY walking on the beach? Nevermind, it was just 27-year-old, BISEXUAL, SLOAN RAMSEY. I heard the MISTRESS is quite ALLURING but also DEMANDING. SHE seems to enjoy SENSORY DEPRIVATION, but don’t try FORCED FANTASIES with this one. Here’s hoping they’ll find their offered ASSET who looks like ANY MALE FC very pleasing!

Hello, hello, i’m FINALLY getting around to posting her bio!  The name is H, short for Heather if we’re getting technical, and this here is my baby Sloan.  Her bio is under the cut and I would LOVE some plots with her to get things started - come hit me up and we can work something out!

Sloan grew up spoiled having lived in a wealthy family, and married young to a wealthy man much older than herself (basically becoming a trophy wife).  She swore up and down their marriage was about more than just money, but it’s hard to believe when rumors are constantly circling about his infidelity.  She refused to believe any of the rumors though - he was paying every bill of hers after all, certainly if she started accusing him of cheating he’d be less apt to keep spending his money on her (it was most definitely a learned habit as her mother was money hungry as well and married for wealth - the apple most definitely doesn’t fall far from the tree).

It’s not until her husband, well soon to be EX husband, comes forth and tells her that one of his mistresses (meaning yes, there was more than just one) is pregnant with a boy - an heir to his throne.  It devestated Sloan considering the two of them had tried for kids for a while.  This mistress could give him something she couldn’t, and once he realized that he stopped focusing so much on her and the mistress because his top priority.  Sloan didn’t take it well, it turned into a big ordeal, but to not have his name dragged through the mud he offered her “hush money”, she’d keep her mouth shut about his infidelities and he’d continue to line her bank account through monthly deposits.

She’s been living on her own for a few months but hasn’t been able to get herself back out there to find someone to take home for a night, so when she hears about Eros she’s definitely intrigued.  For so long she didn’t have the power, it was all about when he wanted something and what specifically that something was, but that could all change for her now.  She had enough money, she’d buy herself onto the island as a mistress and find her footing again. She’d have nobody that could tell her what to do, she’d be the one in control, and for someone who’s never experienced that before she couldn’t be more thrilled.  

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jcggersx‌:

Jagger had never been the most outgoing man in the world. Of course he could keep up a conversation once it presented itself to him, though starting one? That was not is forte. Coming to this island was a new start if there ever was one for him, a place full of risks he’d never taken. After leaving his room, Jagger set out for this magical interaction. He was praying he’d stumble upon a familiar face in hopes to make the process easier. As soon as that thought had crossed his mind he noticed just that. A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips as he approached the woman. “Fancy meeting you here,” he started with a slight nervous chuckle, “long time no see.” @sloanramsey

"I swear, I do actually leave the bar at times," having laughed at the fact that there she was sitting at the bar with a glass of wine in hand.  In honesty she wasn't much of a drinker, this glass would be more than enough to tide her over, but at least having a drink made her seem less out of place.  Sloan definitely was not the type to throw herself into situations like this.  "Looking handsome as ever," of course already quite thankful that the male who'd approached her had been her very own asset.  "I didn't scare you away too much last time did I?"  She hadn't seen him for a little while and was afraid she'd come on too strong, or hell maybe not strong enough.  She honestly could never tell in these sort of situations.

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Ldaniellevarela‌:

“Much better,” she said with a smile at the other mistress. Danielle leaned back to relax, but caught movement out of the corner of her eye and realized the blonde had also dropped her towel from her body. She suppressed a groan. Although the steam and the wood was working to calm her, catching sight of the other’s body was starting to have the opposite effect. She didn’t mind it in the least, though. The blonde woman was very clearly attractive, and Danielle was trying (and failing) not to ogle at her. She didn’t feel guilty at the action though, since she’d also noticed the other mistress glance over her own body. “Not at all, babe,” she answered with a smirk of her own. “I’m glad I could inspire you to do so.”

"Looking as good as you do darling could inspire many things," and she wasn't fooling - it was definitely stirring things up in the mistress as she looked her over.  She couldn't help herself though, she was right there near her so exposed in all her tranquil beauty, those beads of sweat produced by her body glimmering in the light of the room.  "If i'm being honest i'm having a hard time staying over here and keeping to myself," it wasn't often that such a beautiful body was presented infront of her without being touched.  "It's not everyday that I am given this opportunity, to relax with another mistress," something about the two of them having the same amount of power made it all the more exciting.  

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brydcnlynns‌:

if bryden did turn heads, he certainly didn’t notice. still, he rubbed the back of his head awkwardly. “ thank you, miss.” he said accepting the compliment. his lips curved into a smile. “ coming from you, it means a lot.” she looked like she had stepped out of the pages of a fashion magazine. or was made by some artful sculptor. bryden’s gaze followed the woman’s as she asked him about the beach. he shrugged his shoulders. “ I used to swim competitively once upon a time, guess I feel more comfortable here.” he was the best swimmer in the district, and people had murmured he could have gone somewhere. but when his mother got sick he had no choice but to remain and take care of her. now, he was too old. however, he wasn’t angry or bitter he still enjoyed swimming. that was all that mattered. her smile was radiant and it drew bryden in like a mouth to a flame. he extended his hand up to her. “ join me, then? “ he said simply. he would have been utterly stupid to turn down her company. 

A competitive swimmer, Sloan always interested in all the walks of life she ran across on the island.  "I was thinking about it before," she mentioned with a sly grin stretching across her lips, "but perhaps swimming with someone who used to be competitive might be a bit much for me.  You'd put me to shame if it came to laps," she chuckled of course reaching out for his hand as she sat down on the edge of the pool first getting her feet wet.  "On the other hand though, if you're competitive in the pool that attitude probably carries over to other things," of which she wasn't going to describe.  "Just try not to swim laps around me," she of course was joking as she lowered herself into the pool with his help, the water warming her instantly as she let out the most comforting of sighs.  This was EXACTLY what she needed right now, "so why don't you tell me more about yourself, aside from your impressive background in swimming."

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femmefctales‌:

The mistress was so blunt and forward and she knew it was wrong to assume but she just didn’t expect it from such a delicate looking face; “Well being an asset if people don’t expect things from me then I feel like I’m not doing my job” maybe she had the wrong definition in mind but she knew that the whole point of assets were to have things expected from them but this Mistress definitely did things differently; “I don’t and shouldn’t expect anything from you. But I would if that is what you wanted from me. I should introduce myself though-… I’m Calliope”

It actually made sense the way the asset had put it, perhaps just wanting company would never be enough as far as the assets were involved.  "I suppose it makes sense," as sad as it was that the assets didn't feel worthy unless if they were getting used in such raunchy manners, "for what it's worth I do find you beautiful."  Of course she'd be more than interested in seeing just what this asset could do, but she wasn't about to demand it so soon after they'd met.  "Pleasure to meet you, Calliope, my name is Sloan, but you may call me Mistress." 

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femmefctales‌:

It just felt right since first impressions were the ones that lasted and she didn’t want to be known for someone who did something terrible upon meeting the other; “Thank you. Nervous is not something I am right now. More like awkward as I don’t really know what to do or what you expect of me” not that she was picky but if she had a little more background about what was going on she could have been better prepared but assets were given hardly anything to work with so it was all about selling the illusion; “I would like to think so. If not then you definitely need to get a refund and your monies worth” she chuckled lightly with the other. “Is there anything I can do to get started Mistress?”

"What makes you think I expect ANYTHING of you right now darling?"  She gave the other a soft smile, "nothing more than your company," though of course that could mean so many things but Sloan kept it simple for the both of them.  "Nervous, awkward, they all belong in the same family."  She laughed as she once again pointed to the chair silently telling her to sit, "well isn't your work ethic just ridiculously high around here."  She chuckled as she turned towards the asset.  "You could start by just relaxing, unless you're expecting me to want to smother your face in my thighs already?"  Sloan chuckled, if the asset was THAT eager than so be it, but Sloan wasn't calling her down for sex.

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brydcnlynns‌:

bryden wasn’t used to being ogled at. he felt as though he faded into the surroundings too easily. there was nothing too remarkable about him. he wasn’t even aware that her gaze had been on him for some time now. he just wondered if she needed something from him. he had been told that although he was just a bartender he’d have to cater to guests as much as possible. so far, he liked this gig he didn’t want to do anything to screw it up. her response however made him feel slightly nervous. “ no need to apologize, just not used to the attention I guess, “ he said with a smile, “ thank you, though. if you’d like you can join me. but I’m sure you probably have better things to do. “ beautiful women like her certainly didn’t have time to waste on him.

"Don't be ridiculous," she hardly believed that someone as handsome as him had a hard time getting the attention of those around him, "i'm sure you turned heads just as much back home as you do here."  Even if he didn't necessarily SEE it happening, he was gorgeous and well kept - he was worth the attention given.  At the offering to join him she looked to the pool and then towards their horizon where glimpses of the ocean could be seen through trees.  "I've got to ask, why'd you choose the pool over the beach itself?"  It was much quieter here, that being the reason she'd decided to venture in this direction herself, "usually the beach is the first place people head when they step outside, it's not often I get too much company here."  She liked it though, not being alone for once, granted there were times when the pool could be just as crowded - there was never really any rhyme or reason.  "You'd be mistaken," she shook her head offering him a smile, "i've got nothing but time."

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brydcnlynns‌:

OPEN

coming to eros was a necessity. bryden’s bank account was slowly depleting and he needed a steady gig. he didn’t know what to make of the island yet and was a little daunted by its premise. after his shift, he decided to unwind by going for a swim. the island was still relatively warm compared to his hometown of london. no pewter gray clouds to shield one against the sun’s rays. he settled into the water of one of the outdoor pools and did a few laps. he was finishing up his fifth or sixth when he noticed someone watching them. bry swam up to the ledge hovering in the water. “ can I help you? “ he asked running a hand through his wet hair.

Sloan hadn't even noticed that she'd found herself trailing the other from one end of the pool to the other, so when he actually spoke up she was quick to become somewhat startled.  How easily it was to get lost in his movements, such a physique to find herself drawn to, but to have him come right out and call her out on it?  Well shit, she was NOT expecting that and had no answer for him.  At least not right away, though soon one came to her as she continued to look towards him (with reason at least now as the two were talking), "i'm sure you could," he could help her in a LOT of ways, none of which involved mindlessly watching him swim (as mesmerizing as it was).  "My apologies, you offered such a nice view I couldn't help but take it in."