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MINORS DNI

this is my diary. step off.

#mine #i am not a minor #pinned #also tw for drugs just generally on my whole blog #and alcohol #and eating disorder #this is where i go to be fucking insane

so hungover i’m eating g a cucumber in the shower

#m

i can never kill myself i saw gouge away live twice

#M #taking it the other way and getting ameri ca fomo bc i wanna see them again

real dirtbag era like you wouldn’t believe first of all my water is out in my apartment so no pissing or showering or anything and second i hung out at the park today and i came home and cleaned my face off with a makeup wipe (i didn’t have makeup on but again no water in my apartment so i couldn’t wash my face with water i had to use a wipe) and the wipe turned GRAY (again no make up on. just park dirt)

#M

stretched conch ACHIEVED ‼️‼️‼️‼️ i’m so proud of myself

#now my options are to keep stretching it to 6g to get my CBR in it or to go buy a 10 or 8g hoop #i’m so broke and stingy i might just keep stretching #m

humiliationvictim

now that i moved out of my favorite city in the world every time i see pics or videos of her it’s like AauquauauQUUUUAUUUAAAYhuuUuuuauauujfjfhGHHHHHAAQQYAUUYYYY it’s like i’m being ripped apart

#m

every day i dream of a future where im not too tired to stand up or hold my head upright 24/7/365 with no exceptions

#m #not gonna happen for me but a bitch can dream

love and light the recently trending flip flop heels are some of the most revolting things i’ve ever had the displeasure of witnessing with my own eyes

#you know what i’m talking abt when i say flip flop heels #M #AND whoever’s buying them you can NEVER wear them again once the trend is over #generally i love trends and buying shit that’s trendy but then i can wear for the rest of time #these are not that #they’re horrible

sloymy

i need to get a scarification so bad not to be weird but i scar so perfectly for it like even the hypertrophic scars ive had from jagged gross imperfect wounds eventually in ~5 or 10 years turned flat and white and even. it would look so fucking good i want one so bad i just dont know where i would find someone to do it for me

sloymy

i’m such a baby with pain so maybe this is just a pipe dream but what everrrrr

i need to get a scarification so bad not to be weird but i scar so perfectly for it like even the hypertrophic scars ive had from jagged gross imperfect wounds eventually in ~5 or 10 years turned flat and white and even. it would look so fucking good i want one so bad i just dont know where i would find someone to do it for me

#i don’t want to do it myself i think i don’t have the skills and i have limitations on placement #but it would hurt less if i did it myself #but also i think i want it on like my back or something #m

type f weather where i wish i could just walk around wit duct tape on my nipples

#m

overcome with the urge to locate a jazz club and i don’t know if it’s bc im finally old enough (insert citation to that bullshit debunked frontal lobe study) or if it’s bc i finally moved to a city that im fairly certain does not have one

#strange nightlife here. not bad just strange #m

awesome weather phenomenon where it’s super windy during the day so i can’t go to the beach and then super not windy at all in the slightest at night so i sweat my ballsack off if i try to go out OR sleep with my windows open there’s not even a slight breeze. awesome sauce

#m

did my big one this semester

#m

so i guess let me fucking join the crowd and start advocating for mineral sunblock

#mines both and it’s awesome #m #i apply it to my face religiously bc i use a retinol And more and let me tell you every summer my face is bright neon white pale #and numerous shades lighter than the rest of my body #which is maybe not desired by others but it’s what needs to happen for me

oh my god bro i’m such a fool i’ve been sitting here this entire time while everyone’s having the conversation about mineral sunscreen debating if i need to buy a mineral sunscreen bc everyone seems to swear by it but my one regular (if slightly expensive) sunscreen i’ve been using since 2023 has been working flawlessly for me so i really don’t know if mineral sunscreen would be any better….. i just looked at the bottle after THREE YEARS of using it and it’s been a chemical AND mineral sunscreen this WHOLE fucking time. i’m so fucking stupid

#m #didn’t even read the front of the label where it said “chemical and mineral #i had to go to the back of the bottle and catch the word titanium or whatever the fuck #why am i dumb as fuck

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