Someone Like This

Just a writer... http://slvaenn.wixsite.com/someonelikethis

[slvaenn-blog]

Read Me :)

[slvaenn-blog]

#workisforsuckers #petthekittyinstead

[slvaenn-blog]

My new article...

[slvaenn-blog]

♡ #bpd #iwillneverbenormal #itsoverratedanyway

[slvaenn-blog]

Why is it so difficult to just let go? When you have time and time again misplaced objects in your life that place importance You have absent mindedly forgotten the words to a song you once pledged such adoration for How many lovers you have kissed and read too, that now, are faded stains Though this one heart, you cannot seem to repeal your grasp You have smiled among flowers that you now cannot recall But you simply are unable to let go of this one face, this one feeling, this one exception

[slvaenn-blog]

♡

[just-shower-thoughts]

Does anybody else randomly zones out while reading, coming up realizing you don’t know what happened in the last two paragraphs?

[slvaenn-blog]

I do this when I write lol...more like "wtf fuck am I talking about? " zone lol

[slvaenn-blog]

I have lost you Somewhere between pages and pages of my notes Scribbled mindlessness of crashing heartache and coiled riots Flecks and specks of deep irrevocable love Tear drop stained penmanship and smudged paragraphs of a heavy weighted hand You have lived and died a thousand times in all my stories

[slvaenn-blog]

You don't know me anymore. You have no concept of who I am now, the shelter I have built for myself, or the love I have bloomed inside for my own. You have no right to speak to me with such disgust, as the pathetic and broken doll you once felt sorry for no longer breathes in this world. #youdonotbelonghere

[slvaenn-blog]

#easilyexplained #noteasilyunderstood

[slvaenn-blog]

I only wish to keep you close... For you to be drawn to my heart on your own...

[slvaenn-blog]

I wish I didn't have to remind myself, everyday, how much you hurt me. I wish it didn't take that effort to stay mad and I wish I didn't have to stay so mad to keep from missing you....

[slvaenn-blog]

Why did it have to be you?

[slvaenn-blog]

Nights in white satin Never reaching the end Letters I’ve written Never meaning to send Beauty I’ve always missed With these eyes before Just what the truth is I can’t say any more ‘Cause I love you Yes I love you Oh how I love you

Nights in White Satin - Moody Blues

[slvaenn-blog]

I once saw a life of you and I. I wished it was so, several hundred times.

[slvaenn-blog]

You will never leave my heart I will never treat you as if a stranger I will never treat you as if you matter not I will never treat you, as though I have something more important in mind You will never leave my heart And I will always fight for yours

[slvaenn-blog]

My First Memory

 I remember being small, I weighed hardly a thing, and almost never reaching what I wanted most. I remember my bronze-colored playpen, with its thick rope meshing. I remember my soother, with its dark brown rubber, laying on the floor of the pen. I can see a rose-gold hue, very vintage, it feels like that beam of sun coming through the window that warms you on a Sunday morning.