when you're mid-goon and was DEEP in the trenches with your pussy extra sloppy wet and body hot reaching climax but that CHUD decided to keep texting you all of the sudden so you lowkey wish you could turned to thanos and sent their big back to a mere of dust in the mf blackhole shit
lukaās ability to switch from being a whimpering mess under you to having your face shoved into the pillows should be studied.
heād be so willing to be dominated, letting you have your way with him while he just lays there and takes it.
but the second, and i mean the millisecond he sees you falter, itās like a switch clicks in his head.
it could be the smallest thing too ā you letting a whine slip out, or how your nails dug just a bit deeper into his skin than usual.
no matter what it was, luka would notice it.
oh, heād be so mean about it too ā mocking your whines while you tried so hard to knock some sense back into you.
it would be too late though.
luka already had his eyes set on one thing:
making you nothing but a dumb mess under him.
which is exactly what he did.
you couldnāt even process how quick you were flipped over, or how the blonde managed to sink his cock back into, the new angle making you yelp out just from how deep he was.
āthatās all it takes for you to get whiney, angel?ā
his thrusts would be mean too ā bullying your poor cunt until it hurt, tip brushing against your sweet spot over and over again.
ālāluka, ās tooā!ā
ātoo much? oh, angel, i know you can take it.ā
and if you thought luka was done after you came once, you were severely mistaken.
ādonāt tell me you thought we were done, pretty.ā
his hand would tangle in your hair, pulling your body so it was flush against his, smooth voice echoing in your ear.
āi havenāt fucked you stupid yet.ā
luka wouldnāt stop until you went limp in his arms, choking backs tears as you came for the nth time in a row.
heād sloppily thrust into you a few more times, spilling his load inside of you with a whine of your name, head buried in your neck.
your body collapsed on the bed, cunt gushing with lukaās cum, eyes barely managing to stay open.
āmy pretty angel,ā
two of his fingers scooped up the substance leaking from your hole, pushing it back in as luka watched the way you clenched around him.
Summary: Your sleepy college town gets turned upside down when a masked killer sets their eyes on you. As you try to unravel their identity, the more secrets that are revealed you don't realize should've stayed buried until it's too late.
Word count: 4,947
Tw: Fem reader. Dead dove. Dark content. Noncon, stalking, violence, murder, gore, more smut. Murder mystery. MDNI.
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So this was originally supposed to be a two shot fic but then it got really long so I decided fuck it and decided to make it into multiple chapters instead.
I really wanna lean more into the horror elements in this and I'm so excited. It's really unlike anything I've ever written.
Decline.
You stared at the phone with a frown on your face. You were getting awfully tired of your phone ringing constantly. Every time you pressed hang-up, it would pop right back up again.
Unknown Caller
Rolling your eyes, you turned it on silent and tossed it onto the other side of the couch before grabbing the remote and turning up the volume of the TV. Some cheesy, b-rated slasher movie from the 80s was playing. It was the perfect movie to watch to unwind. No matter how painfully predictable and stereotypical it was, the bad acting and cheap gore effects were strangely comforting.
Saturday night, all your friends and roommate were out partying. Usually, you'd be out with them. But you decided to skip this time. College life was draining as it was, maintaining a steady social circle, getting good grades, debating whether or not you're going to get the right degree or not, and going to work the next day to top it off. As tempting as it was to drink your stress away for a night, you'd much rather catch up on some sleep.
Yawning, you sprawled out across the couch, laughing as you watched the characters talk about going into an abandoned building to run and hide from the killer.
Closing your eyes, you shifted to get comfortable and began drifting off until a bang startled you awake, sounding like it came from the backyard.
You jumped, and just as you heard it, the girl on the television screamed as she got chased around by the slasher. Out of instinct, you immediately grabbed your phone, frowning as you saw the number was still calling.
Honestly, you'd rather risk a psycho sneaking up on you than have to talk on your phone. This creep obviously didn't know who he was dealing with if they seriously thought you'd answer a stranger.
Instead, you got off of the couch and slowly walked over to the kitchen, grabbing the biggest and sharpest knife off the rack, and held it close to you as you walked around the house. Maybe you were being paranoid, but you'd rather be prepared to fight than not have anything to defend yourself with.
Did you remember to lock the doors? You prayed you did, sighing in relief when you checked the front and back doors were locked. Your anxiety spiked every time you went near the windows to check that they were closed as well, praying something wouldn't come jumping at you.
As you began walking up the stairs, you looked down at the knife in your hand, seeing your reflection in the shiny metal. Would you really be able to stab somebody if it came down to it? You prayed you wouldn't have to possibly find out.
It was the middle of September. The awkward time where college students were still mourning their summer vacation while also embracing the fall season. Halloween was quickly approaching. Stores were already decorating for it and haunted houses were opening up and every coffee shop and cafe smelled like pumpkin spice. You wouldn't be surprised someone was playing pranks on you.
You briefly wondered if it was your roommate, Sam. He was a film major, obsessed with becoming the next big-time horror movie director. But you knew even he wouldn't cross boundaries like this. Not with you.
And that left it being some asshole from your university that wanted to play a prank on you. Yet you couldn't think about who it could possibly be.
Walking to your room almost felt surreal, and you prayed that you were just being paranoid and something crashed outside. The phone calls were just an eerie coincidence, you thought, pulling the curtains to your window open. Your room faced the backyard, so you could see it all.
Your eyes went wide as you stared at the figure outside the window, waving at you. The shiny white and black plastic mask shaped like a screaming ghost stared back at you, holding onto a knife that looked much more sharper and sinister than yours did. This wasn't a prank at all. You didn't know how you could tell, but there wasn't anybody in your life that would go so far to scare you like this.
It was almost comedic as they waved their phone at you and pointed at it with their red stained knife. Much to your relief, they were no longer trying to call you, but you got a text.
What's your favorite scary movie?
Looking back at them, you surprised both yourself and them as you started laughing. You liked horror movies as much as the next person, but you sure as hell didn't want to experience one in real life. You slid against the wall, sitting on the wooden floor with a thud, clenching onto the knife as you stared at your phone.
You look sexy holding onto a knife like that. You gonna try and stab me with that? A woman after my own heart. ;)
A wave of disgust shuddered through you. Closing your eyes, you prayed this was just a nightmare, hoping that you were just having a bad dream.
You were contemplating calling 911 until the sound of the front door opening and drunken laughter filled the house. Your roommate stumbled upstairs, giggling as his equally drunk partner, Eli, followed in behind him.
Slowly, you opened your eyes, surprised to see the masked figure was gone. Disappeared like they were never there. Your heart was racing as you slowly stood up.
Not wanting to scare your roommate, you kept the knife in your room for the rest of the night, hiding it under your pillow as you laid down in your bed.
You stared at the messages on your phone an awful lot that night, unable to get the site of the mysterious person out of your head. Sighing, you prayed it was a prank, blocking the number before going to bed.
The next morning, you got ready like nothing had happened. But even the soothing hot shower wasn't enough to calm your nerves.
It was one of those days where everything was off. Though you didn't dare look at your phone, there was a tension in the air as you got ready that day.
Even your vibrant, upbeat roommate was quiet. You just guessed that was just because he was hungover after partying too hard last night.
But you knew something was off when you walked into your favorite coffee shop that was close to your college, and the same tense, melancholic atmosphere was still in the air.
Before you could ask someone what was going on, you stayed in your spot when you heard two girls gossiping in line behind you.
"Did you hear about those murders last night?"
"I know, I just heard about it this morning on the news. Nia was with Jin too. Who would've thought they'd die like that. While hooking up no less. It feels like something straight out of a horror movie."
It was unbelievable, and you went stiff when she said the names of two well known people you went to school with.
The girl snorted. "Who said they were hooking up?"
Her friend grinned, not noticing as you glanced back at them. "Why else would they be found dead in the backseat of his car in the back of the woods? Itās so typical, actually. They were always all over each other. It's so sad, I bet they already had their matching costumes planned out too."
Nia was the typical popular girl. Bubbly, pretty, but a little obnoxious as she was known for bragging about her family's wealth.
Jin was just like every jock. Handsome, cocky, and flexed about having the most popular girl in the university being his girlfriend any time he could. He also came from a wealthy family so of course they were perfect together.
Even if it happened right under everyone's nose, it was no surprise that the news of their murderers spread so quickly overnight.
Your face paled, mind flashing to the night before. You weren't friends with them. Hell, you'd only chatted with Nia a few times because you sat behind her in one of your classes. And to Jin once at a party. Though, you were both wasted at the time so it held no importance.
But they were still human beings, with a lifetime full of potential ahead of them that was cut short. And you were only human. So, of course you found it sad that they were killed.
Despite trying to tell yourself it was a coincidence, you knew it was the masked figure that was taunting you last night that was responsible for it.
"Excuse me?" You flinched when one of the girls tapped your shoulder, and you turned and looked at them. "Are you going to order? You're holding back the line."
The other one smacked her friend on the back of the head. "That's (Y/n). She has a class with Nia, you dumb bitch!"
"Ow! How was I supposed to know that?" She whined.
You would've laughed at their bickering if you didn't feel so sick to your stomach.
Muttering a quick "sorry," you quickly walked out of the place and took a deep breath outside.
You always loved fall and Halloween in general. But now as you walked out and saw all the shops putting out decorations, you couldn't help but feel like they were celebrating something without being aware something sinister was about to happen.
It made your heart sink to your stomach. Were you the only one that felt that way? You thought to yourself, thinking about how those girls were gossiping about the coupleās death like they were discussing a movie.
You shuddered a little bit. Maybe some people had different ways of coping, you thought to yourself. You understood, to an extent, with how normalized this type of thing was in today's society.
ā(Y/n)!ā
You jumped as you heard someone calling out your name. Sighing, you turned around and crossed your arms as you watched your classmate running over to you.
He had on a baggy shirt and black jeans, messy black hair, smooth tan skin and dark brown eyes that almost always had a playful shine in them. He had a bright, cheerful smile on his face as he rushed towards you like he was a moth and you were the flame.
Even in a gloomy atmosphere your classmate couldn't stay down for very long. He was like an energetic puppy that couldn't help but always want to play and have your attention.
āWhat are you doing, Kaito?ā
āI heard the news and figured that you'd want some company, that's all,ā he said, draping his arm across your shoulders.
You rolled your eyes at this, but smiled and didn't push him away as you continued walking. āThanks,ā you said back. āIt's scary, isn't it?ā
āYeah, but it's not like there's a serial killer on the loose, right? I'm sure it was someone that was jealous of them or something. You know how some people get. It sounds just like this true crime case I watched once.ā
āRight,ā you agreed, but couldn't stop the sinking feeling when he said that. Everyone seemed way too desensitized for your liking.
Then again, you'd probably be reacting the same way if you hadn't encountered their potential killer in your own back yard last night.
Chills ran down your spine as you thought of the messages, and the person in the ghost mask that had been standing there holding a bloody knife.
"Speaking of serial killers,ā Kaito continued, oblivious to your thoughts. āWanna go see a scary movie tomorrow night? My treat."
Your stomach sank at the thought of scary movies. "Sorry." You laughed, walking faster now. "I'm staying away from horror movies for a bit."
Kaito chuckled as well, playfully pulling you closer to him as he matched your pace. "Really? I thought you loved scary movies. Especially during horror movie season. It can be a funny one. Or even a romantic one.ā
You rolled your eyes at his persistence, but let him anyway. "Okay, maybe I'm just not interested in dating."
He flashed you a charming smile. The kind you could tell he would always use to get what he wanted. And you couldn't deny it was hard to resist. āI never said it was a date. But if thatās what you wanna call it I donāt mind.ā
"Yeah, okay. We can go..." You started as his eyes lit up. "As friends."
"Right." He grinned, winking at you as he walked backwards. "Friends."
You shook your head as he turned around and walked away from you. You could tell he didn't believe you, even if he did agree to go as just friends.
Part of you couldnāt help but feel flattered in a way. You had to admit a date would be a nice distraction from all of the stress youāve been dealing with suddenly, especially with a cute guy. A small smile made its way to your face as you walked back to your apartment.
You sighed as you stepped inside and hung your keys up on the little hook by the door like you and your roommate always did.
Walking up the stairs and into your room, you tensed as your phone started to vibrate again. Looking down to see the unknown caller once again trying to get you to answer his call.
"Hello?" You answered against your better judgment.
"If you don't stay away from him I'll rip out his fucking guts and make you watch." The voice on the other end of the line snarled.
You narrowed your eyes as you leaned against the wall, looking at the pillow you hid the knife under, remembering how terrified the thought of using it made you just the night before.
You know how horror movies work. And you were by no means a final girl. You weren't a sweet, innocent cheerleader or a kind babysitter. Nor were you the kind that could fight and claw their way out of any situation with all the odds stacked against them. Not yet, at least.
But you did know a lot about running away, which you had to resist the urge to do.
āReally? So close to when you killed Nia and Jin? You're basically asking to get caught,ā you said back.
He chuckled darkly. āHow do you know that was me, clever girl? Maybe they pissed the wrong person off. Who knows how many skeletons those rich kids had in their closet.ā
You rolled your eyes. āCut the innocent act.ā
You could hear the grin in the man's voice at your words. āYou first.ā
For a moment after you contemplated what that meant. Sure, you weren't perfect, you knew that. But you sure as hell weren't a killer like this person was.
āJust leave me alone.ā You sighed. āDonāt you know murder is not a good way to get someoneās attention?ā
āIt got yours,ā he said back smoothly.
You frowned. āI mean it. Leave me alone.ā
āOkay, pretty girl. I'll leave you alone. If you find out who I am.ā
āIf I find out who you are then you're going to jail,ā you shot back.
The stranger simply laughed. āHow cute you think jail could stop me. I didnāt strike you as the naive type.ā
You groaned and hung up the phone. Going back and forth with a potential serial killer wasnāt something you planned to continue doing. You scowled when your phone immediately started ringing again. You answered without checking the caller.
"I said leave me alone!" You snapped, causing the person on the other line to gasp in shock.
"(Y/n)? Are you okay?"
Your eyes went wide as you heard a feminine voice you hadn't heard in a long time speak out, the opposite of the voice thatās been tormenting you.
"Oh, Emma? I'm fine." There were many things you wanted to ask her, but were too tired to.
"I'm sorry about calling all of a sudden, but I just haven't heard from you in a while, you know?"
"Yeah..." You sighed in relief, laying back as you talked to her. "I'm fine. I've just been busy. I'm sorry for not contacting you sooner."
"It's okay,ā she said, but you could hear the disappointment in her voice. "How's university treating you?"
You smiled as she tried remaining optimistic. "It's good,ā you responded, trying to do the same. āAnd, well, itās different. But in a good way, you know?ā
āDonāt go making me jealous now.ā She laughed, and you forced yourself to do the same, seeing how she was only partially joking.
Emma paused for a moment. "Well, I meant to tell you something important -" She was cut off as you heard another muffled voice on the line, unable to hear what they were saying, but you could tell she was arguing with whoever it was. You were guessing it was her brother or her boyfriend.
"Sorry about that," she said in a quick tone, and you heard her walking into another room and closing the door behind her for some privacy. "I just wanted to make sure that you're safe. I heard about the murders. I meant to call you earlier, but you know, I was sure you were busy.ā
You nodded your head despite being on the phone. "I get it. Iām fine, really.ā
āWell, I just wanted to let you know that youāre always welcome back here. You have no idea how much everyone misses you. I miss you. Itās not the same here without you,ā she said, trying to hide how sad she was still about you leaving. Even if she didn't understand why you did.
āI'll come back and visit,ā you said back. āEventually. When the time is right, I promise.ā
She sighed sadly. āI'm not sure when that'll be, but I'm going to hold you on that anyway. Justā¦ā Emma paused, almost like she was hesitating before she spoke again. āBe safe, okay?ā
When you said your goodbyes and hung up, you plopped down onto your bed, staring up at the ceiling. Life always had a way of biting you in the ass. But now it was really starting to take a vicious turn.
The next day, you stared up at your phone with a sigh. You didn't get any more messages from the masked killer. And you didn't know whether that made you relieved or concerned, not knowing when he'd strike next.
But there was a message from Kaito, excited about your date tonight. And against your better judgment, you felt your heart flutter in your chest.
You were certain that if you could just tell him, that you could save him. It was perfect since your phone would be off, nobody could listen in. And together you could come up with a plan. It was solid. Because surely if he knew the killer was going to attack then he'd have an edge over them. You both would.
The theater was completely empty when you got there with Kaito, making you more comfortable. You and him sat in the middle seats in the center.
You two laughed and messed around, eating popcorn and candy, playfully pushing each other and commenting about the movie.
Once it was a quarter of the way from being over, you turned to him with a serious expression.
āKaito, there's something I've been wanting to tell youā¦ā you started, pausing for a moment as you looked at him.
He perked up, a shy smile on his face. āReally? Because there's something I've been wanting to tell you, too,ā he admitted.
Right when you opened your mouth to speak, Kaito leaned in. Before you could pull away, he gently pressed his lips against yours, just as he's always wanted to.
For a moment, you let yourself fall into it, kissing him back. Then you remembered what you were trying to do and slowly pulled away.
āI - I'll be right back,ā you stammered out and got up from your seat, quickly turning and rushing out.
āWait, (Y/n)!ā He called out, but it was too late. He sat back down in his seat, shaking his head and running his hands through his hair.
Damn it. Was he too forward? Did he scare you away?
So lost in his thoughts, he didn't notice the menacing presence that's been watching the both of you the entire time, slowly creeping closer. Now sitting right behind him with their knife raising up towards him.
It had broken your heart seeing the disappointed look that replaced his usual cheerful expression. You rushed into the bathroom, trying to forget about it, wanting to get back in there and explain yourself.
You took a deep breath as you looked at yourself in the mirror before bending over the sink and splashing water on your face to calm yourself down.
Right when you stood up straight, you gasped as the lights flashed off. Left in total darkness, you fumble to get your bag but drop it when you feel a gloved leather hand wrap around the back of your hair and pull you back from the sink.
"What did I fucking tell you?" A deep voice snarled into your ear, making you step to the side before slamming you hard against the bathroom wall.
"Stop!" You cried out as the front of your body was pressed into the cold tile, the strong man pressed heavy against your back, roughly grabbing your wrists and pinning them behind you. "We're just friends, I swear."
"Maybe to you." He chuckled darkly. "But I don't like my woman hanging around someone that wants to fuck her."
Shaking your head in protest, you teared up. "That's not what's happening."
"Haven't I done enough?" He cut you off. "I think I've proved myself already. Do I need to cut you up to remind you who you belong to (Y/n)?"
You groaned in pain, trying to shove the masked murder away from you, but he quickly pushed you back into place, cheek shoved against the wall and hands pinned behind your back. "Fuck you!" You snapped. "You don't own me."
He paused for a moment, chuckling like that was the most amusing thing he's heard in a minute. "I own every fucking inch of you, (Y/n)." The mask was pressed against the side of his face when he leaned in close to you. "And you better start accepting that if you don't want all those little friends of yours to drop dead."
"Aren't you going to do that anyways?" You questioned with a frown.
"Maybe." He smirked, his free hand wandering down your body. "Do you really want to find out? I didn't know you were that cruel." He squeezed your waist, chuckling at your reaction.
He spun you around and pushed your back against the wall, letting go of your wrists for a moment just to pull one of his gloves off. He roughly grabs them again and pins them above your head with one hand. "Or maybe that's what I've always loved about you to begin with."
"What do you want from me?" You cried out as his other hand slipped down, into your pants as he pushed your panties to the side and roughly rubbed your cunt with the palm of his hand.
āDon't touch me!ā You screamed at him, but that didn't stop him from cruelly shoving two fingers into you.
"I want you to embrace who you truly are, (Y/n)." He chuckled as he cruelly arched his fingers as he pumped into you to get that spot that made you weak in the knees each time he hit it. "It's time to stop running from your past. I know what you did. What keeps you up at night. The thing that haunts you even when youāre not thinking about it."
Your breath caught in your throat as you bit back a moan, pushing your head back against the wall, your mind racing with who it could possibly be. But you dreaded the thought of someone from your past coming back to haunt you. Quite literally.
Deep down, you wouldnāt actually be surprised if one of them did, naming quite a few in your head that could potentially be a psycho killer.
Not that you were innocent yourself, just like he said. But you werenāt like that. Thatās what you kept telling yourself, at least. For your own safety. For your sanity. You did have your own secret. One you always prayed would be kept buried.
You shook your head. You hated the way your body was betraying you, responding to his cruel advances.
āThat's it,ā he grunted as you cried, relishing in the way tears streamed down your face while your pussy sucked him in.
You bit your lip til it bled, trying hard not to give him the satisfaction that he clearly wanted. Your gasps and the sound of him finger fucking you filled the empty bathroom.
"C'mon, that's a good girl." He cooed, interrupting your thoughts as he roughly pumped his fingers into you, rubbing your clit against his palm. "Such a tight little thing. Thatās it, always so sensitive, huh?"
He laughed wickedly, letting go of your wrists to pull your hair back and lift his mask half way up to slam his lips against yours as you came hard against his hand, crying out against his mouth. He shoved his tongue into your mouth to muffle your sobs before pulling away, letting you go as he brought his fingers to his lips and licked them clean before he pulled his mask back down.
āWhat a deprived little thing, cumming all over the hand that just cut the throat of that little date of yours.ā
Your eyes went wide as the realization of his words hit you hard, and you shook your head back and forth in denial, tears burning in your eyes. āNo. You - you didnāt.ā
He patted your head as you slid against the wall, hitting the ground with a thud. He pulled his mask back down and put his glove back on. "Maybe I did. Or maybe I didn't. Until next time, sweetheart." He mockingly saluted before walking out with ease.
You pulled your knees to your chest, covering your face with your hands as you sobbed, unable to bring yourself to go back out there.
The theater was dark. So Kaito's body wasn't discovered until the movie ended and the lights turned on. It was a gruesome discovery for the workers that went in to clean up for the next show when they saw him sitting in the chair with his head tilted back, his throat cut clean open, blood still trickling out the wound.
Hearing the sounds of screams and people running around the lobby as he snuck out easily amidst the chaos, you cried out as the door shut, leaving you alone in the dark bathroom.
Guilt was eating away at you. You pushed your head back against the wall as you choked back a sob, wishing you could go back in time to do things differently. To protect Kaito.
You slowly stumbled out of the bathroom, immediately swarmed by the frantic crowd of people running towards the exit while the ambulance and police came running in.
āExcuse me, Miss.ā A stony faced officer with gray hair and bags under his eyes approached you. āI'm gonna need you to tell me everything you witnessed here today.ā
You turned around and nodded your head, ready to spill your guts to the officer. āPlease, thereās cameras everywhere,ā you said once you explained how you were attacked, leaving a certain part out of it. āEven in all the theaters. Surely they had to capture something.ā
He pursed his lips. āUnfortunately the cameras went out just last week. Management hasn't bothered to fix āem. Guess they never expected the killer to strike in broad daylight, huh?ā He chuckled humorlessly. āOther witnesses say they saw a strange figure in a mask slip out of the back exit.ā
You looked around in confusion. āThat - thatās impossible. The main exit is right there,ā you stammered out and pointed over to where it was, right across the lobby from where you were standing.
The officer shrugged his shoulders. āThey couldāve been wrong,ā he said casually. āFear often leads people to think they see things they actually didnāt.ā
An awkward, tense silence settled between the two of you before he cleared his throat. āIāll keep you updated if we find anything on the killer, alright? Until then, do you have someone who could take you back home?ā
Your throat tightened as you realized that you were nowhere close to finding the killer, let alone finding out his identity. You almost bursted into tears as you realized how much you had screwed up. You shouldāve realized monsters always follow through on their threats, one way or another.
Getting ushered outside by another officer as they worked on closing the theater, wrapping caution tape around the entrance. You sat on one of the benches once the officer walked away. You sent a quick text to your roommate before you put your phone away, leaning back and looking up at the sky. Sam was one of your closest friends as well, thankfully. And you needed all the support and comfort you could get.
One thing was for certain, you were going to find the killer and stop them. No matter what it took to now.
You see a really weird "job" post online, and the money seems too good to be true. But you aren't really in a position where you can turn it down...
You hope it doesn't get weird.
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It was a very⦠concerning ājobā posting.
But desperate times, and all that.Ā
It had shown up about a week ago, and it wasnāt hard to see why no one had taken the poster up on it as of yet.Ā
Bedmate Needed
ā 11 pm to 6 am
ā $25/hour up front
ā Riverside Motel
ā Room 44
ā Not a sex thing
The last note seemed tacked on in a later edit, but it was still⦠not great.
Youād have to be either a gullible idiot or a desperate one to go for a job like this. Unfortunately, you were the latter. Very much so.
You couldnāt take another night on the street. It was getting so cold out. The promise of a warm bed was almost enough to lure you in on its own. But the money⦠175 bucks just to sleep in the same bed as some internet creep?
Despite the clarification in the post, this had to be a sex thing, right?
You hadnāt gone that far, despite everything. Itās not like you hadnāt considered it⦠but the thought was too terrifying. Making yourself completely vulnerable to a stranger that could just decide you were less than a person and do whatever they wanted to you? You had to draw the line somewhere.
But at this point, you werenāt sure that there was a line you werenāt willing to cross anymore.Ā
. . .
The Motel wasnāt the seediest youād ever seen around town but it wasnāt a place you wouldāve voluntarily stayed at even two months ago. Back when you had options.Ā
Creepy post guy opened the door after a couple of knocks, with an awkward, pregnant pause between them. He wasnāt quite what you expected for an internet creep, but he was still a sight to see.
Really bad posture and dark, greasy-looking hair, with the darkest circles under his eyes youād ever seen. He looked like he was about to pass out at any second, but he held it together long enough to gesture you into the room.Ā
āHeyā¦ā His voice was low but he sounded nervous. And so, so tired. āYouāre⦠Youāre a little early. Thatāsā¦thatās fine. Uh, come in.ā
You felt his eyes on you as you passed him, and it didnāt help your anxiousness. Not one bit.Ā
āHey so, I-I reallyā¦I uh, need a shower.ā He stumbled over his words with a breathy, nervous laugh. āUnless you wanna sleep next to a⦠fuckinā sweaty mess all night. Do you wanna go first orā¦?ā
You mustāve looked nervous because his eyes went wider, digging into his pocket.
āI wasnāt tryinā to⦠Oh, uhā¦here.ā He nodded, pressing the money into your hand. āUp front, just⦠just like I said. You justā¦just seemed like you maybe sorta needed one too.ā
Some part of you mustāve still had an ounce of pride left because your whole body felt on fire with shame, embarrassment so consuming that you froze up. It had been a couple of daysā¦
He just looked away, seeming like he was embarrassed himself.Ā
āI w-wasnāt gonna like⦠try to join you or peep on you or nothinā!ā He tried to assure you, eyes darting in a panic and talking a bit too fast. āIf I, like, go first? I wonāt get mad if you change your mind and leave⦠I get it. Iām not gonna like⦠go after you or call the cops or nothinā like that. I justā¦ā
He stared at the floor, nails digging into his arm as he seemed like he was having trouble breathing.
āI really⦠I really need this.ā He was so quiet, but his voice was so desperate.
You couldnāt really be considering this, could you?
He seemed more like a weird, awkward, sad guy than a real danger or some kind of pervert.
And you really did need a hot shower.Ā
It seemed like a safer bet to have him go first, if you were really going through with this. And it would give you a chance to look around the room for a spot to tuck away your pocket knife, just in case.
When he was in the shower, you did just that. The spot between the mattress and bed frame would be easy to grab at if things got hinky.
If things got all touchy-feely, as you suspected they would, him finding that on you or leaving it in your pocket when your clothes got tossed wherever would be really inconvenient.Ā
Steam rolled out of the bathroom when he stepped out, shirtless but with sweatpants and a towel around his neck. He was thin, almost alarmingly so, but you could still see muscle, enough to pose a problem should he decide to overpower you.
This was your last chance to back out, before youād be vulnerable to this odd stranger.
But even if you left, the money wouldnāt last long, and itās not like you had any other options.Ā
You were so grateful that the motel tub wasnāt disgusting, but you wouldāve gotten clean regardless. Two days worth of sweat and funk was washed away and it felt so heavenly⦠But it was hard to relax when you were trying to stay hyper alert of any noise that could be that man trying to get in or even eavesdrop.
Butā¦
Nothing.Ā
You finished your shower and brushed your teeth, doing everything you could to feel clean that a motel bathroom could provide. And there was no sign of the guy.Ā
But you had to go back out there eventually. You supposed you could lock yourself in here and get a full nightās sleep indoors, even if it was on the floor of a motel bathroom with your back against the door, but part of you just said āfuck itā and warily peeked around the doorway into the bedroom.
The lights in the room were dim, but warm. He was sitting on the end of the bed, one knee tucked into his chest, staring at the tv as the bright colors of a nightly talk show reflected in his eyes, but something told you he wasnāt really watching. His eyes met yours and you froze.
āItās almost elevenā¦ā He mumbled, his head resting awkwardly on his shoulder. His hand ghosted over the spot on the bed next to him. ā⦠Will... will you stay?ā
So many thoughts raced through your head. What would happen if you laid down beside him? You could probably deal with sex⦠even if it felt a bit wrong. But if he wanted to hurt you?
Your brain reminded you:
What do you really have to lose?
When you told him you would stay, sitting next to him, you could see him relax. Just a bit.
āIf you still want to leave-ā
But you cut him off, almost afraid he would talk you out of it after youād made up your mind.
Avoiding his stare, you told him you had nowhere to go.
The bed was cold, it might take a bit to warm up with the two of you in it, but it was the least of your concerns at that moment.Ā
āSo itās...ā Heād spoken up so suddenly, you hoped he didnāt see you flinch. He was staring at the ceiling, seeming just a tiny bit calmer. ā... itās fine if you just⦠lay there or h-hold onto me, or play on your phone or whatever, anything is fine. Just⦠just donāt leave ātil morninā. Okay?ā
A worrying pause, but you told him you understood.
And that was that. He laid next to you unmoving for almost an hour before you had the nerve to move at all, shifting slowly to your side to face him.
His eyes were shut, his breathing even, but somehow you knew he was still awake. It was like he was trying to sleep but it just wasnāt coming to him. He looked so worn down, like he could just keel over any second. It definitely made him less intimidating, but you werenāt letting your guard down, no matter how much your body was screaming at you to just let go.
Despite your better judgement, you wondered if he really was being genuine about this not being a sex thing. It was a relief, sure, but it just raised more questions.
Why were you here?
. . .
Youād stopped looking at the bedside clock a while ago. It had to have been hours by then.
Your anxiety and dread somehow felt quieter under the lull of impending sleep. Despite everything, your body was at least grateful for a warm bed and hot shower, and if you didnāt sleep there now, you didnāt know when youād be able to sleep somewhere warm any time soon.Ā
Every moment that ticked by, you felt your resolve slipping. Maybe it wouldnāt be so bad, just to let go⦠This whole situation was weird, but you just wanted to sleep.
He hoped against everything that he would just fall asleep.
Just this once, he didnāt want to have to follow through with it. But he was so damn tired. There was this ache behind his eyes that he could feel in his bones, his mind never stopped racingā¦Ā
He could feel your body heat in the bed next to him. You had either been very scared or very considerate, youād only moved once since you laid down with him.Ā
He hated that he had to do this. He felt sorry for you, he really did. But it was drowned out by the buzzing in the back of his brain. The constant whispers in his ear.Ā
There had been so many before now, it was a miracle he hadnāt gotten caught. But this was a huge, dangerous city. Everyone in it was just a blip to anyone paying attention.Ā
He could feel their skin under his palms buzzing at the back of his brain. How their eyes stared into his, burning with betrayal, fear, helplessness. How he saw them fade away.
How it was the only thing that worked to let him finally sleep. The only thing that quieted the whispers, at least for a little bit.Ā
Some booked it after getting the money. Some just showed up and straight-up robbed him. Some tried to leave in the middle of the night, thinking he was asleep. But if they stayed and fell asleep, that was that.
He told himself that he gave them all a chance.Ā
If you managed to stay up all night, youād be safe. But he really needed this⦠It was already day three, and heād never made it past day five without completely losing it. Trying to fight this, it was too hard. The longer he stayed awake, trying to avoid what had to happen, the worse he felt. The louder the voice got. The deeper the ache in his bones. But the more often he did it, the easier it got. And that was worse in a different way.Ā
It was wrong. He wasnāt so deep in it that he couldnāt see that. The morning after, he always hated himself and what he did.Ā
But as the days went on, it would all creep back in. And doing it again felt less and less horrifying to him.Ā
You were scared. He could tell. And you had every reason to be, he told himself. But it just meant it would take you longer to fall asleep.Ā
He could wait all night. And if you made it the full seven hours, you werenāt what he needed. Youād be free from him, from this. Hopefully you wouldnāt come back, no matter how badly you needed the money.
He wondered what you meant by having nowhere to go.
But he tried not to wonder too much. It would make this harder.Ā
He could hear your breathing getting slower, your body relaxing into the bed. You wouldnāt last much longer.Ā
His eyes shot open when he felt you suddenly touch him, tucking your forehead into his shoulder. You werenāt quite asleep, a cuddler? He almost laughed to himself when half-asleep you looked a bit frustrated, like it wasnāt enough.
You muttered something about being cold, lazily scooting your body closer to him up the bed. He felt his breath catch when suddenly, his head was pulled to you, tucked into your chest as your arm circled him. He was suddenly the little spoon, but facing you. He could hear your heartbeat.Ā
He wanted to say something, wake you up or wriggle free to make what he had to do easier on you when you fell asleep. He felt a hand in his hair, playing with it and idle gentle nails on his scalp.Ā
It was⦠nice. Everything felt calm, the buzzing and horrible thoughts were still there but they were being drowned out by the warmth of your skin, the thump of your heart in his ear.
You were mumbling something. He held his breath, trying to hear.
You told him, or whoever you were dreaming about, maybe even no one at all, that he was okay. That he was safe.Ā
He couldnāt keep his eyes open. Something was different this time. He felt all his control slipping away, and for once, he wasnāt scared.Ā
You woke to a sunbeam across your face, and the strange man in your arms, sound asleep. According to your phone, it was 10 am. You were grateful for the extra hours in a warm bed, but would he be mad? Did he have somewhere to be?
You couldnāt remember anything past drifting off next to him, but the two of you were tangled together, he seemed so comfortable.
Now that it was over, and your anxieties were much quieter, you really got a good look at the guy. He wasnāt⦠unattractive, you supposed. He was all elbows and ribs but laying against your chest made him look so soft and harmless.Ā
Wasnāt the worst way youād ever made 175 bucks.
You wondered if heād shell out the extra 100, or if that would be pushing your luck.Ā
Either way, it would be best to wake him up.
Gently scratching at his scalp, you told him it was getting late.
You watched as his eyes struggled to open, and for a few calm moments, he just laid against you. After a beat, he gasped and jolted up, head swiveling around the room in a panic.
āIā¦ā He seemed really out of it, almost scared. āI actuallyā¦ā
He stared at you, eyes wide. You told him it was ten in the morning, hoping everything was okay and if it wasnāt, that he wouldnāt take it out on you.
He grabbed you by the shoulders, and for a moment you were sure something bad was going to happen, but somehow, it was even worse.
He was crying.
Breaking down, sobbing hard as he just kept staring at you. Even with the odd night youād just had, this was somehow the weirdest part.Ā
Despite yourself, you asked him if he was okay. He pulled himself together and you were startled again when he touched your face, his thumb gently grazing your cheek. It was tender and sweet, and it was freaking you out a little. Just a tad.Ā
āYou⦠It was youā¦ā
All you could think to ask was if you should get going, maybe trying to make it seem like you had someplace to be, or were at least trying to be considerate of his time. But it didnāt seem like he was taking the hint.Ā
He grabbed your hands in his, the sudden contact made you jump. He pulled them to his chest, he was too close. The way he was looking at youā¦
āCan we⦠Can we do this again? Like tonight? Please?ā He was practically begging, the look in his eyes changing. That nervous, achingly tired gaze was hopeful. And so warm.
āYou can have the room, if thatās what you need!ā he offered, maybe somehow having picked up on your current situation. āI can pay more too. Just p-pleaseā¦ā
He held your palm to his cheek, staring up at you.
a bit of a different one from me, but i kind of liked how it turned out
that feeling when your new yandere was totally gonna off you but you were just too comfy
he's never gonna let you go. you're the only thing keepin him from killing again, ya know?
i don't have a ton of yanderes that actually kill, as odd as that seems. but this guy is one of them
he's not supposed to be a huge commentary on any particular mental health conditions, i did a bit of "research" into psychosis induced insomnia (using that term VERY loosely), but like does he hear voices because he can't sleep, or can he not sleep because he hears voices? who can say? certainly not I, the dummy who made him
i wrote this one pretty much right after my last big deadline ended, but it got reworked a bit cause it just needed some tweaks:
the yandere started out as tired but crass, kind of a dick, and when he switched after that good night's sleep it felt off. It felt more interesting if he was a bit pathetic and creepy, it felt like less of a red flag for the reader to stick around
the reader was originally going to be a straight up s*x worker that got hired by the yandere for him to kill, but it didn't really feel like my place to make that commentary on violence against s*x workers or to more or less soften it with a yandere love interest. it just didn't feel right for something so unserious
but ive been having horrible writer's block lately, so i thought i'd finally put this one out. i need to read/play some yandere stuff and get inspired. let me know if you have any recommendations y'all āļø
Your mother always warned you to never give rides to strangers, but the hitchhiker you run into seems harmless. What's the worst that can happen?
Tags: implied noncon
Things originally start well. You and your buddies piled into your roommate's Jeep, roof down, pop music blasting. You're the driver - always the responsible one - hair tied back and sunglasses on the edge of your nose. You're all dressed for summer. Bikini tops and board shorts, smeared with sunscreen - the picture of college fun.
It starts well and keeps going even better. You're all in high spirits. Flushed and happy and young. Picking up the hitchhiker seems like a good idea. You see that he's handsome and around your age, that he's got an easy smile and a guitar on his back. You see that and nothing else. Not the too quick eyes, not the surprisingly light backback. Nothing.
He ends up riding shotgun, talking to you about classes and shitty professors. Smiling just a little every time you shift gears and your hand brushes his thigh.
You like him. You're the only single in the car so it's natural that he spends the most time talking to you. Lord knows it's hard to keep a conversation going with a couple when they look like they'd rather be tonsil deep in each other's throats.
You like him and you get the feeling he likes you too. When you stop at a sleazy motel for the night, he invites you to eat dinner with him outside his room. All your friends are off doing what couples do best - getting cosy in the hot tub, testing the speeds on the vibrating bed, finding new and interesting ways to use the ice machine. So you're glad for the company.
Mostly.
You're almost done eating when he pops the question.
"Why don't you have a boyfriend?"
You look away from him. Take in the greasy boxes of takeout on the concrete, the neon red wash of the vacancy sign spelling across the parking lot. It's not an easy question. It brings up ugly memories.
"I used to have one. Things ended...badly. He's in Cook County Corrections now. Serving fifty to life."
He gives a low whistle.
"That bad huh? You ever go to see him?"
"No. Never."
He stretches out, folds his hands behind his head and looks up at the dull scattering of stars.
"You should. It gets lonely in there. A guy could use the pick me up, especially if the visitor is a pretty thing like you."
You shiver despite the balmy summer air.
"I'd rather not. I'll be happy to never see his face again."
Thankfully, he drops the subject. You go back to talking about awful first dates and the best dishes to order at a Chinese restaurant. He's a complete gentleman but you can't help the slight relief you feel when he stands to leave.
" 'Night gorgeous."
"Good night, stranger."
In the morning you walk out to see him reading the early paper. He crumples and tosses it before you can catch the headline.
" 'Morning. How did you sleep?"
You shrug. "Not the best. I swear these kinds of places all get their beds from the same supplier. Lumpy Mattresses Inc."
He grins. "Don't forget their trusty partner Damp and Musty Carpets LTD."
Your friends are slow to wake up and groggy when they do. Most of them nursing nasty hangovers. You and the hitchhiker have most of the morning to eat breakfast and shoot the breeze together. When it's time to leave, he takes his place in the passenger seat like it's the most natural thing in the world.
"I couldn't find any newspapers," one of your friends complains when you're back on the road.Ā Ā
"I wanted to see the football results."
"Eagles beats the Rams in the final playoff," the hitchhiker says.
"Aww man. Where'd you get a paper from?"
"I must have gotten lucky. Staff is 'sposed to leave the local paper at reception. Guess they must not have the budget anymore."
You stay quiet but something doesn't feel quite right about that statement.
The day passes fast. Your playlist is a lot more mellow, on account of the many lingering headaches. Still, you think there's nothing quite as fine as the open road. It's only near evening when the trouble starts.
"Shit. I can't find our reservations."
You look at your friends in the rear view mirror. They've already pulled apart two backpacks trying to find the papers. You can't help feeling irritated. The one thing you asked them to take care of...
You pull over and search the Jeep from top to bottom. Unpack almost everything. Check and then recheck your pockets. Nothing.
"I'm really sorry y/n. On the phone they said we needed the copies to check in. Maybe we can still stop by and get it sorted with the front desk but..."
You can here the unspoken thought in their words. You're all thinking the same thing - that hotels can get so uptight when their potential guests are rowdy students with still bloodshot eyes. You worry at your nail, thinking. You paid the fees in advance so maybe if you showed them your credit card...
"My friend has a cabin not far from here," the hitchhiker says. "Pretty big place. He'd be happy to let us crash there for the night."
You bite your lip. It's a two hour drive to the hotel. And if they turn you away you'll be off the beaten path with almost no cash, on a near empty petrol tank.
"You think he'd mind letting us sleep on his couch?" you ask. "We'll be well-behaved and I can pay."
He smiles at you, totally easy going about the whole thing.
"Sure we'll just have to call ahead."
You manage to track down a payphone and you wait with the rest of your crew while he calls. You can't make out what he's saying but every once in a while his eyes drift to you. No one else. Just you.
If you didn't know any better, you'd say he was talking about you.
When he puts the receiver down, he's all smiles.
"Got it all sorted. It's out of the way though, so I reckon we grab some chow first."
Your friends are quick to agree. What self respecting kid on spring break is going to say no to fast food and cold beer? It's only you that lingers, brow furrowed. It all feels too convenient. Your reservations go missing and the stranger you picked up just happens to have a place nearby? No way. The more you think about, it the stranger it seems.
You're still lost in thought when the hitchhiker swings an arm around your shoulders and half drags you along behind your friends.
"What's you got you so worried gorgeous?"
It's hard to be suspicious of him when he smile so easy, his shaggy brown hair dancingĀ across his forehead.
"Nothing. I just hate to intrude on your friend."
He laughs, squeezing your shoulders before letting go.
"Trust me he'll be very glad for the company. He doesn't get out much."
He pulls the diner door open for you. Your friends have already claimed a booth and a single harried waitress is struggling to jot down their long list of requests. The hitchhiker grabs your hand before you can join them.
"My friend is a great guy. I think you'll like him."
He smiles, crooked and amused, like he's laughing at a joke only he understands.
"Hell, I know for a fact that he'll like you. You're just his type."
Your smile is tight. The last guy who said you were just his type... well, you and the district attorney both know how that ended.
You take a seat and smile at the waitress. She looks beyond overwhelmed and you silently promise to tip her as well as your half drained credit card can manage.
"I'll take a steak. Rare. Bloody as you can make it," the hitchhiker says.
You raise your brows. Not exactly the typical order for an out of the way little diner. He sees your look and grins.
"Been a while without good meat. You have no idea the craving I've had this past few days."
The booth is packed tight and his thigh is flush against yours. Warm, even though his jeans.
"We all get cravings now and again. I get it."
He tilts his head at you and it must be a trick of the light, because his pupils are blown out wide. It looks like you're staring into oil. Just... emptier somehow. You wouldn't go so far as to say he feels soulless, but if it's not in the same street it sure as hell is in the same neighbourhood. Like oil, it leaves you feeling dirty in a way that doesn't easily scrub off.
"Do you?" he asks quietly.
You open your mouth to say something along the lines of I'm only human and of course I do but his eyes stop you. He isn't talking about food or meat. No. It feels like he's asking about flesh.
One of your friends cracks a joke and you turn away from him in a hurry, pretending to laugh at something you only half heard. You don't talk to him for the rest of the meal. Try to avoid looking him even. But you can't avoid the feel of his leg against yours. Warm and solid. Can't ignore the way your heart jumps when he reaches for his wallet and his fingers accidentally scrape you inner thigh.
You're the last one out of the diner. You throw away the dirty napkins and, true to your word, tip the waitress as well as you can manage. You're half afraid that he might wait for you, but when the door clicks shut behind you, you see him with the rest of your friends. Joking around with some of the boys.
The second you start towards them, his eyes fix on yours. You aren't sure how he does it - always narrowing in on you like you have your own gravitational pull. Like he's aware of your every move.
"Ready to go?"
Are you? You aren't sure. Some dull instinct is making you want to turn tail and run. You try and talk yourself out of it. What concrete evidence do you have? What has he done wrong, besides be a little intense? Folk do that all the time and it doesn't bother you. And it's not like you'll be alone. Your whole pack of friends will be right next to you.
"Yeah, let's go. Time doesn't wait for anyone."
It's a long drive. The highway splitting off into a main road and then splintering into a half-dozen country tracks. By the time you arrive, you're beyond grateful for choosing the Jeep. Heaven alone knows how much more jostling and bouncing your teeth could take.
It's a nice place. A big cabin out in a clearing, the trees thick for miles around. Much nicer than the crummy hotel you'd otherwise have to settle for. You can't even hear the traffic.
Your friends grab their bags and the hitchhiker holds the front door open as you all file in. The entryway is clean and bright, and besides the lingering tang of bleach, there's nothing to set your suspicions racing. Honestly, you feel a little silly for being so paranoid. Must be the bad memories. They make you jumpy regardless of actual circumstances.
"Where's your friend?"
You turn just in time to see the hitchhiker slipping something small and metallic into his pocket.
"Is that the key for the -"
"My friend will be here soon," he talks over you, loud enough to get everyone's attention. "I'll show you guys your rooms and once you get settled, we can grab some beers and hit the hot tub."
He brushes past you and ignores your half-hearted grab for his arm. Your friends are already pounding up the stairs, too hyped to notice your expression. He pauses on the landing and looks back at you - the only one still standing by the door. His eyes are bright and almost hard.
"You coming?"
Nothing to be scared of, right? It's a common habit to lock the front door, especially out in the woods.
"Yep. Right behind you."
But no matter what you tell yourself, your feet still drag along when you follow him deeper into the cabin. Further and further from escape.
You're the only one who gets a room of their own. Everyone else is piled two and three deep in the guest rooms, half your buddies on couches more than beds.
You're also the last to get a room, so by the time he shows you your bed, it's only you and him. You wonder if he planned it on purpose.
"Quiet out here."
He hums in agreement, standing at your window and watching the woods. He stays silent while you unpack. Whatever he's watching for takes all his attention.
It's only when you hear your friends start splashing around in the hot tub that he speaks.
"You should probably take a shower before anyone else. The water is unreliable out here."
You silently agree. It's s been a long day, and while a quick dip in the jacuzzi sounds good, a hot shower and a cool bed sound even better. He pauses at your bedroom door to say good night. You're already heading to the bathroom and you only half hear the rest of his sentence.
"Sleep tight. And don't worry too much about any noises you hear. There's mountain lions around and the sound carries funny sometimes."
He closes your door softly behind him. Your en-suite is echoey, and when you turn on the water, you don't hear the quiet click of him locking you in.
After your shower, you're totally exhausted. You don't even bother leaving your room to check on your friends. You just curl up under your borrowed duvet and drift off. When you half wake at three in the morning to the dying echo of a scream, you mutter something about mountain lions and fall right back to sleep.
You don't see it but the figure in the corner of your room smiles. Moonlight catching for a split second on the butcher's knife in his hand.
"You always were a deep sleeper, baby. Can never remember your dreams."
Morning comes fast after that. When you wake, the only evidence of your midnight visitor is a slightly misplaced pair of sneakers that you're too drowsy to notice.
Your room door opens easily and you're half way down the stairs before you even start to wonder where your friends are.
Still sleeping probably. Had a late night.
The only sign that someone else is awake is a half empty pot of coffee and a dirty mug in the sink. You don't really feel comfortable rooting around in someone else's kitchen, but the hitchhiker did say to help yourself... You end up snatching a small Greek yogurt from the fridge and taking it out to the porch.
The forest is alive with bird song, dew still melting in the grass. It's peaceful. Tranquil. For the first time, you're entirely happy that you accepted the hitchhiker's offer.
The only thing that disrupts the picture perfect scene is a single discarded sneaker, thick with mud and left right in the middle of the yard.
You sigh. Did one of your friends really lose a whole shoe and not notice? You pick it up and knock the worst of the mud off.
So much for being well-behaved. You'll have to check over the whole place before you leave, make sure they haven't somehow tanked to the property value. The edges of the laces are stained a rusty red but you chalk it up to spilled wine or something.
You drop the shoe at the door and make your way back into the kitchen. It takes some searching but you finally find the dustbin, half hidden in a cupboard. Ugh, why do rich people always have to hide the trash away in the most obscure places?
Yesterday's paper is shoved under some tea bags, the edges of the front page barely visible.
CONVICTS ESCAPE COOK COUNTY
You frown, you gut suddenly nauseous and rolling. You dig the newspaper out of the trash. Slowly. Hesitantly. Amost afraid that the reality will be twice as bad as your suspicions. There's a massive stain on the front but you can still read the print clearly.
CONVICTS ESCAPE COOK COUNTY CORRECTIONS. MANHUNT UNDERWAY.
You don't bother to read the article. The pictures alone tell you everything. You feel sick enough to faint.
You didn't think you'd ever see his face again, but here it is. Mugshot slightly blurry and the ink starting to run. Scowling at the camera like he's more pissed at being caught than anything else.
Your ex boyfriend.
You might have been fine if it was just him. Might have called the DA and the lead homicide detective, begged for witness protection. But trouble never visits without company. There's another mugshot under his, this one captioned Serial Arsonist & Convicted Killer.
The hitchhiker wasn't smiling when the cops lined him up for his red carpet shoot. His eyes are as black and empty in his mugshot as they were last night. When he looked at you and said he was craving meat. Meat.
You might have laughed if you didn't think you were about to vomit. Yeah, he was probably craving meat alright. The roasted and still screaming kind.
You drop the newspaper, hands shaking so bad you can't hold onto it even if you wanted to.
"I told him to take out the trash. But does he listen?"
You whirl around. The hitchhiker is blocking the back door and holding your friend's lost sneaker, rolling the stained laces between his fingers.
"Thanks for grabbing this, gorgeous. If we missed it, the pigs would be back on our asses in no time."
You run.
You don't bother hearing him out or rationalising. You turn away from him and bolt straight for the front door.
You almost make it.
Your fingers just brush the metal of the doorknob before someone grabs a handful of your hair and yanks you towards them, hard enough that you end up on your back. Winded. Your scalp burning.
"Gonna leave without even saying hello? C'mon baby, is that how you greet your man?"
Your boyfriend is standing above you, smirking like this is all a game. He's still in his prison jumpsuit, the sleeves knotted around his waist. He's wearing a white tank and one glance is enough to tell you that prison has been great for his gym journey. His muscles - always toned to begin with - are positively huge.
He's always been strong, but the sight of him like this has your heart racing. How much harder can he hit, with all that extra bulk to back him up?
He slams you back onto the floor when you move to get up, his boot pressing into your sternum so hard you can almost hear your bones creaking.
"Aww, don't get up baby. Let's just talk. We've got so much to catch up on."
He presses his heel into you. Hard enough that you can't breathe out it hurting.
"Where to start... Oh, I know! Have you fucked anyone else while I've been gone? Gotten yourself a new man? Who's been between your legs while I've. Been. Rotting. Away?"
He punctuates his sentence with sharp jabs of his boot.
"No one," you managed to choke out. "Didn't have anybody."
He takes his boot off your chest and you suck in a painful breath, your lungs and ribs on fire. You roll onto you hands and knees, coughing.
Shit. Fuck.
He squats down so he's level with you, voice a sickly sweet drawl.
"You promise?"
"I-" Another painful coughing fit. "I swear. No one else."
"I don't know if I can believe you, baby. You said you loved me, and then you ratted on me to the cops. Not the best record."
He grabs your hair and hauls you to your feet, totally unbothered that you still can't breathe right.
You shriek and try to pull away, only for him to wrap a hand around your throat and pin you against his chest.
He squeezes hard enough that your larynx feels like it's going to collapse.
"What do you think I should do?"
You think he's asking you, but it's the hitchhiker that answers. He's leaning against the kitchen door, arms crossed like he's watching two kittens at play rather than seeing your boyfriend almost choke the life out of you.
"I reckon we should check. Her cunt should be all tight and wet after months without cock. And if it isn't...well, there's your answer."
"You hear that baby? We're gonna make sure you've been well behaved."
We?
You start fighting all the harder. One murderer is enough. You don't want both their hands on you. You'll never be able to scrub yourself clean again.
The hitchhiker smirks and pushes himself away from the wall. His pupils are all wide again, twin blackholes hungry enough to swallow you, your friends, the whole damn world.
Adrenaline is a hell of a thing but you're up against two convicted killers who've had nothing but time to get stronger. Who've had the world's hardest lessons in cruelty.
Your boyfriend lets go of your hair and grabs one flailing wrist. He bends your arm up your back until you heads tucked under his chin and you're standing on your tiptoes to alleviate the pressure.
The hitchhiker twists one ankle behind yours so you can't kick out of him. It feels like a move cops and wardens might use. He must have had it done to him plenty, if he can so easily put you in the same position.
"I'll scream."
That makes them laugh.
"Go on then gorgeous. Scream. No one heard your friends last night. What makes you think they'll hear you?"
Your friends... You were panicking so bad you hadn't even considered them. The hitchhiker sees your eyes go wide and grins that easy, friendly grin of his. The one that made you trust him enough to give him a ride.
"Oh, we took good care of them. I'll spare you the grisly details but there's no one left out here but us."
It's too awful to consider. Too visceral. Too unreal. Your mind blocks it out and changes your whole train of thought to focus on escaping.
You focus on your boyfriend. He isn't acting like himself. The same man who put his hand on the bible and swore before the court that he killed all those people because of you - that man - was suddenly willing to share? Was inviting someone else to enjoy your body?
"You're going to let him touch me? You killed my lab partner because you said he would jerk off to pictures of me. What the hell changed?"
Your boyfriend hums.
"A whole lot. He's my cellmate."
Like that explains anything!
The hitchhiker slips his fingers under the hem of your top, nails running along your waistband.
"He wouldn't shut up about you. Had your pictures pinned up above his bed and everything. It was so fucking annoying at first. My girl this, my baby that. But after a few months..."
He pops open the button of your jeans with a flick of his thumb. You jerk away but your boyfriend twists your arm even harder and you're forced to hold still.
"After a few months, I started to understand the appeal. Could see why he was so into you. And hell, I wanted a taste myself. Wanted to see if you lived up to the hype."
Your boyfriend is smiling. You can tell from his voice.
"And is she worth all the hard work we put in?"
The hitchhiker's hands are cold. You flinch when he slips his fingers past your panties. He rubs his thumb against your slit, savouring every inch.
"For her? I'd kill twice as many as we did last night."
He sighs as he feels your slick starting to collect around his knuckles. Without warning, he slides two fingers inside you. Cold, uncomfortably cold.
He has a guitarist's hands and you can feel the callouses on his fingertips scraping against your walls. Too rough. Too much.
"Just like I thought. Tight and wet. Your girls loyal to a fault."
Your boyfriend practically purrs.
"Been so good while I was gone, baby. You deserve a reward, dontcha?"
He leans down and nips your cheek. You feel sick. His teeth so close...
"Don't worry. We'll fill you up so good that you'll never try running again."
Your spring break road trip starts well and gets better. But the end? Well, it ends with a cock down your throat in and another in your cunt. It ends with a hand around your neck and teeth marks on your thighs. It ends with a reminder to always trust your instincts and to never, ever give rides to strangers.
Tags: Car sex, Blow jobs, Deepthroating, Debt trapping, Sub & Dom Naoya, Sex pollen
Summary: It had been a week but the debt was starting to become too much. There's no way in hell you can afford all these fines, especially now that your water heater and AC broke. The job offer letter from the Zenin estate seems to glow in the afternoon sunlightā¦
Based off the idea where after you're affected by sex pollen and fuck Naoya in his car. He then develops an obsession for you.
Notes: I wrote this with ao3 in mind which lets you add creator styles. Since I can't do that only the email's and texts are different from ao3.
Please feel free to tell me if I missed any warnings or tags.
Always open to feedback, comments, and constructive criticism!
Crossposted from Ao3Ā
Word count: 16.4k
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Ending
Ring! Ring! Ring!
You winced before you'd even opened your eyes as your alarm awoke you. Your whole body felt sore. It was a deep ache that told you last night had wrung you out completely. As you sat up slowly and raised your hand, the orb bloomed to life and began soothing your aching muscles.
It was only then, as the fog lifted, that two things registered at once.
You were naked. Someone had undressed you while you were unconscious.
And you were not alone.
Breathing became difficult but it only worsened when you realized something foreign was touching you, holding you. It was heavy, warm, and it smelled like ozone.
Hands trembling, you slowly try to get out of bed when an arm snaked around your waist and drags you back. When you open your mouth to scream, the arm tightens, pulling you closer to their hard chest. You felt the scratch of jaw stubble against your shoulder and a petulant groan.
"Nnnooo. Stay." Mumbled Naoya. His voice muffled against your shoulder.
His voice was thick with sleep as he burrowed his face into the crook of your neck and his legs tangled with yours beneath the covers, locking you in place. His arm was like a cobra around you, and when you tried to twist out of his grip, he only pulled tighter with a grunt of irritation.
"What the-? Naoya? What are you doing in my bed? Did you take-"
"Shhh. Jus' lemme sleep, woman."
And then you heard him start to snore.
You lay there rigid as a board while your heart feels like itās about to beat out of your chest. All the while you had to deal with his breath fanning across your neck, giving you goosebumps. His hand had splayed across your stomach and scratched your tummy every now and again, but his grip hadn't loosened at all.
You tested his grip one more time and shifted your weight forward. His arm constricted immediately as an unconscious reflex, and a huff of displeasure interrupted his snoring before he settled back again.
He wasn't letting go.
You willed yourself into laying still as the minutes passed. Gradually, your hands stopped shaking enough that you could reach for your phone on the bedside table without jostling him.
The screen lit up and you squinted against the brightness, angling it away from his face. It was almost 8am and you knew Naoya couldn't be bothered to wake up until nine.
You opened the camera app linked to your house. Since you hadn't been able to swing by as often, you'd set up a few cameras to monitor the property ā mostly aimed at the apple tree in the backyard so you could watch its progress. The tree looked fine for now, its branches heavy with new growth. But the backyard camera caught something else: more people than usual walking along. Your neighborhood has gotten busier lately, it seems. You watched a few pass by, idly cataloging faces you didn't recognize, letting the normalcy of it settle you down.
Behind you, Naoya stirred.
A yawn cracked through the quiet and you heard his bones crack as he stretched. His arm left your waist as he rolled onto his back and sat up. When you turned to look at him, he was standing beside the bed in nothing but a pair of his black boxers and a scowl already carved into his face. When his eyes locked onto you and the scowl deepened.
"You know I waited hours for you to come back." His voice was fully awake now as he snapped at you. "And instead of returning to me, you pass out. In uniform, by the way."
He stomped across the room and flipped the light switch. The overhead blazed to full brightness and you flinched, raising a hand to shield your eyes. He stomped back and snatched the phone out of your grip before you could react.
"I don't care how tired you are, we have traditions you need to follow." He glanced down at the screen and his lip curled. "And what's this?"
He was looking at your house cameraās backyard feed.
"Now you're people-watching the moment you wake up." He shook his head, nostrils flaring. "You know, I had to come to you. I was told you were finally back and had to walk all the way to your room like some errand boy because you couldn't be bothered to check in. Unbelievable." He huffed as he tossed your phone onto the bed.
"Instead of sleeping in my own room, I had to sleep in here. If there's an emergency, you should be near me while I'm asleep. That's your job. That's why you're here."
He wasn't letting you get a word in. Each sentence rolled into the next; a continuous stream of grievances. You sat there, blanket clutched to your chest, and felt the guilt begin to creep in despite yourself. He was right about the uniform, at least. And you hadn't checked in. And you had passed outā¦
But you still needed an answer.
"Did you undress me?"
The words came out quieter than you intended, despite it being a valid question. However, the look Naoya gave you made your stomach drop. As if you'd insulted him by even asking.
"You try sleeping in full Zenin traditional clothing and then tell me I'm the problem." His voice was flat with disdain. "I literally just told you this. Do you even listen? We have traditions. Follow them."
He turned on his heel and left as the door slammed behind him hard enough to rattle the frame.
You let what he said ruminate in your mind. He was right about some of it. You knew that. You shouldn't have passed out in uniform. You should've checked in. You shouldn't have been on your phone first thing instead of reporting for duty.
But you couldn't shake the feeling that sat unresolved beneath the guilt.
We have traditions.
You can't even think about it as the guilt comes back.
ā----
Time had a way of moving differently inside the Zenin estate. Days bled into weeks, weeks into months, and before you knew it, an entire year had passed since you got hired.
You stood in Naoya's bathroom, which had become your bathroom too, and dried yourself off. You used to have your own room with a door you could lock, but Naoya decided that a personal nurse sleeping down the hall was an inefficiency he couldn't tolerate.
"Why would my healer need to sleep down the hall? If something happens in the middle of the night, what are you gonna do ā jog over? Use your brain, woman."
At first you'd been distraught. Truthfully, you still were, but you supposed his logic made sense. He was going to be the future clan head, and he needed to be in peak shape. Any severe injury could handicap him, after all. Sleeping in his bed was already crossing several lines but if you wanted to pay them back youād have to offer your acquiescence. Your only alternative was the floor, which he seemed to like about as much as he liked the idea of you in his bed.
Now, you lay on your back and took the room in. The walk-in closet could have swallowed your old room whole. The ceilings were so high you thought you'd get injured if you fell from that height. Not only that but this wing of the estate essentially belonged to him. It probably didn't but given his personality most people here just wanted to avoid him all together. You wonder, If you'd grown up like this, with practically everything you'd need for a house inside your own wing on an estate, maybe you'd have developed a massive ego too.
You shifted to get comfortable and turned onto your side.
Naoya was already facing you.
His eyes were soft in the low light. It always caught you off guard how relaxed he'd get around you. But here, in the amber dark, with the sheets pooled at his waist and his hair loose against the pillow, the sharp edges of him looked filed down.
"I have some work coming up in Tokyo tomorrow. The higher-ups are so damn serious about everything, like I can't handle it myself. Whatever, I'm glad the pay is nice, otherwise they can eat it for all I care."
He reached over and played with your choker. He traced the leather, then the tag, the pad of his thumb running across the engraving before traveling to the clasp at the back of your neck.
"Still," he murmured, "I want a good-luck charm."
His eyes held yours and he leaned in. Your breathing stilled, but he only reached past you, his arm brushing your shoulder, and grabbed his phone from beside your pillow.
A few months ago, he would have tried to kiss you or, given his speed, succeeded before you could react. Sometimes his hands would wander and you'd have to physically relocate them. Now, though, he seemed content so long as he was touching you like this. And he touched you constantly, especially when you were both out in public. It was starting to feel possessive, as if he was holding some kind of imaginary leash.
"What's your blood type?" he asked, scrolling.
You told him, and a grin broke across his face as he turned the screen toward you.
"Look. It says our types are compatible. Adventurous, keen, and our lucky numbers fall on the same date in a few months." He tapped the screen at more points he wanted you to read, his brown eyes searching yours for approval. Usually, when you were both in bed, his gaze drifted south. Right now it was locked on your face.
You decided to redirect his attention. "Are you going solo?"
He groaned, the spell broken. "Unfortunately, no. One of my older brothers is tagging along. I don't even know why they give them assignments, let alone consider them part of the family. All seven of them ā older than me, weaker than me, and twice as useless. If I'm lucky, he'll die." He said, smiling at the thought.
You frowned. He rarely talked about his brothers, but you'd come to understand that it wasn't from privacy but contempt. A hatred so deep it had calcified into indifference, or what passed for it, but you hadn't expected him to wish one of them dead. Not like that, and not with a smile on his face.
He either didn't notice your expression or didn't care. A yawn overtook him and his eyes fluttered shut, his body sinking deeper into the mattress.
As you lay there, waiting for sleep to find you, his voice came again, barely a murmur and muffled by the pillow.
"ā¦won't have sons like my brothers."
Your eyes slid to look at him and thinking you could have imagined it. Yes, you probably imagined it, but just before consciousness slipped away, you swore you heard him say we.
ā---
Naoya left for his job that morning. Before he left, he groped you and laughed as you swung at him. He dodged with his projection sorcery and blew you a kiss from the doorway.
You were still in his room when you noticed his PC was on and unlocked. You knew you shouldn't look, but the debt had been gnawing at you. You'd asked him about it twice, but both times he'd waved you off, saying you were "making progress." The last time you brought it up, he bought you a new coat ā knowing him, he'd hold it over you. So you stopped asking, afraid every gift was another number secretly added to your total debt.
I'm not snooping. I'll just check his spreadsheet to see where I'm at.
You checked for Excel but it wasn't installed so you tried the browser for an online version ā nothing. He'd never used a spreadsheet at all it seems.
You stared at the desktop for a bit before anxiously opening his email ā heart thudding against your chest as it loaded. You scrolled through the recent messages one by one, scanning subject lines for anything useful. A ledger, a receipt, an invoice, a forwarded statement ā anything.
A shipping confirmation from a luxury skincare brand you'd never heard of. Some real estate in the area your house was in. A subscription renewal for some men's self-improvement newsletter called The Apex Male. A notification from an anime cel auction house. A promotional email from his piercing studio. Porn. A Spotify receipt. A newsletter from a car detailing service. Spam. Spam. More spam.
Nothing about your debt, or even a reference to it.
You sat there and tried to decide if that made you feel better or worse. Either he tracked it somewhere you couldn't find, or he didn't track it at all. Both possibilities unsettled you.
You closed the browser, cleared the search history, and got off his computer. To pass the time, you went to find Tora to see if she needed help cleaning. Your phone buzzed on the way there.
https://archiveofourown.org/image.jpg
The photo showed a man in his forties. He looked somewhat like Naoya, but heavier, slumped, and deeply wrinkled for his age. Even through the photo you could see the resignation in his eyes.
You closed your phone and found Tora. You helped her for a few minutes, then went to the kitchen to eat something premade. You checked your phone again.
Blond Bitch
Today 1047
Naoya: This is so boring
Naoya: Hey
Naoya: Hey. What are you doing
Naoya: You have to be doing your nails for it to take you so long to respond.
Today 1103
You: I'm sorry my notifs were off
Naoya: So?
Naoya: Leave them on so u dont miss my texts
Today 1106
Naoya: I'm getting those mochi cakes I know you like once this is done
Today 1107
You: Thank you
Naoya: Now you respond instantly
Naoya: Its expected from you people honestly
Naoya: But I'll get you two since you've been so clingy lately
Today 1115
You: Have you found the curse? Do you want me to come nearby in case?
Now
Naoya: No. So clingy
You typed: Good luck to you and your brother. Stay safe. You watched it go to read.
You didn't hear from him until much later. He sent a screenshot of his bank account showing a large deposit. He captioned it:
What a real man brings home š°
Much later he sends you and imagine of some mochi cakes
The image was his receipt and from the angle you couldn't make out what he'd bought ā just the price. Despite spending a lot, it was a small fraction of what he'd just been paid.
---
Hours later, you were getting ready for bed when Naoya came in more wound up than usual. He was practically vibrating with energy, grinning from ear to ear.
"Well, look at you. Waiting up for me." He held up a box and shook it. "Job paid out nice, so I grabbed you a dozen. Say 'thank you, Naoya-samaā„.'"
āThank you Naoya-sama for the snacks.ā
He smiles at your appreciation and tossed the box into the mini fridge then took off his shirt. When he started to take off his pants, you quickly looked away as he snickered. He went to take a shower, and when he returned, he was in just his boxers, his hair still damp from the wash. He dropped onto the bed and stretched like a cat before he exhaled and sank into the mattress.
"How was the job? Do you need me to heal anything?"
"Pff. On something that weak? C'mon now." He tucked one arm behind his head and stared at the ceiling with a satisfied grin. "Little shit tried to swallow me whole. Its first and last mistake. I uppercut it from the inside and punched clean through its skull. Brain matter was coated all over me." He turned his head, his eyes hooded and dark as they dragged over your body. "Honestly, if you'd seen me out there? You'd be crawling all over me right now. Any proper woman would already have her mouth full."
You didn't respond to that. His comments had been getting to you more and more lately. You tolerated it because you had to ā the debt made sure of that ā but it felt like he was working through a checklist to hit every form of sexual harassment before the day was done.
He turned off the lights, and the mattress shifted as he rolled toward you and pressed himself against your back. The heat his body threw off was suffocating, and you could feel his bulge pushing against you through the thin fabric of his boxers. He didn't adjust himself as it pressed more insistently into you. Either he didn't notice, or he didn't see a reason to adjust himself.
A few seconds of quiet passed, and you thought he might be falling asleep.
"Oh, yeah. Almost slipped my mind," he mumbled, letting out a lazy yawn. "My brothers died. We're headin' to his wake next week."
"ā¦Ogi's a ghoul, but I do pay attention when he talks at the clan meetings. Get this ā his ex-wife had a uterine cyst before they divorced, and Wikipedia said that kinda stuff can affect your hormones. Whatever, but ChatGPT said that hormones can get so bad it makes you not even attracted to people anymore. Messes with her brain. Makes her totally useless to a man and so I thoughtā"
You just nodded along when your phone buzzed against the table. He'd give you an attitude if you checked it right now, so you waited for him to finish talking.
"āhours of talking to ChatGPT and it said it can even make you a lesbian. I mean ā hot, but what I'm saying isā¦"
He was still going, and you were surprised that just sitting here and nodding had kept his attention for this long. You remembered he'd usually be checking another woman out by now. You wondered what changed.
"ā¦so you agree with me, right?"
He was looking at you expectantly, and to your surprise a blush was forming across his face. You nodded, and he gave you a puppy-like smile as he reached over and laced his fingers loosely through yours, while his thumb rubbed idle shapes on the back of your hand.
"Knew it. Obviously you'd agree. You're smarter than most women, which tells me you made it through college the honest way, unlike half the women your age."
Then your phone buzzed. Then buzzed again and again. Before you could reach for it, Naoya already grabbed it.
āHey! Don't read those."
He rolled his eyes and scanned your messages. He typed out a quick response and set the phone face-down between you.
"Your little friends wanna know where you've been. A woman should only focus on the man in front of her so I told them you were busy. You're welcome."
"Ohā¦you didn't have to do that." You reached for the phone, feeling a pang of guilt that they'd been left on read for who knows how long. You'd text them back properly later, maybe tonight when things quieted down.
"Sure, sure." He waved a hand, already moving on. "Though you should keep your phone on silent when you're with me. Excluding my messages, obviously. Every time those women blow your phone up you get all scattered."
He shook his head in disappointment.
"Their weakness is starting to rub off on you, and I'm not gonna sit here and let that happen. A woman should only end up distracted if her man is the one distracting her."
"Please don't talk about them that way."
His eyebrows rose. "Talk about them what way?" He leaned back and squinted at you. "I'll talk about them exactly how they deserve to be talked about. Women are emotionally weaker and your friends are women. So what exactly did I say that was wrong?"
He pinched the bridge of his nose.
"See, this is what happens when women spend too much time around other women. You start thinking with your feelings instead of your brain. One of them gets offended and suddenly all of you are offended and none of you even know why. It's a herd mentality thing."
He squeezes your hand and his smile returns back to his face. "But you're better than that. Or at least you should be, since you're around me. So stop getting emotional over nothing.ā
You let it drop. He had a point, in a weird way you⦠could be easily distracted sometimes, and your friends did text at the worst times. He was just being a blunt asshole about it. That was Naoya's thing.
---
Days later, you were in bed when your phone buzzed with a text from Naoya. He was out for some clan meeting and had been sending you sporadic updates all evening, which you'd learned was his way of keeping you company while he was away.
Blond Bitch
Today 2247
Naoya: u still up?
Today 2248
Naoya: ?
Today 2249
You: Yes
Naoya: Good
Naoya: Was thinking about u
Today 2252
You: okay
Naoya: Don't "okay" me, woman. I just said I was thinking about u and thats what I get?
Now
You: My apologies
Naoya: Damn right
You remember him venting about how he can't take you. He made it seem like he needed to be around you at all times and honestly it was suffocating. Back then he'd spend his free time with who knows what new girlfriend, sleeping, training, or watching anime. Now he still does most of that stuff but you're included.
Well, since he had gotten you hooked on One Piece you may as well continue watching it. Your focus on the show was broken when Naoya sent a photo of one of his brothers. The man in the image was red-eyed and tired looking.
You grimaced at his apathy. You thought maybe he was in shock but he genuinely seemed to despise his older brothers.
Blonde Bitch
Today 2307
Naoya: I dont expect a woman to understand the nuances of family politics, but the fool didn't have any sons so he died without leaving behind a legacy.
Today 2308
Naoya: Thats what happens when a man doesnt pay attention.
Today 2310
You: You can have a legacy without kids.
Now
Naoya: Dont speak on things you dont understand. His legacy is owning a knock-off of one of Tojikun's spears. Not even one of the good ones. The man contributed nothing. At least have the decency to leave behind something worth remembering.
You texted your group chat when you could all meet up and they agreed the upcoming Saturday when you're off. Your group chat was already buzzing with suggestions: the restaurant with the outdoor seating, maybe that new dessert bar, or even a movie when Naoya texts you again.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: By the way. I have business on ur days off. ur on standby. Dont go anywhere.
Your thumbs hovered over the keyboard. You stared at the message, then at your group chat, then back at Naoya's text. He was right ā his work did come first. That was literally what you were being paid for. And if something happened on a job and you weren't availableā¦
You deleted āI can do Saturday!ā and started typing:
Hey, I'm so sorry but something came up with work again. Rain check? I promise I'll make it up to you guys š
The replies came back instantly: Again?? and Are they making you work 24/7?
The guilt twisted in your stomach as you closed the chat.
Blond Bitch
Today 2314
Naoya: The food here is at least worth my time. Ill bring you back some and we can eat together. Consider it a reward for being available on short notice.
Now
You: Is it spider rolls? Those are so good. I used to feed them to my friend after they bought them for me one time.
Naoya didn't respond and left you on read. You set the phone down and lay back, feeling vaguely embarrassed for oversharing.
---
It was late in the evening when Naoya returned. He cocked his head for you to follow him as he led you to one of the smaller dining rooms. The low table was already cleared, and the lighting was dimmed low.
"Since you begged me to get them I went out of my way and got two rolls for the both of us. You're welcome."
You hadn't begged but whatever, it was still sweet he'd remembered.
"Thank you, Naoya-sama. Really."
"Obviously." He was already opening the container, but the tips of his ears were turning red.
The spider rolls sat in a neat row, crusted with golden-brown skin from being deep-fried. He picked one up with chopsticks and you held out your hand to take it.
He didn't hand it over. Instead, he pushed it closer to your mouth, past your outstretched palm. The edge of the roll bumped against your lips and he nudged it a few more times.
You relented and opened up to let him feed you.
He pushed the chopsticks in a little further than necessary and you felt the wood press against your tongue. You felt a slight stretch at the corner of your mouth before he withdrew them, faintly glossed with spit. His eyes tracked the shine on the tips before he set them down.
"Oh wow, this is delicious. Did they use stone crab? I wish I could eat more, but I'm already full." You said, having already eaten since you didn't expect him to bring back food.
Naoya hummed before picking up a piece for himself using the exact same chopsticks. He lifted the roll and placed it in his mouth, his lips closing around the same area your mouth was on and chewed slowly, watching you.
Then he held the chopsticks out to you.
"Feed me."
You were in a better mood since you'd eaten something nice so you'd overlook his eccentricity. You took the chopsticks and began feeding him piece by piece.
"Mmmm. Oh, that's good." He moaned out on the fifth piece, letting his eyes fall shut. He stuck his tongue out for the next bite and his piercing glinted in the soft lighting. It reminded you of the bait anglerfish would use to lure in prey.
As you fed him another piece, the moan came again, but this time his eyes stayed open and fixed on yours. The sounds he was making were even deeper and more delicate with each piece. You wanted to hope it was just the food doing that to him.
You went to pick up another piece when he stopped you.
"Use your hands. You poked my tongue earlier with the chopsticks and it's still sensitive. So use your fingers. Shouldn't be a problem for a nurse, yeah?"
He began rubbing slow circles on the inside of your wrist with his thumb. Since you were sensitive there and it made you shiver. His gaze became heavy and he continued rubbing you there, then stuck his tongue out.
When you reached out with a piece of sushi, he grabbed your hand and held it in place. The roll slipped from your grip and tumbled back into the tray. He brought your fingers up to his mouth and his tongue pushed between your index and middle finger, flicking at the webbing between them. The sensation was strange as the soft muscle pressed forward and the cool pressure of his piercing moved against your fingers as he bore down.
He pushed your fingers apart and sucked them into his mouth. His teeth closed lightly around the base and you felt the vibrations of a low moan as his tongue worked around them, tracing each knuckle, curling around your digits. He pulled them free with a slow drag that left behind a glistening string of saliva.
"Mmm. You're right." His voice was roughened, scraped raw with each breath. He licked the corner of his mouth. "Those were delicious."
Your face was burning and you couldn't even think up a response. He took your hand and wiped your fingers clean with a napkin as you sat there.
"Oh, by the way." His tone shifted back to casual as he leaned back in his chair "There's a public ordinance going around. Water pressure issues across the whole district ā they're capping the liters at every household and they're not making exceptions. Not even for us, which pisses me off, but whatever." He waved his free hand dismissively. "Point is, for now until the foreseeable future, we'll have to bathe together. To save water."
You felt lightheaded. The transition from his tongue between your fingers to the new water policy to āwe'll have to bathe togetherā happened so fast that your brain couldn't find a foothold. He was already up and beside you while his hand found the small of your back as he walked you toward his bedroom.
"Don't overthink it," he murmured. "It's practical. A man and a woman sharing a bath to conserve resources. There's nothing weird about it unless you make it weird. And honestly? The fact that your mind went there says more about you than it does about me."
You didn't respond as he led you to the bathroom. You were too lightheaded, and something about the evening had softened the edges of your usual wariness. The bathroom light clicked on and steam was already curling from the tub.
Seems like he got a maid to draw the bath before he came to get you. Which was⦠thoughtful, actually. He must have started it the moment he walked in so it would be ready by the time you finished eating.
"See? Already warm. I handle everything around here. All you gotta do is follow my lead and ā stop making that face."
He began untying his robe, and when your eyes darted toward the door, his hand caught your chin and tilted your face back toward him.
"Heyy. Where are you looking? I'm right here. Relax, woman. I told you this is about the water."
His robe slipped off one shoulder.
"ā¦Unless you want it to be more. In which case-" A grin split his face, sharp and vulpine. "-that's on you, not me. I'm just being a responsible citizen.ā
ā-
A few had passed since then but today and tomorrow you had the day off. Naoya had to help you take your choker off since you couldn't get it off yourself. You think back and realize he's always been having to help you take it off but don't think much of it. Currently you found yourself at your friend's house, elbow-deep in her garden.
"You know, I've really wanted to get into hydroponics lately, you know? I just feel like my herbs don't like the soil here, and-"
You nodded along, genuinely interested, when your phone buzzed in your back pocket.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: I got you a new uniform. Come back so you can try it on
You knew, technically, you didn't have to. Unless it was an emergency, your off-days were yours. That was the one concession written into your contract that he hadn't yet found a way to weasel around. Your phone buzzed again.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: Btw its meant to be worn only when you're in my room. Its a historical
What followed was a long string of text, most of it glazing the Zenin family lineage ā something about how it's been traced back to Zenin healers for generations. You thumbed out a reply.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: What does it look like? Can I see it
Three dots appeared on the screen, bouncing for several seconds, before vanishing. He didn't respond so you went back to clipping some wilted leaves when your device vibrated again.
Blond Bitch
Today 1100
Naoya: No
Naoya: Are you at your house?
Today 1102
You: No
Now
Naoya: Where are you You aren't supposed to be far.
You texted back that you were only a fifteen-minute train ride away. Your friend shrieked when she unearthed a frog camping beneath her flowers, and you scooped it up without thinking, chasing her around the yard while she squealed and swatted at you. You were both wheezing with laughter by the time she retreated inside to cool off. You stayed in the grass, catching your breath, the frog long since released back into the flower bed.
Blond Bitch
Today 1104
Naoya: Ugh the train? I never take those. The last time I did it was crowded and no one gave me their seat.
Today 1105
You: I'm sorry to hear that Naoya-sama
Naoya: I don't need your pity woman. I need you here.
Now
You: Are you hurt?
Three dots appeared, then vanished again. You wiped your hands on your jeans and were about to head inside when an image.
You tapped it open. It was a quick mirror selfie heād taken in the estateās gym.
Blond Bitch
Naoya: I have a headache. Come back and heal me
Now
You: Since my ability uses opioids I don't want to use it too often. I have some aspirin in my exam room.
Naoya: Excuses.
Your friend padded back out with two glasses of iced barley tea and peered over your shoulder before you could angle the phone away.
"Oh my god. That's your boss? An alt baddie, nice." She grinned and plopped down beside you.
"No⦠well, I mean, he kinda is, but on paper he isn't. He's my boss's son, but I personally work for him now." You rolled your eyes and took the tea. "And he's only alternative looks-wise. Personality-wise, he's a sexist asshole. The other day he told me women's wombs belong to their man."
Her smile flattened into a frown.
"So you have to be around him all day?" she asked, worry bleeding into her voice.
You internally grimaced. You didn't want to tell her it was at night too. That you slept in his bed now, that there was a choker fastened around your throat with his family name stitched into it that you couldn't take it off without his permission. She'd ask why, and then you'd have to explain the debt, and the expenses they kept tacking on, and the contract you'd signed in a panic, and ā no. Better to handle this alone than watch her worry.
"Yeah, just the day. After that I'm away from him."
She gave you a small, uncertain smile, then brightened and announced she was making roast duck later. You grinned, dramatically collapsing into the grass at the prospect of not having to cook. Your phone buzzed again.
Blond Bitch
Today 1112
Naoya: Where are you specifically?
Today 1114
You: I'm at my friend's house.
Now
Naoya: Ugh of course you spend your free time with women.
Naoya: You sit around a bunch of hens long enough and you start cluckin like one
You headed inside and your friend waved you toward the living room while she tied on an apron. You sank into her couch, already half-dozing from the sun, when your phone buzzed again.
Another photo loaded in and it was Naoya, shirtless, in the private gym mirror, sweat catching along the hard lines of his stomach, piercings glinting. Behind him, just barely in frame, two men were lifting on a bench press. You could see the resemblance in their jawlines, the same sharp brow. Brothers, probably. One of them was openly scowling at the back of Naoya's head.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: I'm still the biggest man here btw. Not even close
Naoya: ur not attracted to any of them are u?
...What.
Before you could even compose a response, a follow-up came through.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: Theyre all a waste of oxygen and have shit techniques. Even as a child I was on the same reading level as half of them. If they werent Zenin's theyd be on the street shining my shoes
You stared at the screen, thumbs hovering uselessly. Was this a test? Was this one of those questions where saying no meant disrespecting a Zenin. Then again, he'd literally smiled at the news of his brother dying last week and he was shit-talking them in real time now.
Blond Bitch
Today 1123
You: No. Why do you ask?
Now
Naoya: ur unmarried, have wide enough hips, and ur a solid 8/10 if you actually bothered with makeup. Since those failures are useless as sorcerers, theyd try to use a woman like u to fix their pathetic lineage.
So this was the family politics he occasionally hinted at.
Blond Bitch
Now
Naoya: Theyre already useless but to rely on a woman like that? Even u have to admit its pathetic. A real man builds his bloodline with his own strength not by poaching some bitch to do it for him. U dont need to respond. I already know you agree.
In a twisted way, you did agree ā not with the phrasing, god no, but with the hypocrisy. The clan was aggressively misogynistic, right up until they needed a woman's help, at which point every tradition bent itself backwards to accommodate whatever they wanted.
---
By the time dinner was done and dishes were washed, it was late evening and your friend showed you to her guest room. You thanked her, changed into an oversized sleeping shirt, and sank into the bedding.
You were scrolling mindlessly through your phone when it buzzed.
Blond Bitch
2130
Naoya: Heyy. u asleep. I need u.
Now
You: Is something wrong?
Your phone started vibrating with an incoming call, his contact photo ā one he'd taken himself and set without your permission ā filling the screen.
You picked up. "Hello? Was something happening?"
"Nah, nothin's wrong." His voice came through a little rough. "Just haven't heard from you all day. A woman goes quiet that long, she's usually up to somethin' stupid. Had to make sure you weren't runnin' around."
"Did you finish training this late? You know it's advised against working out at night. All that adrenaline makes it harder to sleep."
You heard the rustle of heavy fabric and a creak as he adjusted on his bed.
"Don't lecture me, woman. Men know their own bodies." He paused, and then his tone softened. "What were you doin' today?"
That perked you up since gardening was one of your favorite hobbies. It bored most people whenever you talked about it so you were excited to share it with him.
"Well, I was actually helping my friend in her backyard garden. She's trying to grow some basil since she can't find it fresh in the store."
"Mm. Yeah?" His voice had gone a little lower and thicker. "You like that stuff? Plants n' all that. Keep talkin'.ā
You hesitated, then continued, because if he was offering you an audience you were going to take it. "Oh! Well, did you know that mint can work as a natural insect repellent? It's because the strong scent masks human scent, so mosquitoes-"
A sharp inhale cut through the line and you stopped.
"Keep talkin'." His breath hitched, catching high in his throat. "I didn't say stop. Did I fuckin' say stop? Keep goin'.ā
"Uh- okay. Um. Some plants are best grown from propagating them, since the harvest from seed would be too small to be worth it. Stuff like rosemary, artichoke, laven-"
A soft, rhythmic sound had started up in the background. It had a steady rhythm and soundedā¦wet? You couldn't quite place it over the low humming noises he kept making, but it was there, slipping between his breaths. His breathing came through the receiver heavier now, and more ragged, but it wasn't the sharp, pained gasps you were used to hearing from him when you were knitting a shattered rib back into place. It sounded like he was whining.
"Fuck, you're such a fuckinā nerd." His voice was thick and slurred like he'd been drinking. "Cute, though. Real cute. Women oughta stick to soft shit like that. Plants n' babies. Keeps you outta trouble." He paused to swallow. "Tell me what you're doin' right now.ā
"I'm... just in the guest bedroom," you explained slowly, a creeping sense of unease washing over you. Was this just another excuse to find a breach in your contract? It upset you that he was pretending to care about your hobbies just to monitor you.
"Mmhmm, And it's just you in there, right? No men. Don't lie to me either, I can always tell when a woman's lyin'. You've all got the same tell."
"Yes, Naoya-sama. It's just me." You pulled the blanket higher. "Why do you sound so out of breath?"
"I was training, I already told you." He immediately snapped back, but his voice cracked halfway through and pitched into a softer tone. "Don't ask stupid questions." A wet, slick sound came faster now. "What're you wearin'?ā
You wait before answering so you can listen better now, but it's just his heavy breathing on the other end.
"Just a large sleeping shirt," you answered slowly, eyebrows knitted as your ears strained trying to hear the wet, slick sound that had started threading through his breathing. "...Naoya-sama?"
"Just a shirt? Nothin' under it? You sleep like that when you're not under my roof? Any woman sleeping half-naked in a house that isn't her man's is - Fuck-"
"Naoya-sama? What-"
"Shit. Shit, shitā" His voice fractured and pitched higher than you'd ever heard it. "I'm fuck I'm cummin', I'm cummin', I'm-ā
"You're coming? Where? To me? Naoya-sama, you don't have to drive out to see me."
"No fuck, I'm cumming to you ā goddamn woman, you're so fuckin' dumb, that's what nngh that's what makes it-" His voice broke off into a high, needy moan. "Hah of fuck!ā
The sound that followed was the worst one yet. It was a helpless whine that was pulled out of his lungs like it had been dragged up against his will, and beneath it, the slick, wet rhythm began to falter and slow down. A muffled thump was heard from what you assumed was him finally resting against his pillow followed by a shuddered exhale.
Then silence except for his ragged breathing.
...oh
Realization crashed down on you all at once, hot and utterly humiliating, crawling up your neck and sinking into your brain.
You sat there as you heard him catch his breath, too shocked to even hang up. No man had everā¦done something like that to you. You feel your body burn from embarrassment that you talked through the entire time, meanwhile you were giving him masturbation material.
"Hey. I know you're still there. I can hear you breathin'. Don't get shy on me nāā
You hung up, not caring if it passed him off.
He's exploiting me
You thought in utter frustration, clutching the phone. Using his authority and the forced proximity to do whatever he pleased. From making you share his bed to the sudden kissing. Hell, the 'water rationing' bath policy was probably a load of bullshit, too. First thing in the morning, you were going back to the estate, and you were going to establish boundaries.
As you rehearsed what you'd say, your phone vibrated from an image notification from him.
Against your better judgment, and with trembling fingers, you tapped the image open.
His face was flushed a deep, splotchy pink from his cheekbones to the tips of his ears. His hair was damp and stuck to his forehead while his eyelids were heavy in post-orgasmic haze. But the photo wasn't just his face. The camera traveled down the hard line of his stomach, and lower, past a coarse patch of dark green curls and lower still, to-
You dropped the phone face-down onto the mattress like it had physically burned you.
But it was too late. The image was permanently seared into your retinas. The piercings. Plural. There was one thick, curved ring pushed through the tip, glinting beneath the flash, and a full ladder of heavy barbells climbing the underside of his thick shaft, thoroughly slicked with his own cum.
He hadn't had those before. Which meant he'd gotten them afterā¦that day, and there was only one reason an arrogant man like Naoya would voluntarily subject his most sensitive anatomy to that kind of excruciating pain.
The caption read:
all for you.
You locked your phone for the night and squeezed your eyes shut, trying desperately to think of anything else. Eventually, entirely overwhelmed, you drifted off to sleep.
ā--
The next morning, after a shower and a quiet breakfast, your friend drove you back to the estate. She asked if you were okay and you lied and said you were so hugged you at the gate then waved goodbye.
Alone now as you walked, the estate was so quiet that it was almost distracting. Unfortunately, you almost walked straight into Ranta as you rounded a corner.
"Oh- sorry, Ranta-sama."
He flinched.
Rubbing the back of his neck, he gave you an awkward smile.
"Ah, it's no problem. And please, you don't have to call me Ranta-sama. Ranta-san is fine."
His gaze dropped briefly to your throat, the choker really, and something passed over his face that you couldn't quite read but whatever it was, he caught himself quickly and looked away.
"I- yeah. Anyway." He shifted his weight, clearly wanting to end the conversation. "Take care of yourself, alright?"
He stepped around you and kept walking a little too quickly.
You stood there a moment longer than you should have, fingertips drifting up to the leather at your throat. That had been⦠strange. You shook that feeling and continued walking. Maybe the wake had him on edge. Still, you had bigger things to worry about today.
ā----
You eventually tracked Naoya down to the private hot spring on the north side of the estate. Not wanting to talk to him while he was naked you'd turned to leave when his voice cut through the humid air.
"Oh? Couldn't even wait for your day off to be over?" The water sloshing as he spoke. "Aw, look at you. Missed me that much?"
You turned to face him as he grinned at you. However it then turned into a scowl as he examined what you were wearing which was just a plain shirt and jeans.
"Ugh. You know I hate that tomboy stuff." He waved a wet hand. "Take it off."
Your jaw tightened. "Actually, Naoya-sama. I came to talk to you about⦠what you did last night."
"Yeah?" He arched his brow. "So?"
"Our working relationship has become increasingly inappropriate." You said it as steadily as you could. "I've tolerated it for a while because I assumed you'd get bored and move on to another woman."
"What?" He laughed. "Now? Now you're concerned?" He spread his arms along the rim of the spring. "Woman, we've fucked. You rode me in my own goddamn car. You've slept in my bed. We've bathed together. I've had my tongue down your throat more times than I can count, but now, suddenly, you wanna draw a line?"
His eyes narrowed.
"Need I remind you of your debt?"
"How much is left?" You quickly respond. "I ask, and you never actually tell me."
His mouth twitched at that. Then he tilted his head up to think about it for a second.
"You've got half of it paid off," he said eventually. "And if you want the other half gone too, I'd suggest you stop bein' so sensitive about every little thing."
His phone alarm chirped from the wooden shelf beside the spring. He clicked his tongue and rose out of the water.
You snapped your head to the side, and were annoyed he didn't give you a warning. You heard fabric rustling and assumed he was putting on a robe.
"You can look, you know. Nothin' you haven't already-" He cut himself off with a satisfied hum. "Anyway. Today's my brother's wake so you're coming with me. I'll even pay you overtime, since you came all the way back on your time off." He said mockingly. "Now go change.ā
---
You understood that since this was a wake and not the formal funeral, it wouldn't be entirely somber, but honestly, most of the people here just looked bored. A few clan members were already drunk. Naoya being one of them.
"C'mere, you. Stop sulkin' and smile more."
He stepped up behind you and wrapped his arms around you in a lazy back hug right in the middle of the reception hall, in full view of his relatives. He swayed side to side, squeezing you tighter against his chest.
"Naoya-sama, are you okay? Do you need to lie down?"
"What?" He chuckled, breath warm against your ear. "Nah. I'm drunk, but 'm not faded."
You took a moment to scan the room. You'd seen the Zenin family photos before and based on the size of the turnout, most of the clan had come. That made the absence of Maki and Toji all the more prominent. You didn't know enough about their family politics to guess whether that was by invitation or by choice, and asking Naoya directly would almost certainly sour his mood.
Naoya's chin came to rest on the top of your head.
"I know what you're thinkin'. I can practically hear it stewin' in that brain of yours. āWhere's Maki and Toji. Shouldn't they be here.ā" He snorted. "Pff. Of course that woman wouldn't show up. Too much of a coward and my brother was a loser, so of course Toji wouldn't come all the way out here for that. He's got better things to do."
One of his older brothers cut across the room toward you before you could respond.
"Naoya." His eyes flicked between the two of you with open disdain. "Stop procrastinating. The will's about to be read."
"Mm." Naoya didn't lift his chin off your head to move.
"Naoya."
"I heard you the first time. Damn." Naoya finally straightened and rolled his eyes for your benefit, as if you two were sharing a private joke at his brother's expense. "After you then."
His brother turned and walked off without waiting. Naoya drained his sake, set the cup on a passing tray, and tugged you along by the hand.
You trailed him down a quieter corridor, the sound of the ambient music fading behind heavy sliding doors. At the threshold of a private room, his brother stopped and held up a hand without turning around.
"Zenin family only."
You stopped where you were, already half-bowing an apology when Naoya's hand closed around your wrist.
"She goes where I go." His voice had gone flat as the drunken drawl quickly disappeared. "Move."
For a moment, his brother didn't. You could see the muscle working in his jaw from the side. Then, without a word, he stepped aside and Naoya pulled you through.
The room was small, tatami-floored, with a low lacquered table at its center and cushions arranged around it. Naobito was already seated at the head, picking at his cuticles and looked entirely uninterested in the proceedings. Five of Naoya's brothers were arranged around the table in various poses of boredom and irritation when two looked up when you entered. One of them glanced at Naobito as if expecting him to say something about an outsider being present but Naobito didn't even look up.
Naoya steered you to a cushion slightly behind his own. He settled in front of you, before turning to look at you and motioning with his hands for you to sit up straighter. As you did the executor cleared his throat and began.
It was, as these things went, remarkably brief.
āAccordingly, the entirety of the decedent's holdings, liquid and otherwise, revert in full to the head of the clan, Zenin Naobito."
Several of the brothers groaned out loud, complaining bitterly that this whole event was a massive waste of their time. Naoya, completely indifferent to his brother's passing and the lack of an inheritance, pulled out his phone to read about anime related news.
"That's it?" one of them said, too loudly. "That's what we dragged ourselves out here for?"
The other family members quickly dispersed, eager to leave the stifling room. You and Naoya, however, stayed behind. He sat there until the room had emptied and only then did he rise and offer you his hand.
"C'mon," he said. "I need some air. You too."
---
He led you out through a side door and down a garden path that curved away from the reception hall. The late afternoon had softened into a warm gold, and the cicadas had started up in the pines. A stone lantern sat at the end of the path, beside a small koi pond whose surface flickered with the shapes of fish moving beneath. Naoya walked you to it and stopped, letting go of your hand to brace both of his on the wooden railing.
He exhaled, long and slow, as if he'd been holding something in the entire time.
"Did you see my brothers in there?" he scoffed, his lip curling in a display of utter disgust. "Absolute wastes of oxygen, every single one of them. Theyy spend their entire miserable lives whining about inheritances they lack the strength to earn. I'm the youngest brother, yet the gap between us is comical. Power, technique, status yet I'm already the best this clan has produced in generations. It's almost embarrassing sharing a last name with people that weak.ā
He glanced sideways at you.
"But you..." he murmured, a self-satisfied smirk spreading across his face. "You understand that hierarchy. You know exactly who is at the top, and you know your place beneath me. You do what you're told, you obey my orders, and you don't have pathetic delusions like the rest of those talentless hacks. Out of everyone I know, I can actually tolerate you. That's why I keep you close, y'know."
You didn't say anything. You weren't sure there was a right answer, and the sake on his breath was making you wary of what shape this conversation was about to take.
"You're not like that." He turned to face you, leaning his hip against the railing. "You're not clever enough to be. And I mean that as a compliment. Women scheme all the time, but you? Your feelings are too earnest for it. Don't lie I've seen how you look at me when you think I'm not looking.
"I don't do that."
"You do." He smiled for a second. "It's cute."
He looked out across the pond.
āI hate those that are weak, always have, but even though you're a woman you have strength within you." He bites his lip. āI still think about that day in the car. How you overpowered me in a way only a woman could ā no, you were the only woman that could ever do that to me.ā
He turned around and began to move closer to you.
"I trust you. That's rare, for me. Don't take it lightly."
"Naoya-sama I-"
"Let me finish." He held up a hand. "I've been sitting on this a while. Figured today was as good a day as any. Get it done before my old man can try and arrange somethin' stupid for me behind my back."
You felt anxious as he took a step closer.
"With my bloodline and your technique, you'd breed amazing sons; powerful heirs. They'd have immense cursed energy reserves, and you're sturdy enough to properly carry them without breaking.ā
Your stomach sank. Breed amazing sons? Why is he saying this and at his own brother's wake no less.
"You've got the body for it, too." He looked you up and down. "Your hips are wide enough. No weird hereditary shit I'd have to worry about. You eat clean, you don't smoke, you don't sleep around. Never met a woman who checked that many boxes."
He walked closer to you until he was able to reach out and thumb lightly at the leather of your choker before tracing the line of your jaw. All of his yapping, the midnight stroll into the gardens, the gloating about his superiority. It had all been a precursor.
Naoya casually fished his free hand into his pocket and pulled out a small, velvet box, removed his hand from your face to open it, and held it out at chest level. Inside sat a massive, glittering diamond ring that easily cost more than your entire house.
"So, we're getting married." He grinned. "You'll move into my wing permanently. The rest of your debt is cleared the second you sign the registry, obviously. Now give me your hand.ā
You stared at him as the realization hit. He was proposing to you at his own brother's wake.
"...no.ā You responsed. Shattering whatever fantasy he created.
You backed away from him. For the first time since you had met him, Naoya's perpetually arrogant face contorted into an expression of pure shock. You felt your heart hammering against your ribs as you braced yourself for his inevitable furious reaction. However, as the seconds seemed to stretch on it never came so you took that to your advantage.
āI need to go"
The words spilled out of your mouth in a panicked rush, a desperate attempt to escape before his wounded pride caught up with the situation. You turned on your heel and practically bolted down the cobblestone path.
As you glanced back over your shoulder one last time, you saw him still standing by the koi pond, swallowed by the shadows of the estate. The expression on his face sent a chill down your spine. It looked as though something had just snapped inside of him. A suffocating feeling of dread flooded your veins as your instincts screamed at you to leave before he did something dangerous.
You kept walking until one block became two and then three.
You flagged down a cab as you entered the main part of the city. When the driver asked for a destination, you blurted out the name of a train station miles past where you actually needed to go. You would figure out the proper route home later; for now, you just needed to put as much distance between yourself and that compound as possible.
Soon, your body relaxed as well as it could and you felt yourself sinking into the cushioned seats. Your nerves were so on edge you didn't even want to think about what just happened, but you couldn't. He proposed to you for God sake ā at his brother's wake. After almost a year of constant sexual harassment he thought it was a good idea to propose.
When the cab finally arrived at the train station your hands were shaking as you paid him, fingers barely able to hold onto the money before you just gave him what you could and left. The train station was basically deserted as you paid for a ticket and sat down in the lobby.
You could barely get a breath in with your choker on. It had always been comfortably snug but now it felt like it was choking you out.
The choker is the property, dummy. Not you.
His words flash through your head and it seemingly cinches the choker even tighter. Your fingers were trembling as they attempted to undo the clasp in the back.
Don't take it off while you're working. It'd be an insult.
Your fingers can't even catch on anything as you try and fail to take it off. Not wanting to work yourself into an even deeper panic you give up. When you get home to the estate ā NO! When you get back to your real home then you'll just use some scissors to cut it off. However, as you wait for your train to come you begin to think.
He could have easily caught up to me and stopped me. Why didn't he?
ā-
When the train arrives at your stop you rehearse your plan you came up with on the way here. You were going to take out a loan to pay them back, reapply at your old job, and then work double shifts to pay everything back. It wasn't ideal but you'd do whatever it takes to just be done with the Zenins ā with Naoya.
As you reach your house you realize it looksā¦different? Different how you don't know, but something just feels off. You go to unlock your door but it won't turn. The house is old so you assume it's jammed as you try again, and again, and again. With each failed turn your anxiety begins to spike. Why won't it unlock? Why does the lock look different? Why is there now a locked gate to get into your backyard? Why-
But it was all starting to come together wasn't it. He'd been isolating you, deceiving you into breaking boundaries ā hell, he was probably going to trick you about whatever new uniform he said he got you. For now you need to think about your current state. You were locked out of your house, deep in debt to a man that wanted to marry you, and this stupid choker won't come off. Deciding then and there you'd have to get one thing solved and that was what Naoya had done to your house. You walked to your car and was pleasantly surprised nothing was done to that either.
ā--
You arrived at the estate late at night, pulling your car into the quiet gloom of the garage near Naoya's wing. The only people awake at this hour were the estate's night owls, guards, and a few restless servants. They barely spared you a glance, already entirely too accustomed to your presence. After all, Naoya had made sure you were granted 24/7 access.
As you hurried down the dimly lit corridor toward his room, your mind racing with a mixture of adrenaline and dread, your foot caught on the edge of a floorboard. You stumbled forward and collided into a chest.
"Oof, be careful there." A familiar voice grunted.
You scrambled back, immediately bowing your head in a flustered apology. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking."
You turned to rush past, desperate to get your mission over with, but a hand gently caught your arm, stopping you in your tracks.
It was Ranta. He looked exhausted, likely heading back from late-night training, but when he recognized you, his posture straightened into a politer stance.
"Ah, it's just you," Ranta said, his eyes dropping briefly to the heavy leather choker at your throat before meeting your gaze with an awkward smile. "Heading to Naoya's room so late? Actually... I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. Congratulations, by the way."
Your blood ran ice-cold. You froze, your voice barely more than a whisper. "Congratulations?"
Ranta chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah. He's been bragging for months about how he's going to lock you down today. Claimed he was making you his wife and moving you in permanently. Honestly, with how attached you are to him, we all saw it coming. I guess I'll have to get used to calling you 'madam' one day, huh?"
He gave you a polite nod, letting go of your arm, and continued down the hall.
You swallowed the lump in your throat, your hands trembling as you turned toward his closed sliding door.
Ok, around this time he's usually asleep. Just got to sneak in.
You press your trembling fingers against the wooden frame of his door, holding your breath as you apply slow, even pressure. You bless your lucky stars when the heavy sliding door glides open quietly.
The smell hit you first. Whiskey, sake, and something sweet. Wine, maybe. You stepped inside and your foot nudged something that rolled away with a soft clink. You looked down.
Bottles. Scattered across the floor. A half-empty decanter tipped onto its side near the foot of the bed, a dark stain blooming into the fibers of an expensive rug he'd once lectured to never get stained since it's hard to remove. An empty glass sat precariously on the edge of his nightstand, a ring of condensation eating into the wood. He wouldāve lost his mind over that on any other night.
Itās a stark contrast to the meticulous environment Naoya usually demands. You move with agonizing slowness, carefully picking your path. Every step is meticulously calculated as your toes find the narrow gaps between the glass bottles. One clumsy move and this entire desperate mission would be over.
When you finally navigate that minefield and reach the edge of his bed, the sight before you makes you freeze.
Naoya is sprawled across the expensive silk sheets, completely knocked unconscious in a drunken stupor. He was still in his clothes from the wake but his clothes were now wrinkled and unkept.
His lashes were damp, clumped, and spiked where tears had dried against them. The dark mascara he'd had on was smudged and the skin around his eyes was puffy and raw, flushed a blotchy pink. The kohl he lined his waterline with had bled, running in thin, uneven streaks down the crest of his cheekbones; two dark rivulets on both sides where he'd evidently wiped at them and only made it worse.
His lower lip was bitten and split in one small spot. A smear of something dark streaked the pillowcase where his cheek had pressed into it. One earring had come loose at some point and lay tangled in a sweat-damp lock of hair at his temple.
He had been crying. The "perfect" Zenin prodigy and untouchable Apex Male, had thrown a tantrum and drank himself into a weeping stupor simply because his favorite possession had dared to tell him no.
You looked at him again and saw a tear begin to form in eyes.
A twinge of sympathy tugs at your chest. A cruel byproduct of your ingrained nature as a healer and you have to stop yourself from using your technique. Stop yourself from smoothing the hair off his forehead. Stop yourself from using your technique to ease the headache that was going to split his skull open in the morning.
You curse yourself for feeling even a sliver of pity for this man. How could you feel sorry for him after the humiliation he had put you through? You touch the heavy leather collar locked around your throat, a physical reminder of his abuse. He had systematically dismantled your entire life, isolated you from your friends, sabotaged your home, and caged you in debt ā all for what? To wear you down to a hollow shell so you wouldn't have the strength to say no when he finally decided to claim you as his wife.
You harden your heart, letting the anger replace the fear.
I just need to grab his phone and see if there's any evidence he had something to do with my house.
You slowly reach toward him, holding your breath as you slip your hand into the deep pocket of his slacks. Your knuckles brush against his thigh, and he shifts with a garbled, drunken mumble. You freeze in terror, your heart plummeting to your stomach, but he just exhales a heavy breath of alcohol and settles back into the mattress. With agonizing care, you pinch the edge of his device and pull it free.
The screen lights up in your hand to his lock screen, casting a harsh blue glow over his tear-stained, ruined makeup.
Think. Think. What could the password possibly be.
His birthday. Your birthday. The date of whatever horoscope nonsense he'd tried to show you in bed last week.
Deciding to start with the most basic brute-force attempt before trying to psychoanalyze him, you tap in four zeros.
The lock screen disappears and you're welcomed by his home screen. Laughter escapes you at how simple minded he is sometimes.
However, your laughter dies in your throat the second your eyes adjust to his home screen.
It isn't a picture of his cousin Toji anymore. The lock screen of his idol had been entirely replaced by a new photo of the two of you. It was a selfie he must have taken while you were dozing next to him one evening. In the picture, his arm is wrapped possessively around you, his cheek pressed against you, and his usually sharp eyes are soft, practically glowing with adoration.
You hate yourself for how genuinely sweet it looks. If someone saw this without context, theyād think he was just a deeply devoted, loving boyfriend. You force yourself to ignore it for now and quickly tap into his messages to find the evidence you need.
You open his texting app, bracing yourself to sift through dozens of women's numbers. However, to your surprise, while he has a massive contact list, his recent message history is startlingly narrow. He almost exclusively texts his father and the members of the Hei.
You tap into the Hei group chats first, hoping to find some mention of your house. Instead, you find him getting a masterclass in toxic leadership. It is mostly his squad sending him detailed mission reports, requests for orders, or updates on curses, which he either completely ignores or dismisses with one-word replies and an occasional thumbs-up reaction. You briefly question why a man who so clearly despises his subordinates would even fight to be their captain, but you don't have the luxury of time to ponder it.
You back out of the Hei chats and open the thread with his father.
The text thread is massive, holding over a decade's worth of communication. Taking a deep breath, you furiously swipe up until the timestamps align with the week you first met him.
Found something interesting. More proof why I'm your fav sonā„ļø
That's just a coincidence. It has to be. However, your heart begins to sink as you continue to read more of his texts.
Old Man
2025 April 3
Naoya: Gimmie „7000. I found some termites for cheap.
Naobito: Make sure it looks natural. Don't leave a paper trail by buying them online.
Old Man
April 3 1105
Naoya: How good are you at forgery?
Naobito: Passable. Why?
Naoya: The deed to her house. I want it
Naobito: Don't complain to me when she catches on.
Naoya: She won't. She's too docile. Plus, she basically begged me to make her my wife today.
A wave of nausea washes over you. Is that what he thought I agreed to? He had taken your nervous, placating nods as an enthusiastic acceptance of marriage.
You keep reading, skipping past mundane discussions about clan politics and curses, until your eyes land on a block of recent texts discussing legal documents. You read the words deed theft.
Your hands are trembling so violently you can barely hold the device. They hadn't just sabotaged your grandparents' home with pests ā they had forged your signature on the property transfer documents. They legally stole your house. That was why the locks were different. That was why there was a gate. He had stolen your only avenue of escape, and then had the sheer audacity to propose to you at his brother's wake.
And he didn't even stand on one knee!
These people are insane! Panic restricts your throat. I need⦠fuck, I need to get away from him.
You glance over your shoulder. Thankfully, Naoya is still completely out cold and quietly snoring away.
You need more evidence. If you go to the police with just text messages, the Zenin clan's lawyers will squash you instantly. You back out of the messages app and navigate to his phone's file system, tapping into the folder to open his photo gallery.
Given the sappy, devoted selfie he used for his lock screen, you expect to see a timeline of similar, secretly taken photos. Pictures of you sleeping, eating, or working. Vanilla, obsessive stalker material.
You couldn't be more wrong.
Photo. After photo. After photo.
You, asleep, in the bath, and one of you naked. You're unconscious and slack-jawed with a thin string of saliva on your chin, your bra unclasped and pushed aside, his hand in frame cupping your breast.
Another of you spread open with his fingers inside you. Your expression was peaceful all the while he violated you. Then another of you on your stomach and his cock buried in you to the hilt.
You couldn't breathe.
Your thumb kept scrolling because if you stopped, you'd have to think about how many nightsā¦how many nights you'd crawled into his bed, let his arm wrap across your waist as you told yourself the uneasy feeling under your skin didn't mean anything.
The scrolling wouldn't end. You blinked and realized you were barely a quarter of the way down.
You gave up on the photos and switched to his videos and tapped the oldest.
The video loaded onto a shot of your old room. You were curled on your side in that old threadbare sleeping shirt you used to love, the one you'd thrown out months ago because he'd called it too masculine. Moonlight came in through the window and shone on your body as you slept
The camera shakes slightly as Naoya's hand reaches into the frame. He grips the hem of your shirt and roughly shoves it up past your breasts, exposing you to the cold air.
His fingers hover over your chest before brutally pinching one of your nipples. You shift in your sleep with a soft whimper, but you don't wake up.
"Look at you. Whore" His voice was low and venomous. "Thought you could get away with how you used me last month? Want to act like some prude, as if I hadn't came inside you."
His hand leaves your chest and shoots up to wrap firmly around your throat, his thumb pressing dangerously hard against your windpipe.
"Try that shit again and it'll be the last thing you do."
The video immediately cuts to black.
You instinctively reach up, fingers brushing the heavy leather choker still clamped around your own neck. A phantom pressure closes over your windpipe, suffocating you. You don't have the stomach to watch the hundreds of videos in between. Desperate to know his most immediate plans, you scroll past the rest and tap the most recent thumbnail, recorded just a few nights ago.
This time he was laying in bed next to you as he recorded.
"Women sleep so quietly." He murmured.
He reaches out, his fingers surprisingly gentle this time, as he takes your limp hand, sliding his thumb to press over the pulse point on your wrist.
"If it wasn't for your heartbeat, I'd swear on my old man's life you were dead."
He holds it there for a a bit then, his other hand trails down your cheek, tracing your jawline before slipping beneath the heavy duvet to rest flat against your lower stomach.
"Soon enough, it'll be two heartbeats.ā
Two heartbeats.
You aren't even surprised. With everything that has happened recently it is the only logical conclusion. Like the extreme, patriarchal traditionalist he is, locking you into a pregnancy is the ultimate, inescapable shackle.
What is important now isā¦what, exactly?
They had changed the locks to your own home, and even if you managed to find the new key, Naoya would eventually just look for you there. You definitely couldn't stay at your friend's place and drag her into this nightmare, risking her safety against a clan of ruthless sorcerers.
The only thing you knew for absolute certainty was that you needed to get away from this estate. You needed to run, drop off the grid, and figure out a way to file a massive legal case.
You slide his phone back into his pocket and flinch as he softly sniffles in his sleep. But he just turns his head and settles back into the pillows.
You sneak out of his bedroom, sliding the heavy door shut as quietly as possible. Standing alone in the dark corridor, you begin frantically thinking about what essentials you need to pack.
ou curse yourself for being so blind. You essentially have nothing. He had systematically stripped you of your independence until you existed solely off his "generosity."
I have enough petty cash in my purse to stay at a cheap motel for a week. I'll take a cab, find a new job, and figure everything else out from there.
First things first, you need to get this damned choker off your neck.
You hurry through the silent halls to his private kitchen and rummage through the drawers until you pull out a pair of scissors. You wedge the blades carefully between your skin and the black leather of the choker and squeeze the handles together.
Clinkāskrrt.
The blades slide clumsily against each other, failing to bite through. You frown, repositioning them to get a better angle, and squeeze again, using both hands this time.
Clinkāskrrt.
It won't cut through. It doesn't even feel like it's piercing the material.
Panic fluttering in your chest, you quickly pull out your phone and open the front-facing camera, zooming in and angling the screen to see what is blocking the blades.
Where the shears had scraped away a tiny sliver of the expensive black leather, something caught the dim kitchen light. It wasn't just thick leather or heavy fabric. Underneath was a thick, reinforced metal chain.
You drop the scissors onto the counter and a horrifying chill runs down your spine.
No wonder I couldn't get this thing off me. It isn't a choker. It's a literal collar.
You'd hastily made it back to your car and got inside when suddenly Naoya stumbled in. If looks could kill was the best way to describe how he was looking at you. He then walked over to a switch that locked the garage doors.
"Get out the car."
With nowhere left to run, you obeyed. The moment your feet touched concrete, something clicked against your collar. You didn't even register him moving when he did it and then the sudden, sharp yank that sent you stumbling forward into his chest. You caught yourself against him and looked up.
His eyes were ice cold. When you tried to pull back, he gave the leash another short tug.
"Why is there a chain in my choker?" Your voice came out panicked.
His gaze slid sideways as it caught on the ragged, scissor-torn sliver of leather. He clicked his tongue in disappointment.
"Tch. Of course you'd fuck up your collar like that." He thumbed at the damaged edge tenderly. "You know I spent good money to have that custom-made." He completely ignored your question, raising much more concerning ones in the process.
Collar. Not choker. He hadn't even tried to correct himself..
As he examined the damage, you studied him. His pupils were blown wide in an unnerving way. He hadn't cleaned off his face as it still bled his mascara in uneven streaks down his cheekbones. It was a state no Zenin man was ever supposed to be in but he didn't seem to care about that in front of you.
"I know about the termites." You forced out. "I know about my house. I know you paid your father to forge the contract. I know you told everyone for months we were getting married." You swallowed. "Why? Why have you been doing this to me?"
He didn't answer.
Instead he turned on his heel and gave the leash a sharp jerk. With your remaining resolve you threw your hand up and summoned the orb, dumping a small flood of opioids into his system.
His knees buckled as his hand flew to the hood of the car to catch himself. A low moan slipped past his lips as his eyes fluttered.
You slapped the switch back on and dove for the driver's seat as your thumb jabbed the ignition button.
Nothing.
Again.
Nothing
You heard tapping against the passenger window.
You turned your head and Naoya was standing there with your car keys dangling from his hand. He gave them a lazy little jingle and offered you a smile as his drug-wide eyes looked at you. Then he unlocked the passenger side, and let himself in.
"We've been dating for about a year now, and I couldn't figure out why you turned me down. Took me a while, but I got it. Modern women. They're too independent nowadays. Don't believe in marriage anymore. Happy to act like a man's wife for years and years. Eat his food, sleep in his bed, take his cock, but the second he wants to make it official, suddenly they've got cold feet."
His hand found the end of the leash on the console between you. He wound it slowly around his knuckles, inch by inch.
"No." You said desperately . "No, it's notā¦I'm not ātoo independentā, we haven't been dating. You're my client and that's it. That's all you've ever been."
It didn't even seem like he'd heard you.
To him, you were the delusional one. You're the one who'd spent a year eating at his table, sleeping under his arm, bathing in his tub, eating alongside him and who now was pretending none of it had meant anything. Currently the look he was giving you made it painfully clear that simple marriage wasn't going to satiate him anymore.
"I still think about that day when we first made love. Remember how you said you were sorry for leakin' your pussy juices all over my nice clothes? How you told me you loved me?"
You froze. You barely thought about that night, mostly because the venom from that cursed spirit had blurred your memory into a hazy fever dream. But even still... had you actually said that?
"Plenty of women have been in love with me." His voice had gone faraway and dreamy. "But they were all weak. Which is natural ā they're women, that's just what women are. But the fact that you managed to beat me in your own little way. That wasā¦"
He searched for the word. His tongue piercing caught against his teeth as his mouth worked.
"Beautiful."
He wound the leash even tighter.
"You're beautiful."
Then he was kissing you.
You gasped against him and he took that as an invitation. His tongue pushed past your lips, and the smooth, warm bead of his piercing dragged across the roof of your mouth, then flicked over your own tongue. You shuddered involuntarily and he hummed into the kiss. When he finally pulled back, he didn't go far and his breath ghosted against your wet lips.
"Your new uniform." He gave the leash a small tug. "It was this. I know you're into that kinky stuff. I saw what you watch so I knew you'd like it."
"Nao-"
He yanked.
You pitched forward across the console, half-sprawled over his lap, breath punched out of you. His free hand found your waist and guided you the rest of the way until you were straddling him.
"Enough talking." He said. The lazy drawl gone from his tone. "As my wife, you speak when I ask for your opinion. I've let you play independent long enough."
His hands found your ass through your robes and squeezed. Then, with one sharp pull, he dragged the fabric off your shoulders and let it pool around your hips. Your arms snapped up on instinct to cover your chest.
"Pitiful how you won't stop trying to cover what's mine," he sneered. "You're not even a pure woman anymore. I wish you'd stop acting like one.ā
Unfazed, he ripped a long strip of fabric from the ruined garment, wrenched your arms behind your back and bound your wrists together. With your arms locked at the small of your back, the position pushed your chest forward right in front of his face.
His annoyance melted as his eyelids went heavy as he pressed you back until your bare spine met the steering wheel.
Then he leaned in.
His mouth closed over one of your nipples and the small metal bead of his tongue piercing dragged across the peak in a slow circle. Your body betrayed you as your nipple tightened under his tongue as his other hand found your other breast and kneaded it.
He bit down in a gentle warning and pulled off with a wet pop.
His lips were glistening and when his eyes lifted to yours they were entirely lucid now. Whatever drugs you'd dumped into him had burned away.
"The noises you make," he murmured fondly, "are so vulgar, but you're my woman. So I'll allow it."
He tugged the leash.
"Such a gracious husband, aren't I?"
He yanks at your leash.
You nodded quickly and the collar bit into your throat from the motion.
"Yes, you're a very gracious boyfriend to me ack!"
The leash snapped taut. You choked on the end of the word, a hot, ugly pressure blooming against your windpipe.
"Husband." His voice lacking patience. "I'm your gracious husband. Say it."
He yanks at your leash
You nodded quickly and the collar bit into your throat from the motion.
"Yes, you're a very gracious boyfriend to me ack!"
The leash snapped taut. You choked on the end of the word, a hot, ugly pressure blooming against your windpipe.
"Husband." His voice lacking patience. "I'm your gracious husband. Say it."
You coughed some more as he glared at you.
"You're a gracious husband, Naoya-sama. Pleaseā¦can we just talk first?"
He shook his head in mock disappointment.
"I'm really gonna have to teach you how to be a proper woman, aren't I?" He sighed as though the burden of your education was just one more thing he'd have to personally shoulder. "Women shouldn't bother their husbands with their opinions. If it were any other day, I'd put that mouth of yours toward somethin' actually useful."
He pulled and tore the remnants of your clothes away, leaving you entirely bare before him. Lowering his hand, he crooked his fingers upward in an expectant, commanding gesture
"Go on, then. I'm not doing all the work for you.ā
You looked at him, searching his gaze for any trace of sympathy, but found a nothing instead. Trembling, you pushed yourself up and slowly began to lower your hips. As soon as you felt his fingertips probe against you, you hesitated only for Naoyaās hand to slam down on your shoulder, brutally shoving you the rest of the way down. With nothing to grip to steady yourself you couldn't keep balance. You gasped in shock as four of his fingers carelessly stretched you open.
"You're taking too long, woman. Hurry up so we can consummate our engagement.ā
His hand on your shoulder was the only thing keeping you upright. You used it as an anchor. Rocking forward and back on his fingers with the clumsy, uneven rhythm. Your cheeks burned and sweat beaded at your temples as you're forced to ride his fingers purely for Naoya's entertainment.
Then, without warning, he lifted his hand away.
You pitched forward, bumping against him before you could catch yourself. With your wrists bound, there was nowhere for the weight to go. You scrambled to find your balance against his chest, knees skidding on the seat, and he laughed as you did.
"Look at you. More proof you need a man to support you. Now-"
He slid his slick fingers free of you and you whined at the sudden emptiness despite yourself. His free hand shoved his pants and boxers down past his hips and his cock sprang up against his stomach ā thick, already flushed a deep red, as bead of precum welling at the tip.
The piercings glinted in the light.
You had seen them in the photograph he'd sent you, but seeing them in person was something else entirely.
"Ride me." He demanded, lazily stroking his own shaft.
You lifted onto your knees, and without your arms to balance you, you swayed. You aimed and felt the blunt, ringed head of him slide along the inside of your thigh and smear a hot streak of precum against your skin. You tried again but missed as your knee slipped on the upholstery and you caught yourself against his chest with a small, mortified sound.
He didn't help and just watched you. To him, it was like watching a kitten falling down a few stairs.
"I got them for you, you know." He said affectionately. "Found your old phone a while back. Saw all that porn you watched." He tilted his head. "I know you like guys with these kinds of piercings, so I got them done. Endured that whole mess for you." He clicked his tongue in annoyance.
"Although," His smile sharpened. āwhile we're on the subject, no more porn. Not without me. If you wanna watch that stuff, we watch it together, yeah?"
You didn't answer as you tried and failed again to slip his cock inside of you.
Growing tired of the show. His other hand found your hips as he lifted you effortlessly. He lined himself up and you felt the curved bead of his piercing pressing against your entrance causing your whole body seized.
He grinned up at you and then immediately let go of your hips, causing your entire body weight to sink down on him at once. Every barbell of the ladder dragged against your inner walls on the way down and you were trembling so hard your teeth were chattering.
"Ahh! ā's too muchā¦why did you do that?"
āWhoops" He chuckled. āYouāre heavier than I expected. Must be these fat tits weighing you down."
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to ground yourself. If you could just hold onto something, maybe it would help distract you from the overwhelming feeling of being so unbearably full.
He responded by snapping your leash, jerking you forward and kissing you. His tongue pushed in, twisting against yours, as the piercing dragged against the slick and warm roof of your mouth. You forced your eyes open in surprise only to see his were already open, watching you, pupils blown so wide the brown of his irises had nearly drowned. He wanted to see your face while he did this. He bit your lip as he pulled back
"See fuck see how your pussy's widenin' itself for me? You want me so bad, and damn woman if that isn't hot.ā
He gripped your hips again and starting to lift you up and down his cock. He had always been overwhelmingly strong, and to your horror, your body betrayed you. Growing wetter at the as he fucked you on his cock. The friction from his piercings was too sensitive for you, and he chuckled darkly at how tightly you were gripping him.
"So wet for me." His voice had gone thick and slurred. He sounded almost drunk again. "Ooohh the piercings feel good, right baby? 'Nd they're all for you. Only you.ā
His pace picked up and the car began to rock faintly on its suspension. The leash was a taut line between his fist and your throat, and every time he dropped you back onto his cock, the tension in it spiked just slightly against your windpipe. The repeated rhythmic pressure made the edges of your vision blur.
"Stop!" You said panicking. "Stop, I'm not on the pill. We have to stop. Please!"
Because if you got pregnant, there would be no running. You would never get away from him. You would never get away from any of this. Even if you somehow managed to escape and terminate the pregnancy, you would be spiritually tied to him forever, burdened with the knowledge that you had conceived a child with him.
His palm cracked across your ass. You yelped, the pain white-hot and bright, and he didn't even break rhythm.
"Stop bein' so bossy, fuck." He spat back, offended you're still trying to tell him what to do. "You like when I fuck you like this, baby? Go on. Say it."
"No, please. I'mā¦please no"
He wasn't listening. He'd stopped listening the moment he saw you in the garage. Maybe long before that. His eyes were half-lidded and unfocused jaw slack, as his hips worked in a loose and easy rhythm that said he had all night and every night after, and the bruising grip on your hips said the matter of what you wanted had already been settled.
In your panicked, desperate mind, you blindly threw out the only words you thought might convince him to pause and listen.
"I ahh I love you! I love you so much!"
His whole body seized.
His hips snapped up and stayed there, buried to the hilt, and you felt his ringed piercing pressed so deep you thought he'd push it through your cervix. And then you felt it. The first thick shot of cum, and then another, and another, as his cock throbbed against your walls and he spilled inside you.
You sat there, frozen in shock. Realizing your desperate plan had backfired and instead made him cum on the spot.
"Yes!" The word came out of him in a broken, reverent gasp. "Yes fuck I love you. I love you too, woman, I ahh-"
His arms locked around you, hauling you down against his chest as he rode it out. His face pressed into the curve of your neck ā mouth open, damp breath fanning against your collarbone and he was mumbling a steady, drunken stream of confession. I love you, I love you. Fuck, I knew it, I knew you loved me, you love me, say it again, say itā¦
His cum was already leaking out around him. Pooling at the hilt where you were still joined.
You started to sob.
Silently at first, the tears sliding down in fat lines. Then you couldn't hold it in at all, breaking sounds tore out of you and you pressed your forehead against his shoulder because there was nothing else to press it against, because your hands were tied behind your back, because there was nowhere left in the world for you to go.
He lifted one hand and spread his palm flat against your lower stomach. Then he looked back up at you and to your surprise he was crying too.
As his eyes watered, a bright smile spread across his face.
Your husband tends to misunderstand things and think the wrong things! When will he learn?
You love your husband dearly. You love him so much that no matter how many times he may make mistakes, you'll still be there and help him get better. He's the love of your life after all.
Even now as he lay sickly in bed, you sit beside him if he ever needs anything. Apparently, he had eaten something that made his stomach upset then his whole body went down with it!
Oh how clumsy he is...
But you still love him regardless.
"What did you eat exactly?" You asked, damping a wet towel over his body to cool his fever.
"Ugh... I don't know..." He groans and tosses and turn, clearly in pain.
You frown, concerned over the health over your husband. He has been getting weaker recently and losing a worrying amount of weight.
You sigh and decide it's not worth nagging him about something he didn't have control over. You set the towel aside inside a small bowl on the bedside table.
"Hey, are you feeling alright? I didn't see you at work earlier." His phone vibrates and a message pops up.
Her. Your eyes darken when you see her name. What business did she have with him?
Silly thing, your husband must've accidentally unblocked her!
You do your husband a favor and happily block her for him. Ah, how clumsy your husband was.
Your attention then shifts over to your husband still helplessly sick in bed. You turn off his phone and grab his hand, gently massaging his palm.
"Mm, you always give the best massages..." He sighs a breath of satisfaction, happy to focus on the relaxing sensation than the pain he's experiencing.
"Happy to, baby." Your eyes look over his form. He's weak from his sickness but you'll gladly take care of him.
"I wish we could spend more time like this." You murmur, pressing a kiss on the back of his hand before letting it go.
"I have chores to do. Call me if you need anything." You ran a hand through his hair before press a light kiss on his forehead.
You're happy to do things for your husband. He provides for you and you do the housework in turn. As his spouse, you know what's best for him.
Such as ignoring the lipstick stains on his shirts while doing the laundry, waiting for him late to return late at night after his boss makes him do overtime again, and so much more.
You know he doesn't mean those things. Of course not, both of you know what the fine print said before signing.
As his one and only spouse, you know what's best for him. You love cooking for him and obviously, you know his favorites and know exactly what he needs.
Adding medicine into your husband's food is just how you show your love for him.
Setting down the soup you had prepared for him, you catch a glance of a text conversation on your husband's phone with a familiar name. But because you love him, you ignore it and pay no mind the irritated look on his face.
"Here, I made you soup to help you feel better." You pick up a spoon and scoop up some soup and feed it to him.
"You didn't go through my phone, did you?" He asks. He shifts uncomfortably in bed, turning his head away from your hand.
"No, of course not, baby." Truthfully, you didn't. All you saw was one message.
You keep trying to feed him the soup.
"We talked about boundaries beforeā" He chokes as a spoonful of hot soup was forced into his mouth.
Oh,
how clumsy your husband is. You didn't mean to shove the spoon into his mouth like that!
"Be careful, baby." You scold him lightly.
"Please, baby, we've been over this. She's just aāAAHHHH!!!" He suddenly screams.
He accidentally knocked your arm and made you spill the soup on him. How clumsy of of your husband.
"SHIT! IT BURNS!"
As you finish wrapping the bandage over his body, you give your husband a small kiss on his lips.
"Is that better, baby?" You ask. It takes him a while to respond but it's okay, you'll wait for him.
I have no idea where I'm going w this but I love the idea of Mr Scarletella trying to act as human as possible to appeal to MC/you in some way (he has no idea what hes doing but he has an idea on what human traditions are like + very vague idea but its still an idea) but I like to think that when he was just some guy, he was really strange -> so people distanced themselves from him ajwjjw (which makes him extra clueless on how to interact w others)
But the problem is MC is also really weird but the difference is that MC dgaf
Noā¦. You are onto something anonā¦
Tw: gore
Mr Scarletta who wants to be with you desperately. It doesnāt matter if you become his, or if youāre the one pulling him by the neck, Mr Scarletta just wants to be with you, in any way possible.
You understand him? Please understand him.
He love. He love. He love.
He desires you.
Heās the only one youāll need in this twisted universe, isnāt he? Mr Crawling canāt protect you from everything⦠just how many times have you found yourself in danger because of him? Mr Scarletta would never let anything harm you, truly. Why wonāt you understand that?
Is it because you donāt trust him? Itās unfair, how much faith you have in Mr Crawling⦠is it because heās around you the most? Then Mr Scarletta will glue himself by your side! Youāll never take another step without feeling a huge presence loom over your form, Mr Scarlettaās smile shrouded by his crimson fridge.
You like? You like him?
He with you.
Please donāt push him away. It hurts him, physically and mentally. Something in his insides just throbs painfully whenever youāre not in his sights. Mr Scarletta doesnāt mind if youāre kicking him away, or shouting at him to stay away, he just wants you to pay attention to him.
Keep those pretty eyes on him⦠or he canāt be held liable for whatever happens if you donāt.
Sometimes, he spends time watching the people from the other side, if only to pick up some words and phrases to use on you later. The others donāt know a single lick of your worldās tongue, so if he learns it, heāll be one step ahead of the rest, and youāll like him the most, right? Right? Right?
Mr Scarletta likes to apply whatever he learns straight into practice, without really thinking about the context of the action itself. Once, he glitches right in front of you while youāre roaming around in the halls, before thrusting something straight into your hands. He leans over you, muttering āGive you. Give you. Give you. You like? You like? You like?ā While heās grinning away like an eager puppy, ready to praised.
Unfurling your fingers, youāre greeted with a rather⦠gory sight. Someoneās heart, still thumping in your palms, blood squelching with every beat. The gooey substance coats your fingers, sinks into the gaps of your palm, staining your hands scarlet.
Mr Scarlettaās favourite colour.
āThis⦠heart?ā You ask him cautiously, staring at up with him with narrowed eyes. Mr Scarletta only beams in response, his hands cupping yours, folding your fingers over it. Coaxing that organ closer to your chest, all smiles.
āYes! See humans give heart, I take! For you, you like?ā
Pursing your lips, you give the heart a little squeeze, watching it ooze out a little more blood. Mr Scarletta⦠must have seen a little love confession upstairs. The poor schmuck must have picked an heart-shaped box of chocolates, or maybe a plushie for their confession⦠and lost their heart in the process.
Poor thing. Youāll burry it somewhere later, but for nowā¦
Your gaze flickers back to Mr Scarletta. Heās still smiling, although thereās a tinge of impatience apparent on his lips. He regards you with an expectant expression, fingers tapping his umbrella. A countdown, until he lost his patience.
You⦠had no wish of dying today.
Raising a blood soaked hand, you reached towards Mr Scarlettaās face, doing your best to disguise your wince as he nuzzles into your palm, beaming up at you once more. Cupping his cheek, you force your lips up into a grateful smile.
How did you end up here? In those apartments? In this other world? Could it really all have been fate?
No. It was all his fault. Ever since you spilt blood on his property, you were in the palm of his hand. He toyed with your reality like it was all just a game to him. You supposed that likely wasn't far from the truth.
How many days had you been running? Every corner you turned brought you face to face with a new monster, difficult to distinguish between friend or foe. Although you suppose you probably didn't look much better at this point. Blood slipped through the cracks of your raincoat, staining the white dress underneath as you fell to your knees. You were so tired. Even if you could keep running, where would you go? All you could see for miles was an ocean of red. And your hunter didn't suffer the same exhaustion you did.
Shade falls over you. Although now that you think about it, was there ever a light source to begin with? Either way, you don't have to raise your head to know that a red umbrella was covering you. Not to mention the telltale static that always managed to make your teeth throb.
He says something incomprehensible.
No, you know this one. It's the same thing he asks for every time he sees you.
"Give name?"
You finally raise your head to look at him. His red hair covered most of his face, but you could still catch a glimpse of his haunting eyes staring at you, unblinking.
You clumsily utter out what you think is the equivalent of "Why?"
"Me like you. You give name, me ??? you."
What was that word again? It was one Mr Crawling used often. Something like... protect.
"Protect you."
Could he really protect you? Judging by the reactions of everyone else here, you were under the impression that he was the one you needed protection from. The voice on the telephone seemed adamant that you not tell anyone your name. But could you really trust that voice? They hadn't led you astray yet.
They also said you would have to make a choice.
All things considered, this is Mr Scarletta's world. Either you refuse and keep running for the rest of your life, or you join Scarletta in his reign of terror. Your crowbar digs into your shoulder, reminding you of your past. When you stop to think about it, you're not so different from Scarletta. Maybe you're even worse.
"Name... Y/n."
His eerie smile grew more than you thought was possible.
"Y/n." He repeats.
His hand is cold and rubbery, not unlike a corpse, as he takes your own. The fact that he was incorporeal when you swung your crowbar at him a few minutes ago nags at the bag of your mind. Your brow creases in annoyance, but if Scarletta notices he doesn't say anything. It really was true that this world was stacked against you.
Scarletta rises to his full height, pulling you up with him. It takes a great deal of effort to force your aching muscles to stretch once more, and your knees nearly buckle again. Amidst your struggle to right yourself, he hands you his umbrella, much to your confusion. Before you can ask why, he scoops you into his arms bridal style. You supposed this was his way of showing that he cared.
Under the cover of the red umbrella, you feel isolated from the rest of the world. Even if that world was only a wasteland of red for right now. Fear grips your throat as you meet his awful eyes. They were even worse up close. Even now, having gotten what he wanted, his expression seemed the same as always. Being so close, the static was almost deafening as it continued to assault your ears. Perhaps these were all traits that you would grow used to in time.
Naoya is a food after sex kinda guy. It doesn't matter what time of day or if he'd eaten just before, you'll always find him in the kitchen - hair still a mess, wearing only boxers - looking for a post-fuck snack.
It's a trait you find endlessly endearing - chubby chipmunk cheeks stuffed full of last night's cold leftovers, eaten directly from the container you put it away in. A smile stretches your lips as you approach, footsteps light on the cool tile floor. You lean on the counter next to him, batting your lashes up at him.
"What?" he asks around a mouthful of food. His brows furrow and his lips down turn in general displeasure at being observed by you, his overly clingy and obnoxious partner. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"I just think you're cute, Nao." You wrap your arms around his waist, chin resting on his shoulder, still beaming at him like he hung the moon itself.
"Gross," he says with a slight shake of his head, but he kisses your forehead anyway. He shovels another bite of food into his mouth, mumbling about it being delicious, about how he's going to āmarry you one dayā based on your cooking skill alone.