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currently acquiring ps skills & selling my soul to my piano.
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Hello! How is it going? personally I'm not okay cuz Gunil just left xh (i semi ult xh) and I feel like committing arson to the jyp building (jk unless)
Overall I wanted to say how I miss Ren :( like he posted on fancafe but that was it. Will he leave bpm sigh
Also I'd like to suggest some nuest drabbles (is that the word) cuz i really love ur writing!! Maybe the type of bfs they'd be?
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hihi!!! I’ve missed you <33 I’m glad you’re popping back in 🥹🥹 I’ve been doing pretty good, currently on a volunteer shift that is pretty quiet and boring, but I’ve been playing scrabble on my phone to pass the time
I heard the news earlier and it’s so fucking unfair :( the amount of idols being kicked out of their groups or parting ways for other reasons this year is just insane. I’m only into xdh casually but what are they expecting by kicking out their leader and drummer?????? They make ROCK music 😭😭😭 I’m like what is this stupidity ?? Are they gonna get a replacement or just a random backup drummer for performances???
and the members must feel awful during all this ☹️☹️ that’s their leader :(( it’s so so frustrating how idols basically have no way to defend themselves against sasaengs or invasion of privacy because every single thing they do is analyzed and scrutinized and judged to hell by netizens. or even things that should have been private and REMAIN private aren’t because they are in the public eye. literally just one step out of the perfect idol image, and suddenly they can no longer be in their groups it’s just so horrible.
I support you in the arson honestly with got7 being one of the only (past) jyp groups I was into (along with day6 and xdh) they GOTTA GO.
I need to see ren more active again ☹️☹️☹️ all these kpop companies absolutely horrible burn them all actually and pls escape bpm ren </3
of course!!! I’d love to write some stuff and I’ll see if this can break me out of my (sort of) writers block I’ve been in cause I haven’t had a lot of time to write for the past few weeks (but I do have time now!) will also give me some more excuses to watch more nuest content 🥹🥹🥹
I already have so many thoughts….. like baekho is the perfect son in law type of boyfriend. Your family would instantly love him the first time they meet him and it’s the same with his family (and family would be very important to him). cooking, polite and good around elders, always helping out (and strong muscles 🤤) like he’d be instantly beloved 🥹
I’ll leave my other thoughts for when I actually write it but they’re just spilling out already dkjdks but I hope this can help cheer you up a bit 🥹🥹 I know it’s super tough to be in the kpop space especially when something like this happens to one of your fav groups…. it’s just so tiring :(
Hi, i get real cuteness aggression from your writing!! Can I req wearing their hoodie reaction for the flyings please? Good luck with exams!!<3
˚。⋆౨ৎ˚ WEARING THEIR HOODIE 🧸ྀི — wc 686, around 150 per member
[ extras ] hyub's is a lil suggestive
ੈ✩‧₊˚ note ! hehe i hope u will enjoy this one too >:3 and thank you! i'm very late lol but they went well hehehehe <333
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┆彡 SEUNGHYUB [ 승협 ]
he's proud. probably left it near you on purpose tbh
will tease you about it too but also won't let you take it off
thinks of a way how to cleverly sneak his hands under it.
"cool hoodie you have there" seunghyub leaned against the doorframe, observing how you were folding fresh laundry.
"i was a little cold and it was the only thing… what?" you frown, seeing his small smirk.
"nothing, you look beautiful in it"
"hyub, it's just a hoodie…" you scoffed, returning to your task. before you could realize, he was standing behind you, arms sneaking around your waist.
"yeah. my hoodie, on you" he hummed into your ear.
"because someone forgot to do the other laundry batch so mine is still dirty. now help me, mr sticky hands" you giggled. he just rolled his eyes, hardly able to focus on the task.
┆彡 HUN [ 훈 ]
i feel like he would try to act cool about it
keyword: try.
the second he realizes its his hoodie on you, his hands become clammy, heart thumping and mind forgetting every word
you just look too good in it and he has to pull himself together
"baby, is something wrong?" you asked, walking up to him. his eyes were looking everywhere but you, trying to thonk of a normal response.
"no, i mean. yes. nice, uh, nice hoodie" he said, toying with his earring. it was a little too big but it just made you look way too cute. you frowned at his unusual stillness.
"i would assume so, it's yours, silly" you giggled and wrapped your arms around him. hun cleared his throat, glad that you can't see the tips of is ears turning red.
"i know" he said weakly and you just smiled to yourself.
┆彡 JAEHYUN [ 재현 ]
genuinely offended at first…
like hello he was looking for it and also, don't you have like a milion of yours?
but then you take it off and he's even more offended???
jaehyun stared at th hoodie, which you playfully threw at him.
"whatever, i'll take mine"
"no, wait, actually, can you put it on again?" he asked, puppy eyed. confused, you obliged. he stared at you, a wide smile painting on his lips "i changed my mind. you can have any hoodie you want. in fact, you should throw away yours and just wear mine"
"because…?" you laughed.
"it shows the world that you're mine"" jaehyun hummed happily and started smothering your face in messy, wet kisses.
┆彡 HWESEUNG [ 회승 ]
probably didn't even realize at first, only when you pointed it out
something tugs at his heart, leaving him speechless
he can't stop smiling tbh :"")
"also, i grabbed your hoodie accidentally. i hope you don't mind" you blurted out suddenly, snuggled into hwe. he frowned, tilting his head to see what you meant.
a feeling of pride and possessiveness flashed across his heart, but the softest smile painted on his lips.
"i don't. you can keep it if you want, it suits you" he hummed, reaturning bak to his original position so you could continue snuggling into him. and when your hand, drowning n his sleeve, came up to grab his - his heart melted on the spot.
┆彡 DONGSUNG [ 동성 ]
SHY BABY:(
stares, mouth lightly agape
100% brushes it off when you confront him about it
when you walked into the kitchen with his hoodie on, dongsung froze for a split moment.
"were you cold?" he just asked, quickly continuing his previous actions.
"mpf, a little. because someone left me" you whined and came up to hug his back. he stared at your hoodie paws for a moment, trying to ignore his racing heart. "sungie, your ears are red."
he cleared his throat.
"it's, uh, hot. the heat from the pan— no but…" he protested when you started to pull away. "please, stay"
so you did, not realizing what are you doing to his poor heart<3
What is verivery's lore? And if kangmin left verivery to be in ald1 would you have been sad?
so I def forget some of the lore, but verivery’s storyline involves evil dopplegangers of the members who constantly spy on them (and kidnap/replace Kangmin in multiple mvs), and try to kill them/torture them in many ways (for example in trigger mv, gyehyeon’s doppleganger tries to drown him, while yeonho’s electrocutes him in a chair, etc)
there’s also a sick dance battle in the lay back mv between real verivery and their dopplegangers (and in order to film this for the mv, verivery learned the choreography mirrored as well as the original which is hella impressive!!)
yes I would’ve 100% been sad if Kangmin had debuted in ald1, but ofc I would have fully supported him in the group. I would’ve been even sadder if the group disbanded or them going on b2p hadn’t brought them the second chance at performing they had wanted. in my opinion what ended up happening was my best case scenario; Kangmin was able to stay with verivery, and they also got a boost in popularity after the survival show
imagining how cuddle bug ryo would get esp when tired :(( latching onto you and not letting go ever :(((
˚。⋆౨ৎ˚ CUDDLEBUG 🧸ྀི — sleepy ryo is like a coala ( word count 338 )
[ extras ] kissing, mention of making out, shirtless ji for a second, fighting, blood, bruises, boxer!au, hurt/comfort, a little angsty
ੈ✩‧₊˚ note ! he is the cutest ever hello where do i sign up to have this cuddle plushie for myself ?!?!?!!
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when you heard a knock at your door, you got up hurriedly. the clock struck almost midnight and you knew that the only thing at this hour your boyfriend needed were cuddles.
when you opened the door, you pouted.
ryo's eyes were almost fighting sleep, head bobbing down.
"ohhh my baby…" you whined and opened your arms. ryo dropped his bag on the floor, immediately falling into your embrace as if a magnet pulled him in. he rested his face in the crook of your neck, nuzzling his hair against your skin.
"tired" he mumbled and melted into your touch even more when you started caressing his hair gently "so tired."
"i know, baby. let's get you to bed then, hm?" you tried to move away a little but he instantly chased right after, rubbing his face into yours like a puppy.
"'m.. cozy… here…" ryo's voice began to slur dangerously and you knew that if he didn't lie down fast, he might as well pass out here.
"i'll give you all the cuddles you want. let's just go inside, okay?" you asked. a half-whine, half-hum left his lips but he didn't move away. in fact, his arms wrapped around your waist tighter.
so you manoeuvred his way back inside, hooking his bag with your foot. glued to you like a coala, ryo didn't let go for a split second though you slowly felt his grip loosen. when you raised your hand to lock the door, his head rolled on your arm. his weight bagan to send an ache in your lower back, making you realize you have been arching to keep him on his feet.
you led him to your bedroom and gently guided him onto your bed.
"pyja—" you started but ryo wrapped his hands around your neck.
"mmpfh. night night" he hummed and you just smiled. nuzzling himself into you once again, inhaling your scent, lying on a comfortable bed… ryo was out like a baby.
"my adorable cuddlebug" you giggled quietly, caressing his hair.
hmmm I got into them in january of 2023. I was watching mvs with one of my friends and she told me to put on their undercover mv. I’m ngl it was very much love at first sight with the blue haired one (who was gyehyeon).
their song o really solidified them as a group I was really interested in stanning because that song is so good. from there other songs like heart attack, trigger, get away, and the bsides on their series o round 3 whole album were just rly my vibe and I loved everything I was listening to. discography is really the most important thing for me when it comes to my ults, and verivery just has an amazing no skip one imo 🥹
you can’t mention verivery without mentioning their dancing. they are the most synchronized 4th gen boy group, and I believe they’re also the second most synchronized boy group after seventeen. their dancing is incredible and there’s not one weak dancer when it comes to the group. their teamwork is really admirable too
another thing that I think definitely factored into them becoming ults is their variety show belbel land/verivery land. now I have always struggled to watch kpop groups variety shows. for some reason they always seemed to bore me and I would feel intimidated when I saw 80 episodes that I needed to watch. even with txt’s to do or going seventeen, I’ve only watched a few episodes of each tbh. I’ve always preferred watching lives or vlogs or behind the scenes to variety shows which I know sounds a bit weird that lives would be more entertaining than a variety show, but it’s just what I like I suppose lol.
anyway all that is to say this is not the case with verivery and belbel land (specifically season 1). I have watched every single ep of belbel land and I’ve even REWATCHED every single ep. now what makes verivery’s variety show 100 times better than other groups for me? the editing. for season one, their editor was just popping off it’s so funny every episode. I’ve seen kinda similar funny editing with p1harmony or ampers&one variety content but nothing for a whole season of a variety show the way verivery did. with how much I enjoyed watching their content, especially variety stuff that I usually struggle to find interest in, I knew they were ults
there’s probably some other smaller factors that I didn’t bother to mention as much in detail like the fact that gyehyeon is probably my favourite idol of all time (fighting constantly for the spot with txt taehyun and onf yuto, but he wins at times), I really like their concept and their storyline/lore (from what I can remember/understand of it lol), and I really think they deserve to be more popular and receive more love than they have :(
I think they’ve only announced asian and europe stops for now? they had a usa fancon a while back and then they also did tour in the usa as 7 after series o round 3 whole was released if I remember correctly :)
Is irion a real group name like in Q's k-drama and did you like jaeha's group name was it boy to the moon remind me cause I forgot the bg and remember the girl's. Thankkksss :)
yeah I did see they released an mv for their debut song but I’m not sure how long they’ll promote for/or if they will
yes it was boy to the moon I think… and the fandom name was luna which I was saying was twinning with &team/lune <3