it's a comfort, though. @smallandark-blog - Tumblr Blog

I just feel so sick and bad inside and I want to delete my blog and not even worry about the huge dent it would put in my online presence but I need that shit man. it sucks but tumblr is one of those things that artists need nowadays. it sucks. it sucks!! I hate it!! I want to die!!!

I love having my name smeared on my professional blog, really warms my heart and doesn't make me panic or worry about my professional reputation at all

I finally tried posting some SU art again but nope can't show my face in that fandom without immediately opening myself up to harassment and stalking again :))))

sorry that I haven't been around much. I've been very disjointed. I'm around though

I was about to come on here to write a vent post but you know what? fuck that. I'm happy. I'm overthinking things. writing out my vent just clarified how ridiculous it all sounded in my head. I can't let myself fall prey to these awful things I think. I need to remember the important things.

hey. i’m still around

really anxious

i feel like i need to know what my abuser is up to just so that i can keep tabs on them. i need to know i’m doing better than them

Hello... sorry, I think I'm going to be here for a while... I hope that's okay 3: I'm not really used to talking this much but I'll do my best.

#goat noises #I'm asriel! just so you know...

#rape mention #i canb't tag anymore i'm sorry

i cn’t do this right now i want to not exist just long enough for these feelings to go away

i want to rip myself apart i want to claw at my brain and remove the bad and i want to bite my sex awy and never have to feel anything doqn there ever again

#dysphoria mention #self harm mention #??? ask to tag

Hello! I’m here! Also I want to die :^)

#radio noises #sorry i haven't been around!#been busy!#suicide mention /