This, I Could Worship

I post thinspo, ED memes, and way too many body checks. Active(ish) September 2023 5’6” Used to be 107 pounds and now I have gained all the way to [redacted].

[fadedst4r]

the day my b00bs get smaller will be the best day

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I’ve lost almost 14 pounds in 9 days. I should have already gotten rid of my excess water weight and intestinal bulk days ago, but the weight keeps going down rapidly. I lost 2.1 pounds between yesterday and today.

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I’m going to be here again on December 31st, if my current weight loss trajectory continues 😍

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Fasting problems. I haven’t had any calories for 48 hours, haven’t had any solids in 72 hours.

I should have some juice, but I am not going to.

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Me in August 2020 at 107 lbs, 5’6” in 00 shorts and an XS shirt.

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This is why you should never let yourself backtrack, even a little. It could spiral out of control beyond your wildest fears. It did for me.

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Life update:

This time last year I was under 110 pounds.

I have rapidly gained 60 pounds, and I am now just under 170. It’s been an extremely trying year, and I’ve been trying to get it turned back around.

I’ve been seeing a weight loss clinic for a few months, and they have prescribed me phentermine, which I started today. I am hoping it helps me get back to 110 as soon as possible. My body feels so alien.

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[recaption]

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I really miss being this size. :(

[complicatedlovelybones]

~ I <3 Coffee Thinspo! ~

 …she’s so delicate tho! :0

[skinevibes]

🥀 Thinspo Thursday 🥀

[veggiethin]

🖤🖤

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I’ve gotten ✨chunky✨

I’ve been saying this for a couple months now, but I’m going to get skinny again. I want to lose about 22 pounds and get back to BMI 17.5 and maybe a bit lower.

BMI (20.5 ish? 😢)

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Just a reminder that I’m an Adult™ and if that makes you feel uncomfortable feel free to:

unfollow me

ask me to unfollow you

block me

I won’t get mad or anything. It’s important to make sure you feel comfortable and secure.

[swansong-willows]

(via (18) Bonnie Anne Pinard / Pinterest)

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me reading my own posts: hmm..  That’s an embarrassing thing 2 post on the internet 

[andatsea]

Temporary passenger.

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I gain two pounds of fluid/food bulk weight, and my body suddenly looks 15+ pounds heavier to me. :(

BMI 18.2

Note: Please do not message me unless you are a woman with an eating disorder or disordered eating.

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Hahah remember when I was almost skinny. Can’t relate.