Alhaitham

Caution in Confidence.

[smartassyounghawk]

I'm not quite sure what you did to me

You waltzed in & flipped a switch

But now you're gone and I can't stop thinking

About what would it be

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤIf I had asked you to stay.

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Art by @_Mamurica_ (twt).

[limentie]

before their falling-out...

[smartassyounghawk]

Once, I held the sun between my arms And he shone bright at any given moment, blinding, warm, warm, warm.

I didn't notice I was burning until he pointed it out.

Alone with myself and the ghost of you, All my thoughts keep going back to one

Sunshine, you should've just let me burn.

[raphodraws]

"We used to be friends, but we're not anymore.."

[smartassyounghawk]

After our worst fight, I woke to a bed without you.

You were nowhere to be found, and I was left to myself.

I am certain you was avoiding me, running away because we are too incompatible and we couldn't work together.

You changed my world- it became upside down, and I was fine with it that way as long you were there for me.

But then suddenly you weren't, and I didn't know what to do with all the changes I went through for you.

It took me too long. My eyes wandered to the crowd, looking for you (they still do). My heartbeat picked up when someone said your name (it still does). You were in the same building as me, and yet we never once meet.

& baby, I love you firecely, but

I don't know what will be left of me if I give my heart to you again and you suddenly decide to run off with it.

[l00106]

Alhaitham again atp him and his boyfriend r like my ocs

[smartassyounghawk]

You went home at morning, saying you will be busy and we will see each other next weekend

Its monday evening, honey,

& I don't know how I will survive through this week without touching your lips.

[l00106]

[smartassyounghawk]

You like flowers, & mirrors & music & wine

You like the stars, & fate & romance & art

I once said you are like Narcissus; cannot see beyond the realm of your own puddle of water.

Oh, closest stranger, I am naught but a liar

And the fire in your eyes always remembers me of it.

On my knees between your legs, what I chant is Apollo.

[l00106]

[smartassyounghawk]

Its not the right vibe, you say

Not the right touch

The mind doesn't align with yours

The smell is not intoxicating enough

Because deep down

You know

That what you need is me.