Just Fine

I will always be

[smartbyrd01]

Interviewing for a job in 2026

Interviewer: Ok, let's get to know you! Tell me about your hobbies...

Me: I have an exclusive membership to a bargain outlet that I shop at regularly, finding basement level prices for everyday items rejected at full retail cost is an art. And, I dabble in influencing; I have made hundreds of thousands of posts and comments across all social media. See, here's my profile on YouTube, and here's my X, and Facebook, Tumblr, Craigslist, Hi Five, Pinterest and Insta... I also have a Grindr account but that's just for looking, I don't comment there. Here, take my phone and just scroll through the gems.

Interviewer: So, do you get paid to say random and... (looks closer at the phone screen) crazy things on the Internet? Is this lucrative?

Me: Oh no, I do that for free with great pride.

Interviewer: Why exactly?

Me: For fun of course, I thought we were discussing my hobbies not previous work. I'm sorry, were you asking about the 2 weeks I worked at hobby lobby?

[smartbyrd01]

Existence is Pain

God this hurts so much

To be here hurts all the time

It weighs on my spirit

It pummels my mind

Constantly having to resurface...

Refresh

Recycle

Return

Take a breath and go back down,

It doesn't end

It seems like it won't

But I have to remember

It does end

It will stop

When I can't go on anymore,

No, not exactly...

It's over when the work is done.

There is so much distance between us,

So much that separates us from paradise...

He tells me I have to stay

Even when I cry and say

I can't keep going.

I have to figure out a way

to move forward, always

To push through the pain

"It's important", He says...

"You must do this..."

I only wish I had all the answers now

I had them once but He took them away

When I was with Him I understood it all

I understood the pain and I was ready for it.

Today it all hurts and I don't want to feel it

Tomorrow I hope I remember why I should.

[smartbyrd01]

Alex Warren - Ordinary (Official Video)

[smartbyrd01]

Olivia Rodrigo – Can’t Catch Me Now (From The Hunger Games: The Ballad o...

[smartbyrd01]

If someone could be stupid and smart at the same time....

(*points to self)

It would be me

[smartbyrd01]

I'm just sour patch adulting over here...

Sweet on the outside,

Sour and a lil' bitter on the inside.

[thereadmind]

[smartbyrd01]

Me looking at the Media Giants

[smartbyrd01]

I had a good day,

then social media ruined it.

(I ruined it for myself)

The enemy is in my mind,

And the tendency to compare

And assume the worst is so easy

When the tools for self depreciation

Are right in the palm of your hands.

[smartbyrd01]

I don't really exist in their world...

Maybe as a distant memory of who I was,

But who I am now is too poor and too fat,

Not Righteous or Holy enough,

It seems.

It's fine, honestly...

I don't remember they aren't part of my world anymore until I get invited to check in yearly.

They treat me like a charity event,

because I am not as rich or refined.

It doesn't matter,

I don't need the material things they have,

That's not what makes me who I am.

[smartbyrd01]

All Time Low: Monsters ft. blackbear (LYRIC VIDEO)

I feel like I would be a PR nightmare for any global corporation... Bc I have said so many dumb and random things online just for kicks. I just know that I would never make it to the top of anything serious bc one look at my socials and they would be like, "Yep, she is crazy in a way that everyone will notice. That's going to put people off, so she's definitely going to the basement and will only be responsible for copying and stapling documents we don't need. We will get her to store them in an ever expanding filing system until she quits or dies... Whichever comes first."

Now Realizing....this kinda sounds like my current situation. Wait. Did I get relegated to the basement (figuratively) bc I'm redundant?

I guess it's better to have a place in the world than none at all. Just wondering why all of my dark thoughts come out at night.

[smartbyrd01]

Rose Betts - Doodles (Official Video)

[smartbyrd01]

Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta [1997] - I'm Not Sick But I'm Not Well!

[smartbyrd01]

I hate the way I feel today

I've worked my mind into a furry

I'm so frustrated about sitting still

I'm so mad about being stuck in this place

I don't feel like I'm living in Paradise today

The palm trees are swaying

The beach waves are calling

But I'm miserable here

In my own little corner

In my own little room

Without you

I can't stop thinking how you would act

I can't stop thinking how you would talk

I can't stop thinking how you would lead

You would forge the way

And I would just tag along

Breathing in your every word

Completely enchanted by your wisdom

These things are painful to know now

I find myself weeping when I remember

How I loved you with all of myself

And how I am bitter and angry now

I never wanted to be these things

I hate the way I'm feeling today

I pray tomorrow I will forget about you

And I will be back in Paradise

Loving life once again

[smartbyrd01]

Why does everyone keep quitting?😅#hvactechnician #funny

[smartbyrd01]

I lured you into the light

Before you could understand

Which way I was guiding you.

[smartbyrd01]