lana

tw. i’m not going to get better. SW: 53.5kg CW: 45.8 GW: 45kg UGW: 40kg

[smartycalz]

i’m on edtwt now!! my user name on there is smartycalz so go follow me

[smartycalz]

if i don’t start losing again i’m going to start growing again and no one will like me and i wont be loved so maybe we gotta starve

[daintyintheflesh]

I have an ED, don’t touch any part of my body for any reason. I will cry.

[ohnoregrettio]

Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

[smartycalz]

is it bad that i want the skinny skinny thighs with the gap and all and my scars on them? yes. yes it is. however it’s a vibe so

[smartycalz]

life update

hello losers, i haven’t been talking to u as much

basically i’m currently 46.9 kg, ig i’m kinda trying to recover and i’ve adopted this horribly healthy mindset and i’m getting on my own nerves. i’m terrified that i’m gonna get fat again,,,, that’s what’s happening atm 🤪😎

[smartycalz]

if i push everyone away now i can starve in peace so maybe it’s for the best right??

[smartycalz]

does anyone else just know that ur going to kill urself eventually? like there’s no way in hell that i’m going to live to be old, i’ll probably be dead before 30

like i’m ending this on my own terms bitch

[originaldrugs]

Height: 164cm
Weight: 46,3 kg

[smartycalz]

my weight but she’s a good 13 cm taller than me rip

[smartycalz]

46.15kg cbabey!!

[smartycalz]

i need to post on here more often damnnn

[cherryboob1es]

Hello world!

I would love to follow any active ed blogs just because I wanna make sure thag people know this is a real community and that we matter!

Please reblog this so I can follow you and other active ed blogs can follow you too!🖤

[smartycalz]

why do i keep eating cereal despite telling myself not to

[smartycalz]

super fun relatable ed things!!!

*eats one meal* boom. recovery

constantly seeking validation in the form of being told ur too skinny

*gets up* oooo world spinny

cold cold cold cold cold

random tummy gurgling

“time to weigh myself to see if i deserve any food today”

body checks in any shiny surface

can’t take full body pics

meticulously checking every angle u can to see if people think ur fat

waves of sadness when u see people much skinnier than u wearing clothes u want to wear

“today we’re gonna hate” *spins wheel* “my thighs!!”

[smartycalz]

so i haven’t really been sticking to what i said i’d do, ive been weighing every morning (not knowing stresses me out) and this morning i had breakfast. i forgot how guilty it made me feel jesus christ

but this morning i weighed in at 7 stone 5.5lbs which is exactly a stone from where i started yeehaw

[smartycalz]

anyone else do that thing where u cave in and go to get some food but it turns out that for some reason it’s not available so ur little monkey brain goes “see this proves ur fat and this is a sign that u should never eat again bitch” like??? okay? who asked u??

[thin-timately]

weightloss curse

oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!

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