active Again • June 2023*

26 • BDD, BPD, MDD, ED turned into binge eating. • trigger warning; I hate myself a lot.

[b-p-damngirl]

Sometimes (all the time) I really want to have friends, like best friends. But then I remember that requires communication and effort and vulnerability and I have no self esteem not to sabotage anything good in my life.

[b-p-damngirl]

I’m wasting a perfectly beautiful summer by being fat and ugly n mentally ill :( yikes ,

[diskhorsedudes]

Drug addicts deserve common decency no matter what drug they are addicted to, how severe their addiction is, and whether or not they are receiving help for their addiction.

[lelaid]

Chanel F/W 2014 shopping basket $12,500, available at Chanel boutiques.

[wvoqirl-deactivated20221009]

Love this tray 💕

[pinkroseatte]

[hollowboobtheory]

it's all fun and games until you take a little too long to swallow your medication and you start tasting it

[thepuppyclub]

I have decided that I am incompatible with this reality. Meet me in a parallel universe.

[river-road-thoughts]

Not to sound cocky as shit but I’m a fucking good person with a big heart and I deserve a lot more than the shitty hand that life has dealt me this far

[aridante]

we don’t have the heart to tell him, rachel hall // the infinite blacktop, sara gran // a ghost story, dir. david lowery (2017) // life after death, damien echols // untitled, valentin gallet // metaphor & memory, cynthia ozick // untitled, jim carroll.

[aworldinpinkandwhite]

T cups not D cups

[still-mesarthim]

[rainy-autumn-day]

[girlsclothes-deactivated2023030]

dropping a glass is such a moment

[feministism]

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

You can’t live with an eating disorder.

You can survive. You can breathe and fake a smile and function, but you can’t live.

You can’t have fun, you can’t relax, you can’t enjoy food, you can’t succeed, you can’t dance, you can’t go to parties, you can’t do the things everyone else is doing, you can’t do the things you love, YOU CAN NOT LIVE.

[adflicto-affligo]