Can I have you?~ ❤

Dancer. Researcher. PUPian. Loves MD ♥

[smileene]

I love you so much Michael Gacute Dawang

[smileene]

Struggling to be their kind.

[smileene]

It’s four in the morning... I’m finding my own.

[smileene]

I knew it. He’s getting tired. He’s getting tired of me.

[smileene]

It’s you. It’s always been you. ♥

[smileene]

[smileene]

Last Friday shift I only had one hour of sleep because before I went to work, I had to attend the graduation of my beloved super cool friend. Hihi. So I sacrificed my sleep then went straight to work after the celebration. When I got to office, I felt sleepy and tired. Ugh. I don't have a decent sleep. I'm also worried how to go home because I know it will be dangerous for me to go home at that kind of state. But this man, this lovable and super loving man said he would pick me up because it's really hard to go home with my condition. Yes, he lived at Bacoor, Cavite. I worked at Ayala, Makati so he picked me up there. We went to Fairview, Quezon City because that's where I live. Then he went again to Bacoor to do his duties as grandson and as a friend to his friends. The distance is just so frustrating but he managed it. I love you! :* So lucky to have you. Where have you been hiding these past years? Haha.

[smileene]

Before I fell in love with words; with setting skies and singing birds - it was you I fell in love with first. - Lang Leav

Happy first. :*

[smileene]

Kaya siguro tamad ako kasi masipag ka. Kaya siguro matakaw ako kasi mapagbigay ka. Kaya siguro maliit ako kasi matangkad ka. Kaya siguro hindi ako marunong maglaba kasi marunong ka. Kaya siguro nauna mo akong nakita kasi mamahalin kita. ♥

[smileene]

3AM Thoughts

In the middle of watching It's Okay It's Love korean drama. All of a sudden, I want to be with M. Like I want to travel with him. I want to spend time with him. I want to look at him. Just everything...

I know that no one's perfect. Nothing is perfect. But there is contentment. Contentment that I feel whenever I was with him. So much contentment that I want to try that forever thingy. That "Walang iwanan." thingy. But I'm so afraid. So afraid that if I'll try it I won't succeed. We won't succeed. Yes, negativity is always on my mind at this moment of life. At midnight. 3AM onwards thoughts. Everything..

[smileene]

M.

First date.

February 28, 2015. ♥

I've never fallen so hard for someone in such a short period of time. For some reason, when I'm with you, it all seems worth it.

[smileene]

[write20xx]

I’m ashamed of myself because I know I should be better and I have no idea how to get there.

[somiria]

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[worthlost]

The worst thing about falling to pieces is that humans can do it so quietly.

[coffeeandadvice]

“Messy thoughts, messy hair, messy life.”