- it was in fact casual when KUROKO says that there is only one girl on his mind when answering to a interviewers question and its in fact you.
- it was casual when you and KUROKO sleep skin to skin, hands with hands, snuggling on a bed because you had a hard time falling asleep one night
- it was casual when KUROKO always makes sure hes with you if youre going out in the middle of the night. text him that youre out alone or going home he gets right out of bed and sprints to your location
- it was casual when in the middle of having a day out with KUROKO he smiles with the most calmest loving look and says "theres so much to love about being with you" in the middle of nowhere
- it was casual when KUROKO defends you like you are his god and he is just a worshipper if someone argues with you, to hell and back and makes sure to ask if youre alright while wiping away any tears
- it was not casual when KUROKO goes to the rooftop with you and you two are sitting while looking down. you remember his confession for the basketball team in the middle of year and jokingly ask him whats he gonna say for next year. and he looks at you dead in the eyes and says "you, you are the reason i keep moving on"
- it was casual when KISE kisses the side of your cheek without fail every week atleast once or twice. every week he kisses your cheeks.
- it was casual when KISE brings you to all of his games and photoshoots making sure to tell everyone that youre with him and everyone's thinking youre his girlfriend and not just a girl friend.
- it was casual whenever KISE wins a game the next day you two go to some romantic area like seeing the cherry blossoms or going to the carnival and riding the ferris wheel
- it was casual when KISE confesses that he thinks about you all the time and everyone on the team was almost fully convinced you two are actually in a relationship and not friends but are really bad at hiding it.
- it was casual when KISE holds your hands everytime you two go out and matches clothes with you to make sure that everyone knows youre special to him and not just some girl
- it wasnt casual when in the middle of a weekend date KISE brings you to a gorgeous little park for a picnic and by the end of it. he hands you a confessional letter detailing every date, every wedding idea, every i love you till we grow old, every thought of you hes ever had with the inclusion of you are the one that i see when i turn around with gray hairs and retired. i love the thought of you, and the thought of being with you.
- it was casual when MIDORIMA hides you under his arms everytime a reporter wants to ask something about him while you two are out on the streets
- it was casual when MIDORIMA constantly says that your sign and cancers are always a good pair with eachother. he makes sure you attend every event of his because youre a good match for his sign and a boost for his luck apparently
- it was casual when even though MIDORIMA does not use most social media apps he matches profile pictures with you on each one. he never says no even though he has to redownload the app to do so.
- it was casual when MIDORIMA trusts you enough to take care of his lucky items if hes playing a game. with you in the stands with the stupid bunny hat making the ears go flop up and down
-it was casual when if anyone looks through MIDORIMA'S phone your name always comes up first. first in his messages, and first in his calls. your notifications are always on even if he doesnt reply back to them.
- it wasnt casual when MIDORIMA has his arms around your waist when he introduces you to the rest of the generation of miracles. making sure that you were having a good time the entire time and by the end of the night while you two are walking back home. you stop when he tells you that he loves you. a outburst confession that just slipped out of his mouth while he stares at you underneath the shine of a street lamp. locking eyes with him while he stares at you in a way hes feeling embarassed and flustered when he finally turns away.
- it was casual when AOMINE allows himself to begrudgingly always follow your orders. if you wanted something you can always call him so he does it even if all the way across the school he will do it with complaints among the way and a threat of repayment.
- it was casual when AOMINE introduces you to his parents. when for the first time he isnt this cocky basketball player but just an awkward son. you feel embarassed when his parents bring up how cute you two would be if you two ever got married.
- it was casual when AOMINE gives the biggest smile when after he wins a big game sees you coming down to give him a hug and a bouquet of flowers which are his team color. spinning you around in his arms and you almost think hes gonna confess his feelings to you before he moves on to hug other people with the smile still on his face.
- it was casual when AOMINE puts so much faith in your name he bets on it. a bad offhanded comment of any sort gets him all fired up as he defends you to all your abilites absolutely trashing someone who said that youre so much better than them because yeah you were what are they gonna do about it.
- it wasnt casual when AOMINE after getting defeated by seirin does he run up to you to cry in your arms. a bitter smile on his face as his arms wrap around you, sputtering words you dont even realize what hes saying until he holds your face in his hands, and its only face to face does he say that "i need you. i need to be able to hold you and have you next to me." he says. before laughing and calling it cheesy when he dries his eyes.
- it was casual when MURASAKIBARA in middle school let you ride along his shoulders to experience being a giant (and a half) higher than everyone else. doing it even when he complains his shoulders hurt because youre pressing down on it but he still picks you up in the end calling you a big baby.
- it was casual when MURASAKIBARA tags along with you whenever you ask him to. even if its as mundane as sitting at a restaurant eating your burgers in peace, he keeps the peace. sitting alongside you as he munches on his burgers as well. a calming silence between you two that makes it hard to interrupt as to not break the peace. maybe its the way youre just enjoying time together that you consider the little way he shows he cares.
- it was casual when you and MURASAKIBARA are constantly teased for being so much like a divorced couple its funny seeing how your relationship is like. himuro is said to be the broody teenage son between you two. even when you two argue hes the first to say sorry even if it sounds mumbly and grumbly.
- it was casual when MURASAKIBARA wraps his arms around you while you study and he sits right next to you and lays his head on your lap. saying its rather comfortable and that you were boring him with all the paper. hes placed so comfortably there you dont have the heart to move him off even as he drifts off to sleep and so does your leg.
- it wasnt casual when MURASAKIBARA had after a pretty nasty argument showed up at your house. flowers in hand even though hed forgotten to take off the tag on the flowers with sweaty hands and a box of candies in the other. its been weeks since you two talked and it was when he realized you two were drifting that he noticed the slight pains in his chest when hearing you around him. it was like you haunted his thoughts or perhaps invaded them. how does it go? distance makes the heart go fonder.
- it was casual when AKASHI treats you like absolute glass when talking to you which is a complete opposite to his team. always afraid to say something to make you hate him forever he watches his tongue around you. his attitude does a complete 180.
- it was casual when the other rakuzan members at first believed you two were dating with the way you get treated. AKASHI brushes them off but he doesnt hide his distain whenever some of the guys try getting your number and they could swear hes using his emperor eyes more than usual on them.
- it was casual when AKASHI instead of cutting his hair himself allows you to cut his hair for him. moments where you two are away from the public and hes just akashi with you. when you cut his bangs, your heart stutters when you two lock eyes and he smiles. a tiny smile at you as you joke around with him but good gods was he pretty. he ended up with bangs that ended up diagonal.
- it was casual when AKASHI with his hands somewhere on you at all times. holding your hands when you two cross the street and in some crowd. you almost think he has separation anxiety like a puppy but he lets go of your hand just the same as he holds it. his thumb grazes over your fingers as he focuses on his studies, the book on the table being laid open while he reads the words.
- it wasnt casual when AKASHI had invited you to the gym. empty no one was there other than him. he stood in the middle of the empty gym holding a basketball in hand shooting some hoops. maybe it was the way it was just the two of you but he was nervous. nervous the way AKASHI had never been before. when he notices you, he smiles. he tossed you a basketball. you catch it and furrow your eyebrows when you notice words on the orange leather. "i love you".
WOAHHH DID ANY OF THIS MAKE SENSE IDKKK but guys look. i learned how to do the fun color gradient thing. very hard though maybe i should do this on computer instead of my phone BUT ITS SO FUN
i regret my decision. i dont know how many words this has come to but its come to too many words with too many scenarios 😔😔 maybe i split it in half again
⤷ love at first sight can be true in reality according to my writing and only my writing
drunken daze... daniel, eli, ryuhei
⤷ alcoholism destroys most families but theyre really good plot devices
dont disturb the dead... gun, goo, dg
⤷ you can imagine this as the happy ending for cant catch me now.
sweet talk... eugene, zack
⤷ street smarts and book smarts arent a thing youre both dumb
CANT CATCH ME NOW. goo. gun. dg
⤷ *turns around in chair ominously* you cant escape getting ghosted even in real life. its for character building theyll get a flashback of their pain and then get stronger.
AND NOW IM OFF TO THE RACES ?! - pointing out moles with ace, malleus, and vil
( NOT PROOF READ :3)
ACE is obnoxious. he might be your boyfriend but sometimes you feel like decking him in the face sometimes. "hey dont roll your eyes at me!" he says as you switch out of your jacket for the fifth time. you hear his back hit the bed. (it was a very loud screech since your bed is hard as rocks)
"gah!" he brings his body off the bed and deliver a small punch to it "crowley needs to get you a new bed."
"and a new budget" you chime in. sighing as you go through your closet filled with clothes. not like you bought them yourself. it was from kalim, and vil- and just about every other rich student on campus buying you things.
"oh come on! we're gonna be late to riddle's unbirthday party!" he whines as he stares at your back.
"hes not gonna get angry at me. im his favourite now shut up and tell me which looks better!"
you expected him to reply with a sassy comment like he normally does. but youre met with silence. "ace?" you ask as you pause and stare at the ceiling with a raised eyebrow.
after a moment of silence, his voice can be heard in something just slightly above a whisper. "did you know you have a mole on your back? its right-" he gets off the bed. it makes a slight creak as he moves towards you. "here" he finishes.
his finger touching a spot in the middle of your back just a bit to the right. you turn your body around to attempt to look at it.
"i cant see it obviously! my head doesnt spin 360 dummy" you flick his forehead. "now stop looking at my back and focus on the clothes!"
he mimicks your voice in a more high pitched tone before going back to sitting on the bed. "you should show me more of your moles. its like finding shells on beaches."
you were forced to sit down as VIL does your skincare. "i dont think i wanna do this.. im so tired." you complain to your boyfriend.
"close your potato otherwise youll get a mouthful of foam" he commands you while he starts to lather the foam all over your face. you sigh as you close your eyes, feeling the motion of his hands on your face. rubbing in whatever product he was using.
the feeling of his hands circling your cheeks and then back to your forehead and then your chin almost made you fall asleep if it wasnt for the cold water hitting your face.
you opened one eye as you feel his fingers poke at your face. "hm? what the heck why did you poke me!" you say as you open both your eyes and huff at him.
unfortunately he had placed your hands in a covering because he was also putting hand masks on your hands.
he raised an eyebrow at you. geez he was so hot. "i didnt realize you had a mole there prefect" he says as he looks more closely at it. "well yeah- its tiny" you say as you pull your head a bit away from his face. sweating bullets at the sight of the queen himself looking at the mole you had.
"its cute." he simply states before slapping your face with some cream again.
perhaps he thought you didnt realize how his fingers seemed to pay special attention to your mole everytime. whenever he gives you goodbye kisses when the bell rings, he leaves a ring of lipstick around your mole.
he notices it if you cover it up with some makeup or what not. a frown getting on his face as he immediantly swipes at what covers it.
"why did you cover it? its a lovely place for a mole. you shouldnt cover it up. did you know theres a myth that moles appear when our past lover had kissed up before?" he asks you while his eyes were still focused on the mark.
MALLEUS notices your mark when he looks at your foot while you two relax at the lake. he notices it every single day, discreetly (or not) staring at it whenever you go on your rambles about your day or possibly how annoying ace and deuce can get sometimes.
you know he noticed at first because he paused mid conversation to lower his gaze down your foot. it took him a minute or two to snap out of it and stop blanking out on you but the good deed was done.
after that day you decided that his gaze on your foot started to freak you out a bit more so you suggested less water and more shoes rather than sandals.
you didn't think he would notice but while you two hung out in your spot after a week or two. he would start staring down at the spot where he knows where your mole is. he specificallly remembers it and frown.
"child of man take off your shoes"
"tsunotarou we talked about this you cant steal my shoes i only have one pair"
he shakes his head this time. kneeling down at your feet as he slips your slippers off. slipper because you wore them to feel comfortable at night. his hands holding your foot in his hands while your shoe is in your other one.
you gasp and try to take your shoe back from him. your hands no match for his years of experience from doing bits of swordfighting however.
"tsunotarou i need my shoes back! my foot is cold" you whine to him.
"but the dot. you have a beauty mark on your foot"
darn his sad dragon eyes. you wouldve probably hurled a rock at him if he wasnt so naive and confused. you poor poor soul malleus.
"yes i have beauty mark on my foot i have them everywhere on my body tsunotarou. now give me back my shoe" you say with a furrowed eyebrow and a frown etched onto your face huffing.
he lights up at this. the opposite of what you wanted (what you really wanted were those slippers in his hands).
after that day he did give you your slipper back but he started to inspect your body. not as creepy as it seems but whenever he thinks youre distracted he looks everywhere on your body for a darker spot.
god forbid you allow him to do this with free will. sometimes whenever he thinks he hit jackpot on finding a new one, he pulls on your clothes tugging it down or off to look at it without it being obstructed.
youve had very awkward stares about this that you dont wish to describe.
imagine bonten with a undercover agent! reader (peep emily prentiss / lauren reynolds with ian doyle) BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THEYRE UNDERCOVER AND SHOULD TREAT THEM LIKE CRIMINALS THEY CANT ?!?
like watching sanzu or something get so high he starts to express all of his feelings and kinda trauma dumping onto reader and it just hits them in the feels because THEY WERE JUST KIDS AND GOT MESSED UP
or like reader and mikey end up getting feelings for each other but reader knows they cant fall in love because thats literally a hardcore criminal but watching him care for them while they were sick just gets their heart pounding a lil
OR LITERALLY WHEN READER FINALLY REVEALS THEIR SECRET AND DISAPPEARS OFF THE FACE OF EARTH AND THEYRE ALL LIKE WE NEED TO FIND THEM ?!?!!
i just think that the moral implications of this relationship is so fire
i need more ffs to write theres so amny manhwas and animes ive read/watched and i lit dont do them
ANYTHING BUT JJK BECAUSE I REFUSE TO GONPAST THE SECOND SEASON OF THAT ANIME BECAUSE EVERYONES DEAD OR ISNT THEM ANYMORE AND ITS UPSETTING AND IM NOT A ANGSTY PERSON (teehee)
they see you everywhere. james, jonggun, joongoo. they find bits and pieces of you lying around in their pockets, their houses and memories. it depends on which one it is which scene they see you in.
for GOO he doesnt like thinking about you often. its a reminder of what he was scared for. constantly. he was scared of the fact you existed or perhaps did exist. that was just an inconsistency, a mystery. thats why everytime he finds a reminder of you he burns it.
just a few weeks ago, while he was out in a club with girls draped over him like curtains or perhaps human body blankets. their skin felt rather cold- it was likely the air of the club but he was reminded of the several times you forget your jacket in some place so you required his own jacket or even his hands to warm you up.
he finds his hands ghosting to the arm of some girl next to him unknowingly mimicking his actions whenever he was with you.
"your hands are so warm."
"maybe its because youre just cold"
you laugh at his snapback. your hands shoved down the back of his neck. you were laying on your back on his lap. one arm draped around his neck as you moved closer to him. "i dont understand how you guys can be in this room for such a long time. its so loud- and people are rather disturbing here" you say as you look around.
his hands squeeze your thighs and his heart just soars while he hits the couch laughing.
"its not funny! you guys arent even supposed to be here! you guys are hardly considered adults with the way you boys act"
he jolts as he's put back into reality. his eyebrows furrowing shoving the girl off of him while he grab his coat. saying a short im leaving before exiting the club. it wasn't exciting if it wasnt with you.
and now he finds himself in front of your house. everything was the left the same as the day they all came over. the flowers wilting since no one was taking care of it- but that was overstatement to say you even did take care of it.
rather you couldnt because you tended to chase down the trio whenever they act like gangsters around the area. he stands in front of your closet.
all of your clothes left behind. you didnt leave in a panic. how long was it that you thought about leaving? goo prefers thinking you got kidnapped or didnt leave on your own will even if your letter to him states otherwise. he likes keeping himself in the dark. there might be monsters but they dont exist until you acknowledge them.
he grabs a sweater. your favourite one. one he bought for you because he thought it was ugly and dumb. a fuzzy almost mustardish yellow sweater with a cat plastered on the front.
"youre actually wearing it?!"
"im proving you wrong! i can infact wear colors other than white or black!" you say proudly of yourself. your hands folded together as you show off the new piece of wardrobe.
"looks hideous on you, go back to black and white" he sasses to you. a smirk on his face as you narrow your eyes and lightly hit his arm.
"youre just mad because im actually pulling it off"
he rolls his eyes and rub his temple. stop thinking about it, he tells himself in his mind. what a lie. he always thinks about you. it's like youre this parasite in his mind, could you have put a curse on him? curse of obsession perhaps.
he shakes his head and grips the sweater tighter. pulling it back as he goes into your backyard and throws the sweater into a campfire pit. hastily his fingers go into his pocket and search through the back.
portrait... wallet... and theres the matches.
he picks one of the sticks out of packet. tapping it on the striker before finally swiping it. he watched the flame burn for a few minutes. the light dancing on the tip of the wood, he almost swears it sways. he glances to your sweater once before throwing the lit match inside of the pit.
what a spectacle to see the yellow mustard, cat printed, and y/n loving sweater burn. the sides of it turning black and watching as the flames run across the fabric made the light hit his eyes. his eyes tearing up.
was it because of the smoke? must be because of the smoke.
there were so many things that reminded him of you, and he should destroy each one of them. every reminder of you stuck to him and it was impossible to shake you off. he will just have to destroy every last bit of you until he can walk without the shadow behind him.
he lets the teardrop go down his face. one teardrop.
he backs up from the heat of the dying fire. how long had he been watching your sweater burn? no it wasn't that long. couldn't have been that long, your sweater probably just burned fast.
he stops and looks up at the sky. it was night time already.
he wonders if you're looking at the same sky as he is.
... heyyyyy how yall doinnnn 😁😁 ok technically this was supposed to be posted like NOT today. but it is. so yay. anyways teehee here you go the last part of my series thank god.
(cant catch me now series). GUN VER. dg ver. goo ver
they see you everywhere. james, jonggun, joongoo. they find bits and pieces of you lying around in their pockets, their houses and memories. it depends on which one it is which scene they see you in.
for GUN, he cant figure out for the life of anyone why they would wish someone that moved on in life the best of luck. he was a selfish man. when you disappeared from him, he mutters bitterly to himself wishing curses upon your name. the tear drops on the letter you wrote to him being the symbolism behind it all.
why would he want you to do well without him? why did you have to leave him?
did you not care as much as you said you did? he furrows his eyebrow. taking another drag out of his cigarette while he watches the stupid couple on the street pick out matching items for each other.
"jonggun! jonggun! look come here! hurry up!" you hiss at him as you press your face against the glass of a window. it was the pet adoption center. a calico cat taking a nap in the window as you cood at it.
that was the ugliest cat hes ever seen. it's eyes looked a bit too similar to the one you always give him when you want him to do something ridiculous for you.
"its cute" he gruffly says. you raise an eyebrow at him and made a face "youre a big fat liar. when we grow old with joongoo and james! we should all get a cat together!"
you giggle as you wiggled your finger at the cat. your breath fogging up the glass and when you pulled away he could see a slight bit of lipgloss- or lip tint- or whatever you were wearing on your lips that left it all glossy and shimmery left on the window.
he didnt say anything about it. he probably shouldve. you left the window dirty with your makeup. the same lips he imagined himself kissing from to time.
he thinks again. gun is a selfish man. when he read the letter you gave him, he thinks to himself for a far longer period of time than what he would appreciate.
he picks up the small camera you left behind in your apartment. he kept it with him for some reason. it was to keep videos and photos of yourself so he wont forget all of the times hes had with you.
"gun stop! stop! stop- what in the world happened here?!" your voice can be heard from behind the camera. the camera work a bit shaky as you walk closer to the restaurant.
there were a lot of bodies on the floor. a lot. "did you take them all down by yourself?" you ask him. you already knew the answer. he didnt need to respond but he did "yes"
you let out a deep sigh "this was supposed to be a cute video! you just ruined it. i wanted to send my mom and dad videos of me while im still here!"
you never sent it. he almost wished you did. so your parents knew what your friends were in korea. gangsters hanging out with the most.. sane one. sane is a strong word. hed think more like you were the glue.
you held everyone together, but at the same time. you were the one keeping them in the past.
that wasnt what he thought as he read your note though.
while he reading the shaky lines with splotchy text. the tears you left on the paper made it all crumbly and the words were hard to read.
he could only wish you the worst time without him. you better not be happier than you were with him. thats how you made him feel. he felt like the vines growing around the fence around you. his growth was hindered by the boundaries you had. if you werent there, he wouldve probably never grown in the first place, but you were also the reason he couldnt get better.
even as he read the lines 'jongun, you are the one who destroyed me the most.' he felt a small smile come to his face. he really is the most selfish person he knew.
sooooo... im here. I DID THE SECONDPARTY YIPPEE 😋😋 is it messy idk
i havent proof read so im assuming its ok. if its ooc mb brother.
their personalities are hard to capture anyways live laufh love the lookism blondes <3 the hottest in the game frl
they see you everywhere. james, jonggun, joongoo. they find bits and pieces of you lying around in their pockets, their houses and memories. it depends on which one it is which scene they see you in.
DG VER. gun ver. goo ver.
for james, he sees the sight of you in the crowd when he first started as an idol. he catches himself hoping for a glimpse of you in crowds as he did before. maybe you just show up at one of his concerts one day. he knows its a childish hope to think you'll come back. especially not when theyve all pushed you out of their lives.
but was it such a hopeless thought to have? a particulary fond memory of seeing you in the front row at barricade. hopping down and singing his lyrics to your face. fans thought you were just a really lucky person to catch the attention of DG, minimizing it to a harmless fan interaction moment just for the concert.
he loved the way your eyes twinkled underneath the stage light illuminating your face in a mesmerizing glow. he recalled the heartbreak when they were all gathered up at your apartment.
it had become a haunting memory of seeing the house abandoned. the only thing left was a small ragged old scarf you insisted on keeping
"yknow! one day for my super awesome snowman! ive been waiting for winter to come in korea so snow is finally here!" you tell him with a giddy grin at the mall. your loose baby strands around your face and your face bare with nothing on it standing out to him.
you always mentioned you wanted to experience the snow. you said you didnt have it where you were from. far too sunny for that you said.
"you wont have to wait long. it get cold fast in korea" he tells you. chuckling as you hold the scarf in your hand while picking out more winter items.
how unfortunate. it was snowing right now. he wondered where youve gone. maybe youve died off, its better for him that way. that way he wont have to think about whether or not youve settled down yet. maybe gone back to your old country or somewhere new.
maybe youre out on a date somewhere, possibly 6 feet down in a ditch. his mind wanders when it comes to you.
reading the note you left behind for him. written in a sparkly pen you always used.
"why do you have so many pens and only use one?!" he questions you with a raised eyebrow. his long fingers unzipping your pencil pouch and looking through all the pens you own.
"you cant expect me to use all of them. plus my papers look sparkly this way and its cute. the design is cute and i like how it writes!" you chirp at him. turning behind you and hitting his forehead with your pen. "red hair... i like you with your curly red hair. reminds me of someone i used to know" you tell him.
curling his hair around your pen before dropping it when you hear the teacher say your name and turning back to the board. your hair whipping him in the face "im innocent!" you joke with your hands raised causing the class to laugh.
you tell him youre sorry in the note. that you couldnt handle it anymore.
you tell him everything but telling him nothing at the same time. telling him of how you felt like everyone else was moving while you were stuck in the present. everyone was special and you were not.
he let the paper drop down after skimming the rest of its contents. he wished to just crumple it up and tossed it away. he couldn't.
he knew he was being selfish wanting you back when youve clearly stated in the note this was out of youre pure will, leaving them behind. he wouldve cried. he wouldve cried if he was james lee.
all he could do was pick it back up and meet back with gun, and goo.
it was gonna all be in one set page but i found that it was longer than most of my other projects if i actually completed this whole
so i broke it up
like the friend group
ha
i caught up with lookism
i like the new pretty boys :3
ALSO QLSO I HAD AN ENTIRLY SEPRATE DOCUMENT FROM THIS AND I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED MY UNFINISHED STUFF BC I ACCIDETNALY POSTED IT INSTEAD OF COICKING DRAFT SO I HAD TO COPY AND PASTE ALL OF THIS PARAGRAPH BY PARAGRAPH TO THIS PAGE THINGY BC IM ON THE PHONE TYPING ALL PF US THIS SO A+ FOR WFFORT
did not proof read (bc im insecure abt my works 😔🤞)
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