Heās the one who said he liked me and the first to say āI love youā, he did all the romantic gestures and stuffs. He was the first boyfriend of mine, first hand-in-hand, first kiss, first .. stuff, so I was so stupid and immature, I really thought āthis is it, this is the oneā, and really, you couldnāt blame me, how could I not believe when he kept picturing our future, with two kids named after me, and a small house in the countryside with trees and dogs and just us. I mean, I was sooo new in this love stuff so I was a fool, I love him with all my heart and soul, how stupid and crazy of me. And only after 3 months, he began to criticize everything I believed and did. He told me I had to change this and that, and when I did change he said he didnāt like to see me trying like that, just be me? I mean, Wtf you want me to do??? And even when we had broken up, he still texted me and asked me for that. He told me he wanted a break because he had to focus on work. Then just few weaks after our last time, he announced being in a relationship. 2 weeks later he asked me to do that with him, which I say āNoā to, then posted a picture wearing ring and holding another girlās hand on the next day, and a month later, anounced their engagement. He said he knew her for only a couple of months, but I think he had her as a back-up for a long time, so when things went wrong with me, he just moved on so quickly that it made me terribly hurt. I realized he didnāt really love me, but only himself. I was a fool to believe that. And now I have to heal the wound he left me.
āStill, my love is real, not because you treat me badly that it will disappear. But I wonāt let myself involve with you any longer. I canāt bring myself to hate you like the way you have become to hate me, so I will just let it go. I forgive you, as I forgive me, we should be strangers again, and I truly wish I was wrong about you being narcisstic, and I hope this time you really find love and be happyā
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