Health, Happiness- All Unobtainable Things

"Death is but the last note of a song; it is the end of the bridge; the light at the end of the darkness."

[smitemedaddy]

Like my censor stickers? Me too lmao. Anyways my hip dips are more or less gone- but my thighs and my arms look the exact same??? It's like I'm only losing weight in my chest, back, and waist. If at least my arms could be smaller, I'd be happier.

[smitemedaddy]

I am in a weight range I haven't been in since I was a tween. Felt good until my asshole dad had to open his mouth. I was grabbing my new size and my dad was like "aren't those a little small?" And he suggested two sizes up. Can't tell you how sad (and now how seething) I was. I put them on at home like yup I was right and he was like "I just didn't think you'd lost that much weight." Lol thanks good to know. Why don't you worry about your own weight.

[smitemedaddy]

For the first time ever my fiance has expressed concern about my weight loss. But... He's really only upset my boobs and butt are smaller. He's on a trip for 20 days and says when he gets back he's gonna take "control" of my diet and it's so.... Making me want to not eat anything for 20 days.

[smitemedaddy]

Haven't posted in ages. I decided since my weight loss was happening too fast for my body that I would maintain and build muscle. Best choice I made. The hint of loose skin I had is gone and now my booty and my boobs are bouncing back. Now I'm ready to start going down again. Incidentally I weigh less than before but I guess I feel heavier because my curves are more pronounced.

[anotherdepressedteenx]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Heartbreak is the fire that fuels my depression and turns my tender heart into a victim of arson.

How is one supposed to survive both?

[worthless-misery]

"It's okay to feel lost. It just means you're alive."

Senses Fail, "The Fire"

[wishing-for-deathx]

I wish I could be drunk all the time

[ilikeyousm]

i just want to feel something. something that isn’t pain.

[sunsetquotes]

“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”

— Maya Angelou

[qvotext]

Patti Smith; Just Kids

(source: qvotext on instagram)

[quotemadness]

“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.”

— David Foster Wallace

[depression-and-literature-deact]

But I’m not even worth remembering.

[almxndmilk]

[nothing-but-a-depressed-teen]

[greatgoodplace]

No one cares about your depression or self harm when you’re almost 30.

To them, it’s juvenile and dramatic.

To me, it’s just further proof that I’ll never get better. Things don’t get better.

They all lied.

[just-a-lonely-nobody]