Public Enemy No. 1 @smitty-werberjagermanjensen - Tumblr Blog

can u imagine what ur future might be like? Do u have any goals?

I am so sick of life taking things from me. I worked my ass off to make this trip happen, and now I can't leave the hotel room because I'm sick. Fuck. My. Life.

Fuck I hate birthdays. Every year I am reminded of all my failures at once by a day that has never, in my entire life, gone the way I hoped it would. Even when I finally learned to keep my expectations low, somehow, every year, the bar gets knocked down a peg.

I don't think I want to have any more of these.

konoko

Holy fuck I'm getting old

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Honestly? I'm not sorry. I'm actually kind done apologizing for all of it, because even now after 2 years of beating myself up for being a shit, I can't actually think of anything I did to you that I am ashamed of. I tried so hard to please someone who would never, ever be happy with me, and I'm starting to realize that my only failure was not figuring out how much I fucking hated you sooner. So I take it all back. Every last apology. I'm not sorry for trying to give you everything, and I'm not sorry that you couldn't make it just a little longer for me to truly figure out who I was. I'm not sorry for moving on, and I'm not sorry you couldn't fucking handle that. I'm not sorry you disappeared, and I'm not fucking sorry that you're not in my life anymore.