smudged words

Foreword by Gwen Thornton Camilla is an awesome writer and deserves all the great writing awards in the world, whatever they may be. Her poems really speak to me. They taught me to see the beautiful things in cruelty, and the cruelty in beauty. Her words, descriptions, and attention to detail all astonish me as I read through her work. > Camilla really understands the mind of the young person, and all of her poems are completely relatable. The way she writes is really just, haunting. It sends shivers down my spine and fills me to the brim with tears. The way she surfaces all of her pain and experiences together into just a few poems never ceases to amaze me. You have been chosen to read her amazing work. Cherish every second of it.

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Cinderella 💙

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[smudged-words]

I miss feeling your love smiling against my thighs

c.c.l.

[smudged-words]

Here I am Again Connecting your face in the stars Cradling your memories against my chest Calling your name silently I do miss you sometimes Opening a door to a life forgotten Memories flooding back To a time when we were happy To a time when we were together The days holding your hand Hearing the rain patter on the roof I always loved these days Just you and me Faced against the world With the stars at our back And the sun at our cheeks How happy we were

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You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.

Emery Allen - via battledfield (via perfect)

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every single person who reblogs this

every

single

person

will get “doot doot” in their ask box

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HOW

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I WANT TO KNOW YOUR SECRET

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SERIOUSLY THOUGH WHAT ARE YOU

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I GOT THIS AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE 

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there are over 128,000 notes and i still got one

how

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i reblogged this less than 2 minutes ago

how the actual 

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legit how, in like 30 seconds i got one and this has 500k notes

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Lauterbrunnen, Switzerland

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[smudged-words]

and baby, i'm sad. i'm sad and empty and raw and real and here but i miss you honey i miss you and you were the only real thing here that i could touch, that i would reach out, and you would be there breathing beside me, eyelashes fluttering as you slept. you don't know this, but i woke up once before you, when the lights were just coming through the blinds and i whispered messages to you under the dwindling darkness that i'm not sure you heard. they're gone now in the backgrounds of my mind and so is your mind i'm pushing you back farther and farther so that when i remember you don't burn the undersides of my eyelids like you used to but instead it's a dull blur of likeness and remembrance i don't want to remember you but i do i want to remember your eyelashes sparkling and your words and the water splashing off our laughter and us racing at midnight i can't forget you but i have to

c.c.l.

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i’ve never known a kiss that curls your toes, that clenches your stomach and shatters your heart. i’ve only known the awkward knocking of teeth and pulling of hair with the headboard digging into my neck and your breath fogging my eyes with your roaming hands and my inward screams

he didn’t make it okay c.c.l  (via simply-bitchy)

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I create and create to forget what I destroyed.

c.c.l. (via simply-bitchy)