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happy 1 yr anniversary of him taking way too fucking long to unfollow that account and then bringing it up randomly without me ever saying shit about it and then fucking LYING straight to my face about it. i still haven’t forgotten anything and everything since we met and i never will and it eats at me every single day and there’s still so many more that he should’ve unfollowed but didn’t bc im useless to him and it makes me want to kms every day. and that’s just what i know about. fuck knows what there is that i don’t even fucking know about

#sorry that i entered this relationship with swords in my heart but it’s your kinds fault #not convinced unicorns exist but fuck. anyone who has ever met one is beyond lucky #idk if the universe is that good to me but i guess i have to find out

ugh i can’t breathe

#i dont sleep bc i cant sleep bc nothing good happens at night #nothing good happens at night

not me having a panic attack bc he’s going to bed early

#i can’t handle being in a relationship

love feeling like and knowing i'll never be good enough for him

#i'll unalive myself before 2028 watch

yet another reminder that i’ll consistently do things for people that they then wouldn’t do for me. can’t tell if it’s more embarrassing on my part or theirs

#probably my fault somehow

can’t stop panicking that i scared away one of the most important people in my life ugh

woke up this morning in a great mood bc I got to see my sis and get coffee and stickers but now I'm heartbroken bc yeah I still haven't left him despite threatening to the void to leave him a million times so the cycle continues and I am completely helpless and he thinks everything is fine and every time he asks if I'm okay I just lie and every time he asks what's bothering me I avoid directly answering bc how the fuck do i explain any of this in a coherent way that doesn't make me look or sound crazy

i hate myself for getting involved with someone again. i hate myself for falling for it. i hate myself for being vulnerable. i hate myself for every thing that I am.

#i was perfectly fine when i was single #and by fine i mean not having symptoms #so WHY did i let myself get attached to someone AGAIN #this is a curse

5:30 am about to break up w my bf when he least expects it

#i’ll never get over it #i’m losing sleep bc of it #i told you not to get close to me and this is why

getting concerning heart symptoms so bad that my fitbit alerts me and tells me to watch for worsening symptoms and call 911 and contact my dr immediately… over an emoji.

i love having anxiety, panic, and never-trust-a-man syndrome

#who will kill me first #me or my anxiety

i had a dream about one of my childhood best friends the other night and woke up feeling so nostalgic. i miss all the stupid shit we used to do. i miss having genuine friends around me that don’t trigger me. i really miss him

#remember the time?#i’ll literally never forget

he’s not actually obsessed with me, he just wants me to think he is bc then i’m easier to manipulate

#why are all the men i’ve ever met the exact same

makes sense why he doesn’t ever ask me for anything anymore.

yeah i get it. timestamps don’t lie.

#i’ll never be enough will i

i think my karma for whatever i did wrong is to live miserably. i guess I deserve it.

if i unalive myself tn then i don’t have to go to the movies tomorrow but i guess that would be pretty cruel on mother’s day

i don't get it and i don't want to get it either. it makes me irrationally angry

#i hate humans

i want to live in a world where people don't give a single fuck about celebrities

ugh

#feeling anxious

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