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► AP | Shinya Hiiragi written by Aph | inactive

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HI on heavy demand im back however also lost. This blog is going to need some fine revamp btw so yeah ahah------------- anyone still here ovo?

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its not him being quiet “It is the people.”

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ooc;

my lit course teacher is murdering my motivation to breathe so im mia

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me: god its hard reading white text over dark colors

also me: *does the same to her own blog*

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poenitet ,gönderini yanıtladı: is your refrigerator running

you looked it up

“No I looked down, are your legs up your head?”

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is your refrigerator running

“It has no legs.”

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        He is

          my brother

     Not by something

          as accidental as blood

     By something

             much stronger

        By choice

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                                                              YOU’RE  A  FIGHTER                                                  ALL THE WAY DOWN TO YOUR CORE                                 AND   N O T H I N G    IN THE WORLD COULD   K I L L   YOU

            ( ( (   EXCEPT TO KNOW THAT EVERYTHING YOU’RE FIGHTING FOR IS WRONG   ) ) )

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The tiger watched the teen with interest. So many men and women had collapsed or been driven insane by the sheer power they were greeted with when attempting to make contact with the demon. All but one had failed any test, never getting to see the great beast. Shinya was only the second ever. The demon rose, padding forwards to Shinya and stopping an arm length away. “Yes, Shinya Hiiragi. You have survived both the initial encounter and my test whether you knew of the test or not. I approve of your heart and mind, and I will serve you. My name is Byakkomaru.” 

Acknowledgment caused Shinya to offer Byakkomaru a smile. His gut feeling told him that he could come to like a demon. Maybe. What a dangerous gut feeling that was. But only because demon now knows Shinya as much as Shinya knows himself. It was probably the light weight of having no curtains between them. Still, it was something weird and foreign. Shinya hoped he’d get used to it. He also knew better than to open and offer everything to the beast (Just look at what world has come to for instance), he will still remain mainly closed. His initial purpose here was to help his friends, that should be enough for Byakkomaru  “I hope it will be nice to meet you. And now that accessed my mind once and forever, you know at least for me, life  is full of tests to either survive or die. This was no different.” was it a jab, who knows? When tiger comes to a stop ahead him, Shinya can’t help but ask something “So huh, can I touch you aside from being my rifle?”  

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Then something is suddenly feeling off, not unpleasant or in a nerve wrecking way. It just…does. Shinya stares ahead, whirlwind within him turning into a hurricane. Because answer given doesn’t satiate what he wants satiated. Instead raises more question marks that he fears he knows answers for.

He is not sure whether he wants to know or not.

Guren was his best friend. And over nearly a decade that hasn’t changed. But perhaps the feelings for him has. But that hasn’t been a choice, never had. For a moment he feels himself tense when older brings him even closer than he was, persuading his body to relax once again after a few seconds.

This way he hears Guren’s heart beat. Or just the thundering of his own inside.The itch his throat has can only hold his words back for a short while. Because they are about to roll off his tongue any time now. Because they were probably most vulnerable they’ve been in a long time.

Shinya moves an arm, then sneaks his hand around Guren’s waist. About that, he has many inquiries if being same height was as good as it used to be. Whatever, he’d be damned if he did not do this now. Desires or not. Only just because he feels like there will be no more chances. He cocks his head up from Guren’s shoulder to give him an unsure kiss, eyes closed. Staying there without moving at all. Not even flinching.

It feels so wrong, but right at the same time. And hell, if that wasn’t cliché, then what is?

     To love in this world is a curse. Guren’s love for his friends brought the world to its knees, and that is precisely why he should close his heart and end this now. But he can’t. Guren does not want to close his heart to the tender moments. Shinya and his friends… they’re what keep him human and tied to this world as he walks the line between humanity and corruption. 

     His heart is only so strong, but Shinya is his anchor.

     There’s no denying how much Shinya means to him; he’s necessary to Guren. They’re best friends without a doubt, but their bond goes beyond that in Guren’s eyes. There’s no world without Shinya. A world without him is simply incomprehensible. And he’s weak for thinking that way, but that’s the truth.

    And Shinya brings himself closer, allowing himself this; allowing both of them this tender moment. Shinya’s arm snakes around him with ease. Guren simply allows it. At this point, he trusts Shinya entirely; perhaps, even more than himself. 

       And truly, for the first time, there’s nothing separating them from one another. Just the two of them in the dead of night beneath the moonlight. As their lips meet, he hums subtly beneath his chest as his hand around Shinya’s waist relaxes. Exhaling through his nose, Guren can feel his own heart intensify. For those few, short seconds, they’re all that matter. However, Guren pulls away slowly. His eyes glaze over as he presses his forehead to Shinya’s, and Guren simply whispers. ❛ Shinya… ❜

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This was new, totally so and he doesn’t know what more to say. Shinya per usual brushes his worries aside, difference was that he doesn’t wear a smile but it happens on its own against Guren’s lips. Small but, real. Been a long time since he’d been able to even do this around rest and Guren. Oh, he hopes nothing would go wrong afterwards.

That’d be awkward and silly. He’s got no excuse for this behavior.

Shinya can only be glad when Guren pulls away and rests his forehead against his own, and this moment feels more intimate than the meeting of their lips. Was it because it came after the peck and, was he not rejected thus resting their heads against each other just... Shinya was still afraid on how to name this. Somehow, he can’t shake the feeling that he should have done this a long time ago off however.

The way vowels of his name roll from Guren’s lips makes him hum and flutter his eyes before opening them fully in order to meet Guren’s.

Who would have thought, really.

At least, other now understands what moon really reflected all this time “Yes, Guren?” he doesn’t know how his voice quite came out with how he breathed Guren’s name out. But it was missing its classic sassy lilt, heavily loaded with adoration instead. Coming out so soft, only for this man who has been with him all this years and Shinya hopes, to be.

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     ❛ … ❜ He has regrets. ❛ I’m not crying. You’re just annoying. ❜

“I can’t hear you from all bawling.”

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   ❛ You’re right. Oh, Shinya-sama. What is a lowly piece of trash like me even thinking I could compare my social life to yours. I’m sure Mahiru-sama has offered you many kisses. ❜

“Of course of course. But I am sure those kisses are nothing compared to what she offered to that night to you, ne Guren? As I said, stop crying.”

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For someone who claims to keep his life private, you sure know how to be OBNOXIOUSLY loud.

“Oh thank you, you can stop crying now Guren. God, you’ll start photosynthesis considering how green with envy you are.”

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OOOOOOH I. I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT.

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*ZOOMS IN*

you're beautifully made & to you I'm forever grateful

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@snipec replied to your post:      ❛ Shinya still hasn’t had his first kiss. ❜

that’s rude, you can’t know that

then who was it?

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And you can’t know that either, its called private life for a reason Guren. 

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