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[snoopyliker]

the guy from @pixiecaps

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life is really scary. i struggle to fall asleep a lot cus im so stressed and worried all the time. feel like a baby that needs the voice of its mother singing a lullaby to fall into slumber but for me its the voice of anyone. i hate being alone with my own worries

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heeelllo altttt

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feel so disconnected from everything in my life

[snoopyliker]

really tired

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dont feel totally depressed rn but i also dont feel happy. sorta just empty and scared

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ooough

[snoopyliker]

saii is so grounding. i think im in my head making myself cry all the time and then saii speaks and its like oh yeah theres more than sludge

[snoopyliker]

i think theres a lot wrong with me and it scares me that i cant quite pin point it all

[snoopyliker]

theres gotta be a better way to deal with this consciousness thing

[snoopyliker]

i think theres a lot wrong with me and it scares me that i cant quite pin point it all

[snoopyliker]

the worst part honestly is that my mother today was like you cant handle all of this at once and i got so frustrated cause i hate being doubted and now here i am and im so sad and i hate that shes right and i fucking wish i was better than what she thinks of me

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unironically me rn in bed watching a stupid anatomy video on megakaryocyte formation

[snoopyliker]

everything is fine im a god

[snoopyliker]

im so envious of people who can spend their teens and 20s not worrying about rent or phone bills or buying ur own groceries im so tired im so tired

[snoopyliker]

deeeeep breathing. i have to lock in and do homework now

[snoopyliker]

im so tired

[snoopyliker]

ive been awake since 6am. it is 7pm now and i just got home and finally laid down on my bed and just started crying

[snoopyliker]

i know im an adult and this is just life now but im so tired and depressed all the time and i feel like all i do is work and school and work and school and work and school and i cant feel anything right now

[snoopyliker]

im so tired

[snoopyliker]

ive been awake since 6am. it is 7pm now and i just got home and finally laid down on my bed and just started crying