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JOHNNY for Dazed Korea (July 2026)

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[nephynes]

SLOPPY SCIENCE ──.୨ৎ jake sim x park jongseong one shot

An embarrassing secret hidden under Jake’s bed was never supposed to be found. But when his frustratingly handsome roommate discovers it, the careful distance between them turns into a teasing standoff and an invitation Jake never saw coming.

nsfw warnings ── SMUT, bi!jay, sub!jake, toy use, oral, dirty talk, praise kink, overstimulation, somnophilia, cum eating, teasing, hickeys, degradation, kissing, talks of ass play, mxm, talks of virginity. rage baiter jay, easily rage baited jake, big dick boys! lmk if i missed any.

word count ── 6k

To the rest of the campus, Jay and Jake living together looked like a housing assignment glitch, well, maybe because it was.

Jake was a chemistry major who practically lived in the science building, a textbook recluse to the core, his social circle was strictly limited to his lab partners and the quiet girls who worked hand in hand with him during projects. When he was home, he was usually buried under his textbooks, his fingers faintly stained with ink or neon highlights, basically invisible to the rest of the university.

Jay, on the other hand, belonged to the people. As captain of the swim team that hadn’t lost a single meet since he joined in freshman year, he was popular and effortlessly charming. So that in turn meant their shared campus housing had a revolving door of bodies—Jay brought back guys from the soccer team, girls from his marketing lectures and anyone and everyone in between. He was both fluid and confident, just entirely unbothered by anyone that was watching.

And Jake sure did watch. He tried not to though but the apartment was only so big.

Every time Jay brought someone back, Jake would put on his noise canceling headphones and stare at his chemistry structures, trying to ignore the heavy thudding against the shared wall or the moans and groans coming from whatever Jay was doing to his hookups.

But it was impossible to ignore Jay himself.

Jake had thought Jay was handsome from the very first day they unpacked their boxes and it only got worse over the time they lived there. Jay had this habit of walking around the apartment completely shirtless after his morning showers, his dark hair would be damp and messy and he would lounge in the kitchen making coffee, wearing nothing but a pair of gray pajama pants that hung dangerously low on his hips, exposing the oh so defined lines of his v line and the broad expanse of his toned chest.

Jake would sit at the kitchen island with his eyes glued to his textbook and his throat going totally dry every time Jay leaned over the island to tease him about being a nerd. He would memorize the way the morning light hit the muscles of Jay's back and try to ignore the strange feeling he’d get in his lower abdomen and in his chest that he kept strictly hidden behind his awkward demeanor.

He was just the nerdy roommate and Jay was the star.

The quiet hum of the refrigerator was usually the loudest sound in the apartment on most afternoons. Jake sat at the kitchen island as usual, surrounded by his notebooks, like a highlighters and index card defense perimeter against the rest of the world. He was mid formula, falling deeper as his mind became occupied by molecular bonds, when the door to Jay's bedroom clicked open.

Jake didn't look up immediately but his focus instantly fractured in a way he couldn’t control. He could hear the familiar drag of Jay's slippers on the floor and out of the corner of his eye, he caught the sight that always made his throat constrict—those soft gray pajama pants hanging dangerously low on Jay's hips, exposing his chiseled body to him.

But instead of heading for the coffee maker, Jay stopped right at the other side of the island and with a loud thud, a medium sized, flesh toned mass of premium silicone rolled onto the smooth marble, right over Jake's carefully organized flashcards. It was half a torso, complete with double sided openings and perfectly molded thighs.

Jake's heart didn't just skip a beat, it actually stopped because his worst nightmare had just materialized directly on top of his homework.

"Care to explain this beauty, pretty boy?" Jay asked, dropping his weight against the counter and crossing his arms over his bare chest. An incredibly smug smirk tugged at the corner of his lips when he looked down at the toy, then back up at Jake.

A violent heat exploded across Jake's face, rushing from his neck straight to the tips of his ears. He looked like he'd been caught doing something that could land him in jail rather than just holding onto a horrible gag gift from his lab partners. He scrambled to cover the item with a notebook but his hands were shaking so badly he dropped his pen and the book.

"Why—why were you even in my room?" Jake squeaked in a shaky voice, trying to find an offensive angle. "That was under my bed. You shouldn't be snooping through my stuff, Jay."

"I wasn't snooping, I was looking for the laptop charger you borrowed last week," Jay drawled, too entirely unbothered by the accusation.

He stepped closer and shot a hand out to lazily tap the silicone base of the toy with his index finger, watching the material jiggle slightly. "But then I hit a massive box with a giant label that practically screamed 'Jake is hiding something filthy.' I gotta say, Jake, I didn't think you had it in you."

"It's not mine! I didn't buy it!" Jake panicked, his fingers digging into the edge of the marble as he stared anywhere but at Jay's face or his defined pecs. "My lab partners sent it as a joke because I lost a bet on a quiz. I was going to throw it away, I swear."

Jay responded with a laugh, adjusting his stance so he was nearly at Jake's eye level. The clean scent of his body wash and his cologne completely overran Jake's senses, making his brain glitch even further.

"Sure, a joke," Jay teased while his eyes gleamed with malicious amusement. He tilted his head and let his voice drop into a direct tone. "So, have you fucked it yet?"

"No!" Jake shouted, the protest coming out of him way too fast and too loud in the quiet kitchen. He practically bounced out of his chair, burning a shade of red that looked physically painful. "No, I haven't! I would never touch that thing!"

Jay didn't back down at all. Instead, his smirk shifted into something actually genuinely curious, his eyes tracked the frantic rise and fall of Jake's chest. "Why not?" Jay asked, dangerously straightforward. "This is a high end model. High friction coefficient, right? Isn't that what you guys call it? Why wouldn't you try it out..." Jay paused and narrowed his eyes slightly as a sudden realization hit him. "...unless you're a scared virgin?"

Jake's mouth snapped shut so fast his teeth clicked and he instantly looked down at the floor, darting his eyes quickly between the pattern on the hard wood floor and his own slippers, his hands gripping the hem of his hoodie like a lifeline. The silence stretching between them was louder than any confession he could have possibly made, it made Jay let out a disbelieving whistle and the cocky smirk made its way back to his face with absolute certainty. "Holy shit. You actually are."

"I'm not—it's just none of your business," Jake muttered to the floor but his voice too thick with embarrassment and he sounded like he was about to choke.

"Hey, there's no shame in it," Jay said but his tone was dripping with nothing short of amusement. He picked up the heavy silicone torso from the table, turning it over in his hands with a casual ease that made Jake want to disappear on the spot. "I'm just saying, if you wanted to start practicing, you couldn't have handed a better tool. Look at this thing."

Jay tapped the molded upper thigh of the toy, pointing directly at the two separate, anatomically detailed openings on either end. "It's got options, pretty boy. Both holes. You know? Just in case you ever want to try out some ass play or if you end up experimenting with a guy."

At the word guy, Jake's head snapped up so violently that Jay heard his neck practically pop. His eyes went completely wide and his pupils blew out, like a frantic wave of panic overtook his embarrassment. He stared at Jay, trying to control the way his chest was heaving under his hoodie but it was useless, he was utterly incapable of hiding the raw shock that the comment had triggered.

Jay halted for a fleeting moment, latching his eyes instantly onto Jake's hyper reactive expression. The teasing smile on Jay's lips slowly morphed into something much sharper and his eyebrows lifted in realization.

"Oooh," Jay hummed out, stepping around the island until the low waistband of his pajama pants was right in Jake's line of sight. "You like guys?"

"No! I—that's not—"

"Don't lie, Jake. Your face is literally purple right now," Jay interrupted him, leaning his hands on the table and tilting his head to force Jake to look him in the eye. The proximity was suffocating, Jake could feel the heat radiating off Jay's bare chest, he could see the slight ripple of his abdominal muscles as he breathed.

Jay's eyes darkened and a new, dangerously playful glint entered his gaze as he ran a slow look down Jake's flushed face and back up.

"So, the quiet roommate likes dudes," Jay murmured in a gravelly register that made Jake's stomach do a violent flip. He closed the distance a little more, staring right at Jake's trembling lips. "Tell me then...am I your type?"

Jay cocked his head to the side when Jake shook his head no, with a lazy grin on his face, he was clearly enjoying the way he had the chemistry major pinned against the edge of the table using nothing but proximity.

"Why?" Jay asked, his voice dropping into a quiet, speculative drawl. "Is it because of how I look? What, are you into twinks or something?"

Jake's jaw dropped slightly, the total absurdity of the question temporarily cutting through his sheer panic. He looked at Jay's broad, tanned shoulders, the heavy definition of his chest and the solid line of his jaw, noting how there wasn't a single fragile or delicate thing about him.

"No," Jake muttered bluntly, his voice cracking a little on the syllable.

Jay nodded in easy agreement, absolutely unfazed. "Fair enough. That makes sense, to be fair. Twinks don't usually like other twinks, anyway."

The words hung in the air for a second before Jake's brain fully processed them. The blatant insult to his entire masculine identity overrode his embarrassment, now all he could feel was a hot burst of flustered annoyance.

"I'm not a twink!" Jake snapped, slamming his hands down onto his notebook as he glared up at Jay with indignant eyes.

Jay didn't even blink at his outburst, he just let his eyes slide slowly down Jake's frame again, taking in the hoodie that swallowed his shoulders, his soft, messy hair and the way he was practically trembling from the whole confrontation before bringing his gaze back up to Jake's burning face.

"Sure," Jay said smoothly but Jake could hear the dismissive irony that said everything it needed to.

A suffocating silence immediately dropped over the kitchen and Jake sat there with his hands still pressed against his homework and his face still burning a shade of red that felt so hot. He wanted to get up and sprint back into his room, lock the door and never come out until graduation but his legs felt too much like lead.

And it wasn't helping that Jay didn't seem to want to move an inch, he didn't look away either, keeping he's eyes on Jake's flushed cheeks with a calculating intensity that made Jake's stomach twist into anxious knots.

He could hear his own heartbeat drumming in his ears, terrified of what Jay was going to say next, yet entirely incapable of breaking the spell.

"You know," Jay started, "Since you've never done anything before...do you want me to show you how to use it?"

Jake actually managed to scoff at, just a defensive sound that didn't quite cover the tremor in his voice. He crossed his arms over his chest and even managed to look Jay in the eye for all but five seconds.

"Right because that sounds like an amazing idea," Jake sarcastically muttered. "I'll pass on becoming your next casual conquest, Jay. I really don't feel like being the subject of a random group chat by tomorrow morning."

The smug smirk vanished from Jay's face and he straightened up slightly as his eyebrows knit together. He looked genuinely caught off guard by Jake's words, eyes searching Jake's with an unexpected seriousness.

"What?" Jay asked. "Why the hell would you say that? Genuinely, Jake, what do you think I am?"

Jay was surprised Jake didn't back down at the sight of his annoyance, in fact he rolled his eyes dramatically, even though his heart was hammering against his ribs at the sudden shift in Jay's demeanor. He gestured vaguely toward the hallway and the front door of their apartment.

"Oh, come on. Do I need to spell it out for you? Look at all the people you bring back here every week. Guys, girls, whoever. It's like a brothel here sometimes," Jake said and Jay definitely noticed the bitter edge in his voice slipping out before he could stop it. He clamped his jaw shut for a second, then looked away. "I live here. I have to study here. I don't want to be just another random person on your list."

Jay stared at him for a long beat, letting the silence stretch out between them before we spoke up again.

"Wow," Jay murmured, his voice low and amused. "I had absolutely no idea you were such a fucking brat."

"No, I'm not!" Jake's face flared an even deeper red, his defense perimeter completely collapsing. He shoved his chair back, the legs screeching loudly against the floor. "Just—leave me alone, Jay. Go back to your room."

"Alright, alright. Suit yourself," Jay said easily, shrugging his broad shoulders.

He didn't argue. What he did do, was reach down and wrap his long hands around the waist of the sex toy to lift it off the marble island and casually tuck it under his arm.

Then he turned around and began walking toward the hallway.

Jake froze, his eyes going wide as he watched Jay walk away with the joke gift.

"Wait—what?" Jake called out in a shocked, high pitched squeak. "Where are you going with that?"

Jay didn't even look back at him, he just kept walking down the dimly lit hallway toward his bedroom, his voice echoing loudly off the walls as he shouted back over his shoulder.

"Well, you said you're never gonna touch it," Jay called out, his tone entirely unbothered and too practical. "And it's a really nice model. So if you won't fuck it, I will."

Jake's brain completely fired off a dozen emergency alarms at once. Before he could even process the absolute absurdity of what he was doing, his legs carried him out of the kitchen and straight down the hallway after Jay.

"Hey! Wait! Stop!" Jake yelled, skidding to a halt right at the threshold of Jay's open doorway. He reached out, his fingers desperately clawing at the cool silicone of the object, trying to wrench it out from under Jay's arm. "Give it back! It's mine! It was literally addressed to me!"

Jay stopped, turning his upper body just enough to lock Jake in place but he didn't relax his grip even a little. He looked down at Jake's frantic face with a mix of disbelief and sheer amusement.

"Are you serious right now?" Jay scoffed, easily keeping the toy pinned against his ribs casie Jake had nothing on him. "You literally just said you would never touch this thing. You screamed it in the kitchen, Jake. So what do you care if I use it?"

"It's the principle of the thing!" Jake lied through his teeth as he yanked hard on the molded leg. "It's my property! You can't just steal my—"

"Watch me," Jay grunted and with an effortless twist of his shoulders, Jay used his athletic leverage to just rip the toy out of Jake's hands. The new loss of momentum almost made Jake trip forward into the room. Jay didn't waste a second, he had turned his back on Jake and casually walked deeper into his bedroom, tossing the heavy torso onto the center of his unmade mattress with a heavy plop.

Jake didn't even know what to do right at the threshold, his hands still twitching from the tussle, his breath coming in shallow gasps. He should have turned around, gone back to his organic chemistry flashcards and pretended his roommate wasn't a complete fucking lunatic.

Instead, a paralysis locked his slippers to the floor and to his absolute but deeply aroused horror, he just couldn't tear his eyes away.

Jay calmly walked over to his nightstand, opening the top drawer and pulling out a thick, black tube of premium lubricant. He didn't look rushed or embarrassed one bit, he looked too casual for what he was about to do, like he was just setting up a video game console. He walked back to the edge of the bed, unscrewed the cap and tilted the bottle over the toy.

With a few deliberate squeezes, Jay squirted a generous dollop of the clear gel directly into the top opening of the toy and then another heavy amount into the lower channel. The sweet vanilla scent of the lube instantly began to drift into the air of the bedroom.

Jay capped the tube, set it down on the mattress and finally turned his head to look directly at Jake, who was still standing in the doorway like a deer caught in headlights.

"So," Jay murmured, reaching his hands down to the waistband of his pajama pants. "Are you just going to stand there and watch me?"

Jake's jaw clicked open but his brain was so thoroughly fried by the visual that he couldn't form a single thought, let alone a coherent sentence.

Jay was already pushing his pants and boxers all the way down past his hips, letting them pool around his thighs, making Jake let out an involuntary gasp, his hands tightening against the wood of the doorframe.

Jay was massive, so thick and already fiercely erect, his cock stood out proudly against the dark stubble of hair at his groin, pressing upward toward his stomach. It was completely different from seeing it through the thin fabric of his pants, the intimidating reality of it made Jake's heart hammer against his ribs like a trapped bird.

No wonder all those people couldn't shut up for their lives.

Jay didn't stop there though, he settled himself against the pile of pillows at the head of his bed with his legs spread wide. He wrapped his long fingers around the thick base of his hard length and gave it two slow pumps, the skin sliding taut as he prepped himself.

He gripped torso toy with both hands to lift it before aligning it perfectly and sinking it all the way down his thick length in one smooth, unyielding motion.

A groan tore left him and he briefly closed his eyes. "Fuck..." he muttered, his jaw clenching tight, as if he was adjusting to the intense suction.

The scene was completely surreal, like a chaotic blur of heat and shamelessness that Jake's brain couldn't process. He watched, rooted to his spot as Jay began a slow pace, bouncing the weighted torso up and down on his cock. The suctioned squelch of the lubricated silicone sliding against Jay's skin quickly filled the quiet bedroom.

Jake felt a sudden throb between his own thighs. Within seconds, his cock went rock hard against the fabric of his shorts, the heightened friction caused a hot drop of pre cum to leak through his boxers. It was entirely too hot, watching the captain of the swim team losing his cool composure over a piece of plastic right in front of him was ruining every protective instincts Jake had built.

He started to spiral. What's the worst that could happen? he thought desperately. He was a recluse, no one on campus knew who he was anyway. If he crossed this line, it would probably stay behind the closed door of this apartment.

Jay's eyes suddenly snapped open, completely dark with arousal. He looked directly at Jake and shifted up his pace into a faster one.

"Jake," Jay panted, shoving the toy down to his base again. "Holy shit...it's so fucking tight. The suction is insane."

To emphasize the point, Jay kept his cock fucking into the toy but his left hand snaked around to the back of the silicone torso to align his long fingers with the second opening—the back hole. He slid two of his thick fingers straight into the lubricated channel, pushing them in deep and fingering it open.

Jay let out another loud moan, his spine arching off the pillows as his own fingers stretched the internal ridges of the toy from the other side. "F-Fuck...you have no idea what you're missing, baby boy."

That was the absolute breaking point. The sight of Jay's long fingers working the back opening of the silicone, paired with that challenging rumble in his voice, absolutely broke whatever restraint Jake had left. His social anxieties disappeared and he could no longer ignore the ache in his groin for a second longer.

Without saying a word, Jake reached down and shoved his shorts and boxers straight down to his knees. He kicked them off with a clumsy shake of his legs and began to shuffle over to the edge of the mattress.

Jay's eyes dropped before his dark pupils got even wider as he took in the sight of Jake's rock hard cock. A low, appreciative whistle escaped his lips.

"Damn," Jay growled, his pace on the toy stuttering for a fraction of a second. "Is that what you've been hiding under those baggy clothes? You're fucking huge."

"Jay, please," Jake whimpered, the praise hitting his ears felt like a physical jolt and made his cock throb violently. He crawled onto the mattress on his hands and knees, his thighs trembling as he hovered over the lower half of the silicone torso. "Please...you—you can't ever tell anyone about this. If anyone on campus finds out, I'll literally have to transfer."

"Hey, look at me," Jay murmured, his voice surprisingly steady as he reached up to take Jake's face in his hand and force him to look at him. "My mouth is sealed, Jake. I swear. This stays right here between us. Now come here."

Jake let out a shaky sigh, looking down at the second opening of the toy. The clear lube was still glistening around the edges where Jay's fingers had just been. He slowly lowered his hips, aligning the blunt head of his cock with the tight, synthetic hole but he was hesitating, his whole body shaking with nerves as the cool plastic brushed against his skin.

"That's it, just like that," Jay praised in an encouraging purr as he watched Jake hover. "Go on, Jake. Push it in."

But Jake was moving entirely too slow for Jay, like his brain still trying to process the utter insanity of the situation.

Losing his patience, Jay suddenly stretched down with his free hand and wrapped his fingers wrapped firmly around the base of Jake's cock, he pulled him straight forward with a tug.

"Ah—no, wait!" Jake screamed out, slamming his hands into the mattress on either side of Jay's hips as his body was forcibly dragged down.

Before he could even finish the protest, his cock was already deeply wedged into the lubed up hole. The deep suction of the high grade silicone closed around his length all at once, squeezing him out and dragging a shameless sob from his throat. He tried to flinch backward from the quick overstimulation but Jay's hand instantly shifted to slap and clamp down over the meat of Jake's bare ass cheek, pinning him securely in place.

"Where're you going?" Jay growled, digging his fingers into Jake's skin as he locked their hips together against the toy. "You're in it now, gorgeous. Just take it."

"Now thrust," Jay commanded, his tone left no room for argument. His hand remained heavy and firm on Jake's hip, anchoring him to the toy.

Jake swallowed hard, his arms trembling against the sheets as he tried to find his pace. He shifted his weight, his hips stuttering forward as he drove himself a fraction deeper into the toy. The overwhelming rush of pleasure made his eyes roll back into his head.

"Oh...good god, Jayyy," Jake whimpered and tried to pull back but the beautiful suction of the lubricated polymer dragged along his sensitive cock and forced another breathless whine from his throat. He felt like he coming apart.

"That's it, look at you," Jay praised and squeezed Jake's hip tightly, guiding his motion. "Good boy, Jake. Look how well you're fucking it."

The low praise hit Jake again, like hearing the campus heartthrob call him a good boy with his tone all thick and heavy with arousal, made Jake's knees go weak. His strength gave out completely and his arms buckled beneath him as his upper body collapsed forward, his chest landing heavily against the silicone torso between them.

It made Jay huff out a chuckle against the crown of Jake's head, basking in how thoroughly ruined he was.

"Alright, hold on." His hands moved to grip Jake's shoulders, then he carefully rolled them both over onto their sides. Jake moaned as they moved, his thighs tangling with Jay's on the mattress until they were pinned facing each other, the toy squeezed perfectly between their bare chests like a buffer zone.

"This better?" Jay panted out the question, searching Jake's wrecked, already tear stained face.

Jake could barely think but he managed to give Jay desperate nod, before his forehead dropped for a second against Jay's collarbone.

Jay drove his hips forward, his thick length sliding deep into his side of the toy and the force pushed the rubber wall directly against Jake's cock on the other side, making him scream out a moan and his hips instinctively snapped forward to meet the pressure.

Just like that, the lingering hesitation was gone. They both fell into a brutal rhythm, both of them thrusting relentlessly into the opposite ends of the silicone torso from their sides. The wet slap slap slap of their skin against the plastic was all they could hear, the cheap bedframe creaked violently against the floorboards as they shared the sex toy between them.

The industrial scent of artificial vanilla and silicone hung so thick in the air, completely overtaking the small space as Jake and Jay lay pinned on their sides, facing each other.

"Ah—shit, Jay sl—slow down," Jake choked out, letting out broken moans that sounded too similar to the needy little femboys that Jake usually fucked.

Jay wasn’t doing any better though. Hearing those pathetic sounds coming from his reclusive roommate is driving him totally insane. All he could think about was flipping Jake over, pinning his wrists to the mattress and topping him until he wouldn’t even remember his own name.

Needing more leverage, Jay allowed for his long arm to reach around the torso, his hand snaked directly under the hem of Jake's hoodie. His fingers slid up the damp skin of Jake's ribs until he finds his tight, sensitive nipple, pinching it firmly between his blunt fingers.

"Oh my god! Oh shit" Jake cried out and the new jolt of pain and pleasure made his hips reflexively jerk forward, slamming cock deeper and harder into the toy's internal ridges.

"Yeah, just like that," Jay growled, his jaw clenched tight as he matched Jake’s new and insane pace. "Fuck it just like that, baby boy. Take it all."

The muscles of their legs ground together, their sweat slicked bodies sliding heavily against the wet plastic of the molded torso. The bedroom was a suffocating symphony of slick friction and raw noise, both of them were driven completely wild by the heavy toy wedged between their chests and each other.

Deep in the overwhelming haze of the moment, his vision was spinning out of control from the intense rush of endorphins and Jay's filthy dirty talk, Jake lost his mind. He lurked forward, smashing his wet lips blindly against Jay's.

It was entirely instinctual, like a chaotic grab for connection but the very instant their lips collided, Jake's internal alarms blared. He jerked back instantly, slamming his head back into the pillow. His eyes widened, swimming with a vulnerable combination of tears, pleasure and deep confusion. His mouth clicked open, like an apology was already forming on his trembling lips but Jay didn't even let him speak.

Before Jake could form a single syllable, Jay lunged forward and weaved his long fingers into the back of Jake's soft hair, forcefully dragging him back down. Jay smashed his mouth against Jake's again, kissing him significantly harder this time. It was a messy, like an incredibly sloppy collision of teeth and tongues that tasted like salt and lust, completely swallowing the needy wails Jake couldn’t stop letting out.

Jake completely broke under the crushing weight of it. Instead of pulling away, he melted into it, tangling his tongue with Jay's as he moaned like a total whore straight into the other boy’s mouth. Jay pulled back just an inch to look down at Jake's ruined face.

"Fuck, you're so goddamn pretty," Jay growled, his voice trembled against Jake's lips. "Such a pretty little thing. You even moan like a whore, Jake."

"Ah, N-ggh...Jay!" Jake cried out, his head dancing against the pillow at the words.

Jay dragged his mouth down Jake's jaw line, burying his face in the crook of his neck. He bit down softly on the sensitive skin before sucking a dark bruise into his collarbone, making Jake cry again, "Oh god, hnggh, please!"

Jay's hand rumbled down under Jake's now damp hoodie that had been pushed up to expose his naked torso again, finding his aching nipple to capture it between his lips. He sucked on it hard, swirling his tongue around the peak until Jake was sobbing real tears while his hips blindly bucked forward into the silicone torso with a new and terrifying speed that threatened to split the toy completely between them.

"Yes—yes, Jay, fuck, I'm gonna cum!" Jake shrieked, his voice cracking into an unhinged whine. "Ah, ah...fuck, it's too much, hnghh!" He thrashed wildly against the mattress, his hips fucked into the toy harder and harder, he swore he would pass out the second he came. He was being so completely slutty, crying and begging Jay for it so loudly that it drove a primal spike right through his restraint.

"Yeah? You wanna cum, you little whore?" Jay growled, tearing his mouth away from Jake's chest.

Driven just over the edge by the sight of the subby nerd totally ruined beneath him, Jay snapped and with a coordinated heave of his shoulders, Jay shoved Jake flat onto his back, leading Jake to let out a breathless gasp and cry out at the loss of the stimulation, "Why?! No, wait—!"

As his hips were wrenched out of the toy, leaving his big cock twitching in the open air, completely coated in a thick sheen of pre cum and lube.

Jay didn't waste a single second adjusting his weight to pin the heavy sex toytangling directly underneath his own stomach so his cock stayed buried deep inside his own side of the toy. Then, hovering over Jake like a predator, Jay dove down and wrapped his mouth completely around Jake's throbbing dick.

"Mmmph—! Ha-ah!" Jake screamed, his spine instantly arching completely off the bed, his fingers clawed violently into the sheets as Jay took him all the way to the back of his throat.

Jay was ruthless. He bobbed and pumped his head down hard, the thick width of Jake's shaft stretching his lips as he purposely gags on the head, the sloppy sounds of the blowjob filling the humid room. At the exact same time, Jay's hips were still slamming downward, thrusting relentlessly into the toy pinned beneath his thighs, essentially fucking the synthetic polymer at a feral pace while ruthlessly draining his roommate's cock with his mouth.

"Oh fuck me, Jay! Jay, stop, I'm gonna—ah, god, nggh, fuck!" Jake wailed and shook his head shaking side to side against the pillow. His internal muscles spasmed out of control, his vision going completely white from the hard hitting pleasure of Jay's mouth gagging on him.

Jay heard the broken, pathetic whines, the desperate "Ah, ah, ah!" echoing off the walls and only sucked harder, gripping Jake's thigh with his hand so tightly his knuckles turned white, his own hips driving into the toy with a final, crushing force. He could feel the tight ridges of the silicone melting around him, pushing him right to his absolute limit.

"F-Fucking hell, Jake—nggh!" Jay choked out around his shaft, a guttural grunt ripping from his chest as his body went entirely rigid.

They hit the breaking point at the exact same fraction of a second. Jake let out a ruined shriek, "Ahhh!, his hips giving one final, violent hitch as he erupted, shooting a hot torrent of cum straight down Jay's throat. Jay didn't pull away though, he took every single pulsing drop, swallowing greedily while gagging around the climax and letting out wet, choked grunts. And at the exact same moment, Jay's spine snapped straight and a loud groan vibrated against Jake's skin as he pumped a massive load of cum deep into the tight, suctioned depths of the toy beneath him.

The bedroom descended into a silence, broken only by the sounds of both boys gasping for air. Jake was completely limp, his chest rising and falling under his damp shirt with tears of pleasure still streaming down his burning cheeks. Jay slowly pulled his mouth away with a wet smack, wiping a stray drop of spit and cum from his bottom lip with the back of his hand, his blown out eyes stayed on his ruined roommate, knowing he wasn’t done with him yet and neither of them was ever going to look at the apartment or each other the same way again.

Jay slowly raised himself up on his elbows, shifting his weight off the now ruined toy. His dark hair was messy and damp strands clung to his forehead while his chest glistened with sweat. He wiped the back of his hand across his mouth one more time, letting his eyes slide slowly down Jake's trembling body.

He took a deep breath and a lazy grin gradually pulled at the corner of his lips as his hand settled on the soft curve of Jake's hip.

"Hey," Jay panted but Jake didn't move, only letting out a soft, questioning whine, "Nnh?", from the back of his throat.

Jay moved a fraction closer so his hot breath would fan across Jake's burning ear as he delivered the final blow to whatever sanity his roommate had left.

"That fake thing was good," Jay murmured, his hand trailing down to give the flesh of Jake's bare thigh a possessive, heavy squeeze. "But I would love to fuck that ass next."

Jake's eyes snapped wide open and a fresh wave of heat instantly rushed straight to the tips of his ears as he finally turned his head to look at his roommate and there was no sign of a joke on his face.

Oh fuck. What have I gotten myself into?

nene’s note ── super short but i hope you guys enjoy it, this is the last thing ill be posting as i start my exams on monday, thank you so much for all the supportive words i’ve been receiving in my box, i appreciate them❤️ as you know i love feedback so lmk what you guys think of this one💋💋

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✶ Roommate Agreement ୨୧

⊹ . ˙ ܀ roommates decide to change the dynamic﹙ ♡︎ ﹚ ˖ 𑣲⋆ request ゛𓈒 ݁

Pairings: roommates dom!jay & dom!jake x fem!reader

Warnings: SMUT MINORS DNI, explicit!content, p in v, unprotected sex (not for you idiot), trio, Jay degrading, Jake comforting, masturbation (m and f), oral (m and f recieiving), face fucking, fingering, doggy position, vibrator use, spanking, praise and pets names, verbal degradation, Jay is a hot idiot, Jake is very sweet, idk what more.

wc: 2,3K

note: English isn't my first language, so if you find any mistakes I apologize, hehe, and I also welcome any corrections or tips from you. If by some chance you're here and you speak Spanish, let me tell you that I do too, hehe, and that the Spanish version is available here.

The dynamic between roommates Jay and Jake was relaxed and casual. Neither interrupted the other when they were studying; she was closer to Jake, spending time going to the movies, shopping, or playing video games. Jay was more serious, but he did his part, cooking dinner and leaving notes on her door that read, "Breakfast in the oven." He would pick her up from university at night. But one thing the three of them shared was movie and beer nights, as long as all three were available.

That night, both guys mentioned they wouldn't be sleeping in the apartment tonight, since they were going to visit a friend in another city a few hours away. The girl took advantage of having the apartment to herself to spoil herself; she didn't get those opportunities often.

After saying goodbye to her friends, she took a shower, shaving everywhere and using her favorite scented products. She entered her room without closing the door, wearing only an oversized t-shirt and lace panties. She took a toy from its hiding place; she didn't usually use it, precisely because she was never alone in the apartment. The thought of her roommates seeing or hearing her made her feel ashamed.

Sitting on her bed, she picked up an egg-shaped vibrator, turned it on, and ran it over her panties on the lowest setting. The sudden contact caused a slight jump and a low gasp. She massaged the toy all over her, increased the intensity, and pressed it against her clitoris, moaning loudly. Her panties began to soak, and she felt her insides contracting and relaxing continuously. After a while, she inserted the vibrator inside her underwear, touching her bare, very wet lips directly. The girl moaned, throwing her head back. Her legs trembled and were spread wide. She inserted the toy inside her, increasing the intensity again. She arched her back on the sheets, feeling electricity course through her body and the heat intensify in her vagina. She rubbed her lips with one hand and frantically pressed her clitoris, moaning loudly, giving herself the chance to be noisy. She moved her other hand to her t-shirt, pulling it up to her neck and squeezing one of her breasts.

Blinded by her own arousal and moans, she wasn't paying attention to her surroundings; she was supposed to have the apartment alone. Too busy pleasuring herself to hear the front door opening and the guys' laughter approaching.

"Oh…" Jake said, surprised, standing in front of her bedroom door.

"Wow… looks like we interrupted something. Were you that desperate for us to leave? And we were worried about leaving you alone."

She heard Jay speak in a sarcastic and mocking tone, both boys on the threshold. She opened her eyes, feeling heat rise to her face, closed her legs, and sat up in bed, trying to cover herself with her t-shirt. "Weren't you guys supposed to be away tonight?"

“It’s canceled, but go ahead, it doesn’t bother us at all” Jay suggested. “Or do you need a little extra help?” She blinked, stunned and motionless, the vibrator still working inside her. She trembled, biting her lip to stifle a moan.

“Look at you, trembling with a toy stuffed up your pussy. Pathetic” Jay entered the room, looked at her, and made a degrading comment about her behavior. This put her on the defensive and made her shrink back. Jake rolled his eyes and slowly approached the bed, taking off his jacket. He gently cupped her face and whispered soothing words as he carefully laid her back down. “Don’t listen to him, love. You’re beautiful. Let me help you.”

Jake kissed her flushed cheeks, slowly and gently caressing them with his fingertips. He looked at her with a pleasant smile and soft eyes. "Um… no need, sorry… this is awkward" she stammered.

Jay approached the bed with heavy steps, roughly but decisively yanking the vibrator away from her. He verbally reprimanded her "Do you really prefer a cheap piece of plastic to us? What a waste."

She covered her face with her hands, utterly mortified. Jake gently pulled her hands away from her face, kissing the tip of her nose. "Don't hide, my love. You look beautiful like this, all flushed. You don't have to be ashamed around us. Let us help you with that."

Jay turned the vibrator back on, but this time he kept it in his grip. He gave her a direct order. "Open your legs. Let's see how well you know how to use it while we watch."

She trembled, looking at Jay in sheer panic. Jake hugged her from behind, pressing his chest against her back, and whispered in her ear "Listen to him, beautiful. I'm right here with you, it's okay. Do it for us, you're such a good girl..."

The hum of the vibrator was the only sound in the silent room. The coldness of Jay's words contrasted sharply with the warmth of Jake's kisses on her neck, a stark contrast that plunged her into a fierce internal battle. She didn't explicitly agree with words because the shock had left her speechless, but she nodded, looking at Jake, searching his eyes like a lifeline as Jay took physical control of the situation.

Jay turned the toy up to its maximum power, pressing it against her vulva. He used the vibrator on her roughly, dictating the pace, enjoying how her body reacted involuntarily with tremors and gasps. "Look at you. You love it when we watch, don't you?"

She shook her head. "Liar" Jay muttered.

As Jay stimulated her so intensely and directly, she bit her lower lip hard, closing her eyes and arching her back from the overstimulation. Jake held her tightly, kissing her neck and collarbones, whispering tenderly to reassure her, "That's it, take a deep breath, beautiful. Look at me. You're doing so well."

Jay suddenly removed the toy and tossed it to the floor, losing interest. He grabbed the girl's panties, pulling them completely off. Gripping her hips firmly, he settled between her thighs. He was just inches away from her core, his warm breath brushing against her wet folds. He gazed up at her with dark, lustful eyes, placing a chaste kiss right on her clitoris, making her gasp.

"You're so desperate for this" he said. "You should have asked us for this from day one instead of hiding."

Before she could react, Jay buried his face between her legs, his tongue plunging into her, licking, sucking, and drinking her fluids. The heat of his tongue drew a sharp moan from her lips. She tried to close her legs, but Jay held them pinned. "Good heavens, you seem so quiet in the kitchen, and look at what a needy mess you are right now, getting your pussy eaten. I love having you like this."

Jake was still holding her from behind. He took her hands, interlacing their fingers tightly. He wiped the sweat from her forehead and pressed tender kisses along the length of her neck, ensuring that, despite Jay's roughness, she felt pampered. "You're perfect, my love. Stay with me, look at me."

Jay continued to devour her greedily, swirling his tongue over every inch of her and thrusting inside, drinking the fluids that poured from her. She moaned, squeezing Jake's arms tightly as an intense orgasm hit her. Jay, without pulling away, drank everything she gave him until the very last drop. When he finally pulled back, his chin was glistening.

"Turn around, I'm going to fuck you until I'm spent."

Speechless, she obeyed, turning her body over and resting her face against Jake's thighs, while Jay grabbed her hips and lifted them, exposing her ass. Jay slapped her cheek hard, drawing a sharp moan from her. He then brought his fingers to his mouth, lubricating them before inserting them inside her, quickly penetrating her wet heat, thrusting in and out with a slick, rapid rhythm.

Jake gently stroked her hair, looking down at her, as Jay commanded from behind, "Suck his cock. Use your mouth for more than just panting, make yourself useful."

Jake lowered his pants, revealing his rock-hard cock, glistening with the precum that trickled down it. She took it in her hand, stroking him from base to tip and squeezing firmly.

Jake groaned "Aagh… You're amazing, my love. Keep going, beautiful."

She took Jake's cock into her mouth, clumsily licking its entire length before pushing it as far down her throat as she could manage. He patted her head lightly, pulling her hair back a bit and panting with excitement. Jay, for his part, pulled away for a moment, yanking his fingers out and causing her to gasp at the sudden lack of attention.

"I bet you fantasized about this every time you saw us walk by in the hall" Jay teased, stripping completely naked. He guided his hard cock to her entrance, positioning the head right against her. "Stay still. You're here to follow the house rules... and in this room, we call the shots."

With that, he buried himself inside her, slowly at first, before finishing with a hard, deep thrust. The sudden impact made her pull Jake's dick out of her mouth, moaning loudly "F-fuck, Jay..."

Jay pulled out only to thrust right back in. They repeated the motion several times. He gripped her hair, forcing her face back toward his friend's crotch. "Suck that fucking cock."

"Listen to him, pretty girl, don't make him angry..." Jake murmured to her. She nodded, going back to taking his cock. "That's it, look me in the eyes. Just focus on my voice. You're such a good girl when you obey... Mmh..."

She looked directly into his sweet eyes as Jay thrust carelessly behind her, making her blink and let out muffled moans around the dick in her mouth.

"So, this is what you wanted? Look how we're taking you... how pathetic, you can't even hide how much you like it" Jay mocked. He slapped her ass with his open palms, leaving reddish finger marks on her sensitive skin. He continued thrusting hard and fast for a while longer before finally pulling away.

Jay looked at Jake with a smug smile as his friend approached. "Switching places. I got her ready for you."

Jake returned his gaze, nodding earnestly. He gently removed his cock from the girl's mouth and switched positions with Jay. Caressing her waist to offer some comfort, Jake made her lie on her left side, lifting her right leg over his shoulder. He took the tip of his cock, wetting it with her vaginal fluids before speaking.

"You're our good girl, let us take care of you like this forever. I'm going in... Are you okay with that?" he asked, his breath ragged as he watched her.

She nodded.

"No, doll, I need you to talk to me. I want to hear it straight from your pretty lips" Jake pleaded, smiling, though clearly desperate to be inside her.

"Okay, Jake... fine, do it, fuck me..."

Hearing that, Jake slowly slid his cock inside her, letting her tight walls squeeze around him, making him gasp. "Damn, beautiful... You're doing so well."

He sank completely inside her, moving in a steady back-and-forth motion, sliding slowly in and out while caressing her clit with his fingers.

"Aah... Mmh... Ja-jake... I'm going to..." she moaned, her vision blurring as a heavy wave of pleasure spread through her core.

Jay took her face in his hands, guiding it right back to his own dick. "Look how she's trembling, she can't even hold it back. You're just a slut who only knows how to moan loudly so the whole building can hear." He forced her to suck his cock while his friend continued to fuck her, all three of them groaning practically in unison.

Jake looked up at Jay, sighing heavily. "You're taking it so well, my love... you're doing beautifully. Moan all you want, let the whole world know you're ours. Cry if it hurts a little, I'm here to take care of you."

Jake increased his speed slightly, thrusting in and out faster. The sounds of their skin slapping together, along with her muffled gasps on Jay's cock, completely filled the room. "Uuhg… Mphh… Fuck, I'm so close, beautiful…"

As she nears orgasm, the pressure from both sides intensifies. Jake thrusts deep inside, hitting that sweet spot within her, while Jay relentlessly pounds her mouth and throat. Her thighs tremble, and she has to take a moment to pull away and catch her breath.

"Ahh! God, guys..."

"Just do it now, show me how you cum for us" Jay says, taking her hand and forcing her to masturbate him.

She squeezes her thighs tightly around Jake's cock, and he pauses, allowing her to cum all over his cock. "Just let go, beautiful, I've got you."

Jay quickens the pace of his hand, almost relentless, groaning loudly. Then he releases her, grabbing her shoulders and forcing her to kneel in the middle of the bed. They both position themselves right in front of her, their cocks pressed close to her face.

"Open that pretty little mouth for us, beautiful..." Jake commands, and she obeys, opening her mouth and sticking out her tongue.

Both boys masturbated their cocks in front of her, their brows furrowed in concentration. Jay is the first to ejaculate, spilling his fluid into her mouth and over her lips, thrusting his dick into her mouth one last time. She licks and swallows everything he offers. Then Jake follows, ejaculating deep in her throat, shooting every last drop. He finally pulls away once he is finished.

Jay gets off the bed, wiping the sweat from his forehead with utter indifference. "Well, at least you're good for killing time. Clean yourself up, you're a mess."

Jake, for his part, crouches down to her level, pulling her tightly against his chest and wrapping her in a warm embrace. "Don't listen to him, you know he's an asshole when he's tired... Come here, let me clean you up. You were amazing, my love. I'm so proud of you."

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with all the things going on with mk is the polychill thing still going on (also taking into account your mental health ofc)

As of right now, I don't plan on writing Mark anymore. I'm still figuring out what that means for poly127 and polydream, since there are other storylines I still care about; but I don't see myself continuing to create Mark-centered content moving forward. I'm leaning towards changing who Reyna's bio dad is? Idk. Is it time to just let the blog die? That's an option too ig....... But I have the polyenha and polyandteam that I still like but no one else seems interested in---- raaaahhh idk what to do.....

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best friend on stream (s. jake)

your camboy best friend invites you to one of his streams

pairing: camboy!jake x reader || wc: 3.2k || cw: smut! best friends to lovers, masturbation, oral sex (m and f rec.), fingering, p in v, unprotected sex (don't.), creampie, multiple orgasms, voyeurism (reader is secretly watching)/exhibitionism, light teasing, light overstimulation, dirty talk, praise, strong language, use of petnames || warnings: +18 content, mdni! || a/n: thank you anon for the request because PHEWWWW

you’re curled up in bed with your laptop balanced on your thighs, headphones in, heart racing like it always does when jake goes live. you’ve been secretly watching his streams for months now — ever since you accidentally stumbled across his account and realized your sweet, golden-retriever best friend was secretly one of the most popular camboys online.

tonight he’s shirtless on his bed, sweatpants hanging dangerously low on his hips, that signature playful grin on his face as he reads through the chat.

“you guys are so horny tonight,” he laughs, running a hand through his messy hair. his voice is lower than usual, the one he uses when he’s already worked up. “i see all the requests… but i’ve been thinking about something different lately.”

you sit up a little straighter, biting your lip. jake leans closer to the camera, eyes sparkling with mischief.

“there’s this girl… my best friend,” he says, voice dropping a bit. “i’ve been thinking about inviting her to one of these lives. she doesn’t know i do this, or at least i don’t think she does. but i keep imagining her here with me.”

your stomach drops. heat floods your face instantly. he’s talking about you.

“she’s really pretty, you know?” jake continues, smiling shyly now, a rare soft expression crossing his face. “super sweet, laughs at all my stupid jokes, always takes care of me when i’m tired from schedules. i think she’d be so cute on stream… all shy at first but maybe secretly into it.”

the chat explodes. comments flood in — “YES INVITE HER”, “collab of the year”, “bet she’s hot”, “please jake we need her”.

jake reads a few out loud and chuckles, cheeks turning slightly pink. “you guys would like that? me and my best friend together? fuck… just thinking about it is making me hard already.”

he shifts on the bed, palming himself through his sweatpants. your breath catches as you watch him. he’s talking about you. your best friend of years. the same jake who brings you coffee and sends you memes at 3am is currently touching himself on camera while thinking about inviting you.

“she’s probably gonna say no,” he says with a soft laugh, but there’s a hopeful edge to his voice. “she’s a good girl, you know? all innocent on the outside. but sometimes i catch her looking at me a little too long… makes me wonder.”

jake pushes his sweatpants down, freeing his hard cock. he strokes himself slowly, eyes half-lidded as he keeps talking.

“imagine her sitting here between my legs while i’m live… or maybe me eating her out on camera while she tries so hard to stay quiet. shit— you guys would love her. she has the prettiest moans, i just know it.”

your hand slips between your own thighs without thinking, breath shaky as you watch him. he’s fantasizing about you. out loud. on stream. thousands of people watching while he tells them how much he wants his best friend.

“would y’all like that?” he asks the chat, voice breathier now as he pumps his fist faster. “me corrupting my sweet best friend on stream? teaching her how to take my cock while you all watch?”

the chat goes feral. tips are pouring in. jake groans, head falling back as he fucks his fist.

“fuck… i really want her here. maybe i’ll ask her tomorrow. worst she can say is no, right?”

he cums hard a few minutes later, moaning lowly as stripes of white land on his toned stomach. even after he finishes, he keeps talking about you — how pretty you’d look covered in his cum, how he bets you’d be such a good girl for him and the camera.

you close the laptop the second the stream ends, heart hammering wildly in your chest. your face is burning. your panties are ruined.

the next day jake texts you like nothing happened.

jake: heyyy cutie, you free tonight? wanna come over and watch movies? i’ll order your favorite food 🥺

you stare at the message for a long time, thighs still pressed together from the memory of last night. you know exactly what he was doing. you know he was talking about you.

and you’re starting to think you don’t want to say no.

you show up at jake’s apartment that evening wearing comfy clothes — oversized hoodie and shorts — trying to act as normal as possible. your heart is still racing from last night’s stream, but you keep your face neutral when he opens the door with that bright, familiar smile.

“there’s my favorite girl!” he pulls you into a tight hug, smelling like his usual fresh cologne and laundry detergent. “i ordered your favorite pizza and those fried dumplings you like. come in.”

the night starts innocently enough. you both settle on his big couch, the tv playing some new comedy movie. jake keeps the vibe light — feeding you bites of food, poking your side when you laugh too hard, throwing his arm around your shoulders like he always does.

but you notice the little things tonight. the way his hand lingers longer on your thigh. the way his eyes keep drifting to your lips when you speak. the way he shifts in his seat every few minutes like he’s restless.

halfway through the movie, jake suddenly pauses it. the room goes quiet except for the low hum of the city outside.

“hey…” he starts, voice a little hesitant. he scratches the back of his neck, cheeks already turning pink. “can i tell you something? it’s kinda… weird.”

you turn to face him, trying to keep your expression innocent. “what’s up?”

jake bites his lip, then lets out a nervous laugh. “okay, so… i do this thing. online. i have this secret account where i… stream. like, adult stuff.”

your heart skips hard, but you stay quiet, letting him continue.

he watches your face carefully. “i’ve been doing it for a while. it’s just me, mostly. jerking off on camera, talking to people, you know? it helps with money and… i don’t know, it’s kinda fun.”

you nod slowly, pretending this is brand new information.

jake takes a deep breath. “last night… i was talking about you on stream.”

your thighs press together instinctively. “me?”

“yeah,” he admits, voice dropping lower. “i told them i’ve been thinking about inviting my best friend to join one of my lives. i kept talking about how pretty you are, how sweet you are, how i wonder what you’d sound like if i touched you on camera…”

he’s blushing hard now, but his eyes are dark as they meet yours.

“i couldn’t stop thinking about it the whole time. i came so hard just imagining you there with me.”

the air between you feels electric. you stay quiet for a moment, letting the confession settle, before whispering, “and what exactly did you imagine doing with me on stream?”

jake’s breath catches. he shifts closer, one hand gently resting on your knee.

“everything,” he says honestly. “i imagined you sitting between my legs while i played with you on camera. imagined eating you out until you’re shaking and trying not to moan too loud. imagined you riding me while thousands of people watch how pretty you look taking my cock.”

his hand slides higher up your thigh, thumb stroking your skin.

“i know this is a lot,” he says softly. “and you can say no. we can pretend i never said anything and just stay best friends. but… i’ve wanted you for so long. and after last night, i couldn’t keep pretending anymore.”

you look at him for a long moment, then slowly climb into his lap, straddling him. jake’s eyes widen, hands automatically settling on your waist.

“i’ve watched your streams,” you confess quietly, finally letting it out. “for months. i knew it was you.”

jake groans, head falling back against the couch. “fuck… you’ve been watching me?”

you nod, rolling your hips once against him, feeling how hard he already is. “i touch myself while watching you sometimes.”

that seems to break something in him. jake pulls you down into a deep, hungry kiss, hands sliding under your hoodie to grip your bare waist. the kiss is messy and desperate, all the years of hidden tension finally spilling out.

“bedroom,” he mumbles against your lips. “now.”

he carries you there without breaking the kiss, kicking the door shut behind him. clothes come off in a rush — your hoodie, his shirt, your shorts. when you’re both in just your underwear, jake pushes you gently onto the bed and crawls over you.

“been dreaming about this,” he whispers, kissing down your neck. “my shy little best friend secretly watching me jerk off every night…”

he pulls your panties down and spreads your legs, groaning at how wet you are. “all this for me?”

before you can answer, his mouth is on you — tongue licking broad stripes up your pussy, sucking gently on your clit. you moan loudly, fingers threading through his hair. jake eats you out like he’s starving, moaning into your heat, hips grinding against the mattress.

“taste so fucking good,” he groans, sliding two fingers inside you while his tongue works your clit. “gonna make you cum on my tongue first.”

you do — hard and fast, thighs shaking around his head as you cry out his name. jake doesn’t stop until you’re whimpering from sensitivity, then he finally pulls back, lips shiny with your arousal.

you push him onto his back and tug his boxers down. his cock springs free, hard and leaking. you wrap your hand around him and start stroking slowly.

“i’ve watched you do this so many times,” you whisper, leaning down to lick the tip. “always wanted to be the one touching you.”

jake’s head falls back with a loud moan. “fuck, baby… your mouth feels even better than i imagined.”

you take him deeper, sucking and stroking until he’s panting and gripping your hair. he eventually pulls you off and flips you over, settling between your legs.

“need to be inside you,” he breathes, rubbing his cock against your soaked folds. “can i? please?”

“yes,” you moan, wrapping your legs around him. “want you so bad, jake.”

he pushes in slowly, both of you groaning at the stretch. once he bottoms out, he stays still for a moment, forehead pressed to yours.

“you feel perfect,” he whispers, kissing you softly. then his hips start moving — deep, steady thrusts that quickly turn rougher.

“been wanting this pussy for so long,” he groans, pounding into you harder. “my best friend’s tight little cunt… fuck, you’re squeezing me so good.”

you’re both loud and desperate, hands roaming everywhere, mouths crashing together between moans. jake fucks you like he’s making up for lost time — deep, passionate, and a little filthy.

“gonna cum inside you,” he pants, thumb rubbing your clit. “you want that? want your best friend to fill you up?”

you nod frantically, nails digging into his back. “yes— please, jake. cum inside me.”

he thrusts a few more times before burying himself deep, moaning your name as he spills inside you. the feeling pushes you over the edge again, clenching around him as you cum together.

afterwards, jake collapses on top of you, both of you breathing hard and sweaty. he peppers soft kisses across your face, suddenly gentle again.

“that was… insane,” he laughs breathlessly. “best night of my life.”

you smile, running your fingers through his damp hair. “so… about that collab you mentioned on stream?”

jake lifts his head, eyes sparkling with excitement and a hint of shyness.

“only if you want to,” he says softly. “no pressure. but fuck… the thought of having you on stream with me? i think i’d die happy.”

you kiss him slowly, already feeling him twitch inside you again.

“maybe next week,” you whisper against his lips. “but for now… i want you all to myself for a while.”

jake grins, rolling his hips lazily. “that sounds perfect to me, baby.”

the two of you spend the rest of the night tangled together — talking, laughing, fucking again and again until you’re both exhausted and happy.

your friendship had always been special.

now it's something even better.

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the week after that night is a complete blur of sex, affection, and nervous excitement.

the next morning you wake up in jake’s bed with his face buried between your thighs. he eats you out until you're shaking, then fucks you slow and deep while whispering how he can’t believe this is real. you spend most of that sunday naked, ordering takeout and christening every surface in his apartment.

by monday you're both back to your regular lives, but everything feels different. jake texts you during his schedules with the filthiest messages, telling you how hard he is thinking about you. you send him photos of your panties soaked through, making him suffer through dance practice.

on tuesday night he shows up at your place after a late rehearsal, pushes you against the wall, and fucks you right there in the hallway without even taking all your clothes off. wednesday you ride him on his gaming chair while he tries (and fails) to play a game. thursday he spends almost two hours between your legs, edging you until you're crying and begging before finally letting you cum.

the sexual tension is insane, but so is the sweetness. he still brings you coffee, still send you memes, still calls you “cutie” in that soft voice. the only difference now is that he can kiss you whenever he wants to, and he takes full advantage of it.

by friday, the collab stream is set.

you are nervous the entire day. jake keeps reassuring you, holding your hand and kissing your forehead while you both get ready.

“we don’t have to show your face if you don’t want to,” he says gently, sitting on the edge of his bed. “we can use the angle where it’s mostly your body, or you can wear a mask. whatever makes you comfortable, baby.”

you decide on a cute black mask that covers the top half of your face and agree that he won’t say your real name.

and that night, at exactly 11pm, jake starts the stream.

the chat immediately explodes when viewers see two people on the bed.

jake is sitting against the headboard, shirtless, wearing only gray sweatpants. you are straddling his lap, wearing one of his oversized hoodies and nothing underneath. your face is partially hidden by the mask, but your body is fully on display.

“hey everyone,” jake greets, voice already a little husky as he wraps his arms around your waist. “i finally convinced this pretty girl to join me. say hi, baby.”

you wave shyly at the camera, cheeks burning. the chat goes absolutely feral.

chat: “OH MY GOD SHE’S HERE” “she’s so pretty wtf” “jake you lucky bastard” “please ruin her”

jake laughs, hands sliding under the hoodie to squeeze your ass. “she’s nervous, so be nice to her, okay? she’s my best friend… and now my girlfriend.”

he tilts his head up and kisses you softly at first, then deeper. you melt into it, hands resting on his bare shoulders. the kiss quickly turns heated. jake pulls the hoodie over your head, revealing your naked body to thousands of people.

“fuck, look at her,” he groans, hands cupping your breasts. “isn’t she perfect?”

he leans down and takes one of your nipples into his mouth, sucking gently while his fingers play with the other. you moan softly, hips grinding down against the bulge in his sweatpants.

“i've been waiting all week to have her like this on stream,” jake murmurs against your skin. he looks straight at the camera. “you guys have no idea how long i’ve wanted this.”

he flips you onto your back and spreads your legs wide, showing the camera how wet you already are. “look at this pretty pussy. she gets so soaked for me.”

jake eats you out like he's starving, moaning loudly into your cunt while his tongue works your clit and two fingers curl inside you. your moans are muffled by the mask, but still loud enough for the mic to pick up. your thighs shake around his head as you come hard, back arching off the bed.

“good girl,” jake praises, kissing your inner thighs. “think you can take my cock now?”

you nod desperately. he pushes his sweatpants down and rubs his hard cock against your folds before slowly sinking into you. the chat spams heart and fire emojis as he bottoms out with a deep groan.

“so fucking tight,” he breathes, starting to thrust. “this pussy was made for me.”

he fucks you in missionary first, deep and steady, then flips you onto all fours so the camera can see everything. the sound of skin slapping and your muffled moans fill the room. jake grips your hips hard, pounding into you while praising you nonstop.

“such a good girl letting everyone watch me fuck you,” he groans. “taking my cock so well on your first stream, baby. i’m so proud of you.”

you come again, clenching around him so hard he almost follows. jake pulls out at the last second and flips you onto your back again.

“want them to see me fill you up,” he pants, pushing back inside. his thrusts grow faster and sloppier. “gonna creampie my best friend on camera. you want that?”

“yes— please, jake,” you moan, legs wrapped tightly around him.

he comes with a loud, broken moan, burying himself deep as he pumps you full of cum. he keeps thrusting through it, pushing his load deeper while some of it leaks out around his cock.

after he pulls out, jake spreads your legs for the camera, showing the creamy mess dripping from your pussy.

“look what i did to her,” he says proudly, voice hoarse. he pushes two fingers inside you, fucking his cum back in. “so fucking pretty.”

you're still trembling when he ends the stream after proper aftercare on camera — gentle kisses, soft praises, and wiping you down carefully.

the second the stream turns off, jake pulls your mask off and kisses you deeply, holding you close.

“you were incredible,” he whispers against your lips. “so perfect. i’m so in love with you.”

you smile, exhausted but glowing. “i can’t believe we just did that.”

jake laughs softly and pulls the covers over both of you. “and we’re definitely doing it again. but for now… just you and me. no camera.”

he spends the rest of the night cuddling you, feeding you snacks, and whispering how happy he is that his best friend is now his everything.

your secret is out.

your friendship has evolved.

and the viewers are already begging for the next stream.

© jongst4r, 2026

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[velmirenoir]

stomach ache ♡ ࣪sjy

( ^ ˘ ^ )/    ⸝⸝  pairing ₊ fem!reader‎ ♡ idol!bf jake

in which your boyfriend is about to perform on stage in front of thousands, and he's having some anxiety. he asks you to help him release some stress. ‧₊˚

content warning ₊ smut, unprotected sex, risky sex, bulge/size, creampie, slight choking, praise, use of the name mommy, quickie, not proofread

ⓘ wc ₊ 1.4k

| now playing ₊ shameless the weeknd

“fuuuuuuck me.” jake throws his head back anxiously, making you irritated again for the 5th time tonight. “sim jaeyun, i swear if you move again your makeups gonna look a hot mess.. stay still.’’ you scold him, cleaning up the messed up eyeliner gently. “baby i’m fuckin’ shitting rocks here.’’ he mutters, his fingers circling your small wrist like a child wanting comfort from his mother. he looks up at your eyes, pouty. 

“you’ve performed a million times before, what’s different tonight?” you start apply the eyeliner in his waterline, and he tries his best not to blink. “it’s different tonight babe, we’re in australia.. you know this is where i grew up.” jake bites his lip nervously, his large veiny hand squeezing your wrist slightly.

you lean back to admire your work on his pretty face. “it’ll be fine i promise, just calm down and breathe.” you glance over at your now cluttered makeup desk and reach for the setting spray, and spray the mist all over his face, he flinches - but he doesn't say anything yet. he still looks nervous. “my stomach hurts i don’t think i can perform.”

as you were about to say something, jungwon peaks his head through door. “jake, we’re on in 20, come start warming up with us.” just as quick as he arrived - he left. jake gets up quickly, the anxiousness even more apparent in his stiff posture. he leans down to give you a quick peck on the lips before hurrying out the room.

you can’t help but smile - shaking your head. you start to organize the scattered makeup products on the desk and begin to prepare jake’s outfit changes for his show.

a few moments went by, then you felt a large hand snaking up your waist, pulling you against his chest. “jake?” you ask, turning your head slightly to the side to see him pressed behind against you in the mirror.

he doesn’t say anything, just breathes in your shampoo scent. “y/n..” he swallows. “are you okay?” you ask, your voice quiet and low. “y/n please..” he whispers, his head falls on your shoulder, breath tickling your neck.

before you can even ask another question, he presses his rock hard bulge right against you. you blush immediately, feeling the heat rush up your neck and as well down to your stomach. “jake? what're you-” his large veiny hand comes up to wrap gently around your neck, cutting you off.

“can you help me?” he asks softly. “i want you to help me.”

you swallow.

“please mommy? i need you to.” he bites down on your shoulder, making you hiss in pain and pleasure. he walks forward, forcing you to also walk forward. he stops abruptly at the nearby couch in the corner of the dressing room.

“jake...” you whisper. “please, i don’t know how much more i can handle y/n.” he says. you feel your panties start to get wet from how needy he’s acting. “we won’t be able to, we don’t have enough time..” you mutter.

he shakes his head. “mm-mm. i’ll be quick, i still have 11 minutes before i have to go. that’s more than enough time.” with his free hand, he lifts up your skirt and reaches into your panties, his pink knuckles brushing right above your sensitive clit. you follow him, your hand on top of his.

you begin to guide him to where you want it, you take his two fingers and guide him to start circling it, whimpering softly at the sensation. “like this?” he asks, applying more pressure. you nod slowly, breathing heavily. you move his fingers from your clit to inside your vagina.

he adjusts quickly, and presses his long veiny fingers deep inside. he curls up his fingers to find the texture of your g-spot and presses down on it while he fingers you slowly.

“tell me i’m doing good.” jake murmurs lowly, rubbing himself on your ass from behind for friction. “you’re doing so good jakey..” you throw your head back on his shoulder and his hand tightens, applying pressure on your neck, cutting off oxygen slightly.

he takes out his fingers gently from out of you, licking them. he then steps back a little and puts his large hand on the flat of your back, pushing you down gently over the couch, bending you over. “i swear i’ll be good, i’ll be good and quick.” he lifts your skirt over, revealing you bare in black panties.

“you’re so annoying.” you say with mock irritation, he chuckles deeply and then swallows at the sight of you, he presses his bulge right against the damp spot on your panties, both of you letting out a groan.

“i know baby i know.” he mutters, thrusting into you with his clothed hard dick. you squirm, grabbing the couch arm for support.

he pulls his pants and undergarments enough just enough to free himself. jake moves your panties to the side and lines up his thick long cock on your wetness. he rubs his tip against you to lubricate himself before pushing all the way in.

you moan loudly, and his hand immediately flies over to cover your mouth. he bends down - “shh baby, there’s people outside. they’ll hear.” he gives you a little nudge with his hips. “mmmmfff.”

he straightens, and begins to move at a fast pace. his dick hits your cervix with each thrust, his dick so big you feel so full with him inside, your eyes begin to water and roll back. you try to adjust, but he’s just too much. too big.

“just let me do all the work and relax princess.” he thrusts and thrusts again, your loud moans being caught in his large hand. your hands grip the fabric of the couch desperately, finding purchase.

he whimpers at your tightness, the sound making you clench around him more involuntary. he hisses, but that only makes him rougher. the couch moves from the force and pace he’s doing, making a loud noise.

“you feel so .. fuck” - he stutters - “so amazing.” he removes his hand from your mouth and moves his hands to grip your small waist tightly, and you let your moans flow out freely, still keeping the volume somewhat low.

“am i doing good? does it feel good baby?” he thrusts into you hard, hardly giving you a chance to reply. you mutter weakly, ”mmmhmm, so good, just like that puppy.” he throws his head back, losing himself in the sensation of being inside of you.

he's a whimpering mess, his hips slamming into you brutally. “please mommy- please can i-...” he whines, his voice and moans high pitched from how needy he is.

“jake? it's time to go now, we start in 2.” jungwon voice comes through loudly from behind the door. your eyes widen in fear of being caught, and your hand instantly covers your mouth. the doorknob shakes. - jungwon’s trying to come inside.

“you doing alright in there? why's the door locked?” he asks, the doorknob shakes again. jake on the other hand, is so close to cumming and he's not about to stop now. he mutters “i’m - fuck - i’m coming.” literally.

jake's hand reaches over to turn your head to face him. his face has “can i do it inside?” written all over it. your heart is beating so fast, but you nod nonetheless. he thrusts a few more times roughly before spilling in you. he pulls out quickly, the warmness spilling from out of you.

he takes his two fingers and scoops it up before it falls and pushes it back inside of your pussy - you whine. he slides your panties back in place, pulling down your skirt next.

“jake c’mon, we have to go like right now.” jungwon says again, with a more stern tone. jake fumbles with his pants, you help him cover himself hastily. he gives you a pleading look. “i swear i’ll give it to you better later and give you proper care after my show, okay?” you nod, and he quickly kisses you on the lips before making his way to the door.

you sit on the same couch jake just had you bent over on and pretend to look at the invisible wall decor, still a bit hazy from what just happened and aching a bit between your thighs.

jake unlocks and opens the door. “let’s go, i’m warmed up plenty now.” he says, all giddy. the anxiety kicked out of his system like a football. jungwon looks at him curiously, then glances at you inside. you both make eye contact and he shoots you a knowing look.

jungwon shakes his head and begins walking off towards the lift to the stage. “christ.” he chuckles in disbelief. jake follows right behind him.

what the hell have you just gotten yourself into?

authors note ₊ if you made it this far, thank you so much for giving my first ever fic on here a chance! this is my debut post lolol i had to learn all the tumblr mechanics in the same session i wrote this

more will come soon! if you liked this plspls give me some feedback. requests are open as well! <3

[jongst4r]

curious eyes (s. jake & p. sunghoon)

your best friend wants to watch you and jake fuck

pairing: bi!sunghoon x sub!reader x bi!jake || wc: 2.6k || cw: smut! best friends!sunghoon and jake, voyeurism, masturbation, threesome, kissing, making out, oral (f and m rec.), handjobs, fingering, breast/nipple play, p in v, unprotected sex (don't.), cum play, mxm, dirty talk, strong language, use of petnames, mentions of alcohol  || warnings: +18 content, mdni! || a/n: this was all thanks to this request and i'm unwell haha.

the three of you have always been close — too close, some people say. jake, sunghoon, and you. best friends since the beginning of college, the kind who share late-night snacks, inside jokes that make no sense to outsiders, and secrets that could ruin reputations if they ever got out. but this particular secret is new, and it’s deliciously dangerous.

you’re in jake’s apartment tonight, the one with the big couch and the soft lighting he always leaves on because he knows you like it. you’re dating jake — sort of. it started as hooking up after one too many drunk nights, but it’s evolved into something warmer, more consistent. it feels exclusive, even if you haven’t put a label on it yet. sunghoon knows everything. he always does. he’s seen the hickeys on your neck, heard the muffled sounds through the walls when he crashes on the couch, and never once made it weird.

until tonight.

“i’ve been thinking,” sunghoon says casually from his spot on the armchair, long legs stretched out. he’s nursing a beer, eyes flicking between you and jake on the couch. you’re curled into jake’s side, his arm draped around your shoulders, fingers playing lazily with the strap of your tank top.

jake raises an eyebrow, teeth flashing as he smiles. “dangerous words coming from you, hoon.”

sunghoon’s gaze lingers on you a second too long, then shifts to jake. there’s something darker in his eyes tonight, a curiosity that’s been building for weeks. “i want to watch.”

the words drop like a stone into still water. you freeze, heat flooding your face. jake’s hand stills on your shoulder.

“watch,” jake repeats slowly, voice low. “what? us?”

sunghoon nods, not backing down. his cheeks are faintly pink but his jaw is set. “yeah. you two. i know you’re fucking. i’ve known for a while. and i… i’m curious. about how it looks. how you are with her.”

you swallow hard, glancing at jake. he’s watching sunghoon carefully, but there’s no anger there — just intrigue, and maybe a spark of something hotter. jake has always been open, playful in bed. this wouldn’t be the first boundary you two have pushed.

“you sure?” you ask sunghoon softly. “it might… change things, or make them weird.”

“i’m sure,” he says, voice steady. “if you’re both okay with it.”

jake looks at you, searching your face. you bite your lip, then nod. the idea sends a thrill through you — sunghoon’s intense stare on you while jake touches you. you’ve always found sunghoon attractive, tall and sharp-featured with that quiet intensity. knowing he wants to see you like this… it’s intoxicating, to say the least.

“okay,” jake says, grinning that charming grin. “but you stay in the chair unless we say otherwise.”

sunghoon settles back, legs spreading a little wider, beer forgotten on the side table.

jake turns to you first, cupping your jaw and pulling you into a slow kiss. it’s familiar, warm, the kind that always makes your stomach flutter. his tongue slides against yours lazily, deepening it as his hand trails down your neck, thumb brushing your collarbone. you sigh into his mouth, already melting.

sunghoon’s breathing is audible across the room.

jake peels your tank top off slowly, exposing your bra. he kisses down your neck, sucking lightly at the spot he knows drives you crazy. you arch into him, fingers threading through his soft hair. when he reaches behind you to unhook your bra, letting it fall away, you hear sunghoon shift in his seat.

“fuck,” sunghoon breathes. his voice is rough already. “she’s gorgeous.”

jake smiles against your skin. “isn’t she?” he palms one of your breasts, thumb circling your nipple until it hardens. you moan softly, eyes fluttering open to look at sunghoon.

he’s watching intently, lips parted, one hand gripping the arm of the chair. his eyes are dark, fixed on every movement.

jake lays you back on the couch, stripping your shorts and panties down your legs. you’re completely bare now, and sunghoon’s gaze drags over you like he's physically touching you — your breasts, the curve of your waist, the wetness already glistening between your thighs.

“touch her,” sunghoon says quietly. it’s not a demand, but there’s hunger in it.

jake chuckles softly and spreads your legs, settling between them. he kisses down your stomach, then lower, tongue flicking out to taste you. you gasp, back arching as he licks broad stripes over your clit, sucking gently. your hand flies to his hair, hips rolling against his mouth.

sunghoon leans forward slightly, elbows on his knees. his eyes are glued to where jake’s tongue is working you open. “does she taste good?” he asks, voice strained.

“so fucking good,” jake murmurs against you, the vibrations making you whimper. he pushes two fingers inside you slowly, curling them just right while his mouth stays on your clit.

you’re moaning louder now, eyes locked with sunghoon’s. the way he’s watching you — like he’s starving — pushes you closer to the edge faster than usual.

but then jake pulls back, stripping his own shirt off. sunghoon’s gaze shifts immediately to jake’s toned chest, the way his abs flex as he moves. jake catches it and smirks, but doesn’t comment. he sheds his pants and boxers, cock hard and leaking as he strokes himself once.

sunghoon’s breath catches audibly. his eyes widen a fraction, pupils blown as he stares at jake’s length, then at the way jake lines himself up with your entrance.

“ready, baby?” jake asks you, but his eyes flick to sunghoon too.

you nod desperately. jake pushes in slowly, stretching you open with that perfect burn. you moan loudly, nails digging into his shoulders as he bottoms out. he starts thrusting, deep and steady, the wet sounds of your bodies filling the room.

sunghoon is breathing harder. his hand presses against the front of his jeans, palming himself openly now. but it’s not just you he’s staring at. his eyes keep darting to jake — the flex of his back muscles, the way his hips snap forward, the sheen of sweat on his skin, the low groans he makes every time you clench around him.

something shifts in sunghoon’s expression. realization. heat. confusion and want all at once.

“jake…” he whispers, almost to himself. his hand slips inside his jeans, wrapping around his own cock as he watches his best friend fuck you. the sight of jake’s cock disappearing into you over and over, glistening with your arousal, combined with your breathy moans — it’s too much.

he’s hard as steel, throbbing in his own grip, and the arousal hitting him while watching jake is undeniable. he always knew he liked you. the little attractions, the lingering hugs, the way he’d get jealous when jake touched you. but this — the way his stomach tightens seeing jake’s flushed chest, the veins on his forearms, the way his jaw clenches in pleasure — it’s new. overwhelming. bi awakening crashing over him like a wave.

“hoon,” you gasp, reaching a hand toward him. “come closer.”

sunghoon hesitates only a second before standing, jeans open, cock heavy in his hand as he moves to the edge of the couch. up close, he can see everything — the way jake’s cock stretches you, the slick sounds, your face twisted in ecstasy.

jake slows his thrusts, looking up at sunghoon with dark eyes. “you like watching me fuck her?”

sunghoon swallows hard, nodding. his voice is wrecked. “yeah. fuck, i do. both of you… i didn’t expect—”

“it’s okay,” you whisper, cupping his cheek. your thumb brushes his lower lip. “touch yourself while he fucks me. or… touch us.”

that breaks the last of his restraint.

sunghoon leans down and kisses you first — hesitant, then hungry, tongue sliding against yours as jake starts thrusting again. you moan into sunghoon’s mouth, one hand on his chest, the other reaching down to wrap around his cock. he’s big, hot, leaking precum as you stroke him in time with jake’s movements.

“shit,” sunghoon groans against your lips. “your hand feels so good.”

jake watches the two of you, hips snapping harder. “he’s pretty when he’s desperate, isn’t he, baby?”

you nod, dazed, squeezing sunghoon’s cock a little tighter. sunghoon’s free hand finds your breast, pinching your nipple while he kisses you deeper. then, almost shyly at first, his other hand reaches out to touch jake’s shoulder, sliding down his back, feeling the muscles move as jake fucks you.

jake shivers under the touch but doesn’t pull away. if anything, he leans into it.

then, the dynamic shifts. jake pulls out suddenly, flipping you onto your hands and knees so you’re facing sunghoon. “suck him while i fuck you from behind.”

you don’t hesitate. you take sunghoon into your mouth, tongue swirling around the head as he groans loudly, hand gently guiding your head. jake thrusts back into you, deeper in this position, hitting that spot that makes you see stars. every thrust pushes you further onto sunghoon’s cock, and the sounds are obscene — wet gagging, skin slapping, broken moans from all three of you.

sunghoon’s eyes are fixed on jake now too, watching his best friend pound into you, hands gripping your hips. “jake… you look so fucking hot like this,” he admits breathlessly, the words spilling out in the heat of it. “both of you. i can’t— i didn’t know i wanted this too.”

jake reaches over your back, grabbing sunghoon’s free hand and pulling it to your hip, then lower, guiding sunghoon’s fingers to where his cock is sliding in and out of you. sunghoon groans at the feeling — the stretch, the wetness, the way you flutter around jake.

“touch me too,” jake says roughly.

sunghoon does, hesitant at first, then bolder — palming jake’s balls, then wrapping fingers around the base of jake’s cock as it moves. jake moans loudly, hips stuttering.

the three of you move together like that for what feels like hours — a messy, perfect rhythm that blurs time and leaves the room thick with the scent of sex and sweat.

you’re on your hands and knees on the couch, mouth full of sunghoon’s cock as you suck him sloppily, spit dripping down your chin while your tongue swirls around the head and takes him deeper with every forward rock of your body.

jake is behind you, fucking you in steady, deep thrusts that punch the breath out of your lungs every time he bottoms out. the wet, obscene sound of his hips slapping against your ass mixes with your muffled moans and sunghoon’s low, broken groans.

sunghoon’s hand is gentle in your hair, not forcing but guiding, his thumb stroking your cheek almost reverently even as his cock twitches on your tongue. his other hand keeps wandering — brushing over your back, then reaching further to touch jake wherever he can reach. fingers tracing the flexing muscles of jake’s shoulder, sliding down the sweat-slick line of his spine, then lower, palming jake’s ass as he thrusts into you. every new touch makes sunghoon’s breath hitch harder, like he’s still shocked by how much he wants this.

“fuck… look at you,” sunghoon murmurs, voice wrecked and awed. “taking both of us so well.”

jake groans in agreement, one hand gripping your hip tightly while the other reaches around to rub your clit in tight circles. “she’s perfect. so fucking wet for us. you feel how tight she gets when you touch me, hoon? she loves it.”

sunghoon nods shakily, eyes locked on where jake’s cock disappears inside you over and over, glistening with your arousal. the sight combined with the heat of your mouth around him is driving him insane. his hips start twitching forward more desperately, fucking your throat a little deeper as his usual cool composure completely unravels.

eventually jake slows his thrusts, pulling out with a wet sound that makes you whine around sunghoon’s cock. he flips you gently onto your back, spreading your legs wide. “your turn, hoon. fuck her while she strokes me.”

sunghoon doesn’t need to be told twice. he moves between your thighs, eyes dark and hungry as he lines himself up. he pushes in slowly at first, savoring every inch, jaw dropping at the tight, wet heat enveloping him. “oh my god… baby,” he breathes, the pet name slipping out naturally. he bottoms out with a shudder, staying still for a moment just to feel you clench around him.

you reach for jake, wrapping your hand around his slick cock and stroking him steadily. jake leans down to kiss you messily, tongue sliding against yours while sunghoon starts moving — gentle, rolling thrusts at first, like he’s memorizing the feeling. but it doesn’t stay gentle for long. his control snaps, hips speeding up until he’s thrusting deep and hard, the couch creaking beneath you. every snap of his hips forces broken moans from your throat.

sunghoon pants, moaning both your name and jake’s in the same breath like he can’t separate the pleasure anymore. “feels so good… both of you.”

jake kisses you harder, then pulls back just enough to lean over and capture sunghoon’s mouth in a kiss — tentative at first, testing, lips brushing softly. sunghoon freezes for half a second, then surges forward into it, turning the kiss deep and filthy, tongues tangling as he keeps fucking you harder. the sight alone makes you clench around him.

it’s overwhelming. it's fucking perfect. the air is thick with moans and gasps and the wet sounds of bodies moving together. sunghoon’s hand finds one of your breasts, pinching your nipple while jake’s fingers return to your clit, rubbing fast. you’re caught between them, pleasure building impossibly high until it crashes over you.

you come first with a sharp cry, back arching clean off the couch as your walls flutter and squeeze around sunghoon’s cock. the intensity triggers his own orgasm almost immediately — he buries himself deep, hips stuttering as he spills inside you with a loud, broken moan of your name mixed with jake’s. his whole body trembles through it, face buried against your neck.

jake follows seconds later, stroking himself furiously over your bodies. thick ropes of cum paint your stomach, your breasts, and sunghoon’s chest where he’s still leaning over you. jake groans deeply, milking every last drop as he watches the mess he’s made on both of you.

after that, the three of you collapse in a tangled, sweaty pile on the couch. limbs are everywhere — sunghoon’s head resting heavily on your stomach, breathing hard against your skin, while jake sprawls half on top of both of you, one arm wrapped protectively around your waist and the other draped over sunghoon’s back. the room feels warm and hazy, hearts still racing as the high slowly ebbs.

sunghoon’s breathing is still shaky as he processes everything, fingers tracing idle patterns on your hip. after a long silence, he lets out a soft, disbelieving laugh.

“that was… my bi awakening, i think,” he admits quietly, voice hoarse. “i knew i liked her. i’ve liked her for a while. the way she laughs, the way she fits between us… but watching you, jake — fuck. the way you moved, the sounds you made, how you looked fucking her… i didn’t expect to want that too. want you too.”

jake presses a gentle kiss to sunghoon’s temple, then leans over to kiss your forehead, his dimples soft and warm. “good. because we’re not done tonight. not even close. we’ve got all night to figure this out… together.”

you smile sleepily, contentment settling deep in your chest as your fingers card gently through sunghoon’s damp hair. the three of you — best friends who have always been a little too close, a little too intertwined — finally feel like something more. lovers. a unit. whatever this is now, it fits perfectly, like it was always meant to be this way.

and there are many more nights ahead where curious eyes turn into wandering hands, shared pleasure, and something that feels a lot like love.

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[matzism]

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product details: in which… sunghoon has a huge breeding kink and won’t stop until he has you—his precious girlfriend—pregnant.

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“so fucking pretty like this,” sunghoon grunted, his hips slamming into yours.

he had your legs pinned to your chest, hands gripping the back your thighs, using his weight to pin you down as he thrusted into you. you were already leaking from his fifth load of the night. you’d lost count how many times you’ve cum yourself. you two had been going at it for almost two hours, no breaks, because sunghoon wanted to fill you up as much as possible.

his pace sharpened, thrusts becoming hard and deliberate, the wet sounds between you two filling the room. he pulled out until just the tip was in before slamming back into you, the head of his dick hitting against the spot that made your toes curl every time.

“fuck— look baby,” he leaned back. he slid a hand above the visible bulge in your lower stomach. “see how deep i am inside you?”

all you could manage was a shaky nod and a broken moan, too cockdrunk to form words. he’d be lying if he said he felt bad—because he didn’t. he had a plan and was sticking to it.

“gonna make you a mommy,” he muttered, sliding his arms beneath you to grip your ass. he fucked into you harder, forcing himself deeper.

it didn’t take long for him or you to cum again. yours ripped through you like a shock, only longer, more intense.

“there you go,” he groaned, his voice rough as he stretched you out just right. his rhythm slowed, pumping a fresh load of thick white ropes inside you. he kept his grip on you tight, grinding through both of your releases, pushing his seed deeper with short, lazy thrusts.

“all for you, baby. that’s all for you.”

your body trembled beneath him, his cum already leaking out of you, soaking into the sheets. sunghoon didn’t stop there—he couldn’t. he refused to actually. he flipped you onto your stomach, dragged a finger between your sensitive folds, gathering a mix of your own orgasm and his cum.

“you see that, babe? you’re such a messy girl for me,” he said proudly, climbing over you, his knees on either side of your thighs, locking you under him.

he lined his dick up with your soaked entrance, not giving you enough to time brace yourself before pushing himself right in. the pleasure shoots right through you, making your body tremble.

“f-fuck— hoon— please…” you choked out, nails digging into the back of his thigh.

“i know, baby. i know…” he cooed against your ear, lips trialing kisses down your neck and across your shoulder. “you’re doing so good. taking me so well.”

his chest melted into your spine like it belonged there, bodies aligning. his hips rolled slowly, carefully, every push going deeper. the complete opposite from how he was fucking you a minute ago.

“cmon, lemme see that pretty face while i fill you up.” he slid a hand around your neck—not to choke, just enough to tilt your head back and get a good look at you.

your face was flushed, eyes glassy, lips parted, soft whimpers spilling out. your walls fluttered around him as another lazy orgasm passed through you.

“last one, baby— fuck.. i promise,” he strained, his grip tightening slightly as he delivers one final thrust. he slid a hand under your stomach, wanting to feel himself inside you as he pumped you full.

sunghoon pushes forward again, grinding the head of his dick against that sensitive spot once more. he didn’t stop until every drop was buried deep. he stayed there until his own hips gave out.

“so pretty when you’re full.” he breathes, pressing a kiss against your temple before looking down at the mess he made inside of you.

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[snowball-doie]

You're back!!?? Since when?

Been back off and on~ should be back for real for real now but we’ll see how my mental is………

[babyonette]

Kickflip .ᐟ ݁ ˖ z.yf ff

wrnings: mature themes, (mdni!!) mature themes include: face riding, lots of kissing, unprotected p in v, HEAD, creampie yussss.

w/c: 4.0k

desc: the local skateboard group of guys is a bunch of nobodies. they’re loud, rowdy, and overall unpleasant. you don’t like the group of guys, but when one of the guys befriends you, he just might make you change your mind about skateboarders.

me speaking: sorry about being m.i.a. i have been on struggle bus, ticket to struggle town rn and it’s just bad. anyways, i finally finished this so im pretty excited! keonho catches strays in this one, he’s a meany pants (in this ff) so he deserves it lol. hugs and kisses, thank you for being patient with me.

“God what’s she doing here again with that shitty digicam..” One of the guys complain and everyone in the group groans. You’re always here when they want to skate taking pictures of shit. Never them of course, but you stay for like thirty minutes, that’s thirty minutes too long!

“Dude she’s a total creepazoid. Like, she literally stays here and makes us uncomfortable! Like I can’t even do a dive when she’s staring at me all weird!”

“She’s a bitch too, she never lets me cheat off her during tests. Like what the fuck, I’m trying to pass too!” The other guy adds in.

“Shut up, she just has a hobby. She’s not harming us.” The other shoots back, making the guys all roll their eyes.

“Well then James, talk to her, tell her to get off our turf.” The taller guy says, challenging him.

“Fine. But if she doesn’t listen, don't say I didn’t try.” James gets up and starts walking towards you, stopping abruptly in his tracks. “And you owe me chips from the vending machine at school dipshit.”

The taller guy sticks out his tongue and James continues walking towards you. You have your back to him and he clears his throat rather loudly, startling you. “Uhm, me and my friends wanna skate and you’re kinda ruining the vibe.”

You frown. “Get over it, I’m just taking pictures.”

He rolls his eyes. “There’s gotta be more interesting places to take your digicam than here. Plus, it’s creepy how you’re always here when we come, it’s like you’re stalking us.”

“I have much better things to do than stalk.” You deadpan. “And no, this boring town truly has nothing on the view this public skatepark has to offer.” You say, emphasizing ‘public.’

“Well can you just leave? We just wanna skate without you lurking around. You can come back when we’re done.”

“I’m not taking orders from a twenty year old.” You snap and he looks rather offended at this statement. “Sorry? Are you eighty or something? The fuck does my age have to do with me telling you to get lost?”

“It means that I’m not taking your shit. Now leave me alone.” You say finally.

He scoffs and walks back to his friends. Once he reaches them he throws his hands up. “See, told you she wouldn’t listen!”

“Dude. You aren’t assertive enough, watch how the real pro does it.” The one guy speaks.

He gets up and walks over to you and you huff, here they go again. “Hey weirdo, get the hell out of here, we’re trying to skate.”

“I’m not hurting anyone.” You weakly argue.

“You’re hurting our vibe.”

You groan. “What vibe? You guys just sit there for like forty-five minutes and talk. You guys don’t even skate some days.”

“Damn, you’re a bitch to me in college and out of it too.” He says, shaking his head. “Just leave bro, nobody wants you here.”

You look down at the ground as tears well up in your eyes. “Fine. I’ll go.” You walk out of the skatepark as fast as you can after being totally humiliated not once, but twice. You’re crying to yourself because once again, nobody wants you somewhere, as always.

A week later, the new semester at college started. So that means new classes and new faces. You notice James is in your Biology Basics class but he’s sat across the room, which means you probably won’t have to talk to him anyways.

“Okay everybody. Now, I had you sitting random for the first few days but I’d like to change that. I want to pair groups that I think would work best together. I’ve been observing you all over the week and I found a seating chart I think will benefit you all. Firstly, you.” He points at you and points towards the back table. “Across from Mr. James.”

“Oh my god.” You mutter to yourself as you get off of the barstool and trudge towards the table where James sits. You don’t even spare a glance at him as you plop down and look towards your right, back at the front of the classroom.

He’s not offended by this, he knows how he’s perceived by you, and frankly, he doesn’t care all that much. All he cares about is passing this stupid fucking class, getting past his basics, and going to a better college far far away from here. By this time next fall, he should have a ticket out of here. Will he miss his friends? Sure, but James has never been someone who has had trouble making friends, he’ll survive.

So when the Professor pairs you two together for a lab, he’s pissed. He’s pissed because he’s not playing checkers with you this entire semester, each of you trying to get at one another, fuck that. This is his ultimate test to himself this semester, make you his friend.

You don’t give him so much as a glance when you grab the dropper from the tray and begin filling it with seven drops of saline. “What’re you doing?” He asks in an annoying tone.

“The lab.” You answer simply.

“Yeah but it says six drops of saline, you did seven.”

You look back at your instructions, and shit, he’s right.

You huff. “Sorry. I can’t read, I guess.”

This statement makes him laugh. “It’s okay. It’s just saline, not like it’s acid or something.” You frown at his attempt to make you feel better, similar to the frown you gave him when he confronted you at the skate park. “I can’t make mistakes like this. This class is part of my future.”

“Well, what future is that?” He queries.

“To get the hell out of here.”

James stops for a second. You seem like a homebody, he would’ve never guessed you wanted out like him.

He nods. “I do too. I want to get out of here and go to a better college, make money, and have a better life.”

“What’s a better life entail?”

“Like maybe a house or a nice apartment, a wife, friends, to be happy. What about you? What’s a better life?”

“I just want to be me and belong somewhere.” You admit, not daring to look up from your paper. He hums. “That too.”

James and you don’t get partnered up much after that, not because you guys were bad together, just because your professor is indifferent to letting people get used to each other. You don’t see or hear much of James until you're at an off campus party with ‘friends’ a month later. He’s standing with the jerk that told you nobody wanted you at the skatepark and when he sees you, he does a double take.

You pay him no mind and continue on with your group, acting in the way you feel you should act so they include you. You’ve gotten good at that, feeling people out, being able to tell them what they want to hear.

When you’ve had entirely too much to drink, you find yourself not being able to find your friends. Hm, weird. You walk drunkenly around the party and don’t spot them, when you realize they probably abandoned you, you start to cry. You walk with blurry vision to the bathroom and someone comes out just as you reach for the doorknob, making you jump back.

“Hey you were my lab partner back during the beginning of the semester!” He says enthusiastically, then realizing you have tears running down your face. “You alright?” He asks now, worried.

“My friends, they left me here and I don’t know how to get home and I’m so drunk and-.” You feel a hand on your shoulder and it snaps you right out of your drunken crying rambling. “It’s okay, I’ll take you home.” He smiles comfortingly.

You nod, wiping the tears from your face and following him through the hallway, once out, he grabs your hand and guides you through the wave of people. You guys get to his car finally and you cautiously get in, having never been in a car with a guy before you really didn’t know what to expect.

You get comfy in the passenger seat and immediately start to shiver, it’s so cold out and you didn’t think you’d need a jacket but jesus it’s frigid in James’s car. He looks over and notices you trying not to shake uncontrollably and immediately reaches into his backseat, bringing a jacket along with him. He hands it to you without a word.

“It’s fine, I’ll be fine.” You hurriedly say.

“You’re shaking the whole car, just put it on, I don’t mind.” He responds.

Nodding, you put it on as he pulls away and heads to your apartment, with directions from you of course. It’s not that far of a drive, only fifteen minutes but you still offer to give him gas money to which he says ‘don’t worry about it.’

“Do you have to drive a lot of drunk girls home?”

“No.” He laughs. “Just Martin, I don’t even know why he insists on driving to these places knowing he can’t drive his ass back to our apartment. We always have to pick his car up a day later when he’s finally conscious.”

You bite your lip, nervous to bring this up. “Was that the guy who told me to get lost at the skatepark the one day?”

“No, that was Keonho. He’s not as mean as he seems, just tries to act tough I guess.”

“Oh.” You say. “Well I still don’t like him.”

James smiles. “That’s okay.”

“And I didn’t like you either till we were paired up.” You admit.

“What changed your mind?”

“I dunno, you were different from the James I talked to at the skatepark. I guess I didn’t expect it. You pleasantly surprised me.”

He hums and continues driving down your road, stopping at your apartment. You get out and thank him and he does that award winning smile that almost makes your heart stop. You’re still so drunk that you forget you still have his jacket on and when you do realize, you mentally berate yourself. You’ll give it to him tomorrow in class, no big deal.

-

Tomorrow comes and you’re hardly awake as you drive to the college. You feel half dead but you did remember his jacket thank god. You see him in the back corner and you wordlessly hand him his jacket to which he wordlessly pushes it back towards you. Your eyebrows stitch together. “Don’t you want this back?”

He shakes his head. “Keep it, looks better on you anyways.” Now that makes your heart stop, the casual compliment totally makes you land on your ass. “Oh. Thanks!” You say a little too enthusiastically.

“Hey there’s another party at my friend Niki’s apartment this weekend. It’s lowkey. If you wanna come, I can take you with me.”

“Uhm, sure. If you want to.”

“Of course I want to, we’re friends.” He states simply and you smile to yourself. Maybe you can make friends after all.

-

You try not to dress too nice for this party, don’t want to come off as trying too hard or anything. You want to look nice though, don’t want James to be embarrassed. You may or may not have formed a tiny little crush on James, but nothing major. You told yourself after the last one that you’d never do that again and you’re sticking to it. Although, there’s nothing harmful in having a crush. He wouldn’t like you back anyways, you’re safe.

James picks you up and you guys talk casually during the car ride. It turns out Niki’s place isn’t far from yours, which is good for the butterflies in your stomach begging to get out from James being in such close proximity. You’re not sure if downplaying this crush is working anymore but that’s a problem for another day.

When you guys get there you’re met with many warm smiles and waves. There’s a couple of girls there which is good you think, you won’t be the odd one out. As the night passes by, James excuses himself to get a drink and you feel a sudden pit in your stomach. Uh oh, now you’re alone with people you hardly know. And something feels wrong, your anxiety peaks suddenly.

When you look back at the kitchen later, you see James and a girl from earlier talking, and she’s rather close to him, and she’s whispering in his ear, and he’s smiling, and-. “I’m going to go outside and get some air, be right back.” You feign a smile and tell the other girl, she nods and you sneak out the door running down the hallway and into the night.

You hate to start crying but you just can’t help it. Yes, this crush is bigger than you originally had thought, and seeing him with someone else kills you, but you can’t blame him. He doesn’t know about this at all, he doesn’t know you feel like he’s been clawing at the inside of your heart, he can’t know that. You haven’t had much to drink but you feel like throwing up, the fact he’s still up there with her makes you sick.

You sit on the stairs of the apartment building and rest your head on your knees, hugging them closely to yourself. You sit there for a while, and then hear the door open.

“Oh thank god.” James says in relief from behind you. “I thought you left me.”

You don’t say anything, just you looking forward, not a peep out of you. “Hey, you okay?” He asks as he sits next to you. You slowly nod yes and he sighs. “Look at me.” You do, and he sees tear streaks that have made their way down your face. “What’s wrong?”

You take a deep breath in. “Just sad. Sorry, I probably ruined the vibe.”

“You haven’t ruined anything, but I am worried about you.” He quietly speaks. “Don’t want you to feel like you don’t belong, because you do.”

This statement makes you start to cry all over again. All you’ve wanted was for someone to say that for you, and here you are, finally being told that and you can’t even say thank you because you’re too busy crying.

He tugs you towards him so that your head lays on his shoulder and you feel at ease immediately. Doesn’t stop the tears from falling still though. He hooks his finger under your chin, pulling your face towards him and he kisses you. Plain and simple kiss, but it makes you freeze. He goes back, kisses you again but deeper this time and it takes you a second to realize what’s even happening. When you do, you melt against him, kissing him back.

He pulls away, licking his lips and grinning. “Should I take you home?”

You nod and he leads you to the car with his hand on the small of your back, opening the car door for you and you hop in. He gets in and says a quick ‘c’mere’ and he kisses you again, making your knees clamp together in desperation for him. You want him, but you don’t know if he wants you like that. You wouldn’t blame him if he didn’t, you don’t know what you're really doing anyways.

When he gets to your apartment, you casually invite him in and he accepts. Once in the elevator he grabs you gently and smashes his lips onto yours, you feel him against you and his bulge is practically breaking out of his pants. Guess your questions answered.

The elevator dings and he gives you one last kiss before exiting the elevator with you, letting you guide him to where your apartment is. You enter your apartment and he’s in awe. It’s decorated all nice and homey, he wishes his shared apartment was half as decorated as yours was.

You wrap your arms around his neck and he leans forward, giving you a slow kiss that you think will linger on your lips for months. He rests his head against yours, putting his hands on your hips and steering you backwards. The back of your knees reach the couch and you fall back on it, him following shortly after. You guys make out for a really long time while feeling each other up. He’s obsessed with squeezing your boobs, they feel so good in his hands.

What you’re obsessed with is running your hands up and down his abs and you think that he’s literally Adonis himself. Now way is a man this physically perfect, makes you feel embarrassed about how you look.

He starts to kiss the corners of your mouth and migrates down to your neck, leaving love bites everywhere. “Can we move this to my bed?” You ask breathlessly.

He hums and helps you up off the couch. He follows you closely as you go to the bedroom but not without some fun, of course. As you walk you take off your shirt, still having your back towards him, and then your bra. You throw it back at him and he catches it and holds it like it’s a grand prize.

You open your bedroom door and face him and his eyes immediately go down to your tits. He swiftly comes towards you and kisses your neck some more while he kneads your boobs in his hands. You walk backwards to your bed, switching him around and pushing him onto it. You pull your pants off and he takes this as his cue to get down to his underwear too, once you both do, you just stare at each other.

“So perfect, wow.” He says in astonishment as he reaches towards you and pulls you onto him. This man is obsessed with kissing you, like he can’t get enough, ever. He kisses you long and slow, then whispering against your mouth, “ride my face.”

Your eyes widen. “Really? But what if I hurt you?”

“You won’t.”

You tremble as you take off your panties and hover yourself on top of him, he grabs your ass and squeezes it once, letting you know he’s ready. You lower yourself just enough to where you feel like you won’t suffocate him and he goes to town.

His tongue greedily explores you, cleaning you of your arousal until all that’s left is his own saliva. You cry out when he tugs you down even further and sucks on your clit, rocking his head back and forth as he teases you. You start to grind yourself against his face and nearly topple over when his nose hits your sensitive spot over and over. It’s not even two minutes and you’re moaning his name as you come all over his tongue, to which he licks up happily of course.

He gives your pussy a final kiss and you weakly get off of him, falling back onto the bed. You hear him slip something off and you sit up to see him on his knees stroking himself. You crawl towards him and flash those pretty eyes at him and he knows what you want. You replace his hand with yours and stroke him lazily as you swirl your tongue around the tip of his dick. You take the head in your mouth and suck on it as if it were a lollipop, popping it out of your mouth, teasing him in return for earlier. He watches as a spit string connects from him to your mouth and nearly nuts right then and there. He’s still so pussy drunk he can hardly see straight.

When you take him fully into your mouth and start bobbing your head up and down his shaft, he thinks he sees stars. He grabs onto the hair at the back of your head for support as you run your tongue on the bottom of his cock, the warmth mixed with that is nearly killing him.

He’s so so close but he can’t cum in your mouth, he just can’t. He says a quick ‘off,’ and you give him a parting kiss on his tip after you pop him out of your mouth. He pushes you down and onto your back as he makes himself at home between your legs. He holds himself above you, admiring your face. “So so pretty. Thought that ever since the skatepark.”

“Don’t lie.”

“I did, minus the digicam.” He jokes.

You giggle. “Ha ha very funny.”

“I try.”

He looks between you two and at his raging boner and knows that if he’s not inside you soon he’s going to go insane. He rocks himself against you. “Let me know if at any point this is too much.” You nod quickly and he guides his tip to your entrance, circling himself around it a few times. He inserts the tip in and you whimper a little at the sharp zolts of pain you feel and he quickly stops.

“We don’t have to do this.” He reassures you as he brushes your face with the back of his fingers.

You shake your head. “No no, I want to. I want it really bad.”

He says a quick ‘okay,’ and inches in little by little, watching your face as he does so. When he does bottom out he stays like that until you’re fully relaxed around him because he’s not going until he knows you’ll feel good from this too. He tests the waters by doing a few shallow thrusts and you whimper some more, “feels good, just so big.”

You adjust yourself a little more and give him the go ahead and he gives a few more test thrusts, the feeling has you gripping his arms for support. “You okay if I go a little faster?”

You smile. “Mhm.”

He kisses you one more time and starts to fuck you nice and slow. He’s taking his time because he’s used to good things not lasting for him. Soon though, the desperation kicks in and he finds himself plowing into you, hard. You can’t help but throw your head back and moan his name like a chant over and over again. You’ll moan his name until the entire apartment complex memorizes it for all you care.

His cock ruthlessly pounds into you, hitting you so deep you feel like blacking out. He’s groaning in your ear as his hips smack into you repeatedly, making a skin slapping noise that echoes throughout your apartment. “I’m so close.” You whine.

He speeds up, fucking you harder, making you cry out as you let go all over him. A creamy ring forms around the base of his cock as he continues on until his climax hits him like a train. He paints your insides with his cum, continuing on lazily pumping himself until the mix of each others release makes noises that reverberate in your bedroom. He’s spent, hardly holding himself up as he pants into your ear, kissing your cheek as a final touch.

He lays next to you and you can’t help but let your thoughts get to you. “So, are we casual?"

It’s quiet for a minute, you not daring to say anything. “I don’t want to be casual, no.” He finally says.

“Then, what do we do now?” You ask.

“I think we have to do all that lovey dovey couple shit… I wouldn’t mind though if it was with you.”

You laugh. “Thanks, I wouldn’t either if it was with you.”

“Maybe tomorrow I can take you to the skatepark, teach you how to skate a little, nobody will be there, just us.”

“Okay.” You agree.

He wraps his arm around you and pulls you towards him, cuddling you as if you’re the only thing in the world. You don’t mind this, matter of fact you fall asleep so good you don’t wake up till one the next day. He’s still there, cuddling you, soft breaths coming from his mouth.

You finally belong, you think. Someone is finally choosing you and thank god because you need that. After everything all you’ve ever wanted is to be loved. For someone to stay. Somebody wants you here, it’s no longer pity, it’s love.

[simpill]

爱—MAKE A MIL:

l.hs!n.rk✘reader

synopsis: You've been hooking up with both heeseung and riki separately for months, but when you let a stranger flirt with you at a party just to feel their eyes on you, they decide they're done sharing, done asking, done letting you walk away.

pairings: heeki✘f!reader

warnings: threesome, post party, smut, friends with benefits, blow jobs, unprotected sex, storage closet sex, possessive behavior, hair pulling, oral, pet names, overstimulation, fingering, light choking, swallowing. lmk if i missed any lol

a/n: i saw THIS edit and the thoughts started hitting me instantly, so obviously i had to write this lmao

You knew you were playing with fire the moment you agreed to come.

The party was loud, too many trainees and idols you didn't care to remember. You leaned against the kitchen counter, drink in hand, watching some guy try too hard to make you laugh.

His name didn't matter. Neither did his hand on your arm.

You let him talk, let him lean in, let him think he had a chance.

Because you could feel two pairs of eyes burning holes into your back from across the room.

Riki moved first.

You didn't see him coming, just felt a warm hand slide over your hip from behind, fingers pressing just hard enough to bruise later.

"Who's your friend?" His voice was low, right by your ear. The guy in front of you went pale.

You didn't flinch. Didn't lean in or pull away.

"No one" you said, taking a slow sip of your drink "Yet"

Riki's fingers dug deeper. His laugh was quiet and sharp "Cute"

The guy muttered an excuse and disappeared.

You turned your head just enough to catch Riki's expression. Dark eyes, flat smile, jealousy dripping from every sharp line of his face.

"That was rude" you said "I was having fun"

"Were you?"

Heeseung appeared on your other side like smoke.

No warning. Just sudden warmth, his chest pressing against your shoulder blade, his hand landing on the counter beside yours caging you in.

"You're bad when you're bored" he murmured.

You looked up at him, met his gaze without blinking "You love it"

He tilted his head. Didn't deny it.

Riki's hand was still on your hip. Heeseung's body was a wall at your back. The music thumped through the floor — PARTYNEXTDOOR's "Make a Mil" slow, heavy bass.

"Come with us" Heeseung said. It wasn't a question.

You raised an eyebrow "Make me"

The air went still.

Riki's grip tightened. Heeseung's jaw flexed.

Then Heeseung smiled. Slow. Dangerous.

"Don't tempt us"

They didn't ask again.

Heeseung took your hand, not gently, not rough either. Just firm. Like you were already his. Riki stayed close behind, a hand on the small of your back, steering you through the crowd.

No one stopped you. No one looked twice.

The hallway was dark. The music faded to a dull pulse behind a closed door.

You turned to face them, back against the wall, arms crossed.

"Okay, you've got me alone. Now what?"

Riki stepped into your space, one hand slamming flat against the wall beside your head. His face was inches from yours. You could smell his cologne, could see the way his chest rose and fell too fast.

"You let that guy touch you for twenty minutes" he said. "We watched every second"

You smirked "Jealous much?"

"Yes"

No hesitation. No shame.

Heeseung came up behind Riki, resting a hand on his shoulder, looking past him at you. Calm, patient, hungry.

"We don't share, baby" Heeseung said "Not really"

"And yet" you said "you've been sharing me for months"

Neither of them blinked.

"That's different" Riki said, his thumb finding your jaw, tilting your face up "That's us, baby"

You should have been scared. Intimidated. Pinned between two of them in a dark hallway with no one around.

Instead, you felt your pulse kick, and doubled down.

"So what now?" you asked. "You're gonna fight over me? Draw straws? Flip a coin?"

Riki's eyes narrowed. Heeseung laughed low under his breath.

"No, baby" Heeseung said, stepping closer. His chest brushed Riki's back, his fingers found your chin turning your face toward him. "We're not gonna fight"

"Then what?"

They looked at each other, some silent conversation you weren't invited to.

When they looked back, something had shifted. Darker. Hungrier.

"We're gonna stop pretending" Riki said, his hand sliding from your jaw to your throat, not squeezing, just resting there "You're not fucking anyone else. You're not even looking at anyone else"

You laughed, but it came out breathier than you wanted. "Bold assumption"

"It's not an assumption, pretty" Heeseung said, his thumb tracing your bottom lip "It's a decision"

"You don't get to decide for me"

"No?" Riki's fingers pressed just slightly, a warning, a tease "Then tell us no right now. Walk away"

You didn't move.

Neither did they.

The song was still playing somewhere, muffled through the walls.

Heeseung leaned in, lips brushing your ear "That's what we thought"

The nearest empty room was a storage closet.

Too small. Too dark. Perfect.

Riki shut the door. Heeseung didn't bother with the light.

You heard them moving, felt the heat of their bodies closing in. Your back hit something solid, a shelf, maybe. Didn't matter actually.

"You're shaking" Riki said. You couldn't see his face, but you could hear the smile in his voice.

"I'm not scared"

"I didn't say scared"

His hands found your waist. Heeseung's hands found your hips. They pinned you there, bodies pressed against your front and side, nowhere to go.

"You've been running this game for months" Heeseung murmured against your neck, his lips dragging down your throat. "Teasing, pulling away, letting us taste you and then leaving"

You shivered. Hated that you did.

"You think we didn't notice?" Riki's voice came from the other side, his mouth suddenly at your jaw "You think we didn't talk about it?"

Your breath caught "Talk about what?"

"About how you want us to take it" Heeseung said. "How you want us to stop asking and just take"

You opened your mouth to deny it.

Riki kissed you first.

Hard. Demanding. His tongue sliding against yours before you could breathe, his hands gripped your waist like he'd never let go.

When he pulled back, you gasped.

Heeseung didn't wait. He turned your face toward him and kissed you slower, deeper, like he had all night. His teeth scraped your bottom lip. You felt it everywhere.

"See?" Heeseung whispered against your mouth. "That's not a girl who wants to be asked"

Clothes came off in pieces.

Your top first. Heeseung unbuttoned it slow, one button at a time, watching your face the whole way. Riki's hands slid up your bare back, fingers tracing your spine.

"Turn around" Riki said.

You hesitated. Just for a second.

Heeseung's hand closed around the back of your neck, gentle but firm "You heard him"

You turned.

The shelf dug into your front. Riki pressed against your back, his chest warm, his belt buckle cool against your skin. Heeseung knelt in front of you.

You looked down at him, hair falling over his eyes, lips parting as he looked up at you like you were something to be worshipped and devoured at the same time.

"You're so fucking pretty like this" he said, his hands running up your thighs "All that sass gone quiet"

You forced yourself to smirk "Give me a second, I'll think of something"

He grinned, bit the inside of your thigh.

You cursed. Riki laughed behind you.

Heeseung took his time.

Kisses up your inner thighs, slow and wet, his fingers pressing into your hips holding you open. Riki's hands roamed your body from behind your stomach, your ribs, cupping your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples until you arched back into him.

"You feel that?" Riki murmured in your ear "You feel how hard he's trying not to rush?"

You did. You felt everything.

Heeseung's tongue finally found you. You choked on a moan, your hand flying to his hair, gripping tight.

"Fuck—"

He hummed against you. The vibration made your knees buckle. Riki held you up, arms locked around your waist.

"She's close already" Riki observed, amused "That's embarrassing"

"Shut up" you gasped.

Heeseung pulled back just enough to speak. His lips were wet "Make her beg"

You wanted to refuse. Wanted to bite back something clever.

But Riki chose that moment to bite your shoulder, and Heeseung chose that moment to slide two fingers inside you, and your brain stopped working.

"Please" you heard yourself say. Hated it. Wanted more.

"Louder, pretty" Heeseung said.

"Please—"

They didn't stop.

Heeseung's fingers curled inside you, his tongue flat against your clit. Riki's hands pinched your nipples, twisted, pulled. You were crying out now, not caring who heard, the shelves rattling every time you jerked.

When you came, it was messy. Loud. Your whole body shaking between them.

Riki held you through it. Heeseung worked you through it, not stopping until you pushed at his shoulder, overstimulated and gasping.

"Good girl" Heeseung said, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

You slumped back against Riki, chest heaving "I hate you both"

"No you don't" Riki said, his hands sliding down your stomach, between your legs. You were still sensitive, flinched when his fingers brushed you "You love it. You love us"

You didn't say yes.

You didn't say no either.

The rest happened fast.

Heeseung stood, unbuckled his belt. Riki turned you around, lifted you onto the shelf. You wrapped your legs around his waist before he even asked.

"Impatient" Riki teased.

"Shut up and fuck me"

He did.

Not gentle, not slow. Exactly what you'd been asking for with every smirk and every time you'd walked away.

Heeseung came up behind you, pressed against your back, his hands covering yours where you gripped the shelf, his mouth finding your ear.

"You feel how hard he is for you?" he whispered "How long he's been waiting?"

You couldn't answer. Riki was hitting something inside you that made you see stars.

Heeseung's hand slid around your throat, not squeezing. Just there. Claiming.

"Now you're going to come again" he said "And then you're going to tell us you're ours"

You tried to shake your head.

Riki snapped his hips harder. You moaned so loud it echoed.

"Yes, pretty" Heeseung said against your skin "Just like that"

You came again with Heeseung's hand on your throat and Riki's name on your lips.

They didn't stop.

Heeseung pulled you off the shelf, turned you around, bent you over it. You felt him push inside you from behind while Riki watched.

"Look at her" Riki said, palming himself, watching your face "Look how wrecked she is"

You wanted to say something cutting. Instead, you just moaned as Heeseung fucked you rough and deep.

"You're gonna take both of us" Heeseung said "Aren't you, baby"

It wasn't a question.

You nodded into the shelf.

"Words, pretty" Riki said.

"Yes, fuck— yes."

After he finished, pulling out slowly making you whimper at the loss, you thought maybe you were done.

You were wrong.

Riki grabbed your wrist and pulled you up from the shelf. Your legs were shaking, your lipstick was smeared across your chin. You'd never felt more wrecked in your entire life.

"Sit" Riki said, pushing you gently down onto your knees.

You looked up at him, then at Heeseung, who was already stepping closer, cock in his hand, still hard.

"Your turn, baby" Heeseung said "You think we're the only ones who do the work?"

You should have been annoyed. Should have snapped back.

Instead, you reached for Riki first.

Wrapped your fingers around the base of him, looked up through your lashes. Watched his composure crack.

"You wanna be in control so bad" you murmured "But look at you. You're already shaking, ki"

Riki's jaw tightened. His hand came down on the back of your head, not shoving, just resting there "Talk less"

You smiled. Then took him into your mouth.

Riki's head fell back against the shelf. A low groan escaped his throat, the kind he'd been holding in all night.

You took your time. Swirled your tongue. Dragged your lips up slow, then back down fast. Your hand worked what your mouth couldn't fit.

"Fuck" he breathed, his fingers tightening in your hair "Just like that. Yeah—"

Behind you, Heeseung moved closer. You felt his thighs against your back, his cock pressing against your shoulder.

"Don't forget about me, pretty" he said. Not a request.

You pulled off Riki with a wet pop, turned your head, took Heeseung into your mouth without breaking eye contact.

He hissed. His hand joined Riki's in your hair.

You let them guide you, back and forth. Riki's taste, then Heeseung's. Salty and warm and theirs.

"You're so good at this" Riki muttered, his hips bucking forward "Been thinking about your mouth for days—"

"Me too" Heeseung admitted, voice rougher now. "Wondering if you'd look up at us like that"

You did. Looked up at both of them, eyes wet, lips swollen, drool trailing down your chin.

You'd never felt more powerful in your life.

They didn't last long.

Riki came first, pulled your hair gently, tried to warn you, but you didn't pull away. Swallowed. Kept your eyes on his face as he shuddered.

"Jesus" he whispered, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor, boneless.

You turned to Heeseung, wrapped your lips around him again, bobbed your head faster, hand pumping what you couldn't reach.

Heeseung's composure finally broke. His hips stuttered, his hand clenched in your hair.

"Look at me" he said.

You looked up.

He came on your tongue with a broken sound you'd never heard from him before. You swallowed that too.

Then sat back on your heels, wiped your mouth with the back of your hand. Smiled.

"Good?"

Neither of them could speak. Riki just stared at you like you'd rearranged his entire brain. Heeseung dropped to his knees in front of you and kissed you hard, tasting himself on your lips.

After, you didn't know how much later, you were sandwiched between them on the floor of the storage closet.

Your dress was ruined. Your makeup was gone. Your thighs were sore. Your jaw ached.

You'd never felt better.

Riki traced patterns on your stomach. Heeseung played with your hair.

"That guy from earlier" Riki said. "What was his name?"

"I don't know, honestly"

"Good."

You snorted. "Possessive"

He smiled. "You like it"

You didn't argue.

Because he was right. You liked all of it. Liked them.

Maybe more than you'd ever admit out loud.

You rolled your eyes. But you were smiling.

And when Heeseung pulled you closer and Riki pressed a kiss to your shoulder, you let yourself have it.

The three of you. The dark. The distant echo of music.

"Make a Mil" with her.

Yeah. You could do that.

taglist: @superhee @sugarcwtie

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taglist link is back up and working!

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i'm back with another update!

in all honesty, the last few days have been absolutely terrible... heeseung was my first enhypen bias, so the toll his exit from the group has taken on me mentally is overwhelming- all i can really do is cry and try my best to help support the engenes planning the most amazing fan projects to bring heeseung back to enhypen. with that in mind, i want to make my stance clear: whether he returns or not, i am an ot7 enhypen stan. i love our boys, i love heeseung, and i'll fight as hard as i can to bring them back together.

thank you to everyone who voted on my previous poll about how to proceed with this blog. i am really excited to know that you guys prefer the various poly content i have for different groups, so i will continue to create oc and reader content for nct 127, nct dream, wayv, enhypen, and &team. heeseung will be included. for reader requests, you can still ask for heeseung enhypen content-- i'd prefer to not write about him as a soloist, in all honesty. for haena thoughts, heeseung will be included, he will not be written out of the plot. given my current mental state regarding the situation, angst prompts/requests are very much appreciated (i use it to cope tbh...)

nct 127 update: i saw taeyong live for the first time in january, and i haven't had much time to really settle with that exciting fact about my life because of how chaotic school and the enhypen situation has been- so if you guys want to know anything about the concert, or just have taeyong requests/prompts, feel free to bombard my asks! jaehyun returns soon from the military, so expect an ahri lore update- any and all thoughts regarding his return are welcome! <3

nct dream update: i know we're all anxious about the tds4 finale because of how the boys are talking about it.......... please don't give me something else to worry about rn. let's pretend everything is happy and dandy and that the polycule doesn't have any issues rn... ok....

wayv: despite how i feel about it, i will continue to keep lucas out of the ji-hye/gemi canon plot. there's a headcanon post up about gemi meeting lucas, if you want to read it- but the last time i did a poll about featuring lucas on this blog, ya'll didn't seem to fuck with it, so i will keep the lucas x ji-hye thoughts to myself (unless someone has a very specific ask to indulge me <3)

if you guys have any questions, comments, concerns about this update, my inbox and dms are open. tbh i could use any and all mental/emotional support rn... if you have any fluff/angst/smut requests, my asks are open, and i'll be answering them like it's business as usual. i love you guys. thanks for sticking with me for nearly two whole years.

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Omg! You’re back! Your Johnny book is my emotional support reading when I have bad days ❤️🫶✨

hi hi! stuff kept hitting the fan lowkey so i took a break from the interwebs........ i'm back as much as i can be rn, and i'm working with @spider-sungie and @tokkiyuta to get the next few chapters of the book out cuz things are about to get super interesting in the plot, so i hope you guys will love it as much as we do! <3

if you guys have any asks or short prompt ideas for any idols/stories i write for, please send them in! i'm not doing full fics rn, but i'd love to throw ideas around with you guys like the good ol days! <3

hope you're all doing well and staying healthy!!

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SIMP SIM ~𓍢s.jy˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀

> Just loser jake being a certified dumbass for his stupidly hot gf!

> bf!심재윤 × f!reader˖ ࣪ . 🦮 ࿐ ♡ ˚ .

>smut, pwop, p in v,subby loser jake, he gets nervous and starts yapping about random dog facts or soccer stats, kinda pathetic but hot, oral (m), jake’s a simp deluxe edition

>A/N:back to my roots,loser enha, MDNI

Who would've thought you'll end up with him .Like, Jake Sim? That Jake? The guy who still says “deeznuts” unironically when he tries to joke around, who trips over his own feet in the cafeteria because he’s too busy staring at his phone watching compilations of golden retrievers, who once spent twenty minutes explaining to you why pineapple on pizza is elite while you were literally trying to make out with him.

And yet here you are, in his tiny off campus apartment that smells like vanilla air freshener and boy sweat, straddling his lap while he looks up at you like you hung the damn moon.

His hands are on your thighs, fingers digging into the soft flesh like he’s scared you’ll disappear if he lets go. He’s already flushed, cheeks pink, lips parted, messy brown hair sticking to his forehead. Pathetic in the best way.

“Baby… you sure you wanna do this?” he mumbles, voice cracking a little. “I mean I just got done with practice and I probably smell like grass and..”

You shut him up by grinding down on him slowly, feeling how hard he already is under those gray gym shorts. He lets out this broken little whimper that goes straight to your core.

“Jake.”

“Yeah?”

“Shut up.”

“Okay,” he breathes, nodding fast like the eager dumbass he is.

You lean in to kiss him, messy and wet, tongue sliding against his. He tastes like the strawberry milk he chugged earlier. His hands slide up under your hoodie,his hoodie actually, the one you stole last week,palming at your bare skin like he’s trying to memorize every inch.

He’s always like this. Overwhelmed. Grateful. A little stupid.

You pull back just enough to tug the hoodie off, letting your hair fall around your shoulders. Jake’s eyes go wide, pupils blown. He stares at your tits like he’s never seen them before even though he’s literally sucked marks into them two nights ago.

“Fuck… you’re so hot it’s unfair,” he whines, leaning forward to bury his face between them, kissing and licking like a man starved. “How are you real? Like scientifically? Your body’s insane, I swear I could study you for a whole semester and still fail the test because I’d be too distracted.”

You laugh, threading your fingers through his hair and tugging his head back. “You’re rambling again, puppy.”

His ears go red at the nickname. He loves that shit.

“Sorry, sorry..I just...you’re sitting on my dick right now and I can’t think straight.”

You roll your hips again, dragging your clothed pussy over his hard on. Jake’s head falls back against the couch, mouth open, eyes fluttering. So fucking pretty when he’s losing it.

You slide off his lap and kneel between his legs, tugging his shorts down just enough to free his cock. It slaps against his stomach,pretty pink tip flushed and leaking. Jake makes this embarrassed noise, covering his face with both hands.

“Don’t hide,” you coo, wrapping your fingers around him. “Let me see that face.”

He peeks through his fingers, biting his lip hard when you lean in and lick a stripe up the underside. His thighs tense.

“Shit baby, your mouth like i.. it's insane, I really don’t...”

You take him deeper, hollowing your cheeks, and Jake’s rambling turns into pure gibberish.

“and like, did you know golden retrievers can learn over 200 commands? Not that fuck not that it’s relevant right now but you’re just so good at this and my brain is melting”

You hum around him, swirling your tongue, and his tip,his hips twitch up involuntarily. You pin them down with one hand, working him with the other while you suck. His moans are so pretty breathy and desperate, little curses mixed with your name like a prayer.

You pull off with a wet pop right before he can finish, ignoring his pathetic whine.

“Not yet. I want you inside me.”

Jake nods so fast you’re scared he’ll get whiplash. You stand up, shimmying out of your shorts and panties, and climb back on top. He’s staring like you’re a goddess.

You line him up and sink down slowly, both of you groaning at the stretch. He’s thick, and the way he fills you always makes your toes curl. When you bottom out, Jake’s hands fly to your waist, gripping hard enough to leave marks.

“Oh my god… you’re so warm and tight and i..I’m gonna die. This is how I die. Death by pussy. Tell my mom I loved her..”

You start moving, riding him deep and slow, grinding your clit against his pelvis every time you drop down. Jake’s head is thrown back, eyes half-lidded, mouth slack. He looks drunk on you.

You lean forward, bracing your hands on his chest, and bounce faster. The wet sounds fill the room obscene and filthy. Jake’s trying so hard not to cum too quick, you can tell by the way his abs are clenching and he’s biting the inside of his cheek.

“Jake,” you pant, “look at me.”

He does, eyes glassy. “You’re so fucking hot I can’t ..I don’t know how I pulled you. Everyone at practice keeps asking and I just shrug like ‘idk bro she’s out of my league’ and they think I’m joking but I’m not..”

You clench around him on purpose and he chokes on his words, hips snapping up to meet yours.

“Harder,” you demand.

He flips you suddenly surprising strength from all that soccer pinning you under him on the couch. His hoodie is still half on, sleeves pushed up, sweat dripping down his neck. He looks feral in the softest way.

Jake hooks one of your legs over his shoulder and dives in deep, pace turning sloppy and desperate. Every thrust punches little moans out of you. He’s hitting that spot perfectly, over and over.

“You feel so good fuck, I love you like this. All pretty and taking my dick like you were made for it,” he babbles, voice hoarse. “I’d do anything for you. Buy you anything. Learn how to cook actual food instead of instant ramen. I’d even stop saying rizz if you told me to okay maybe not that one but..”

You laugh breathlessly and pull him down into a kiss, messy and desperate. His hips stutter, losing rhythm as he gets close.

“Cum inside me, Jake.”

His eyes roll back. “Shit yeah? You want that? Want me to fill you up like a loser who doesn’t deserve it?”

You nod, nails digging into his back.

He buries his face in your neck and fucks you harder, chasing it. A few more messy thrusts and he’s gone groaning your name as he spills deep inside you, hips twitching through it. The feeling pushes you over the edge too, clenching around him as you cum with a sharp cry.

For a minute it’s just heavy breathing and the sound of the cheap AC unit rattling.

Jake doesn’t pull out right away. He just stays there, softening inside you, pressing lazy kisses to your collarbone.

“You’re gonna kill me one day,” he mumbles against your skin. “Death by hot girlfriend. Legendary way to go.”

You run your fingers through his damp hair, smiling. “My dumb pup.” he agrees happily, nuzzling closer.

He’s quiet for like… thirty whole seconds a new record before he starts again.

“Hey, random question did you know that”

“Jake.”

“Yeah?”

“Round two in five minutes. Save the dog facts.”

He grins against your neck, already half hard again. “I must've saved homeless kids in my previous life or I'm gods fav.”

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[ptolemaeiia]

─── ♯ MY BLUE LIPS ಄ ˎˊ˗

actress!reader x idol!zhaoyufan ⊹ ࣪ ˖

݁꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ 요약 - when you are chosen to be the female lead in the ‘blue lips’ mv, martin seonghyeon keonho and juhoon can’t help but tease james for his long time crush on you…

warnings .ᐟ fluff, alcohol consumption, smoking, smut ( mdni ), unprotected sex ( do not do that ) fingering, oral, praising, soft dom james, reader finds out she likes the whole submissive ordeal, drunk sex kinda, very very light choking ( just hand around the neck atp) a looooot of praising like a crazy amount.

taglist⟢ @jakeycakeys @justpassingdontworry @crypticscarrift @janjoonty @ja4hyvn

𝑜ℎ ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝑠𝑜 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙

at twenty-two years old, your name carried the kind of weight most actors spent decades chasing.

not because you were loud or chased headlines, but because every role you touched became unforgettable. you were the actress critics called “emotionally dangerous” because people never watched your dramas casually, they felt them. deeply and pathetically at that. the kind of performances that left people staring at ceilings at 3 a.m. wondering why fictional heartbreak suddenly felt personal.

your rise happened obscenely fast.

at seventeen, you played the younger version of the female lead in a historical drama and completely overshadowed actresses twice your age with barely fifteen minutes of screentime. one crying scene alone went viral across korean platforms overnight, and directors began requesting you specifically after that.

at nineteen, you starred in your first lead role in the netflix drama ‘winter static’, a romance about two strangers communicating through old cassette tapes left inside a train station locker.

the drama exploded internationally, and tiktok edits of your scenes reached millions overnight. people quoted your monologues religiously, which was kind of stupid for you since they were just words stuck in your brain at this point.

your face appeared on billboards from seoul to tokyo to paris.

then came ‘velvet hour’ and ‘salt to the sea’, then the thriller ‘silhouette hearts’ that earned you your first baeksang arts award for best actress at the age of twenty-one. youngest actress in the category to win in over a decade.

after that, everything changed.

luxury brands fought over you. you became the global ambassador for miu miu and later the face of dior beauty in asia. campaign photos of you covered entire department stores. airport pictures became articles within minutes. fashiom editors loved your “old cinema” aura, soft eyes, elegant posture, expressions that looked heartbreakingly human even in still photographs.

and despite your fame, people adored you for smaller reasons too, your quirks became internet lore at some point. you were kind of awkward with the camera but in an endearing way, you didn’t know how to behave at award shows and came across as a socially akward person.

it wa also maybe the way you always carried disposable cameras instead of using your phone, and how you wrote handwritten letters to the staff after filming ended. how you fell asleep absolutely anywhere, chairs, makeup rooms, car rides shorter than ten minutes. fans also noticed you had a tendency to mirror people unconsciously. if someone leaned closer while talking, you did too. if someone laughed quietly, your voice softened automatically. interviewers said conversations with you felt strangely intimate because you listened with your entire attention and never felt unapproachable. there were compilation videos online titled:

“y/n being accidentally affectionate for 8 minutes straight.”

your management hated those videos. but the internet ate them up.

you also had one particular reputation in the entertainment industry: mv queen.

not because you appeared in many or anything, because every mv you touched became viral.

at eighteen, you starred in txt’s emotionally devastating “ghosting” inspired visual film project, playing a girl remembered through fragments an old footage. the chemistry between you and the members had fans posting edits of tiny interactions for months.

a year later, enhypen chose you for a vampire-themed comeback trailer where you portrayed a girl that anchored them to the mortal world. your final scene, holding member jake’s inanimate body in the sea, became one of the most replayed teaser moments of the year. you had a gift for making music videos feel cinematic instead of performative.

you understood silence, micro expressions, longing.

which was exactly why the cortis creative team wanted you.

specifically you.

mainly because of you name and the reputation you carried but also because “blue lips” wasn’t supposed to feel like a regular idol music video. it was supposed to feel like a lost teenager being put in an adult world after spending years as a trainee, caught on camera.

and your role inside it was very important. you would play the embodiment of what martin talked about in the song. the metaphor of swimming in a pool for a long period of time, referring probably to his trainee days.

you weren’t a girlfriend, not a muse either, something slightly in between.

the director had apparently rejected over thirty actresses before seeing one clip of you from ‘velvet hour’. a scene where your character silently cried while pretending to smile during dinner.

that was it.

the director reportedly paused the screen and said: “that’s her.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

so two weeks later, you found yourself seated inside a glass walled meeting room at the company building of one of the biggest rising fifth-generation groups in korea.

rain tapped softly against the windows outside while managers discussed paperwork around you, the conference table covered in contracts, visual references, concept photos drowned in blue tones.

You sat calmly in an oversized cream sweater, lazily spinning an expensive fountain pen between your fingers while your manager reviewed the conditions carefully.

“the filming schedule overlaps slightly with the milan campaign,” your manager noted, he was an overly serious guy with coffee problems.

one of cortis’ executives nodded immediately. “we’re prepared to accommodate her availability entirely.”

another added quickly: “the director is willing to reorganize scenes around her schedule if necessary.”

you tried not to smile, because it always felt surreal when entire productions adjusted themselves around you now. like you were more essential than you imagined.

at twenty-two, that level of influence still startled you sometimes. things came easy for you but that came with a price to pay.

the creative director slid a storyboard toward you, inside were rough sketches of scenes:

a flooded apartment, blue lipstick stains on skin, hands trembling beneath neon lights, a drowning scene, but everything weirdly coincided with the whole cortis aesthetic.

you skimmed through quietly. “it’s emotionally heavy,” you murmured.

“that’s why we wanted you,” the director admitted honestly.

he looked almost nervous speaking to you. you’d noticed that recently. older directors tended to treat you less like a rookie actress and more like someone they genuinely wanted approval from.

“the members were personally involved in choosing the female lead,” another staff member added.

“oh?” you glanced up with mild curiosity.

the director smiled faintly. “there was unanimous agreement.”

you tilted your head slightly. “that’s flattering.”

your manager laughed softly. “you say that like it isn’t obvious.”

you ignored him, not in a rude way but just because sometimes he made you look like a stuck up celebrity without meaning to.

the meeting continued for another hour, image rights, overseas distribution, teaser appearances, confidentiality agreements.

standard things. pleasantries if you will.

but eventually the conversation shifted toward the actual emotional dynamic of the music video.

the director leaned forward slightly, a head full of ideas, “the role requires natural chemistry with the members,” he explained. “especially james.”

your eyes flickered briefly toward the storyboard page featuring him.

you had had time to check who all the members were beforehand, not because you didn’t know them but because you simply never had a free moment to really give it a try.

cortis were monsters internationally right now, but james stood out even among them to you, he was extremely unfiltered, goofy even, alternating between insane visuals and unhinged moments. you heard he also had a reputation for being painfully outgoing offstage.

you had watched interviews while preparing for the meeting, he always spoke out and gave his opinion, always made funny faces and enjoyed things way too much.

the director continued speaking. “the emotional core of the mv revolves around your connection with him specifically, it’ll be grief and pain.”

your manager nodded. “understood.”

then the director smiled suddenly like he just remembered something,

“the members actually wanted to meet her personally tonight if she’s comfortable.”

you blinked. “tonight?”

“there’s a team dinner.”

your manager looked at you questioningly. you considered it for a moment before shrugging lightly.

“sure, i can make that work.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

and that was how, three hours later, you ended up entering a private hot pot restaurant room alongside two managers while five of the most talked-about idols in korea immediately stood up to greet you.

the room smelled warmly of broth and spice and low golden lighting reflected against polished wooden walls while steam curled softly from the simmering pots placed at the center of the table, the restaurant itself was cozy, sat tucked away in a quieter street of Seoul, the kind of place celebrities favored because paparazzi rarely bothered searching for it.

your manager walked slightly ahead of you as an employee guided both of you toward the reserved room.

“you’ve worked too much this week,” your manager muttered quietly while checking his phone. “try to eat properly tonight.”

“i always eat properly.”

“you had strawberries and iced coffee for dinner yesterday.”

“oh yeah… forgot about that.”

he sighed deeply. “one day I’m going to retire because of you.”

you smiled innocently just as the sliding wooden door opened.

inside, the members of cortis stood almost immediately. they bowed politely, intimidated not so much, but just cordial and respectful.

“thank you for coming,” one of the managers said warmly.

“thank you for inviting me,” you replied.

you greeted the members one by one.

martin was immediately charismatic, respectful but outwardly comfortable as if he treated this more like a job interview or a way to get more experience.

keonho shook your hand while joking that the pressure surrounding this music video already felt “oscar-level.”, he seemed the most introverted, nervous almost.

juhoon greeted you politely before admitting his sister would probably disown him if he didn’t get a selfie with you eventually, he seemed chill and easy to be around.

seonghyeon seemed calm and observant, speaking gently, a little nervous but growing confidence over the course of dinner.

and then there was james.

quiet.

polite.

a little reserved.

not at all what you’d expected, you were almost waiting to see him unhinged as he was on cortis’ reels, joking around, but he was way calmer, after all it wasn’t unknown that idol put on a bit of a show on-camera when asked.

he bowed respectfully, offering a soft greeting before pulling your chair out slightly without making a big deal out of it.

the dinner started slowly, mostly conversations between management teams about, and promotional timing. they talked about their new album, about how ‘blue lips’ would be totally different from other mvs and much more vulnerable.

this felt entirely different from your usual work settings, even though you weren’t immensely older than them, it still felt like grabbing lunch with high school friends, in a good way. you liked people who joked easily.

when it came to talking about the music video, you asked questions about the symbolism behind the flooded apartment set.

martin became overly passionate explaining how one choreography sequence represented emotional dependency.

he scratched the back of his neck with a small laugh at some point.

“it’s kinda embarrassing when people explain it seriously.”

“you wrote it,” juhoon replied. “you explain it.”

martin groaned dramatically while everyone else laughed softly.

the director slid one of the concept pages toward you. unlike the earlier boards filled with blue neon lights and cinematic references, this one was simpler.

a swimming pool with dark water and rippled reflections.

a figure submerged too long beneath the surface.

you looked up curiously.

martin rested his elbows against the table before speaking quieter this time.

“the song’s about being a trainee.”

you recalled seeing somwhere that he had spent 6 years as a trainee.

“i trained for years before debut,” he continued. “and eventually it starts feeling like you’re swimming without knowing where the edge of the pool is anymore. or at least that’s how i’d like to put it you know?”

“you’re exhausted all the time,” he continued with a small shrug. “but everybody around you is exhausted too, so you convince yourself it’s normal.”

your eyes drifted back toward the image of the water. cold enough to turn lips blue.

“the pool represents training?” you asked softly.

martin nodded. “the longer you stay in cold water, the harder it becomes to feel anything properly. but you still stay inside because leaving feels worse.”

for a moment, nobody joked, certainly not you, you hadn’t experience being a trainee, but you connected easily with words and experiences, so much that his words resonated with you in a silly way, really. You didn’t usually expect tha level of emotional intelligence coming from a person around your age.

then seonghyeon spoke gently.

“the song isn’t really about giving up though.”

martin nodded again.

“yeah.” his expression softened slightly.

“it’s more like… asking the people beside you if they’ll keep swimming too.”

that sentence stayed with you.

maybe because you understood it immediately.

not as an idol or anything. but as someone who entered the entertainment industry young enough to mistake exhaustion for ambition.

“that’s why the music video can’t feel overly glamorous,” the director explained carefully. “we want emotional intimacy more than perfection.”

suddenly all the visual references clicked together inside your head.

“you know what’s ironic?” martin said suddenly, picking his chopsticks back up. “the company hated the original demo.”

everyone burst out laughing.

“no seriously,” keonho added. “they said it was too depressing.”

the mood lightened again after that, but the conversation stayed centered around the song’s meaning now.

the members began sharing small pieces of their trainee experiences naturally.

long practice nights and monthly evaluations, the weird emotional numbness that came from repeating the same routines endlessly.

at one point, seonghyeon admitted quietly:

“you stop noticing how tired you are after a while.”

your expression softened instinctively. that sentence felt familiar too.

actors weren’t trained the same way idols were, but exhaustion translated across industries frighteningly well, especially when being underage in such a cruel industry.

“you just adapt to it,” you agreed.

several eyes turned toward you.

you laughed faintly. “filming is similar sometimes.”

“how long was your longest shoot?” keonho asked.

“twenty-one hours.”

the members stared at you in horror.

“damn that’s illegal.”

“it probably was.” you shrugged like it was no bigdeal

“what drama was that?”

“salt to the sea.”

martin physically pointed accusingly. “that drama emotionally destroyed my mother.”

“i’m getting blamed for a lot tonight… i mean not that i don’t usually get accused of sending people into meltdowns…” you cringed.

“you should. that shit was brutal.”

the table laughed again.

but then James spoke quietly from beside seonghyeon.

“i watched the behind-the-scenes documentary for that.”

your gaze flickered toward him.

he continued calmly, almost thoughtful.

“you kept filming even after collapsing during the staircase scene.”

you blinked once in surprise, very few people remembered that, probably you and your manager… that was about it.

the documentary itself had only shown brief footage before the production team cut the cameras.

your manager immediately sighed beside you.

“she scared everyone that day.”

“i was fine.”

“you passed out, y/n.”

“temporarily. see i came back.”

martin looked genuinely alarmed now. “why do actors live like nineteenth-century poets?”

“occupational hazards i guesss”

james smiled faintly into his drink at that.

“he watched all your dramas actually, big fan,” juhoon added helpfully, almost matter of factly.

keonho leaned dramatically across the table, chopsticks projecting sauce across the surface.

“he also defended your ending in velvet hour for two hours. which is weird since you killed someone and all.”

“because people misunderstood the symbolism—” james started.

“he took notes...”

you let out a soft laughter before even thinking. real laughter, the kind that makes your shoulders shake slightly.

at some point the staff began discussing practical filming concerns.

rain machines, and underwater camera rigs. cold temperature precautions and all the other overly serious things.

your manager immediately interrupted:

“she’s sensitive to cold filming environments.”

you groaned softly. “ah you say that like i’m an elderly victorian child.”

“you get sick every winter.”

“that’s just my immune system, i should be okay.”

the members laughed, then unexpectedly, james spoke up quietly toward the production staff.

“the water temperature should stay monitored anyway. hypothermia risks increase during long shoots.”

you glanced toward him. you didn’t take him as a serious and practical person at all before this.

the production manager nodded quickly. “of course.”

martin talked constantly, sometimes started rapping parts of his sentences like it was normal,

keonho teased everyone equally, even you, he was still 17 and had the energy of a high schooler. it felt refreshing to hang out with people around your age rather than 40 year olds.

juhoon had dangerously quick humor, pretty nonchalant guy overall, with a resting model face that made it hard to take him seriously.

and james… james observed today, he smiled from time to time but he put his bubbly personality aside for the night.

that was the first thing you noticed. he was not himself, or maybe he was just like that all the time and you were biased by youtube videos.

at one point you mentioned casually: “i haven’t slept properly in weeks because of filming, it’s been tough.”

twenty minutes later, without saying anything, james quietly slid the least caffeinated drink on the table toward you instead of soju after noticing what others were pouring.

cute, you thought.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the first day of filming began at 4:12 a.m.

you knew because you checked the time through half-open eyes while your alarm aggressively blared in your ears.

‘your driver is downstairs.’ your manager texted.

a muffled groan escaped you from beneath layers of blankets. you dragged yourself out of bed dramatically, hair messy, oversized sleep shirt hanging off one shoulder while your cat blinked judgmentally from the corner of the room.

early filming days always felt surreal, no matter how famous you became and no matter how many awards sat in your apartment collecting dust.

at four in the morning, every actor looked equally miserable.

your routine before shoots had become almost ritualistic over the years.

warm water first, never coffee immediately, your body reacted badly on an empty stomach.

skincare while still half-asleep.

voice warmups your acting coach forced into your life at nineteen.

then wardrobe references, probably the most annoying part.

your stylist had already sent final fitting photos the night before, so you scrolled through them while eating strawberries over the kitchen counter.

the styling for “blue lips” was intentionally understated compared to your previous projects. you usually ended up in chanel and dior but this time around it was way simpler. you liked that.

soft fabrics and muted colors, smudged makeup and natural hair.

nothing glamorous.

your manager arrived while you were still trying to force yourself awake properly.

“you slept three hours.” he checked the sleep schedule you had hung on the fridge.

“had to rehearse my lines for ‘if wishes could kill’”

another drama you were shooting.

he handed you iced coffee anyway, because despite his complaints, he enabled you constantly. he had worked with multiple celebrities but you were by far the most humble and hardworking one.

the drive toward the filming location stayed quiet.

seoul still looked asleep beneath pale blue dawn light while your phone buzzed endlessly with schedule notifications.

over the past few weeks, your life had become filled almost entirely with “blue lips.”

creative meetings, camera tests, wardrobe fittings, chemistry readings, storyboard revisions.

you’d met with the cinematographer twice alone just to discuss facial framing during emotional close-up shots.

rhe director was obsessive in the best possible way.

every visual detail mattered.

you also had several rehearsals with the members before filming officially began, not full acting rehearsals, but movement coordination, emotional pacing discussions, and camera positioning workshops.

those meetings unexpectedly became some of your favorite parts of preparation.

the members were involved in everything, fun to be around, and easygoing.

the filming location for day one was an abandoned motel complex outside seoul, transformed entirely by the production team overnight.

the moment your van pulled into the parking area, you could already see massive lighting rigs glowing through the early morning fog. staff members rushed everywhere carrying cables, garment bags, equipment cases.

the assistant director greeted you immediately.

“good morning y/n!”

“good morning,” you answered with a sleepy smile.

“you’re our first cast member here.”

“that’s concerning.”

he laughed. “the members finished rehearsal extra late last night, so they’re probably on their way.”

the makeup trailer smelled faintly like hairspray and coffee when you climbed inside, and for the next hour, your face slowly transformed into the exhausted melancholy the character required.

light concealer, smudged eyeliner, pale lips and a subtle shadows beneath your eyes.

the stylist adjusted your navy dress while reviewing continuity photos carefully.

“you look too healthy,” she complained.

“thank you?”

“no, for the scene.” she laughed.

she proceeded to make you look emotionally devastated again, because apparently it was a thing.

by the time you stepped back outside, the set had fully awakened, and unfortunately for your nervous system, so had cortis.

“you survived,” martin announced dramatically the moment he spotted you.

“barely.”

“you look sad already,” keonho noted approvingly.

“the makeup team worked very hard for this depression.”

juhoon immediately pointed toward your sweater, the oversized one you had put over the dress for temperature purposes. “damn youre even dressed like a cortis member now.”

you laughed softly while greeting everyone properly. the atmosphere felt noticeably easier compared to the dinner weeks ago.

familiar now, not totally strangers anymore.

even the staff interactions had relaxed over time.

then you spotted james standing near the monitor screens speaking quietly with the cinematographer.

black hoodie and messy dark hair, sleepy eyes.

he looked up when you approached.

“morning,” he greeted quietly.

“you look awake.”

a small laugh escaped him. “got some redbull, want one?”

“im good thanks, they make my heart go crazy.”

“…fair point.”

the first scene filmed that day took place inside one of the motel rooms.

the set design was extremely cortis-coded, sand in lieu of the floor, and dozens of misplaced items such as buoys and rubber ducks. dim blue lighting flooded cracked walls while rain projections moved softly across thin curtains. old cassette tapes littered the floor beside overflowing ashtrays and unfinished cups of coffee.

the room looked like something out of an abstract painting,

you sat cross-legged on the motel bed while martin paced near the window during his verse,

your role wasn’t to comfort him directly but rather just to exist beside him.

the director explained carefully before filming:

“you represent the reason he keeps enduring everything. not because you save him, but because loneliness feels lighter beside you.”

martin nodded thoughtfully, he hadn’t wanted to make this into a romantic music video but here you didn’t portray a lover but rather an emotion?

you understood immediately.

“action.” the room fell silent.

music echoed softly through hidden speakers while martin moved through the scene naturally, frustration building beneath restrained expressions. he was truly at ease with the cameras, the level of empathy needed to be an actor was really highlighted, so much so that you already begun imagining different career paths for him.

you watched him from the bed quietly, not smiling just observing while the camera cut through the room. the windows were open letting the curtains flow around martin’s figure.

the director loved it instantly.

“perfect,” he muttered behind the monitors. “don’t overact. keep it restrained.”

the next several hours blurred together in typical filming chaos. different angles, different lighting setups, endless camera adjustments.

one sequence involved all the members sitting together inside the motel’s dim laundromat at while water overflowed from broken machines slowly across the floor. another one showed you walking through narrow motel hallways illuminated entirely by flickering vending machine lights while james followed several steps behind, never quite reaching you.

the symbolism stayed subtle but emotionally heavy, it was truly nice seeing how invested they were in the artistic process.

at one point during setup delays, juhoon challenged everyone to balance grapes on their noses, it seemed like a common occurrence really, like it happened everyday.

seonghyeon succeeded immediately somehow.

martin cheated shamelessly, and you nearly choked when keonho dropped his directly into hot coffee.

meanwhile james sat across from you quietly watching them fool around.

“i really thought you’d be crazier,” you told him.

“i’m just too tired for that, i feel like u go through a threshold when you turn 20 and then you don’t have energy anymore,” he answered.

“hah, skill issues”

james smiled, his teeth peeking out as he wrapped his fluffy blanket around his shoulders.

the first real scene between you and him happened around noon. the setup was intimate visually but emotionally restrained.

a narrow hallway and a green screen for special effects purposes, you’d heard they wanted to add some kind of animal, again very cortis-coded.

your character sat against the wall while james stood nearby after an implied argument no audience would fully see.

no dialogue, just acted out emotional aftermath.

the director approached both of you before filming.

“don’t play romance,” he smiled “i know you’re used to it for the dramas etc and you’re obviously amazing at it, but right now it’s more….” he instructed carefully. “… familiarity.”

you nodded. and james beside you nodded too.

“action.”

the silence between you inside the scene felt strangely real almost immediately.

you stood while james leaned against the opposite wall, enunciating his verse while looking at you.

then slowly, without speaking, he slid a cup of vending machine coffee across the floor toward you.

that was it.

that was the scene.

the director looked content watching playback.

“…yeah,” he murmured softly. “that’s the feeling.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

by lunchtime, everyone looked genuinely exhausted already.

the production team moved outside near equipment trucks while staff distributed boxed meals and drinks. without cameras rolling constantly, the atmosphere shifted completely.

less professional.

you ended up seated in a circle of foldable camping chairs beside the members near the edge of the parking lot. large plaid blankets covered everyone because the wind had turned freezing unexpectedly.

martin looked half-dead beneath his blanket cocoon.

“i can’t feel my fingers anymore.”

“that’s because you keep standing in the rain you dick face,” seonghyeon replied calmly.

“the pics go hard though,”

“you’re gonna get hypothermia, that’s gonna hit harder.” a staff member said while walking past with cardboard boxes.

seonghyeon pointed at him like saying ‘see?’

you sat between juhoon and james while balancing hot soup carefully in your hands. for the first time all day, there were no managers nearby. no stylists fixing clothes, and no directors discussing angles.

just all of you resting together.

the conversation drifted naturally between random topics.

favorite dramas, terrible trainee dorm stories, foods everyone missed while dieting.

keonho confessed he once cried over fried chicken during debut preparations.

“that’s deeply moving,” you told him, ironically.

“it was a spiritual experience, shoulda been there.”

juhoon pointed at james suddenly like a kid remembering something, “he once got emotional over taiwanese food.”

james looked confused immediately,

“that happened once and stop oversharing dude.”

“three times.” juhoon raised a finger matter-of-factly.

you smiled quietly into your drink.

the members clearly adored embarrassing each other.

eventually martin stretched dramatically in his chair.

bside you, james sat slightly hunched in his chair scrolling through his phone silently, dark hair messy from filming. the sunlight caught faintly against the silver rings on his fingers.

and unfortunately for him, martin suddenly looked down at his screen with the exact expression of someone about to ruin another person’s life for entertainment.

“oh my god.”

james immediately narrowed his eyes.

Keonho physically turned away coughing dramatically into his fist.

“you know what’s weird?”

“what?” you asked.

“i feel like we haven’t addressed the rhino in the room.”

“elephant dude…” juhoon corrected.

“no this one’s way bigger and has big ahh horns and shit.”

you sat back, digging into your lunch, as everyone shot him a confused look.

“go straight to the point.”

“bro james, show y/n your saved folder on tiktok.”

james didn’t even look up from his phone when he said it, but the immediate redness creeping across his ears betrayed him instantly. he dropped his phone backwards on his lap.

“dawg shutup.” he gave you an awkward smile, “don’t mind him.”

“what’s in the folder ?” you asked, chewing on your food like you really had no clue wtf they were talking about.

“fangirling material” keonho coughed, looking around like ‘who said dat’.

“yeah my dude right here has thousands of edits of you saved.” martin chuckled, pushing his sunglasses on his nose like they would hide his amusement.

“why you out him like that?” you smiled, glancing at james.

the latter had one of his eyebrows raised, frozen and staring straight ahead.

“it’s nothing weird or creepy, he just always talks about how you’re the best actress korea has ever known.” seonghyeon comes to the rescue.

“well that’s sweet, can i see?” you turn directly to james now, trying to get him to look up at you.

the entire circle exploded immediately.

“OH MAH GOD.”

“BROTHER STAND UP.”

james looked ready to walk directly into traffic.

“it’s literally nothing,” he muttered.

“oh its absolutely somthing,” juhoon corrected.

you laughed quietly while trying to catch james’ gaze again.

“now i’m curious.”

for a second, he just stared at you, trying to determine whether you were joking maybe. but your expression stayed open and amused rather than mocking.

eventually he sighed softly through his nose.

“you guys are evil.”

martin looked proud. “look who decided to man up.”

james unlocked his phone slowly, still visibly embarrassed, before turning the screen slightly toward you.

and immediately your eyes widened. “dang.”

not because it was creepy or anything, it was just… extensive, there was a lot, you could probably scroll down a few times and still not come to the end of it.

edits from your dramas, interview clips, award show moments, cinematic compilations with dramatic music. one fan edit from winter static with over four million likes. you stared at the screen in disbelief while james, him, visibly contemplated death beside you.

“wait,” you laughed softly, “this edit has better color grading than my actual drama.”

james rubbed tiredly at his forehead.

“i told you it wasn’t weird.” martin mouthed.

“it’s adorable,” keonho corrected immediately. “he’s like a little fan boy.”

“it’s cinema appreciation,” martin added dramatically.

you kept scrolling slowly through the folder, some videos were emotional scene compilations while others focused on your interviews or behind-the-scenes moments.

then you paused at one specific edit. it was from salt to the sea. a scene where your character silently broke down at a bus stop in the rain while pretending to smile.

you remembered filming that scene vividly, it had taken hours because emotions were raw and because portraying mental decay and insanity was harsh on you.

“you saved this one?” you asked softly.

james nodded once. “it’s my favorite scene.”

something in his voice changed slightly when he said it. you’d knew then that this wasn’t a stupid crush or anything like that, it was just someone truly appreciating someone’s art.

you looked at him curiously. “why?”

for a moment, he seemed surprised by the question itself but then he answered honestly.

“because it didn’t feel acted.”

the others had quieted now too, because james rarely spoke this openly. he kept his eyes on the phone screen instead of directly on you.

“a lot of emotional scenes feel polished i think,” he continued carefully. “but that one just felt… human. and you transmit emotions in a way ive never seen before.”

your chest tightened unexpectedly, actors spent years hoping audiences would notice performances beyond aesthetics, not beauty or popularity, and in that moment you felt seen.

and somehow james articulated exactly what you’d wanted people to get from that scene years ago. you smiled softly without realizing it.

“thank you.” he finally looked up then.

and the expression on his face almost made your stomach flip unexpectedly, because he looked relieved, like he’d worried you might misunderstand him completely.

martin abruptly pointed between both of you.

“see this is why they have chemistry.”

“i been saying.” keonho added.

“oh my god,” james groaned, rolling his eyes.

“you literally analyze her scenes like a film professor,” juhoon added. “no really y/n we have to put up with his shit all the time.”

“meanwhile I just cry and move on,” keonho admitted.

“that’s cause you lack emotional depth,” martin informed him.

“you cried during toy story 3 my dude, fuck you mean emotional depth.”

“that movie is devastating.”

you laughed again, warmth settling naturally into your chest now. and honestly? there was something strangely touching about discovering that james admired your work so genuinely before ever meeting you. not in the shallow celebrity-crush way people often assumed.

he paid attention, and it explained a lot actually. from the thoughtful comments during rehearsals to the way he approached scenes carefully.

entually you handed his phone back gently.

“well,” you announced lightly, “i’m honored to apparently live inside your tiktok algorithm.”

james looked like he wanted the earth to swallow him whole, but beneath the embarrassment, there was the faintest smile tugging at the corner of his mouth now too.

thankfully martin immediately ruined the moment.

“wow,” he sighed dramatically. “cinema soulmates.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the second half of filming resumed around three in the afternoon. and somehow became even more chaotic. the official tiktok team arrived, which instantly destroyed any remaining dignity on set.

“oh no,” you muttered the moment you saw phones appearing.

“oh yes,” juhoon corrected.

you really weren’t into the whole tiktok filming thing, you’d given it a try but you looked akward more than anything.

thas how between filming emotional scenes, the members suddenly transformed into content demons. incorporating dance challenges to ‘blue lips’ choreographies that mind you, didn’t have anything to do with the vibes.

at one pointartin forced everyone into a trending transition video while staff members tried not to laugh watching from behind cameras. your manager had said something about requiring a few content for social media.

“you have experience with idol tiktoks already,” keonho accused while reviewing footage.

the social media manager immediately brightened.

“can we film one with only james and y/n too?”

james looked genuinely alarmed.

“why me?”

“fans will love it.”

unfortunately he was right.

the video itself was simple, just a slow cinematic trend using audio from “blue lips.” the concept involved james walking past the camera before the transition revealed you standing in the same hallway afterward, doing a silly tiktok dance.

easy in theory. except james became awkward anytime the camera focused too directly on him outside official filming.

“you’re overthinking it,” you told him while the staff reset lighting.

“i know.”

“pretend it’s an actual scene.”

“that’s worse.”

you laughed softly. and weirdly enough, that finally relaxed him.

the final take turned out perfect. the social media staff looked thrilled immediately.

“oh this shit is DEFINITELY going viral.” martin smiled at the screen. “‘s like two fandoms crossing.”

james looked exhausted already. “you people terrify me.”

“you chose fame my guy” martin reminded him.

“i was young and vulnerable.”

the sun had already started setting by the time day one finally wrapped.

everyone looked tired, cold and emotionally drained, but satisfied.

as staff members slowly began dismantling equipment around the motel set, you stood near the monitors reviewing final shots with the director. and honestly? the footage looked beautiful. exactly what the song deserved.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

you said your goodbyes to the staff slowly before heading toward your van. as you climbed inside, your phone buzzed immediately.

lee minjae: u alive?

you snorted softly. you and minjae existed in that messy category of relationship nobody defined properly. friends sometimes, colleagues, occasional hookups other times. mostly convenience mixed with familiarity.

there had never really been emotions involved, which was probably why it worked.

he wasn’t deep, he was a stable constant, always there but not too much.

you: barely

minjae: come over after shoot?

you stared at the message for a second. normally maybe you would’ve considered it. a few hours together. satisfying sex, temporary distraction from exhausting schedules.

but tonight your entire body ached, and honestly?you just wanted silence.

you: too tired tonight sorry

three dots appeared immediately.

minjae: damn they got u working like a victorian child again

you smiled faintly.

you: exactly

by the time you arrived home, it was nearly midnight. your apartment felt blissfully quiet after the nonstop noise of filming equipment and staff chatter all day.

the first thing you did was shower. a long scrumptious hot shower. enough to thaw the cold still trapped inside your muscles from the rain scenes.

then came your actual night routine, an oversized hoodie, hair clipped loosely away from your face and your skincare lined neatly across the bathroom counter.

you moved through the routine automatically by now. cleanser, moisturizer, lip mask. finally you applied a cooling sheet face mask while walking barefoot into the kitchen for tea.

you were trying to be aesthetic but that failed instantly because the taste was awful. you hated tea. your apartment lights stayed dim while city noise hummed faintly outside enormous windows.

you should’ve slept immediately, but instead, you curled up on the couch with another script resting across your lap.

your next drama project. a psychological thriller filming later that year. something about wishes and an app. the character notes were covered in your messy handwriting already, underlined motivations, emotional beats, scene interpretations. you read through several pages while absentmindedly sipping tea, still half-lost in the atmosphere of “blue lips.”

then, annoyingly your thoughts drifted toward james again. specifically the way he observed scenes afterward instead of rushing away between takes. the way he listened carefully during emotional discussions.

the saved tiktok folder probably.

you smiled quietly to yourself before tossing the script aside.

“absolutely not,” you muttered aloud.

your brain needed sleep.

you eventually fell asleep sideways on the couch beneath a blanket, script pages still scattered nearby.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the next morning arrived cruelly fast. your alarm went off at 4:30 a.m.

you genuinely considered quitting the entertainment industry for a corporate job. for three full seconds before dragging yourself awake. today was the swimming pool shoot.

which meant one thing: cold.

the production studio sat inside an enormous indoor filming complex on the outskirts of seoul. when your van pulled inside, you immediately spotted massive water tanks, underwater camera rigs, lighting cranes suspended from ceilings, and crew members in waterproof gear rushing around the space.

the swimming pool itself looked unreal, huge and deep blue. artificial fog drifting softly above the surface beneath enormous studio lights.

underwater speakers played instrumental versions of “blue lips,” the haunting melody echoing strangely through the massive room.

the atmosphere felt dreamlike already. you stepped toward makeup still half-awake while staring around the set.

“this is insane,” you murmured.

one of the stylists laughed. “wait until you’re underwater for four hours.”

“don’t say things like that.” you chuckled, mentally preparing for the cold.

the styling process took almost two hours, you had to have the perfect amount of color corrector to look a certain way under the blue lights, but the makeup itself focused heavily on softness.

wet skin and smudged lashes with the signature pale lips, like someone submerged too long.

then came wardrobe, the dress waiting for you hung beside the styling rack beneath protective plastic. it was white and long, thin enough to become almost translucent underwater.

beautiful in a ghost way,

“its gonna weigh like twenty pounds once soaked,” the stylist warned while helping adjust the fabric.

“great. good news” you chuckled with her, sipping on your iced coffee.

“you’ll look amazing suffering though.”

when you finally stepped onto set fully dressed, several crew members visibly paused for a second. the dress flowed around you softly beneath the blue studio lights, already giving you an almost ghostlike appearance against the dark water.

and unfortunately, you also immediately spotted james already inside the pool.

your breath caught slightly, without you wanting, he gave you a small smile and went back to focusing.

his dark hair was completely soaked, floating against his forehead while stylists adjusted the drenched white button-up clinging to his frame underwater.

the first underwater sequence involved you diving into the pool after spotting james floating motionless beneath the surface. the symbolism represented trying to save someone emotionally drowning alongside you, from you’d been told.

the stunt coordinator explained everything carefully beforehand,

“you dive here,” he instructed, pointing toward a marked edge of the pool. “swim toward james, grab his wrist first, then pull upward.”

you nodded while adjusting your breathing, underwater filming always exhausted actors faster than people realized because everything became heavier and slower, each movement required extra strength.

after a few minutes of touch ups and the crew getting ready, you heard the director behind you.

“ready?”

you inhaled deeply. “yep, we can go ahead, i’m ready.”

the music started playing and like a choreography, you looked at the pool, seeing him in the water, the camera angled towards you as you walked, then dove.

cold swallowed you instantly, the white dress blooming around your body beneath the water while muted instrumentals echoed through the pool speakers.

across from you, james floated eerily still beneath blue lighting, eyes closed and body suspended weightlessly. you swam toward him quickly, fingers catching around his wrist before trying to pull him upward.

but the soaked fabric tangled instantly around your legs.

you both resurfaced coughing.

“cut!” everyone burst into laughter immediately.

“the dress is trying to murder me, i’m sorry, could we get it shortened maybe?” you gasped.

james pushed wet hair back from his forehead, laughing quietly too.

take two went smoother.

this time you reached him properly underwater, grabbing his arm while his eyes slowly opened beneath the surface.

the moment felt strangely intimate underwater, just eye contact and drifting fabric surrounded by blue light. you understood in that moment how one could think actors fell in love on set. this is probably how those stories started.

you pulled him upward carefully while cameras followed beside you.

“cut— beautiful!” several staff members clapped softly.

the cinematographer looked thrilled reviewing the monitor playback.

“again,” the director called. “one more for safety.”

several more takes followed afterward, some focused entirely on your expression underwater and others captured james reaching toward you weakly beneath the surface before sinking again.

by the fourth take, both of you were visibly freezing. your teeth chattered violently between resets while staff wrapped heated robes around your shoulders immediately after each cut

james looked equally exhausted.

“you okay?” you asked quietly while makeup artists fixed wet hair from his face.

he nodded once. “you?”

“yeah i’m good, cold though.”

martin suggested later, a brilliant idea really, that you guys filmed a tiktok with the sound ‘swim’ by bts, which you agreed to unwillingly.

the next sequence paired you with juhoon underwater instead. the concept was more abstract emotionally.

no rescue, no struggle, just two people drifting around each other in slow movements beneath dark blue lighting while the instrumental played overhead.

the underwater choreographer demonstrated soft turning motions and hand placements before filming began.

and once submerged, everything became eerily beautiful. your dress floated weightlessly around you while juhoon reached toward your hand underwater, both of you spinning slowly beneath the lights like fading memories. hair drifting, and fabric swirling.

at one point the director asked both of you to simply float motionless beside one another underwater while staring upward toward the surface.

the result looked haunting on playback and by the time the morning shoot finally paused, your entire body felt frozen.

staff immediately wrapped a heated blanket around your shoulders while you sat shivering near portable heaters.

wet hair clung to your neck while makeup artists tried repairing smudged eyeliner.

and then,

“rough?”

you looked up.

james stood nearby still damp from filming, oversized gray hoodie thrown over soaked clothes. you smiled tiredly.

“i can’t feel my limbs anymore.”

“good sign.”

“for hypothermia maybe.”

he laughed quietly before sitting beside you on one of the equipment cases, he reached on the small table behind him and handed you a warm drink of something.

“there you go, so you don’t get hypothermia.”

you smiled some more, fingers wrapping against the hot cup to get warm. “thanks, i owe you one.”

for a moment neither of you spoke, the massive studio echoed softly around you, crew members moving lights, water rippling gently behind cameras, distant instrumentals still playing faintly underwater.

then James glanced toward the pool.

“the underwater shots looked insane.”

“you saw playback?”

he nodded. “the scene where you grabbed my arm looked…” he paused slightly, “pretty real.”

you looked at him curiously beneath the blanket wrapped around you.

“well you were very convincing as a drowning man.”

“years of experience.”

you laughed softly.

and weirdly enough, sitting there dripping wet beside him beneath freezing studio lights felt strangely peaceful.

eventually lunch break arrived annd somehow the atmosphere felt even friendlier today than yesterday. everyone sat together around folding tables in oversized hoodies and blankets while inhaling hot food like survival depended on it.

martin looked emotionally broken already.“underwater filming was invented by sadists dude, fuck my life.”

“you swallowed half the pool, i’m dead.” keonho reminded him, cracking up.

“and lemme tell you something, that water tasted expensive. i kid you not i bet they fill it with fiji water.”

at some point seonghyeon asked about your upcoming project and everyone listened genuinely while you explained the thriller script you’d been preparing for.

“it’s like a cursed app thingy, shamanism and stuff.”

“shit that’s so cool, i wish i was an actor.” juhoon looked down.

“bro wants to be everything. model, idol, police man, dude pick a fight.” keonho turned to him.

“no but lowkey, acting is so cool, sounds exhausting though.”

“she works too much,” james said suddenly like he’d been thinking about it.

you blinked. “so do you.”

“yeah,” he admitted quietly. “but still.”

by early afternoon, your filming schedule wrapped for the day while the members prepared for additional solo scenes that didn’t involve you.

you said goodbye gradually while staff removed underwater equipment behind everyone.

“survive your scenes,” you told them while gathering your bag.

“no promises,” martin sighed dramatically.

juhoon saluted weakly from beneath three blankets.

and james looked up from his chair near the monitors.

“get home safe,” he said softly.

you smiled automatically, you did a lot of that these days.

“you too.”

then you climbed back into your van still smelling faintly like chlorine and studio fog, completely exhausted while Seoul blurred softly outside the windows on the drive home.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the studio doors slid shut behind your van and for about three full seconds, silence settled across the set.

then martin slowly turned toward james with the most insufferable grin imaginable.

“so.” he wiggled an eyebrow “how’s the crush going?”

james didn’t even look up from the towel draped over his head. “i’m going to drown you in that pool i swear to god.”

keonho gasped dramatically from nearby “you’re getting violent towards your homeboy, all this…. just for a woman. what happened to bros before hoes.”

“shut yo ass up keonho” james retorted.

“that sounded defensive,” juhoon pointed out immediately.

the members were still scattered around the massive pool set wrapped in blankets while staff members reset lighting for the next scenes. Wet clothes hung over equipment racks nearby, and the dress you had been wearing was there too.

james sat near one of the portable heaters trying to thaw himself back to life. unfortunately his members refused to let him exist peacefully.

martin dragged a chair directly beside him.

“no because lowkenuinely,” he continued, “you’re down catastrophic dude, talm about some artistic respect, man fuhhhh that”

james sighed deeply. “you guys say this every day.”

“because every day you prove us right,” seonghyeon replied calmly while sipping hot coffee.

james looked betrayed. “you too dude? no support whatsoever.”

“i support realism, fuck you mean.”

juhoon pointed dramatically across the empty set where you had been standing earlier beneath your heating blanket.

“bro looked at her like she personally invented cinema. she must be one of the lumiere brothers the way he bowed down to her.”

“ah shutup man, you don’t even know what you’re talking about.”

martin physically mimicked james’ expression from earlier, staring into the distance with exaggerated emo sadness.

“‘the underwater shots looked insane dude.’”

keonho clutched his chest dramatically. “the yearning…”

james shoved martin weakly with one hand.

“you’re all actually unbearable you bunch of virgins.”

“i might be a virgin looser,” martin replied smugly, “but i’m not incorrect.”

james groaned and leaned further back in his chair, towel still hanging over damp hair.

honestly? he knew they weren’t entirely wrong. that was the problem.

at first, before filming started, the crush had felt manageable, he just thought you happened to be the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, but overall just a celebrity crush. just someone he admired for their moving work. normal. but now?

after working a couple weeks with you in meetings, small artistic gatherings and whatnot, now that you sat beside him during breaks laughing quietly into your coffee. now he knew the exact expression you made before cameras rolled.

it was becoming a bad thing. what had started as a harmless crush, tripled in size by the hours. and apparently it was painfully obvious.

martin watched him silently for a second before speaking again, this time less teasing and more curious.

“you actually like her, huh?”

james stayed quiet, which unfortunately answered the question immediately.

keonho slowly sighed, “oh he’s cooked.”

“deeply cooked,” juhoon agreed.

james rubbed at his face tiredly. “i just think she’s…” he paused.

the members looked at him expectantly.

“really easy to be around. but i don’t thinks it’s a crush, it’s just admiration.”

that softened the teasing slightly, because they understood exactly what he meant cause you never acted superior despite your fame. never made filming awkward, never demanded attention. you listened carefully during conversations. thanked every staff member individually. stayed professional while still feeling warm somehow.

even martin had admitted privately that working with you felt comfortable.

still—

that didn’t justify why james felt this way,

martin leaned forward again. “she looks like she likes you too though.”

james immediately looked up. “… huh.”

“oh my god,” keonho groaned. “there he goes.”

“I’m serious,” martin insisted. “you think she smiles at all of us like that?”

“yes?” james replied cautiously.

the entire group stared at him. seonghyeon looked almost offended.

“she definitely doesn’t. she’s under that zhao yufine shit charm.”

juhoon nodded aggressively. “she laughs at your jokes specifically. That’s important.”

“that means nothing.”

“it means everything.” they continue feeding into his delusion.

james rolled his eyes but his ears had already started turning pink again. martin looked delighted noticing it.

“and the way she looked at you during lunch?”

“please stop talking.”

“nah cause see i’m analyzing.”

“nobody asked you to.”

martin ignored him completely.

“there’s tension.”

“there’s literally not.” james rolled his eyes.

“brother she asked to see your saved edits folder voluntarily.”

keonho pointed upward like that proved divine intervention existed. “that’s basically marriage.”

james nearly choked on his drink. “yall need serious help.”

juhoon shrugged. “we’re not the one staring at an actress like she’s gta 6 with a 50% discount.”

silence, then seonghyeon added calmly:

“don’t listen to him, that shot did look kinda insane though.”

unfortunately that was true. even the staff had noticed the chemistry during playback earlier.

martin suddenly leaned back in his chair dramatically.

“damn.”

“what now.”

“now that i think about it you’re living every man’s dream.”

james narrowed his eyes suspiciously. “what that mean?”

“you have a mutual slowburn with the nation’s most beautiful actress while filming a devastating music video. shit you might be blessed.”

“you need to touch grass.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the final day of filming arrived wrapped in rain.

real rain this time, not artificial studio water or carefully controlled downpours created by production crews. actual gray skies stretched over the city from early morning onward, leaving streets slick and reflective beneath traffic lights.

your manager glanced out the van window while driving toward set.

“kind of fitting. did you grab an umbrella?”

you hummed softly in response, half-awake beneath your hoodie. last night you’d slept a little late, crawling under work. you were also preparing to be the mc of a variety show in a few months, everything was kinda crazy.

the atmosphere already felt different before you even arrived, final filming days always carried a strange emotional weight to them, even though this one wasn’t a big one, it still felt too good to end. you’d truly loved the project and the aesthetics, but especially working with the whole cortis crew. you saw shoots as a little world that people packed up once it was over.

you arrived at the set around six in the morning, as today was a shorter day, more centered around correcting any possible mistakes and issues.

today’s location was an abandoned indoor train station with graffitis on the wall. the signature blue fluorescent lights reflected against wet concrete floors while massive industrial fans pushed cold air through the enormous space probably to add visual effects onth hair. fake rainwater dripped steadily from ceiling pipes into shallow puddles arranged carefully for reflections.

The final scenes today would focus heavily on group shots, lypsincing with no excessive action.

you stepped into the makeup room while staff buzzed around quietly preparing for the day and even the stylists had stopped pretending they enjoyed early call times.

today’s makeup stayed minimal again, pale skinn, tired eyes and slight redness beneath the lashes. your stylist pinned sections of damp hair away from your face while studying continuity photos carefully.

“does this bother you? the piece of hair in your face.”

“yeah, if you could possibly pin it, please.”

“sure, should i add some more product or does that feel like too much on your head right now?”

“do whatever you think looks best, you’re the professional, either way you do amazing work.”

“you’re annoyingly kind, what are we gonna do once you’re gone.”

you laughed softly. “might need to start working on my sets.”

outside the trailer, you could already hear the members somewhere nearby arguing loudly over coffee. by the time you stepped onto set fully dressed, filming had already started on martin’s opening shots.

you paused automatically near the monitor screens. the scene looked pretty sick, martin stood alone beneath flickering station lights while rainwater dripped from dark hair onto his face, he was wearing baggy jeans as always.

you watched quietly beside the director until someone approached from your left.

“morning.”

james.

you looked up. his dark jacket hung loosely over layered black clothing while damp hair fell messily across his forehead. He looked tired too.

“morning,” you replied. “you look freezing.”

“i am freezing.”

you dug inside your pockets, “well i have these pocket warmer thingys, if you’d like one.”

he blinked once, then nodded as you handed them over, “warm, thank you”

you noticed immediately that talking to him no longer felt careful because atthe beginning of filming, every interaction carried awareness beneath it. professional politeness and measured conversation.

now things slipped naturally, like two good friends working together.

the assistant director eventually called you both toward the first setup together.

today’s scene involved you and james sitting inside the abandoned train car while rain hammered softly against the windows outside. you were supposed to be just sitting there, special effects added later to make it look like the train was moving, and to stare at the camera while james lip synced.

the director explained quietly before filming:

“remember, you’ve both stayed in the water too long by this point emotionally.”

you nodded.

“no dramatic sadness,” he continued. “you’re past that stage now. just tired.”

james glanced toward you briefly after that, and an eye contact that lingered half a second too long ended in a small smile.

“action.”

your character stared absently out the rain-covered window. and james watched you, lip syncing the word as if he were actually talking to you.

my blue lips ( we’ve been in here way too long) i’ve been feeling way too cold.

then slowly, your eyes met his, nothing dramatic. no touching. no speaking. but something unspoken passed between both characters anyway. recognition maybe. the understanding that neither of you knew how to leave the pool anymore.

“cut.”

nobody spoke immediately. the director stared at the playback monitor for several seconds before exhaling softly.

“…yeah.”

several staff members exchanged glances quietly behind cameras.

“let’s do a couple more just to be sure, but i’ve never gone through a scene this quickly, you guys are truly phenomenal.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

the next few hours passed through constant filming setups around the station. one sequence involved all the members standing motionless on separate train platforms while water slowly flooded the tracks below them.

another showed you wandering through empty hallways while distorted station announcements echoed overhead. everything felt dreamlike. the emotional tone of the project had settled fully into everyone now.

between takes, the members still joked around constantly, but softer today, like everyone subconsciously knew this temporary atmosphere was ending soon.

at one point keonho started aggressively singing ‘blue lips’ while staff reset lighting equipment.

martin threw a plastic spoon at him. “shut the fuck up bro.”

“yeah dude i’m tired of the song already. i’ve been hearing it too much.” juhoon expressed.

“fair.”

you smiled quietly from your seat beside a portable heater, you had your phone in hand, you and a friend texting back and forth about an upcoming event.

james sat nearby scrolling through monitor playback again.

you nudged his shoe lightly with yours. “you re gonna watch every take?”

he glanced up. “most.”

“why?”

he considered the question briefly. “i don’t know we all look pretty fly in them, it doesn’t feel like reality.”

you smiled faintly. “so i’m not fly off screen? that what you’re saying?”:

a small silence settled before he quietly corrected himself, “no, you look pretty fly all the time i’d say, i was mostly talking about me and the guys.”

before you could respond, martin suddenly appeared between both of you holding coffee cups.

“wow.” he said, dreamy.

james closed his eyes immediately, smiling amused. “please fuck off before i loose it.”

“am i interrupting cinema?”

“yes,” both of you answered at the exact same time.

james and you were growing friendlier, talking more, like it came easy. nothing had happened technically.

but something was definitely happening.

the afternoon scenes focused heavily on physical closeness.

one setup involved james resting his forehead briefly against yours while both characters sat on the flooding train tracks, completely exhausted. this was specially intricate, because it couldn’t cross an invisible line at the risk of upsetting fans.

the director explained carefully beforehand:

“you’re comforting each other without actually fixing anything.”

the scene sounded simple, but it absolutely was not. how could you communicate a feeling that wasn’t love, but still looked like it.

the station lights dimmed low around you while cameras moved closer slowly.

“action.”

you sat facing one another in silence. water started flowing the tracks, but none of you paid attention..

then slowly, james leaned forward, his forehead touching yours lightly. warm despite the cold set.

the proximity felt startling suddenly because you could hear his breathing, feel it on your mouth. feel water dripping from his hair against your skin.

things like these happened more than you’d like to think, physical touch scenes were always complicated to film because of the body’s natural reactions to being close to someone, it wasn’t necessarily that much of a challenge with james because you didn’t mind his closeness.

and worse, neither of you pulled away immediately after the director called cut.

just half a second too long, like you’d enjoyed it.

“that’s wrap!”

the entire station exploded instantly. staff members cheering. applause echoing everywhere.

you blinked slowly beneath dripping hair while reality returned all at once.

james looked at you quietly and for one strange suspended second, neither of you joined the celebration immediately, just stood there beneath the rain staring at each other like maybe something unfinished still lingered.

then martin screamed somewhere nearby:

“YES MY CHICKENS, THATS A WRAAAAAP.”

and you couldn’t help but burst into laughter.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

james stood quieter near the monitor station speaking softly with the director while absentmindedly pushing soaked hair away from his face.

your eyes drifted toward him automatically.

dangerous habit.

he looked handsome like that, with a bandaid on his left cheek from a careless scratch.

the director eventually gathered everyone together beneath the rooftop overhang for final thank-yous.

“i mean this genuinely,” he said while looking between you and the members, “this project only worked because everybody trusted each other emotionally.”

the atmosphere softened instantly.

the cinematographer nodded toward you specifically.

“we had to chance to work with the amazing y/l/n y/n, you brought exactly the realism we needed.”

you bowed your head slightly.

“thank you for trusting me with it.”

“and thank you,” the director added while turning toward the members, “for being vulnerable enough to tell this story honestly.”

“oh no,” Keonho sighed dramatically. “that’s so artistic i might cry.”

eventually people started separating naturally, staff packing up, managers discussing post-prod, stylists collecting clothing pieces from dressing rooms downstairs.

you had just started walking toward the elevators when martin suddenly clapped loudly behind you.

“food.”

juhoon looked up instantly from inside his fuzzy blanket.

“yes.”

“i’m serious,” martin continued. “we survived hypothermia together. we deserve meat.”

“real,” juhoon agreed.

“there’s a barbecue place nearby,” seonghyeon offered.

everyone looked interested instantly. then martin turned toward you.

“you’re coming.”

you blinked. “ was that a question or do i not have a choice ?”

“you don’t.”

twenty minutes later, the six of you were crammed into a private room inside a small korean barbecue restaurant tucked into a quieter seoul side street.

the moment you stepped inside, heat hit your freezing skin instantly. actual heaven.

everyone collapsed around the low table dramatically while staff brought endless plates of meat and side dishes.

shoes were kicked off beneath seats and heoodies tossed carelessly aside. exhaustion settling comfortably over everyone.

martin immediately raised his water glass.

“to good meat”

“cheers.”

“to chlorine poisoning,” juhoon added, coughing.

you laughed softly while clinking glasses with everyone. you and james were the only ones drinking alcohol as you were the only people of age, you had picked a japanese beer while he went with strawberry soju.

the atmosphere loosened almost instantly afterward, alcohol seeped in your veins, making you instantly more comfortable. conversations overlapped naturally while grills crackled loudly in the center of the table.

martin aggressively cooked meat while pretending he was a professional chef while keonho criticized him nonstop. juhoon kept stealing pieces directly off the grill before they finished cooking.

“you people are animals,” seonghyeon muttered calmly. “someone’s gonna get food poisoning if you don’t wait for the meat to cook.”

“erm hello? i’m martin edwards park i don’t get food poisoning. the only i poison is dat beeeeaaaat.” he said the last part loudly.

“unfortunately.”

you sat beside james almost accidentally after everyone settled into seats. not that anyone failed to notice.

the conversations drifted between memories of the tiktoks you hadmade, keonho’s hand showing the videos over the table, best places to eat in the city and other non importants.

at one point juhoon asked: “what was everyone’s hardest scene?”

“the underwater one,” keonho answered immediately. “saw my ancestors man.”

“you barely submerged.”

“dude i can’t hold my breath fr long.” he rolled his eyes.

martin pointed dramatically toward you.

“hers with James on the rooftop though?”

james closed his eyes immediately like he already knew where this was heading.

“here we go,” he muttered.

“i’m serious,” martin continued shamelessly. “the tension was insane.”

“there was no tension,” james replied too fast.

you smiled, looking at him while sipping on your second beer, the table went silent briefly.

then juhoon slowly leaned back. “that sounded crazy defensive not gon lie.”

keonho nodded solemnly. “bro folded instantly.”

you hid your smile behind your cup, he was the only one embarrassed cause you genuinely didn’t mind the teasing.

“this group is a nightmare.”

“shutup cause you’d be unemployed without us.” seonghyeon said.

“no the fuck i wouldn’t?” james frowned.

he was objectively hot, now that the alcohol made its appearance in your veins. sharp jawline and all tight muscles. nah you were definitely not going there.

but it didn’t help that at some point while everyone argued about whether mint chocolate was overrated, you reached toward the grill at the exact same moment as james.

your fingers brushed lightly.

both of you paused instinctively. the warmth blooming of the tiny moment suspended strangely long beneath restaurant lighting.

“my bad” he quickly said, leaving you space to grab meat.

who would’ve thought zhao yufan was shy when provoked.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

somewhere between the endless teasing, food, and celebratory drinks, you and james had both crossed into that dangerous almost-drunk state.

you hadn’t controlled the drinks, just kept diving in for some more, it felt natural, like a friend gathering.

you felt warm in the cheeks, you were probably flushed red by now, loose around the edges.

james was becoming less guarded, easier, he laughed louder now, shoulders relaxed while leaning back against the wall beside you.

at one point keonho stared dramatically between both of you across the table.

“oh my god.”

james narrowed his eyes immediately. “what now.”

“you guys are literally glowing.”

you started laughin, not because it was necessarily funny but… yeah you didn’t even know why.

james was also laughing beside you, head dropping slightly while rubbing at his eyes. “you people genuinely need hobbies.”

“we had hobbies,” martin replied. “but now we’re gonna have to take you home.”

you hid your smile behind your drink, feeling way too jolly for your wellbeing.

honestly the alcohol made everything feel softer tonight, you weren’t one to drink usually but this felt right, like finally you claimed back all those teenage years spent working. the only thing that was bad though, was james’ lingering looks and the way they felt nerve-wracking. you’d promised yourself not to be stupid, and here you were.

eventually when the table became empty, everyone slowly started gathering their things. managers had long since gone home, trusting the members enough to survive one celebratory dinner without supervision. outside, the city glittered beneath rain-slick streets and blurred neon reflections like a scene straight out of cyberpunk.

cold air hit your face immediately when you stepped out of the restaurant. “damn,” juhoon muttered. “it’s so cold”

“pissesme off, we had sun last week,” keonho agreed while tightening his jacket.

the group lingered outside for several minutes beneath the restaurant awning while figuring out rides home. juhoon seonghyeon keonho and martin called an uber, while james claimed he would wait to sober up before coming back. you were gonna call a ride back home too.

the 6’3 giant looked between you and james suspiciously one last time before grinning.

“don’t do anything we would do.”

“that leaves literally nothing,” seonghyeon pointed out.

james groaned , “shutup you ball of hair.”

“fuck off receding hairline” martin shot back instantly.

“goodnight.” james deadpanned, already turning around.

everyone burst into laughter. then slowly, one by one, the members disappeared into separate cars still yelling dramatic goodbyes through open windows.

until eventually, only you and james remained beneath the glowing restaurant sign. rain had softened into mist now, cool against your cheeks while distant traffic hummed somewhere beyond the narrow streets.

you were painfully aware of how flushed you were and how undone your hair probably was, but decided not to worry, at the end of the day, he had seen you underwater, under the rain, in various weird situations.

then james caught your attention by shoving his hands deeper into his jacket pockets and glancing toward you.

“so…” he started softly. you looked up.

“do you have somewhere to be?”

the question lingered gently between you, he wasn’t pushy nor presumptuous. maybe he meant it in a friendly manner but it came across as hopeful.

you shook your head slightly. “not really.”

something subtle shifted in his expression then, probably relief.

“you wanna hang out a little longer?”

your stomach flipped embarrassingly fast, probably the alcohol.

“yeah,” you answered quietly like it was evident.

james smiled, the bandaid on his cheek crooking.

“cool.”

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

twenty minutes later, the two of you stood inside a convenience store near the han river laughing over candy choices like idiots. the alcohol absolutely wasn’t helping.

“that shit’s gross, worst flavor ever. you can’t possibly eat that.” you frowned.

“watch me.”

that made both of you laugh for some reason, carefree, like two morons.

“what flavor do you want?” james chuckled,

“those peach ones, stop with the crap we’re not eating cherry ones.”

he laughed, grabbing the peach bag, almost letting it fall.

the cashier looked mildly amused while ringing everything up, he couldn’t recognize you with your masks. james insisted on paying, struggling to get his card to go through with how much he was swaying.

outside again, cold night air wrapped around both of you while plastic bags swung gently from james’ hands.

the han river stretched dark and glittering beneath city lights ahead, and you eventually settled onto a quiet bench near the water. the city skyline reflected beautifully across the river while distant bikes rolled past occasionally along the paths nearby.

you sat tucked into your coat while james leaned back against the bench beside you sipping canned coffee despite already being energetic enough.

“you know,” you murmured, “this is pretty nice actually. i never thought you and i would be friends.”

he looked toward you, the word friend stabbing through his heart. ouch.

“yeah me neither”

“you’re pretty cool, i like hanging with you.” you said, head dizzy.

you took a sip of water, leaning closer to him for warmth. you gestured vaguely between both of you and the river and the convenience store snacks.

“i don’t even really hang out with people actually. i mean- i have friends but i never have time to hang out. so this is nice. ”

james smiled faintly.

“yeah, i’m glad, you can call me anytime if you wanna hang.”

“i probably will if i have time. schedules are pretty tough these days, i bet you guys have it the same.”

he nodded at that, “yeah we’re preparing for upcoming shows and stuff, it’s hectic. but i’ll make time for you.” you looked down briefly at the snack bag in your lap, trying unsuccessfully to hide your smile.

“that sounds dangerous,” you murmured.

“what does?”

“you saying things like that.”

james laughed quietly under his breath. “sorry.”

“you don’t sound sorry.”

“i’m not.” james leaned back slightly against the bench, shoulder still brushing yours.

then suddenly he squinted toward your phone sticking halfway out of your coat pocket. “…is that an arcane keychain?”

you blinked. “maybe.”

his head turned so fast it almost made you laugh.“no way, you play league?” the genuine disbelief in his voice was somehow offensive.

“yes?” james stared at you for a full second.

“you’re lying.”

“i literally have the keychain.”

“that proves nothing. people fake interests every day.”

“you’re lame”

“i need proof.”

you immediately pulled your phone out. “gatekeeping lol like millions of people don’t already play it.”

james leaned closer automatically to look at the screen and unfortunately your shoulder pressed fully against his now. his eyes widened immediately.

“you actually play.”

“told you.”

“what rank?”

you narrowed your eyes suspiciously. “that’s classified.”

“oh my god you’re bronze.”

“i’m not bronze.”

“so silver.”

“i hate you.”

james looked genuinely delighted now, like a kid. “this changes everything.”

“how?”

“i don’t know yet but it definitely does.”

you laughed softly while shoving his shoulder lightly. “what about you then, idiot?”

he looked annoyingly smug suddenly. “emerald.”

your jaw dropped. “no way.”

“way.”

that’s how you both ended up yapping about league of legends, because it was easier to do that than to pretend like there wasn’t an underlying tension.

“and junglers— oh my god don’t even get me STARTED on junglers.”

“you literally play jungle sometimes.”

“yeah and every lane blames me for EVERYTHING. top dies in a 1v1 thirty seconds in? ‘jg diff.’ bot lane pushes to enemy tower with no wards and gets ganked six times? somehow it’s MY fault. i could physically cure disease and my mid laner would still ping my smite cooldown.”

he then realized he had spoken without stoping for a breath, so he did just that, your shoulder brushed his slightly while reaching into the snack bag.

your eyes were bored on his, slightly drunk but it wasn’t just that. maybe it was the whole league of legends rambling that got you going, who knew you were into geeks. but you suddenly felt way too honest.

“that was the hottest thing i’ve ever heard.” your eyes trailed on his face, your voice carrying the softest drunken slur.

james didn’t expect that, his eyes slightly widened, but his ears went red. “what? you’re serious? i didn’t know that league of legends was hot…”

you didn’t waste a second, alcohol bringing back that bold side of you, “no, you are.”

his eyes went wild, like he couldn’t believe what you had just. said. “huh?” he said dumbfounded.

“just keep on talking.”

james took a shaky breath, hand retreating to his lap, and he looked around trying to distract himself from your gaze, your absolutely breathtaking gaze. you were so much bolder than he ever was, he hid behind jokes but he would’ve never been capable of telling you all the things he wished he were doing to you right now.

your heart stumbled violently against your ribs and the city noise around you suddenly felt very far away. when james’ eyes drifted back to you, they landed on your lips before lifting back to your gaze again.

“you know what the worst part is about all of this?” he murmured, trying to change the subject for his sanity. “i can’t watch your scenes normally anymore.”

your breath caught slightly, not really understanding where this was going. “why?”

a tiny smile pulled faintly at the corner of his mouth.

“because now i know what you sound like laughing between takes.” the whole changing the subject thing wasn’t working. “i know how you feel when you’re close to me and i know what you smell like.”

you stared at him silently. and maybe kissing a friend wasn’t all that bad. not that you had ever been friends truly. friends didn’t want to undress each other. at least that’s what you knew.

the tension stretched tighter but neither of you moved. james swallowed once before speaking again, quieter this time.

“can i?” he asked softly. then even quieter: “please.”

you nodded, you knew what he was asking for. with the way he was looking at your lips, it was painfully evident.

he wasted no time cupping your jaw, knees brushing against candy bars, he kissed you.

slow at first, like he’d imagined this too many times and was terrified of ruining it now that it was real.

his mouth moved carefully against yours, warm and slightly tasting like coffee and sweet alcohol while the city blurred somewhere far beyond the river.

you felt him exhale softly when you kissed him back harder, like tension physically leaving his body.

one of your hands instinctively grabbed the front of his hoodie, pulling him closer without even realizing it.

that made something shift in him immediately, the kiss deepened, like you weren’t outside, like you weren’t two famous celebrities eating each other in public. but that was long forgotten, the alcohol taking away every ounce of responsability.

james’ thumb brushed slowly against your jaw while his forehead nearly bumped yours from how close he’d gotten on the narrow bench.

and god,

he kissed just like he looked at you.

undressing you with attention, reverence and undeniable respect. your heart hammered violently against your ribs when he pulled back barely an inch, just enough for both of you to breathe.

you found yourselves in the same position as in the filming, foreheads pressed together, warm breaths, but this time it was different, because he had just kissed the living hell out of you.

“you have no idea,” he murmured quietly, “how long i’ve wanted to do that.”

the tension somehow got worse after the kiss. because now you knew exactly how he tasted. how he sounded when he lost composure for half a second. how his hand tightened gently against your jaw when you kissed him back.

“you’re staring,” you whispered.

“can you blame me? you’re beautiful.” his nose brushed against yours, mouths opened and chasing each other’s.

your stomach flipped hard but before you could answer, he kissed you again. this time there was nothing hesitant about it. his hand slid from your jaw to the side of your neck gently, thumb brushing beneath your ear while he leaned closer against you on the bench. the kiss deepened almost immediately, not afraid to use tongues, a little messy from laughter and alcohol and too much tension finally snapping loose at once.

you kissed him back harder without thinking and that earned the quietest sound from him,barely there, almost swallowed by the river breeze, but it made your entire chest tighten anyway. james’ other hand settled instinctively against your waist, pulling you closer until your legs brushed fully against his.

the convenience store bag tipped sideways somewhere beside you but neither of you cared. your fingers slid into the front of his hoodie, bunching the fabric of his undershirt slightly while kissing him again and again and again like maybe you were both trying to make up for weeks of holding back.

being kissed by someone who already liked you this much felt unfair. you could feel it in everything. it was so painfully sweet yet so filthy, so him. like the way he gripped your waist, scared to go lower, the way his sloppy kisses sent thrills down your body, the way he kept pausing for half-seconds just to look at you before kissing you again, like you were the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.

james tilted his head slightly, kissing you deeper now while his hand ventured underneath your shirt, tentative. he wanted to pull you on his lap right then and there, but that was the alcohol speaking.

“you’re killing me,” he murmured quietly against your mouth.

“you started this.”

“i know.”

then he kissed you again immediately like he physically couldn’t stop himself, his hands brushed against the under sides of your breast through your clothes for a second before he slid them down.

at some point your hand brushed against his lower stomach and james visibly lost composure.

“oh my god,” he muttered softly against your lips.

and then, a bike sped past somewhere nearby. very nearby.

both of you froze instantly. the reality of being outside in public slammed back into place all at once. james pulled back just enough to look around quickly while still keeping one hand at your waist.

you stared at each other for half a second, out of breath, not thinking straight.

“you were one second away from climbing into my lap.” he stated.

“like you would’ve said no.”

“right here yeah, i can control myself, i don’t want anything bad happening to your career.” he said.

you breathed out, taking his hand in yours and playing absentmindedly with his fingers and rings. you didn’t know what to say and everything was a blur.

so, you didn’t know how you ended up in the hallway leading to your apartment, pinned to a wall while james kissed his way to your neck.

it had probably started when you had resolved to innocent conversation but one wrong sentence ended up in another kiss, and another, and another, until you’d been halfway on his lap on the bench, both of your hoods pulled over your heads for a minimal privacy. after that youd stood up, hands unable to leave him, and you’d called over a taxi, putting face masks back on and requested your address. the drive had been intense, you’d wanted to climb on his lap right then and there, just to see how far his kisses would go.

the second you had been out, james had pulled you closer, almost running towards the elevator, and once inside he had pinned you to the wall, making you gasp in the feverish kiss.

and now, you struggled with your key to open the door, while he was behind you, mouth on your neck, your ass pressed right against his hardness. truth is, he didn’t wanna be disrespectful but he had a thing about your ass, had to physically refrain himself for looking at it while you walked past these last few weeks, couldn’t help but imagine how it’d feel against his palms, or if he ever got to slap it while you bounced on-

you let out a moan when he reached for the hem of your hoodie, tugging at it upwards, he managed to take it off as the key finally got in, you forced the door open, and he pushed you inside. it took everything in his power not to take you right there against the door,

"bed," you said with a shaky voice.

"yeah," he nodded, walking backwards, still kissing you while you guided him through the mess of your apartment.

once in your bedroom, he didn’t look around, he was too focused on you, on how perfect you sounded against him, undone, breathy, he sat you on the edge of your bed and his hands slid up your sides under your top,slow and deliberate and stopped at your chest. both of them. full. you inhaled sharply.

"fuck," he breathed, more to himself than you.

his thumbs dragged over your tits, testing, squeezing, like he had been thinking about this in the privacy of his own mind.

"is it wrong that i’ve thought about this?." he whispered against your neck, leaving wet kisses there.

you shook your head immediately, “no… tell me about it, i wanna hear.”

he pulled your top and bra down and his mouth replaced his hands, warm and open, taking your tit into his mouth, tongue circling your nipple before he sucked, harder than you expected. you gasped, back arching off the mattress while his other hand stayed on your other breast, squeezing, rolling your nipple between his fingers, alternating between slow and sharp until you had your hands in his hair and your eyes shut tight, absolutely no remaining composure.

“thought about these so many times, how perfect they looked in that dress, in the swimming pool, you’re fucking perfect y/n, so beautiful, everywhere.”

you moaned at his words, “james”

“i know, i know pretty thing.” he said, not looking up. he dragged his teeth lightly over your nipple as he pulled away, causing you to shiver. then he dropped to his knees.

“you know how many times i had to stop myself from staring at you? cause id feel guilty, always wanted to be so respectful, but i couldn’t stop imagining you…”

he got your jeans off and pulled you to the edge of the mattress; his mouth found your inner thigh, in absolutely no hurry. he mapped out slowly in open-mouthed kisses, the slight scrape of his teeth occasionally, and you propped yourself on your elbows to watch him, his hair tousled, eyes black and wild with arousal. he glanced up, catching you looking and the almost-smile he gave you was genuinely unfair.

when he finally got to your pussy, you shuddered, thighs already trying to close around his head, one hand draped across your face in anticipation. he started with the flat of his tongue, one long stroke, as the breath punched out of you. only then did he settle in. he learned you fast: what made your hips stutter, what made you tug at his hair. his tongue working your clit in slow circles, pulling you taunt like a thread, and when he slid two fingers and curled them just right, the dual pleasure made you go crazy. you thought you’d come with that gesture alone, your chest moving up and down with uncontrolled breaths.

"there," you say. “right there… please…”

he kept the same pace, looking up at you with adoration, learning the faces you made when you were touched right. his mouth then stayed on your clit while his fingers worked that spot relentlessly.

“look at you, so pretty, so fucking pretty.” he praised against the skin of your thigh, hooking your legs over his shoulders.

he was so turned on, his pants tight with the throbbing ache between his legs, he thought he could cum in his pants just by eating you out alone. he’d seen a lot of things in his short life, but nothing compared to this. to seeing you stretched out around his fingers, ever so compliant, beautiful and wrecked.

you moaned as he found the perfect rythm, the perfect coherence of fingers and tongue, your release building in the pit of your stomach, it was usually rare for someone to make you come that fast, but you weren’t at the end of the surprise, because when your hips started grinding down on his tongue, he flipped you around, ass up, arched on the soft sheets.

and god, james thought he knew what living felt like. he thought he was pretty damn accomplished already, a promising idol career, fans, brand deals, but this? james just stared,like this sight of you was a religious experience he wasn’t worthy of. 

you whimpered just then, face buried in your pillow, and he looked down, mesmerized, surely the alcohol had worn off, but now it was a different type of drug that possessed him. “so beautiful like this, all for me. what am i gonna do with you…”

your hips moved back, triggered by his words, and your ass pressed right against his pants. james clicked his tongue, the flat of his hand grabbing your ass. “what do you want? huh? tell me what you want and i’ll give it to you.”

you preened, one hand reaching behind you, spreading your ass shamelessly, your pussy glistening with your arousal and his saliva, clenching around nothing like you just couldn’t fathom not feeling him inside of you. you were ready to beg, you weren’t normally into that, but the way he carried yourself so differently from usual, not shy, not afraid of anything, made you want to tell him he could do anything with you.

“fuck… you’re gonna kill me.” james bent down to press a kiss against your spine and you shivered, so empty… and so cold.

“please… please” you crossed one of your boundaries, you had never thought you would ever want to- scratch that- need to beg. but it felt so good, the way his breathing stopped for a second, the way his hips rutted against your bare ass, like it was the best thing he’d ever heard.

“please what, baby?” he sucked a spot on your spine, right where you had a tattoo. “tell me what you need. use your words.”

and fuck, you’d always thought you were kinda dominant… maybe? or vanilla. sex only ever cringed you out when dudes started calling the girl ‘good girl’ and manhandling them. but this? you thought you would die from the tone of his voice, reverant but so fucking firm. it made your insides turn into burning fire, made you rethink your whole view on sex.

“please… i need you to fuck me.” you spoke, like a big girl. you felt james’ tongue drag a path down your spine, until it reached your tailbone.

“that’s it, you’re doing good.” he dropped a kiss there, one of his hands going back to your pussy.

he spread you, still giving unwavering attention to your tailbone while two fingers slipped inside, earning a dragged out moan from you. “so fucking loud… such a good girl.”

who was this? cause this certainly wasn’t the james from set, the james whose ears would turn red everytime you spoke to him for too long, the james who was worried he’d be a pervert if he so much as gazed at your tits. but you had no complaints whatsoever. your soaked thighs were enough evidence. you clenched around his fingers at his words, gripping the bedsheets, and he gave your shoulder a kiss. “is that good pretty thing? you like that?”

you nodded instantly, afraid he’d stop if you didn’t manage an answer, your breathing had long turned franctic, leaving you a mess, but it’s like he knew what he was doing to you, and he wanted more. he knew how surprised you were, god even he was surprised at himself.

“you want more? yeah?” james worked his jeans open, only the zipper, as his other fingers were busy hitting that delicious spot inside of you, the one that made you reconsider pleasure. the angle made it so unbearably good that you couldn’t even manage words out.

“yes … yes fuck yes please… - please.” you babbled, ass pushing against his hand with unabashed need.

“look at you, my pretty girl is so needy.” james pushed his jeans down, along with his boxers, his thick cock resting on your ass now.

you ground your ass against him, the feeling of him so heavy sending jolts right where his fingers where working tirelessly. you were so close, so so close, and he was so good, like he had done this hundreds of times, he touched you exactly where you liked being touched. “please… fuck me.” you begged, wanting to be properly filled.

“you’re being such a good girl for me right now… you think you deserve it?” he mused, tip leaking on your lower back, so much so that at first he thought he’d came.

you nodded aggressively against the pillow, teetering on the edge of release,walls fluttering around his digits. “yes yes - fuck yes- i don’t know… please… please i’ll- i’ll be your good girl, i’ll listen, just please.”

this was new for you, so foreign, but it felt somehow right, like you relished in his praise, his taunting tone. james was all man, and you were already ruined.

“so desperate, my sweet thing…” he sped up his fingers, cock now shamelessly grinding against the skin of your behind. “you’re gonna be a good girl and take what i give you okay?”

you nodded, because his hands were driving you insane, and now he was pinching your nipple, twisting it between his fingertips, and you were a goner.

your orgasm crashed into you like a train, body lapsing into convulsions while you didn’t even try to be keep sane anymore. you moaned over and over not caring about how loud you were, about how vulnerable you were, ass spread for him as he made you cum with only two fingers, and he kept praising you, like you were a precious thing, like he couldn’t believe he was getting to see you like this, he whispered sweet things in your hair, fingers never stopping.

only when he was satisfied with the mess between your legs, he flipped you around, on your back, his mouth immediately latching onto your neck, careful not to leave any marks that could harm your career, he spread your legs, throwing his shirt across the room, and settled between your thighs, cock heavy on your lower stomach. “you did so good… might have to do that again but this time i wanna see your face.” james said agains your jaw, mouth brushing but not quite touching.

your fingers raked through his hair, softly tugging, until he was groaning, cock slipping to where you needed him the most. when you felt his tip nudge your clit, you arched, breasts touching his chest. “so wet, look at you baby…” he kissed your cheek then forehead. “you want me to fuck you, yeah?”

you nodded incapable of forming coherent thoughts, your legs wrapping around his waist, “i’ll fuck you my love, i think you deserve that don’t you? you’ve been so good to me, came on my fingers like a champ…” james kissed your pulse point, cock sliding between your folds.

his forehead pressed against yours, he cursed, guiding the tip at your entrance. “are you sure my pretty girl?” you nodded immediately, hips chasing him. james wrapped his hand around his cock, almost like he had to restrain himself from burying himself inside of you, and he slid the tip inside, cursing. “shit… so wet baby.”

you whimpered, as he took in the sight of your pussy accommodating his length, squeezing on only the tip of him. he slid in ever so slowly, and when he was fully seated inside, he didn’t move. he thought he could cum from just the feeling of you, squeezing him, the tight fit, your moans… he couldn’t take it. “fuck… you’re taking me so well pretty thing…”

he took a second, grounding himself, before finally moving. he slid all the way out before slamming back in, kicking the breath out of your lungs. you moaned, so close to him in all the senses of the word, filled to the brim with only him. your heels dug on his lower back, you felt him so deep that you wanted to honestly cry.

you wrapped weak fingers around his wrist, without thinking it through, and guided his hand on your neck. it wasn’t something you thought you’d ever enjoy, but there you were, his hands so fucking attractive you could only think about them choking you. so he did exactly that, following your movements, he wrapped his fingers around your neck and squeezed, mouth slightly open at the sight of you, you were being so good, so perfect.

“so beautiful with my hand around your neck, you know that right ? you know how fucking pretty you are?” he rasped, eyes wild with want, and devotion. “answer me baby,” his lips trailed down your neck.

you nodded, gasping, but he didn’t seem content with that response, his cock dragging inside of you. “nuh-huh, words baby. i need to make sure my girl is aware- fuck- of how beautiful she is.”

and there he was, calling you his girl, you didn’t mind it one bit, cause somewhere in your head you were already ready to be his. “yes—… i know… fuck i know.”

james pushed impossibly deeper, knocking the sense out of you, “good girl,” and he showed you, just how pretty you were, every drag of his cock sending you closer to a devastating edge.

“mmmh… james” you moaned, the intimacy of the moment overtaking you, “- need more”

“yeah?” he reached for one of your leg, lifting it to rest on his shoulder. “there, better?”

you nodded, the pressure in your lower belly unbearable, the new angle dragging sounds you didn’t even know were yours out of your mouth. he fucked you harder into the mattress, his hands around your neck never too overwhelming, whispering sweet nothings interrupted by curses agains your skin.

“m so- so close…” you said delirious, arms wrapped around him, pulling him impossibly closer.

truth is, you had never felt so good, and that scared you, you were discovering another side of you, another side of him, and it was so dangerously good. you wanted to crawl into his skin, keep him around forever.

“mmhh… so tight, you’re squeezing me so tight sweet girl, are you gonna cum for me?” he pushed in faster and deeper, if that was only possible.

your walls fluttered around him, nails digging on his back, and you felt him twitch inside you, he wanted to tease you, edge you until you couldn’t take it anymore, but he was so close he couldn’t sustain that, he ached for you, wanted to bury himself inside of you and never leave.

“so so so sweet… so good to me, you’re doing so good my princess…” he whispered, feeling you getting closer and closer.

one last push was all it took, your orgasm shook you beyond reason, you trembled against him, moaning his name over and over, you weren’t even sure how long is lasted, james kept dragging out your pleasure, until he was the one violently twitching.

he buried his face in your neck, rutting inside of you, “oh fuck fuck fuck… so fucking… good” his hips snapped fast, “i’m cumming, i’m cumming… shit.” you felt him come inside, thick and warm, filling you up until it dripped between your thighs. james kept panting, pushing it deeper, before he crumbled on top of you, exhausted with the force of his release.

it dawned onto you just then, how fucking gone you were.

⋆˙⟡. ⋆˙⟡

what had undeniably been the best sex of your life ended with you both falling asleep jus like that.

exhausted by the alcohol, the tension, the day of filming, and the world wrecking sex. james didn’t pull out, he tucked you against him, still buried deep inside, and in a beat you were both asleep.

what was, as unspoken as it was, supposed to be a good time, nothing much more, ended up in- well… much more.

you started seeing often. when the screening of the music video came around and you saw the chemistry you had on screen, you remembered glancing at him through your lashes across the room, he’d felt the same things. you snuck out right after, kissing like lovesick teenagers not worried about loosing their jobs. he fucked you in the bathroom, loosing himself in you all over again. it happened a couple of times after, until one day, balls deep inside of you, he asked if you could be his. it was an evidence for you, and you retorted that you were already his.

that was how you ended up falling in love with him, pushing aside every boundaries you once had about dating, you couldn’t care less about anything. he loved you like a sickness, and that was enough to make the risk worth it.

and truthfully ? how lucky was he to have made his all time celebrity crush fall in love with him?