'I'M THE FURY IN YOUR HEAD'

There is a small hole in my arm And I pull the bones out one by one Until I am empty, my fingers limp and Useless, I open my mouth to call for help And my teeth crumble and fall from my mouth, My head is a shapeless blob and now I know at last That I...

[snowxchild-blog]

Who’s still following me? 

GO ‘head and like this so I know, thank you ^^

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I put my hands among the flames. Nothing burns.

Sylvia Plath, from

The Collected Poems; “Poppies In July”

  (via

funeral

)

[snowxchild-blog]

magicxwhisperings started following you

♣ “....” Yes, because staring at someone will make them uneasy. If he runs, she’ll attack from the behind. That’s her plan. 

[notakxng-blog]

a closed starter for @snowxchild

           fast, HURRIED steps echoed through the corridors as jon made his way outside, eyelids still HEAVY from sleep. the sun was just STARTING to rise, a timid ORANGE hue illuminating the horizon. the majority of winterfell was still in their BEDS, but he had been woken up due to a ROBBER in the kitchens.

           crossing the yard && going through doors, jon FINALLY stood before the cooks && two of his men. the RAVEN locks didn’t let him see the thief’s FACE as she sat on a chair with her head low, but jon could tell she was young, VERY YOUNG. a frown appeared on his face at the realization. waking him up because a HUNGRY CHILD wanted to steal some bread ?

           ’ what is your name ? ’ he asked, crouching before the girl.

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ They had caught her and here she is, sitting on one of their chairs and being surrounded by the chefs. She can’t help but glare up at them, because no matter what she does, she can’t escape. They’d grab her in a heart beat, and not to mention, this IS the kitchen. Though, at the moment they aren’t doing anything. It was as if they were waiting for someone. Probably the king or a leader. Were they the same thing? She wasn’t sure, she didn’t care. 

After some time, the man they were probably waiting for arrived, because when he comes, they are reacting. No words are spoken from them yet, but they move so he can walk by, toward her. He’s close, close enough for her to HEAD-BUTT him. Especially since she’s not tied up. 

She’ll keep her head low though, she won’t attack. It’s just her against ALL these men. She wouldn’t stand a chance and she’d get herself killed. The man in front of her may look gentle and stuff, but it’s those type of people you need to watch out for. 

[memeroundups]

A few Starters - Ice Breakers

“Are you following me?”

“Hey, watch where you’re going.”

“You look vaguely familiar…” 

“I don’t know who you are but you don’t strike me as the trustworthy type.”

“I don’t know what you want but you’d better fuck off before I make you.”

“Sorry but I’m new around here, would you mind giving me pointers?”

“Strange to see a fresh face around here.”

“Hey you. It’s dangerous to be walking around here, you should leave.”

“Do you need help with that?”

“Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?”

“Do I know you? Cause you look a lot like my next girlfriend/boyfriend.”

“See my friends over there? They wanna to know if you think I’m cute.

“Hey handsome/beautiful.”

“You might be new, but you’re looking at the top dog around here.”

“Sorry but I’m not interested in your offer.”

“Are you as cold as you seem or do you always walk around like you own the place?”

“What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“The answer is no by the way, to whatever you’re about to say.”

“Don’t bother, I’m busy.”

“No no no, this can’t be right. You shouldn’t be here.”

“It’s you, isn’t it?”

“Happy to see me again?”

“It’s been so long since we’ve last parted, hm? We have some catching up to do.”

“You looking to start a fight or something?”

“Did you think I wouldn’t notice you watching me?”

“Us meeting wasn’t an accident.”

“Hey hey, no need for that I’d just like to talk.”

“Why the hostility? Do you treat every stranger this way?”

“I see no one has ever bothered to teach you manners.”

“Come with me, no time to explain!”

“Look, you’re in danger. You need to do as I say.”

“Are these guys bothering you?”

“Hey, leave him/her alone!”

“You look tired. Need a ride?”

“Shit shit, are you okay?!”

“Give me your belongings and you won’t get hurt. Sound fair?”

“Well look what the cat dragged in.”

“Never thought I’d see your face again.”

“Are you drunk? Hey, you can’t be walking around like that, be careful!”

“You look like bad news….”

“I hope I’m not being too straightforward, but are you single?”

“Nice to meet you.”

[snowxchild-blog]

Like for a starter guyyys~

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ She hears it, but she can’t see. She doesn’t want to see. She curls into a ball, making herself seem as small as she possibly could. Fire was not her friend. She’d rather freeze than keep warm by fire. The flames were dying and she does peek. She sees it now. It’s a…Boy. Was he the one making all that noise and putting out the fire? She had gotten a tad bit wet because of the water, but that didn’t seem to bother her one bit. The dirt on her began to look a bit muddy. eyebrows furrows and she’s almost glaring at the boy, but not out of spite. She just doesn’t know how to react to this kind of situation. He helped her. What does she do? Should she bite him? Should she do what she does best? ….What does she do best?

At the mention of fire, she flinches. No, she didn’t get any new burns. Navy orbs stares at him. He was approaching, she hadn’t noticed that he was nearing at her, but now she did. WHERE is her sword? 

“!em raen emoc t'noD” She’s still a little bit shaky.

“Don’t come near me!”

[thesailawayking]

They respond so furiously that Max jumps back a moment, frightened that he himself had caused them harm, or that they would soon do so to him. Although what they had said Max did not know, he felt he understood the gist of the small stranger’s outcry. “You… you don’t have to be frightened of me, if you are,” Max softly spoke, kneeling in front of the person as to show them that he was, too, small, and innocuous. Max even removed his hood, as to show that he wasn’t, in fact, a wolf boy, but merely a boy in a wolf’s suit. “I really just want to help. It’s unsafe here. Will you follow me away from the fire?” In the distance, Max heard sirens blaring. He knew that it took a small while for people to reach his little island, as it sat pretty far off from the shore, and he was uncertain as to whether the person he’d stumbled upon would survive if he left them there. “Please, come with me! I don’t want you to die here!” He extended a beckoning hand towards the person, hoping that they would take it.

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ He knelt down after reassuring that she didn’t need to fear him. He even went so far as to remove that strange outfit he was wearing. Okay, so for that moment, before he removed the hood, she had thought it was part of him. She knew what clothes were. She was wearing them, but she’s never seen an outfit such as his! She had expected to see things---like brains, but there’s nothing. Just hair. 

She’s quiet, eyes watching him. Unsafe? Her whole life is unsafe, she was used to it. However, the sound of siren caught her attention. SHE hated that noise. It was too loud and it also reminded her of the past. Something she did not want to think about. If she stayed here, those sirens would get her. She wasn’t sure if it were those things called Cops or if it were something else, but she didn’t want to sit around to find out. 

“.uoy tae lliw I, diputs gnihtyna od uoy fi tub, yakO”

“Okay, but if you do anything stupid, I will eat you.”

Hand grabs hold of the boy’s, and she’s coming to a standish.

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[ackersnow-deactivated20170117]

BITTER SOULMATE PROMPTS

( because the world needs more salt && complications. feel free to change up the context or pronouns! )

❛❛ No. No, no, no — you really don’t want me as a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ So, you’re the unfortunate soul stuck with me. ❜❜ ❛❛ Can we just - forget about this? ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re not meant for each other. Trust me. ❜❜ ❛❛ You’re my soulmate? Wow - talk about a let-down. ❜❜ ❛❛ We were only supposed to be friends. ❜❜ ❛❛ Something’s wrong with this shit system. We are not soulmates! ❜❜ ❛❛ How is that I love them more, when you’re my soulmate? ❜❜ ❛❛ I know how you look at him - even though you’re not his. ❜❜ ❛❛ Please, believe me. You are not my soulmate. You can’t be. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t want a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ Find someone else - I don’t need this in my life. ❜❜ ❛❛ No way - I can’t have TWO soulmates. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not very good with commitment, or soulmates, or love. ❜❜ ❛❛ Oh - this. This is a joke. Very funny. You can call April Fools now. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not good enough for you. This is wrong. ❜❜ ❛❛ Life is cruel, huh? Pairing us together like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ To think we were fated to grow old together makes my stomach turn. ❜❜ ❛❛ Why is fate such a bitch? Why are you a bitch? ❜❜ ❛❛ This wasn’t supposed to be real. It was a joke. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t know what’s worse. The fact you love them, or the fact I love you. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not suddenly trusting you with my heart! Or anything! ❜❜ ❛❛ I wish I could clean this mark off with some fate-Windex or something. ❜❜ ❛❛ Scary, right? Tied to a person you might not even know. ❜❜ ❛❛ I can’t trust you to love me. Not fully. ❜❜ ❛❛ We weren’t supposed to fall in love like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m going to be frank, && say I have zero attraction to you. So this is a mistake. ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re rivals. Not soulmates. We’re supposed to be at each other’s throats. ❜❜ ❛❛ Things were better before this stupid mark, & stupid fate. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’ve tried. You can’t cut the string. I’ve tried, trust me, I’ve tried. ❜❜ ❛❛ This mark. It appeared this morning. I don’t want it - I. Don’t. Want. It. ❜❜     

[snowxchild-blog]

FOOD

It’s true that Yukiko eats human flesh, but that’s not the only thing she eats. She eats animals. Pretty much, she eats anything raw, because that’s all there is in the woods. There’s always going to be humans, because camping trips, especially in the summer. 

Getting food in the winter is a struggle for her, just like the rest of the animals or homeless beings. She has to hunt harder and usually the animals she’s able to find are rabbits or squirrels. She’d be lucky if she could find a small deer in the woods. Not a lot of people goes into the woods during the winter, except smetimes, once again, if she’s lucky idiot teenagers will go in just to have some fun in more ways than one (this is how you get hypothermia, guys!)

I’d actually imagine, that if Yukiko were to eat cooked food, she’d be sick for awhile. Her body has adapted so far into raw food that a change of her diet would get her sick to the point of food poisoning. That would mean she’d have the symptoms of vomit, diarrhea, possible paralysis, and possible near death situations. 

Even if she didn’t get food poisoning (that is a BIG IF), she’d still vomit from the taste, for she will not be used to it. 

[sandcvstles]

hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

[knowsxhell-blog]

           the CREATURE he had thought to be a monster was demonstrating to be just a CHILD. a little girl, of course not a NORMAL one, but still had the traits of a girl of her age. whatever that age was. she seemed PROUD at have managed to speak their names, she was smiling && looking at him with CURIOSITY, a nice change from the way KIDS usually stared at him. fear, disgust && tears were more common than INTEREST.  

           he doesn’t FORGET though, of what he had seen her do. she’s fast, strong, && she has a VORACIOUS appetite. yukiko had surely done what she NEEDED to survive, even if that meant becoming a MONSTER – something that was very FAMILIAR to sandor.

           at her next words, he finds himself again not KNOWING what she’s saying, he isn’t sure but he would SWEAR that she had make up her own LANGUAGE in her time spent on herself in the wildness. he guessed the NECESSITY of communication was natural within every human being, even if no one TAUGHT her how to speak, she had surely LISTENED to people talk, since she could UNDERSTAND what he was saying.

           a corner of his mouth TWITCHES involuntarily as he rethinks over her STRANGE words, a sudden idea POPPING into his mind. dark eyes fall upon a nearby little twig, picking it && then looking at her. ’ yukiko, say that AGAIN. ’ he asks, determined to KNOWS what the hell she’s talking about.

           maybe if he WRITES it down he would be able to find some kind of SENSE to her words…

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ She shifts in a way an animal would when feeling almost threatened. It was because he picked up the twig. She doesn’t know what he’s planning on doing with it. For all she knows, he could be wanting to hit her with it, right? It always goes right back to zero with her, apparently. Any small action, could possibly cause a negative reaction. She looks like she’s about to attack, but she doesn’t. Instead, she’s eyeing him, just in case. However, the man asks her to repeat what she said. What was he going to do with the twig? Why did he want her to repeat words? 

Even more confused, because she can’t put the two and two together...yet, she comes to a sitting position---More like a kimchi squat. She scratches the back of her neck for a moment  and as asked, she’ll repeat her words: “dlihC wonS snaem tI.” He hasn’t raised the twig her direction. She’s waiting for it to happen, and it’s not. 

[snowxchild-blog]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT EPISODE WAS THE MOST BAD ASS EVER!!! I MEAN I KNOW FO” SHO’ there’s gonna MORE BADASS EPISODES BUT THIS ONE? I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS HAPPEN. I’VE NEVER FELT THIS GREAT SINCE JOFFERY’S DEATH DHFVHIFHILF

As someone online has put it: “I guess his dog days are...OVER!” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[hulum-blog]

Send me a ♂ and a question and my muse's father will answer it.

[kierot]

snowxchild:

♣ Even if he did beg, would she tell him? Who knows. Yukiko could be an ass just as much as the next person. With that being said, when he refused to ask and decided that it would be useless to get her help, she shrugs. The little girl shrugs then smirks, before saying:

”.~dnolb eht dnif ot etarepsed ton er’uoy sseuG“

“Guess you’re not desperate to find the blond~.”

But, perhaps the man wasn’t. 

Reika’s seen and heard many things in his life, there isn’t much that could surprise him. His head tilts upon hearing her speak, finding something familiar about it. He’s suddenly amused, waving a hand over his shoulder.  ‘ Nice try kid, but I’m not stupid, ‘  he warns her for speaking backwards – it’s something he’s learned to recognize overtime, though he can’t say he understands it perfectly.

He kicks pieces of dusty wood and glass from his path, a hand reaching up to brush away his long locks back from his face to see if there’s anything interesting on the floor.  ‘ As long as he’s dead by the end of the day, ‘  he happens to mumble to himself.

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ She didn’t expect that and it’s showing in her face. She’s pretty much surprised that he was able to tell her words were reversed. Nobody really got it, they always assumed she spoke another language or something. Did it make her feel good that he got it? Not really, but at the same time, she did feel relief? It was a strange feeling. She never felt so in between an emotion before, not in awhile, at least. 

If he was around her, there was definitely some things on the floor, but interesting? Who knew if it’d come across interesting to him. Bones, body parts that belonged to humans or any animals of the like, you name it. It was all on the ground. What? She got hungry, and she was pretty stressed. She stress eats as well, just like anyone else. 

”?mih llik ot eno eht eb ot tnaw uoy t’ndluoW“

“Wouldn’t you want to be the one to kill him?”

[snowxchild-blog]

Wanna like this for a starter? 

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ It didn’t help ease the paranoia she felt. Then again, she had every right to feel the way she was feeling. She’s survived in this world for awhile. She’s seen what no one else should have seen. Her finger is itching to pull, so that she won’t have to worry about this shit. About someone lying again. 

“They-TH-they said that too…Th-that they wouldn’t truh–hurt me,” She cocks her head quickly, yet lightly over to the corner of a pile of bodies. “H-how do I know you’re telling…—” Shit, this stutter!

[survivorwithasecret-blog]

              he UNDERSTOOD. or so he thought, at least. she was a young girl, how OLD could she be ? fourteen, fifteen ? && she was ALONE in this horrible world. the things she had gone through or WITNESSED, he could just imagine. feeling FEAR was normal. MISTRUSTING was normal.

              but as olive hues followed her motion towards the BODIES, he felt his blood run COLD. that was definetely NOT NORMAL. he could only guess that they were HUMAN when she killed them. this TEENAGER in front of him, killed all those men. ’ wha – WHAT did they DO ? ’

[snowxchild-blog]

♣ It took everything in her body to not revert to how she was when she was a child. It was  very difficult for her. She still has her gun aimed right at him. She’s not trembling, she’s firm, serious about this. “What do ALL men do?” Not all of them, but she wasn’t aware of that. She only knew of the bad men. Women too, definitely. She was aware of bad women, but....men, they were the ones who tried to kill her and they were the ones who ended up dead. 

“I-I-I warned them..They wouldn’t listen. I w-warned them, they still tried!” She looks like she’s about to pull the trigger, but she doesn’t, “Y-you’re---you’re going to try too, aren’t you? You’re going to...yrt--try and hurt me...it’ll--it’ll end all the same for you. You’ll have the same outcome.”