feck all fat

5'2/158cm. sw:62kg. cw:49,8kg/110lbs. gw1:57kg✅ gw2:55kg✅ gw3:50kg✅ gw4:47kg. gw5:45kg. ugw:40kg/88lbs okay hi this is me half a year later and wtf. no. don't weigh yourself. I will just measure myself bc if I gain muscle I can handle it, but fat oh boi no thank u.

[honeyjelli]

*buys something online*

wow it sure is good to have a reason to live again

[socloseyeetsofar]

IF THIS AIN'T ME I SWEA-

[tsyhere]

in 2019 we stop guilt tripping people into forgetting the struggles you caused them

[tsyhere]

i feel like i need to explain this. You shouldn’t apologize to other people by insulting yourself. “I’m so sorry, i’m so stupid i suck” is not an apology. It’s a guilt trip. You make the person stop focusing on why they’re hurt and focus on helping you instead. An apology combined with self deprecation is not an apology and never will be thank you for coming to my ted talk

[i-am-a-fish]

PLEASE STOP THAT FROWNIN YOU'RE TOO NEAT TO BE SAD

[socloseyeetsofar]

I thought I was fat for a long time

Actually I am just built differently. I have wide hipbones. I trained my arms which resulted in having bigger shoulders. This all makes my waist tiny and my ass and boobs bigger.

Pants didn't fit right. The top part was too tight and it was just baggy on my ankles making me look even worse.

Now I know what i need to wear to make myself look good and what parts of my body I should train.

My main focus right now is shrinking my waist, top arms and slight muffintop which probably isn't even visible for others....

I really want to tell everyone my measurements, but that would not do anyone any good on here so just think to yourself: make the best of what you got.

[cee-gets-skinee]

My brother can shove starvation mode up his ass

Apparently you can only lose weight through exercise because it burns fat. I explained that exercise helps create a calorie deficit, and that the same can be achieved by just eating less than your basal metabolic rate. He said that that would equal starvation mode. He can be so clever sometimes but so stupid at others

[socloseyeetsofar]

Reminds me of when my brother said that there wasn't a lot of calories in drinks. And water may be like what? 100???

Uhm no. And that boi studied biology and is trying to help in cancer research.

[sandersstudies]

Hey

If your anxiety, depression, or executive dysfunction is making you scroll endlessly on your phone or laptop

Stop

It’s okay, I’m not mad. It happens to everybody sometimes. It’s frustrating, isn’t it? But it’s time to get up now.

Don’t worry! You don’t have to do that

One Thing,

just get yourself a glass of water for now, or brush your teeth, or pet a cat.

After you’ve done that, maybe you could make yourself a nice cocoa, or open a window. If you’re feeling really crazy you might finish a homework problem, or respond to an e-mail, or wash a dish.

But no matter what, if you get up then you’re moving forward, and I’m

super proud of you!

I know you’re having a difficult time, but I’m really glad you’ve made it this far, and I love you!

Have a nice day my friend, I’ll see you soon, but right now it’s time for you to get up.

[sandersstudies]

@ every single person who reblogged this post by telling me that did something productive, from wiggling their toes to taking a drink to actually doing homework: I’m so so proud. Keep being strong, friends.

And if you reblogged even though it didn’t work last time, here’s hoping it will this time! I’m proud of you, too. 

[socloseyeetsofar]

I am proud if you even took a breath. I am happy you are still holding on. Trying in a way. I am proud of you.

[sexualassbutts]

If you're ever bored, here's a list of Studio Ghibli films you can watch for free.

Castle In The Sky (1986) Grave of the Fireflies (1988) My Neighbor Totoro (1988) Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Only Yesterday (1991) Porco Rosso (1992) Pom Poko (1994) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Princess Mononoke (1997) My Neighbors the Yamadas (1999) Spirited Away (2001) The Cat Returns (2002) Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) Tales from Earthsea (2006) Ponyo On A Cliff From The Sea (2008) The Secret World of Arrietty/The Borrower Arrietty (2010) From Up on Poppy Hill (2011)

If any of the links stop working, please let me know so I can fix it.

For Castle In The Sky, wait for the free user button to be clickable and it will send you to the video.

[allydsgn]

how do I not share this, though (HIGHLY RECOMMENDING HOWL’S MOVING CASTLE IT’S MY FAVORITE)

[zjoy-deactivated20190221]

Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) The Tale of the Princess Kaguya (2013) The Wind Rises (2013)

[palindromic-geek]

These are so good if you need something to calm you down on a bad day or after panics :)

[socloseyeetsofar]

I don't get it

I was screaming at myself all morning how fat I thought I looked. But I looked into a mirror just now and checked myself out and I look kinda good/skinny-ish.

WhAt is tHis sorCerY???

[socloseyeetsofar]

Guys y'all be looking great, but not know it tf????

[socloseyeetsofar]

I don't get it

I was screaming at myself all morning how fat I thought I looked. But I looked into a mirror just now and checked myself out and I look kinda good/skinny-ish.

WhAt is tHis sorCerY???

[socloseyeetsofar]

Ahaw see me in the corner.

Oeh I love my style. Ahaw show me what you got tumblr I don't wanna waste my time.

Give it to me I'm WOrTHLEsS~

AHAW I'm woRtHLeSs~

[socloseyeetsofar]

I am that lazy person who isn't actually lazy, just dead inside.

[minuty]

[socloseyeetsofar]

Haha. BuT theY dOn't thiNk sO

[own-satisfied-deactivated]

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Lol me.

[sappyassmemes]

[socloseyeetsofar]

No, but for real tho. This happened to me today and it hit hard.

[bittersweethonestea]

Confused

I wanna be skinny thicc but I also wanna be skinny fit but I also wanna be skinny skinny but I also wanna be dead.

anyone else?

[socloseyeetsofar]

Eyoooo twisted twinssss~

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AHHHHHH :)

Me: I want to be cute and thicc, with desirable thighs and a big ass.

Also me: I want to have chopstick calves, a waist I could wrap my hands around and a wrist so thin I wasn't allowed to do a handstand with.

What I actually do: work out for a flat stomach, round butt and slimmer yet strong arms. Ofcourse I would not forget internal screaming as I am not losing weight from it bc I am eating healthy.

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Btw

Puking has become a lot easier now. Never stopped that to some foods or when my stomach felt too full.