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The full Fall/Holiday 1995 'Sanctuary' catalog by Cher (1995)
Incredible mail-order catalog started by Cher in 1994; this is the 1995 edition. Unfortunately, it seems the venture ended after the 1995 issue. According to a 1998 article, this was due to mismanagement & order-fulfillment problems.
Luckily found a copy available online, then scanned & cleaned-up this wonderful relic of 90's Renaissance Revival & Whimsigothic fashion & design!
Profection Years: The Year Your Soul Turns the Page ( all houses )
Every birthday, your chart shifts without announcement. Like a chapter turning behind your back. You wake up the next morning and something feels different, not louder, not clearer, just undeniable. A new lesson, humming beneath the skin. A new part of you asking to be heard. This is the language of profection years. Twelve-year cycles. One house activated each year. One ruling planet holding the light. Not as fate, but as focus. A lens you start to see your whole life through, whether you mean to or not.
1st House Profection Year
This is the year you become the ground you stand on. Everything begins at the body. Not your image, not your reputation, your pulse. Your breath. The primal instinct underneath the performance. This year, the mask slips. The old names don't fit. Youâre not becoming someone new, youâre being emptied of who you were never meant to be. This is the year you remember that identity is not a fixed state but a skin that sheds itself as you grow. Youâre rebuilding your reflection from the inside out. The soul reclaims the steering wheel. Itâs raw. Itâs personal. Itâs you before the world asked you to be anything else.
2nd House Profection Year
This is the year you learn what canât be stolen. Your sense of worth gets stripped to the roots. Not in punishment, in purification. The external scaffolding youâve leaned on, money, possessions, praise, begins to wobble, not because you're losing, but because your soul is asking: what remains when the performance ends? This year teaches you how to hold value the way the Earth holds water: quietly, unshakably, beneath the surface. You become your own source. You learn to eat from your own garden. To own what no one can take. Not status. Not salary. But presence. Breath. Trust. This is the year you stop renting your worth from the world.
3rd House Profection Year
This is the year your mind becomes a labyrinth and a lantern. You start hearing yourself differently. Not just what you say, but what you repeat. The questions that loop. The beliefs that follow you like shadows. This year doesnât just sharpen your thoughts, it exposes the architecture of your perception. The stories you've inherited. The phrases you use to keep things safe. You may pick up a pen, speak something out loud, or realize your voice is not what you thought it was. This isnât the year to silence yourself. Itâs the year to trace every thought back to its origin and rewrite the script. Let your language become your liberation.
4th House Profection Year
This is the year your bones begin to speak. You are returning to the memory underneath everything. The quiet ache youâve carried without knowing. This year opens a door inside your bloodline. A hallway of dreams and ghosts, inherited fears and forgotten promises. It is not always visible. This is underground work. The soul is excavating. You may feel the need to nest, to disappear, to go soft and silent. Trust it. Your roots are being rewritten. You are learning how to be your own home, not in theory, but in texture. In silence. In surrender. In the stories youâre finally willing to unlearn.
5th House Profection Year
This is the year your joy stops asking for permission. Thereâs a kind of freedom that can only be accessed through the body, through laughter, through mess, through art that makes no sense and needs no explanation. This is the year you stop explaining. The year your soul kicks the door down and demands to feel. Not to perform pleasure, but to practice it. To remember what desire feels like without shame hanging from its neck. Creation becomes instinct. Romance becomes ritual. The world wants to see you bloom and you finally let it, without trimming the petals. This is the year you take up space just because it feels good.
6th House Profection Year
This is the year your healing becomes a rhythm, not a rescue. Forget transcendence. This is the year you meet your healing on the ground. In the dishes. In the breath before you say yes. In how you talk to yourself when no oneâs around to listen. This isnât glamorous. Itâs intimate. You begin to notice how much youâve abandoned your own body in the name of being "productive." You start to listen. To tend. To show up for yourself not as a performance, but as a promise. Every act of care becomes a rebellion. Every pause, a prayer. Youâre not being fixed, youâre being fortified. This is devotion, not duty. This is the rebuild.
7th House Profection Year
This is the year you meet yourself in the eyes of another and flinch. Relationships stop being theory. They become threshold. The mirror gets too clear to avoid. Suddenly, the way you give, the way you vanish, the way you perform being âeasy to loveâ, it all surfaces. You may fall for someone. You may fall out of a version of yourself. But either way, you see. This isnât just about connection, itâs about reflection. Youâre meeting parts of you you left behind in other peopleâs hands. This year asks: Can you be held without disappearing inside it? This is the reckoning. And the repair.
8th House Profection Year
This is the year you lose what you thought you needed, and find what you were born to carry. There is no easy way to write this year. Only truth. Something ends. Something breaks. Something is stripped from your grip not because you did something wrong, but because youâre not supposed to carry it anymore. This is the year of thresholds. Of intimacy so deep it undoes you. Of power reclaimed from the ruins of performance. You learn to trust again, not blindly, but fully. You may grieve. You may tremble. You may finally understand what surrender actually means. This is the year the soul gets honest. And the body learns how to survive without the armor.
9th House Profection Year
This is the year your soul packs a bag and leaves before you understand why. Restlessness isnât a problem, itâs a message. Something in you wants out. Out of the story, out of the pattern, out of the room where youâve been pretending to believe what no longer fits. This is a year of search. A year of seeking the language for what youâve felt your whole life but couldnât name. You may leave the country. Or just your comfort zone. But you go. Not to escape, but to expand. The soul wants the sky now, not for distance, but for perspective. You donât need to be right. You just need to be open. And brave enough to follow the ache.
10th House Profection Year
This is the year you rise and decide what itâs for. Visibility comes. But so does the weight. The pressure. The temptation to let the world define your success. But this isnât about applause. Itâs about alignment. You are being asked to claim your voice in public. To live your purpose out loud. Not just in theory, but in action. What you build now will echo. This is legacy energy. It doesnât have to be big. But it does have to be real. Let your ambition come from your integrity. Let your impact be rooted in truth. Youâre not here to perform success. Youâre here to redefine it.
11th House Profection Year
This is the year you remember: youâre allowed to be seen and still belong. The crowd becomes the mirror. This year, community comes into focus, not just for connection, but for reckoning. You begin to see where youâve outgrown the rooms that once felt like home. You also start to imagine futures bigger than yourself. Dreams too heavy to carry alone. This is the year your vision expands. The year your people shift. The year you realize your soul doesnât want to climb the mountai, it wants to build the village. What you imagine now can take root in the world. Youâre not alone. You never were. Now you get to believe it.
12th House Profection Year
This is the year of disappearing to find whatâs been buried beneath your name. Let it come undone. Let the noise go silent. This is not a year of rising, itâs a year of dissolving. You are being pulled inward now, not in weakness, but in necessity. You cannot carry this next chapter with your old patterns intact. This is the cocoon. The unraveling. The slow, sacred death before the new self takes form. You may need to retreat. To sleep. To cry for no reason. Let yourself. The soul is doing work the mind cannot name. Trust the quiet. Let the world forget you for a moment. So you can remember who you were before all the performance began.
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the cool thing I kinda noticed about Disaperate Youth is that the bass line kinda sounds like (to me) the hum of a motor.
Itâs like how Iâd imagine the boat ride that inspired the song mightâve sounded. plus the high hat (? not really sure what thatâs called) sounds like the boat hitting the water.
the flowy synth bits at that one part (the bridge w the âwe hear them run, but donât hear what you sayâ) sounds kind of like water. Like gliding water.
itâs just so cool how you can hear the racing of the boat with core of the reggae music (what I think is piano chords). itâs just so ,,, like orange and brown coded.
so lovely, I love artists. if yall have any recs or any of ur own music, Iâd love to listen to it. music is so cool
the cool thing I kinda noticed about Disaperate Youth is that the bass line kinda sounds like (to me) the hum of a motor.
Itâs like how Iâd imagine the boat ride that inspired the song mightâve sounded. plus the high hat (? not really sure what thatâs called) sounds like the boat hitting the water.
the flowy synth bits at that one part (the bridge w the âwe hear them run, but donât hear what you sayâ) sounds kind of like water. Like gliding water.
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the bass is Walk This Way by Aerosmith is like sour dough. it has a life of its own
I just finished another book⊠I cried so hard and donât want to leave its world. I will miss the characters so muchâŠI just canât let goâŠ
âa comfortable three feet deepâ line from Steal My Sunshine is such a great way to describe being depressed and defeated ,, wow
like feeling half dead ,,,, cause like instead of six feet deep-
you get the picture
I was just looking at the lyrics and saw it and was like wow thatâs genius
being obsessed with your godâs domain before you started worshipping is so reassuringâŠ
like what do you mean youâve been here the whole time? that youâve always been a part of me lying in wait? that you, the divine, has innervated & enriched my life long before i acknowledged you were divine? SICK!!!
I genuinely sometimes imagine Apollo like this.
I got stuff I gotta tweak on him :3 but started my Apollo design <3
Seriously has no one considered Goth Apollo
He's the god of music, the goth subculture is a music subcultures
He's well known for his bisexuality, and goth is very inclusive to the queer community.
He dresses really femininely, his famous hair bow is more commonly worn by women, much like how goth men wear traditionally feminine things like makeup, long hair, skirts and corsets occasionally
His love life is marred with tragedy that makes for the subject of amazing goth music.
His son is Orpheus, literally one of the most hard core goth stories you can think of
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He's the plague god, much of the goth aesthetic is based in the Victorian perception of illness
While he is often depicted as blonde, blonde goths exist. Also I will fold to any brunette Apollo any day of the week for all eternity.
It be so fucking funny that a god of the sun, you'd expect him to be this Golden retriever boy, pulls up in all black, elaborate makeup and dreary visage. Helios would probably be the golden man with tho.
Artemis is his twin and people really need to utilize that idea that they are more similar than you think
He just can tbh, he's a god, he can choose to fit or not fit y'all's expectations. But there's no pain in expanding the realm of his depictions.
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god i'm more drunk than i thought
literally tried to have. acute cacutery board moment but i wolfed that shit down like no tomorrow.
just fucking shoving fuckass cheese into salamai slides to make rolls, hutched over and watching jacksepticeye play the wolf among us since the new one came out