* // &&. ┋ HAUNTED ;;

* // &&. ┋sofia emma reyes┋ ( º ▌░ ✗ &. – // i thought that i've been H U R T before, but no one's ever left me quite this S O R E. your words cut D E E P E R than a K N I F E, now i need someone to B R E A T H E me back to life. got a feeling that i'm under, but i know that i'll make it out A L I V E if i quit calling you my L O V E R......

[sofiarcyes]

paigesydney:

“drinking game, you ready?” paige said, revealing bottles of various shapes and sizes. “take a shot every time walker complains about his new single ass, and another one every time oliver makes a sad attempt to snag a girls number. also, we get to add to our blood alcohol content every time arabella fatally annoys us – which, consequently, would be every time she opens her mouth. got it? pick your poison, we’ll be dead by morning.”

“i’ll drink to the part about walker, but for the love of god paige if you ever want me between your legs again i suggest you leave my brother’s name out of your mouth, understand?” sofia spat, her and oliver had a close relationship and she would do just about anything to defend her brother. “i must admit though, ever since i ended the engagement all he’s been doing is bragging about how he’s single. it’s really annoying actually. and what’s with you always talking shit about arabella? c’mon paige, why don’t you chose some better targets.” sofia chuckled.

[sofiarcyes]

you and walker will get married no matter what

“you’re wrong about that, walker and i will not be getting married.”

[sofiarcyes]

❝ — * &. what now, walker.

her eyes glistening with tears that were threatening to fall as she laid limp in her bed, the past couple days have been nothing but hard on here. from being dared to tell her secret, to reliving the painful memory of giving up her child to some family in which she hardly took the time to get to know before welcoming them with open arms to take her child to call their own. she sighed, reaching over for her phone as it instantly began to vibrate against the wooden stand. 'TEXT FROM; DADDY ---- u know what baby, i'd love to see u in these two lingerie sets just for me, please buy them. here & here are the links to them babygirl ;)’ sofia clicked onto the links provided, raising a slight eyebrow at how the sandy haired boy was currently being. she felt a slight chill up her spine as she thought about the secret she had currently been holding from him. she bit down on her lip and decided to text back, ‘TEXT TO; DADDY ---- lol what the hell is wrong with you?’ she quickly hit send and waited for a reply, lowkey hoping that he wouldn’t bother with a reply and would just go back to doing whatever it was he was doing at the moment. her thoughts went elsewhere until she heard a familiar buzzing she unlocked her phone only to find a new text from walker. ‘TEXT FROM; DADDY ---- i’m drinking at the bar up the street baby, come join me yeah? maybe we can continue our last encounter we had at my office in the bathroom ;)’ she couldn’t help but become slightly angry, knowing all to well how he gets when he drinks. grabbing her purse and a pair of shoes, she makes her way out of the house and makes her way up the bar he was currently at. she was so angry at this very moment, her hands nearly shaking at just the thought of his actions. once her eyes landed on a very familiar blonde headed male, she sped up her walking and was now stood only inches away from him. “what the hell were you thinking walker? why are you sending me fucking messages about lingerie? did you accidentally send those messages to me instead of your little slut?” she spat, crossing her arms over her chest. breathe sofia breathe, you know that stress isn’t good when you’re pregnant. she reminded herself, wanting nothing more than to go back to the house and crawl up in her bed. “-- hm walker? i asked you a fucking question.” she retorted once more, only hoping to push his buttons once more.

[fkclou]

anonymously make an assumption about me and i'll confirm/deny it

[sofiarcyes]

arabellamarie:

arabella’s first thought is one of panic: sofia knows. why else would she choose arabella to confess to? why else would she think arabella would understand? but she soon dismisses the idea, realizing as the girl continues that she was simply in need of a shoulder to cry on, and friendly face. and, once she’s come to that conclusion, she finds it easier to focus on sofia, to listen to her intently and process the shocking new information. she never would have imagined such a story could have emerged from someone like sofia; further proof not to judge a person based on their appearance or surface behaviour. once the other girl is finished, she allowed a beat to pass, a silence filled with a deep sense of understanding and support. “i’m sure you know this, but…you did the right thing. feeling like you couldn’t provide a good life for him you did the motherly thing - you did what was best for him even if it meant sacrificing on your own behalf. don’t you see? you do know what it’s like to be a mother to your first child. you were his mother and you still are because you did exactly what mother’s do. you put aside your own feeling to care for him. that’s the definition of a mother.” 

sofia didn’t know whom else to confide in, for some odd reason she found herself at arabella’s door confessing her past sins to the girl. she continued to speak, only to soon notice the silence that engaged between the pair after sofia finished speaking. she looked over at the girl, noticing some kind of change in the girl’s posture. she bit down on her lip, feeling ashamed of herself. how could she keep such a huge moment from her past from people whom she cared so dearly about? most importantly why was she ashamed to confess to her friends about the one thing she regretted the most. “thank you arabella, that’s something i’ve been needing to hear for quite some time. i tried to talk to my mother about it, but she simply didn’t wish to hear about my experience of giving my own child up to a family in which we would have never acquainted ourselves with.” she chuckled lightly. “really though, it’s good to hear those words coming from your mouth, i never thought about it that way. i guess i just looked at myself the way my parents did at the time.”

[sofiarcyes]

truth;; are you and walker still engaged?

“that ship sailed quite some time ago, so the answer is no we are not engaged.”

[sofiarcyes]

arabellamarie:

she looks up from her position by the patio door, blinking suddenly as she takes a deep breath of reality, returning to the present. it takes a few moments for her to fully emerge from the depths of her thoughts, the ever present nausea plaguing her stomach deepening once she notices sofia’s expression. a concerned frown dents her gentle features as she speaks, mind instantly coming up with a million potential problems which arabella has caused, a million ways she has insulted sofia or unintentionally harmed her. “w-what? what’s wrong, sofia?” 

“this isn’t something i would just normally open up about, but i feel like it’s time to tell someone other than oliver and georgia. i know they’re my close friends, but i feel like they don’t really understand what was going on at the time. and i just, i feel like you might have a better understanding and might have the right words to say that might make me feel better about why i feel the way that i feel...” she started off, running her fingers through her brunette locks as she stared over at the girl. “when i was still in high school, i -- i uh, i was seeing an older married man. a man whom claimed he loved me. he turned out to be that type of guy who tells a girl nothing but lies and what not. but anyways, he got me pregnant... and when my parents found out my father shipped me off to live with my grandmother until the child was born. i was forced to give my child up for adoption, i know it seems like such a horrible thing... and i would’ve fought for him, but i thought about how his life would’ve been if he were to have stayed in my life. he would’ve been looked at so differently considering i was a teenage mother at the time and i couldn’t bear that thought, so i decided to choose a very loving family who weren’t able to have any kids... to uh -- to adopt him. it was the worst thing i have ever done. there’s not a day in the world where i don’t regret my decision but at the same time, i do regret it because i’ll never know what it’s like to be a mother to my first child.” she admitted, feeling her eyes well up with tearss as she felt that pang of guilt reside in her lower abdomen.

[sofiarcyes]

tbhrhett:

he dragged his tongue across his bottom lip - the colour a startling shade of red from the constant attention and abuse - his gaze flickering down to her own mouth. “mhmm.”

“prove it to me, rockstar.” she chuckled, biting down on her lip as she peered over at the curly headed boy.

[sofiarcyes]

truth; what did you mean when you said "i'm not the only one who's gonna be calling you daddy" to walker?

“ ---- i uh, it was simply a joke that’s all. yep, that’s all.”

[sofiarcyes]

arabellamarie​ ; she took a step forward, wanting nothing more than to turn on her heel and make her way back to where she first was, not wanting to go through with this silly dare. even though she said it might’ve been silly, she knew otherwise. this was a secret she’s been keeping for years, and something she didn’t want anyone to know about either. so she decided to tell the one person whom she trusted with her secret just as much as she trusted oliver and georgia. she let a sigh escape her lips as she made her way toward the girl. “ arabella, i -- i need to talk to you about something.” she stated simply.

[sofiarcyes]

dare: tell someone ( other than oliver ) about your child.

“why would i do that?”

[sofiarcyes]

TRUTH. aspirations in life?

“to be a good influence on my kids in the future. i don’t know, i haven’t really thought about it??”

[sofiarcyes]

truth: is there anything you've been keeping from everyone?

“who do i look like, alison dilaurentis?”

[sofiarcyes]

truth; fmk rhett, walker, paige.

“easy enough, i’d fuck paige, marry rhett, and kill walker.”

[sofiarcyes]

truth;; if you could go back and change one thing in your past, what would it be?

“if i could go back and change one thing in my past, what would it be? honestly, i’d go back to the day i was sat down at a table and was told that i was now engaged to walker lee coleman. i would go back and tell my father that i would be in no way, involved with a man such as himself. it’s a prick, a narcissistic pig actually. i never should’ve allowed my father to tell me how to live my life. if it weren’t for him, maybe i would have my son. maybe i wouldn’t be this bitter bitch who hates the idea of love. it’s because of him you know? he’s been controlling my life since day one. i feel like if i didn’t agree to marry walker, than i wouldn’t feel the way that i feel now. that maybe, just maybe, i would be happy. but because of my father, i’m not happy. i never was happy, it was just an appearance that i had to keep up. walker and i weren’t even in love, and i know most of you know that. but yeah, i regret everything that involves walker fucking coleman.”

[tbhrhett-blog]

dare ;; chat up the next person on the dash

sofiarcyes

the smirk that tugged at the corner of his lips only seemed to highlight the dimple carved into his cheek, the mischievous spark behind his jade eyes. “ saving your lips for something else, hmm? i’m sure i could help with that. “

[sofiarcyes]

the brunette couldn’t help but let a soft chuckle escape her lips as she peered over at the male. she took a step closer and closed the remaining distance between the two. “really now?” she raised an eyebrow, smirking.

[sofiarcyes]

dare;; kiss the next girl on the dash (just in case the first one didn't send lmao bye)

fcye; she let a soft groan escape her lips as she walked toward the brunette, her hands becoming slightly shaky at the thought of kissing another female other than paige. she went ahead and put her hand on the girl’s cheek and pulled her head closer to hers as she captured her own lips against the female’s. she kissed the girl slightly, only to pull away moments later. “sorry it was a dare, couldn’t pass it up.” she chuckled lightly.