but im always going to be like this

| This Is an Ask-Blog | pan, pissed, and perpetually drawing [obligatory blaze-it joke]

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hello and welcome back to my ben platt stan account

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id say dont tell evan about this post but thats literally the reason it exists

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hello and welcome back to my ben platt stan account

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happy 4/20 the world is in shambles

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Well duh. But like what it’s about. -Daily Anon

so there are these space lions that join together to be the utlimate space robot and 5 people pilot these lions in space and meet a space princess to fight this evil space empire

in space

my descriptions are shit but its not 

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guess what post didn’t age well

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not that i’ve been looking a tree photo’s but

why do so many have like......such dramatic titles for the photographs like

its a tree my dude

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you ever seen a man so beautiful

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“you mean evan?” no obviously i mean ben platt get with the program

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you ever seen a man so beautiful

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current mood: yo what the fuck

[faraandmera]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy Characters: Evan Hansen, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) Additional Tags: And everyone else - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Mentioned suicide attempts, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Friendship Summary:

“Is this some kind of sick fucking joke?” Are the first words out of Connors mouth. And, honestly, Evan can’t say that’s uncalled for. He did lie about them being friends, while Connor was in a coma.

(Or: the AU where Connor ended up in a temporary coma, but didn’t die, from his attempt, but Evan still ended up lying about their friendship.)

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not pain-verse but i started another story/au so

there’s that

[faraandmera]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy Characters: Evan Hansen, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) Additional Tags: And everyone else - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Mentioned suicide attempts, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Friendship Summary:

“Is this some kind of sick fucking joke?” Are the first words out of Connors mouth. And, honestly, Evan can’t say that’s uncalled for. He did lie about them being friends, while Connor was in a coma.

(Or: the AU where Connor ended up in a temporary coma, but didn’t die, from his attempt, but Evan still ended up lying about their friendship.)

[faraandmera]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy Characters: Evan Hansen, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) Additional Tags: And everyone else - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Mentioned suicide attempts, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Friendship Summary:

“Is this some kind of sick fucking joke?” Are the first words out of Connors mouth. And, honestly, Evan can’t say that’s uncalled for. He did lie about them being friends, while Connor was in a coma.

(Or: the AU where Connor ended up in a temporary coma, but didn’t die, from his attempt, but Evan still ended up lying about their friendship.)

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not pain-verse but i started another story/au so

there’s that

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OK i’m no longer in emergency commission mode

i’m not going to close them until tomorrow bc i’d feel bad doing that a second time, but i don’t need them atm anymore so it’s all good ily <3

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Commissions but for real this time:

my father is overdrawn and needs gas money to get to work and we need laundry money so

This only applies to march/16/2020 - march/17/2020

1 coffee = 1 drabble OR 1 doodle/sketch

every additional 1 can be either another, or add up to a more completed drawing/longer story

if i can’t complete it i will return your money (obviously)

you could also gift me money by asking (via message here) for my paypal if you don’t want to commission me, but want to help.

my ko-fi is: ko-fi.com/mlsnonsense

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never mind cancel everything because nobody fucking listens to me

[faronisisioni]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan Hansen & Connor Murphy Characters: Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), Evan Hansen Additional Tags: Mentions of other characters - Freeform, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Pre-Relationship, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies Series: Part 5 of Pain-Verse Summary:

“No- sorry. I’m sorry. I should- class.” Evan spins too quickly for Connor to stop him. Stumbles away, as Connor stands there. He’s long out of sight- the hallways empty as classes go on- before Connor breathes a sigh. “What’s wrong with him?” What’s wrong with me?

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“How can she love me?” The question surprises Evan. Maybe more than it should. -Pain, chapter 35

me? drawing art of my own fanfic? more likely than you think. was gonna do a whole comic for this scene but as it turns out i hate drawing. (i drew from memory so if colours aren’t right………rip)

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must i be beautiful? is it not enough to be filled with bees?