I've been sat here for 10 minutes trying to come up with something to kick this off, yet I can’t think of anything, so this’ll likely just be a long and incoherent word vomit. Fuck, I doubt anyone even REMEMBERS me at this point. And if they do, would they remember everything I did? or do they just remember seeing me around from the blogs of better people?
anyway, I haven't come back. the reason I even decided to take back this url and write this post was because, almost two years after what happened here, I feel as though I should speak about it, and plus, I was rewatching some of the edd memorial videos, and it.. awakened something in me.
so if ive intrigued you in an explanation, im going to give it:
I was 11 when I got sucked into the preddsworld community. I was dealing with a lot of issues, some I cant even fucking remember, but I know I was a frequent selfharmer (about.. maybe 4 or 5 months clean now? I haven't been keeping track), transferring schools, and undergoing severe bullying. dear reader, if this somehow got mixed in with the eddsworld tag and you’re just a regular viewer of the tag who has no idea what preddsworld is, it’s the vore side of the fandom.
yeah, disgusting, I know.
so then drama happened. to an extent, I believe the reaction I received was justified. it was always me who started it, for stupid reasons like, ‘oh, theyre more popular than I am’ and ‘oh they actually have a life but I want this fic written’ (yes, those are actual reasons I started drama), but in some areas, I believe it was taken too far. I remember being suicide baited a few times, probably by the same person too, haha. all of.. this.. turned me into a very sour, bitter person, and in turn, i lashed out on others. i’m still friends with 2 of the 4 ‘main’ people i considered my friends in the preddsworld days. One never forgave me for what I did and rightfully so, and the other just disappeared off the face of the internet and I can’t seem to find them.
i eventually just got so sick of the harassment and the fact that people outright refused to talk to me i just left.
i no longer like eddsworld. i’m not going to tell my newest interests, because it could potentially reveal my main blog, and i really don’t want all that shit to be tied to my main.
like i said, i haven’t come back, but if you still have any questions then i’ll try my best to answer them. put them in my inbox or whatever.
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