[soilhead666]

[soilhead666]

Hey yall long story. But im leaving Facebook and am going to be on here more

New artwork and music to come

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The feeling of winter approaching...

I I feel the wind, The bitter cold, as I walk in darkness, winter is coming, The dark, cold, The Sensation, Doom is approaching, hiding in the shadows. In the sinister haunting, cloudy and forever dark abyss known as my mind, The sickness which can only be felt from within, alone I walk alone i deal. numbness and pain are all I feel, The thoughts are swarming through my head the spirits are all around me watching me, waiting, wanting my soul,

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So many thoughts swirling through my head like bees,but at the same time I don't think at all, at times I feel completely numb and others I feel everything in the entire world , I feel as if I'm in a room full of people all yelling something completely different while my moods go all the way up and all the way down all the fucking time , The curses of being bipolar , then people who are not anywhere near level will not understand you , makes you feel completely alone, so when you find people who completely understand without having to say a word , Those would definitely be people who you want to keep around with you for the rest of your life, i'm not even kidding ,

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feeling very pretty,

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I want everyone to meet Joslyn, she is my female persona, I just be who I am weather I'd be male or female , I don't choose I go by my moods and what not

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trying to open up all the way on here, im not saying in anyway that im afraid to post or any shit like that,trust me there, just takes a lot of time, and my computers slow as hell,but i def will be posting a shit ton of pics,poetry and posts, really want more followers..

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manic thoughts which i have many times,

Walking through that field, The abyss known as our minds, thought swarming around every turn, as well as the big blah cloudy foggy of nothing, left to wander, we all walk this world, confusion, overwhelming feeling of  completely unexplainable phenomenons, what is this world?many ask,most don't know, we just know we're here, not a chance of knowing why, we just wander through it, left to figure out this on her own, many are far away from us on different levels, but some remain on the same level, we all band together with them to figure this out, this place is far too confusing, like I said before, we are just here..

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this is a pic of my best friend and i skating around my neighborhood, took this back sometime in june,  beforeeverything went dark.

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As the mist begins to set, all of creation, already darkened, by the storm in which was awakened, alone, Wondering down the road, over the hill and through the field,as time progresses, the clouds and all of the world becomes far too dark for most.people see the sun during daytime,the bright happy scenery.but what we see is dark,dead,tress,flowers, the fog which cant be seen through in anyway,so on the brightest day, ass we see is whats truly there, total and complete darkness.then when night sets in, we feel comfort because the suns light is far to bright,blinding us as well as burning our eyes,our kind is meant to only come out at night, the reliving, comforting feeling of the darkness as well as the light by moon

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have no clue how long i was gone for, probability sense around the beginning of summer. because on top of me having bipolar 1,anxiety disorder and ADD. i also have seasonal affect disorder, and of course i have the rare form where i get the extreme,dark,depressive swings in both summer and winter, so at the beginning of both is when my cycle starts, mid fall and spring for me,,  well this past summer was the absolute worse one i have ever had, so much shit happened, i mean really,  really hoping that this winter isn't that bad, but since my yards and all outside work is slowing down,i will be on here blogging a lot more, so i am differently back for awhile

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By Matteo Scalera

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been gone for over 6 months, I am still alive

I'm back,.. Is been awhile, probably 6 months at least,  ALOT of fucked up shit was happening, and part of it was on here, my ex of about 7 years, had made a fake account on here,and was not only stalking me,but was talking to me, had a fake picture and everything, you name it,she did it, but what she failed to realize is that I'm not the man she was with, that person was not who I was in any way, I had lost track of who I was, but anyway, I realized it was her, I comparedthe messages   to me, not only with the way she talked as far as me knowing her that long, but also,  when we broke up, she was posting the nasty ass posts about me you name it she did it, but, that was in the past, I don't care anymore, but she posted certain pics that only I would have recognized, if you know what I mean, well, as far as I know, but that's an entirely different story, but I put 2 and 2 together, lost it, with lost it being a MAJOR understatement,my best friend had to call me and calm me down,then, she messaged my ex and told her that she better not be messing with me on tumbler, claims she wasn't, sent me a messege, but, if she didn't prank me, then,tell me why she deleted her account that days?? But anyway, I'm back now, to those who care, so il be blogging more, well trying to

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welcoming fall

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The Darkness swallowed me hole years ago, consumed my soul, like a foul beast, and damned me, doomed to walk this forsaken world, even in the brightest light, all I see is pain,