stuff and things

hello i am pierre

[sokopodo]

Don’t think I’m depressed but I get sad a lot and that’s kinda lame

[sokopodo]

also sad that most of the people i talked to thru tumblr have disappeared. i hope they all are all having great lives and i miss them all and wish i had stayed in touch with them because they were all i had when i had nothing

[sokopodo]

i like to think that over the last couple of years, i found myself as a person (note the inactive blog). i met lots of people, made some really good friends, and i’ve done a lot of cool stuff. it felt like for the first time in a long time, i was actually legitmately happy. lately, things have been kinda falling apart though. i feel like i am stuck in a rut. i had finally found someplace where i felt i belonged and now that i’m back home that feeling has worn off. i want to start fresh again but it’s so hard when i can’t even bring myself out of my bed because i feel like i lost my purpose in life. i just really need life to throw me a bone here, i don’t want to be who i was 5 years ago.

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Neck Deep // In Bloom

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The Investigation Team

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Mona is so good for meme’s

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[sokopodo]

Tigers Jaw - Plane VS Tank VS Submarine (x)

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[sokopodo]

A lack of tumblr posts

I've been dealing with a lot of pent up emotions for the past couple of months since I've been in Afghanistan and right now I feel completely lost. It's been getting harder for me to try and express whatever feelings I might have but when I do, the only responses I get from people are jokes, trying to make lighthearted of the situation or maybe hey just don't know to say, or they just shrug me off, leaving me to deal with it on my own. I feel like I have no one to talk to who is actually willing to listen or who actually gives a fuck about me and what I am going through. I realize that there are times where I am going to have to deal with life's hardships by myself but it has become so overwhelming that I can't continue. As I'm typing this, one of my roommates is skyping with his wife and kid, saying how much they love each other and how they're so excited to see each other again. I wish I had that kind of relationship with anybody. The only thing I have waiting for me back home are a handful of friends who barely speak to me and a family of narcissists. If I can't even form a relationship past the superficial level, what makes me think I'll be able to form any kind of relationship where the person actually cares for me? I feel so alone and I just don't know what to do anymore.

[sokopodo]

Yo real talk though I'm trying to trade some damn Pokemon y'all hmu

[danger]

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)  

[copestheticbaby]

i’m full of too much love but i’m also full of too much mental illness