formerly martianian

I'll be moving veryy slow to not get shadow ban once again from start. my layout & name can change. I haven't decided on anything so far!

[solauraa]

My forgetful self, forgot! to screenshot my layout from martianian lmfao. It was green 💧😭

Just so people remember me immediately (cuz it was v recent) I didn't want to wait till I figured out my blog and all the rest and by that time people would've forgotten about it so. I'll just tag "a few" of my mutuals now and some later & a bunch of people who asked to be tagged later ( again not want to be fast and shadow banned from day 1 once more...)

I'd appreciate if you guys reblog this just incase I missed some people.

I'll tag everyone else in replies throughout the week due to reasons I've mentioned above. I'll also follow back slowly too ^ again.

Edit: I tagged everyone hours ago but for some reason it didn't show while I was tagging so I'll tag everyone in replies. 😭

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

existing in this world as a deeply sensitive person geninuely feels like being sanded down into nothing

[bothpalms]

Baba's domain 🐈 Collab with @ceeejus 🌟

[snailychan]

Reflecting

[silk-fleur]

if I don't sit in my room alone for at least 4 hours a day, I will go crazy

[anxietyproblem]

[martyfive]

this one is for Juniper Blessing.

this isn’t about mermay, really. you can grab the free png on my patreon. print it out if you can and remember her name.

[solauraa]

When we take screenshots why that page showing up 😭 Tumblr I hate your updates 😭 how do I turn this off it's annoying me so fucking much 😭

[funeral]

There is a type of person for whom life is a more insurmountable problem than for others, for whom the burden of anxiety and fear is almost as constant in his daily breath. Rank used the term "neurotic" for one type of person who was without illusion, who saw things as they were, who was overwhelmed by the fragility of the human enterprise. . . . [ The neurotic ] is the "realist" that William James talked about when he said that the right reaction to the horrors of organismic life on this planet is the psychotic one. But this kind of "realism," as Rank said, is the most self-defeating of all.

Ernest Becker, The Denial of Death

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt

[charl0ttan]

protip if youre growing up with an authority figure who freaks out on you when you fuck up you can learn to get preemptively anxious and stressed and then just keep doing that your whole life 👍

[kosmogrl]

[angelbabymikaa]

there is something wrong with me but together there could be something wrong with us <3

[knarchive]

Nicole Reeyn

[solauraa]

Would any alcohol and any depressant work together at the same time for fatal dmg or has to be specific ones for good I cannot anymore

[solauraa]

How do you encourage yourself to do something or start something if you're scared/terrified please, especially if you're also neurodivergent + mental disorders?

Please answer I need it badly at the moment ☁️

[timothylawrence]

Hope people use this time to check themselves on their internalized Islamophobia and anti-Arab racism— especially if you’re American or European. It is not “normal” for the Middle East to be “constantly at war”. Muslims are not more inclined to violence and “barbarism”.

The state of the region is the product of decades of colonialism, exploitation, and racism in play. The word “Middle East” itself stems from those very same things.