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아이고 깜짝이야!

[solcheeky]

just rediscovered ur acc and i’m making my way through ur masterlist again. ur writing brings me so much comfort and i love it so much. thanks for posting on this silly little app. i appreciate u lots. 🫶

omg hi ??!? whaaat !!

seriously thank you :(

occasionally I'll come see the notes on this account and reread some of the works that get liked (surprised some of it still circles around tbh) and rereading them sparks a secret part of me to finish all the drafts I have in my docs

I hate that I've become the fanfic writer my reader-self hates the most: the one thats dropped of the face of the earth lmfao maybe I'll end up dumping all my unfinished stuff just to archive who knows lmao

but thank you for leaving this message using the silly little anon inbox function, your comment makes me feel all warm inside, I appreciate you more !! 🫵🫶

[celestialmark]

hii guys! hope you’ve all been well ✨

my friend has two (2) S9 row T tickets to the upcoming nct dream concert in London on the 28th if anyone of you is interested/know of anyone who will be! selling at original price :)

pm if interested! or click here

[solcheeky]

feel free to pm me too!!!

or please help spread the word by reblogging this or retweeting our post on twt linked above :')

[solcheeky]

author!!!! i just wanna say thank u so much! ur writing brought me a lot of comfort 🥹

noooo omg😭 whattt

I was having such a bad day today and seeing this in my inbox made me want to tear up ಥ_ಥ

I'm so thankful for youuu!!! for reading my silly little things and coming all the way over here just to say so ू(ʚ̴̶̷́ .̠ ʚ̴̶̷̥̀ ू) and to use 'comfort' !! it's such a wholesome precious word to use, ilu

I'll be back with more things for everyone to read I promise♡♡!!!!

[solcheeky]

Omg wait I actually am levitating I literally would have been happy re reading snippet 1 for the rest of my life and I’m not even kidding you are blessing us to heaven today what the hell 😭😭😭😭I am truly LMFAO at eager and lowkey embarassed(?) mark🤓bc wtf you mean too much!!! NEVER 🙅🏽‍♀️

it's actually thanks to you for mentioning dieback my inbox🫂 I've been pretty focused on my haechan fic recently but your ask made me think,,,,,🤔🫦

LOLLL no cause literally ME !! same

mark is so painfully honest all the time he's type to ask stupidly innocent questions in general already, but when it comes to this part of him when you're making out or on his bed, it's so embarrassing to hear him ask you things like "was that okay?" after literally making you see stars, or "can we do that again?" even though it was clearly the best kiss you'd ever had

it's mostly embarrassing because you know he's genuinely wanting an answer,,, cause just- how are you supposed to reply to that out loud?

[solcheeky]

OMGG A 'DIEBACK' UPDATE?!

just a snippet😵‍💫 since there's still parts to finish off in chapter 2🫶

[solcheeky]

Omggg you’ve returned hope you’re doing well 🕺🏾I’m sure some of us are inactive now like you say but I personally think abt dieback every day 🕺🏾

omg hi?????

yuh returned from the dead🕺 although,, idk how the rest of us are feeling 🎤 .... crickets

thank you for being so patient!?!? and literally coming in my inbox for this, I really appreciate you :(

here's a 'dieback' gift from my drafts:

[solcheeky]

[N’- 0] facetime

— mark lee ver. 11

“It’s really empty?” You say to Mark on your screen

He looks left and right again, “yeah, like, no one,” he looks back at you then leans in, “you should totally join me, haha.”

You glance at the digital clock on your night stand: 11:04PM

You shrug, “yeah, I’ll come.” It’s not like you had anything else to do.

You pull yourself up from your bed to find something warm to wear over your sweats

“Wait, really?” Mark stops walking and stares wide-eyed at you as you casually pull on your warmest coat, “that was a joke.”

Kind of. He was half-joking. Honestly, he wouldn’t mind your company, he just didn’t have the guts yet to actually ask you upfront

Plus, wasn’t inviting someone (particularly his crush) out a night for a walk by the river kind of… romantic?

Mark shakes his fringe out of his eyes to get rid of anymore of those thoughts

Keep reading

[solcheeky]

whats eye for an eye about!!

its a haechan-centric fic ;*

basically, a fake dating!au where hyuck acts as your boyfriend to help you show-up your ex, but in return you have to be his pet dog :-)

LMAO sorry. there's no other way to say it, but yeah,,, he makes you run errands for him and bark on command for fun cause he's a bully >:( it's literally so funny i.e this I'm giggling while I write

but eventually it's one of those: he falls in love first -> but you keep confiding into him abt your ex -> he gets the gist you'll never like him -> but you end up falling for him too -> except the way he treats you (strictly friends-only for his own sake) makes you think he'll never like you either

yeah.. an endless cycle of angst but its okay🫦🤚

also!! here's part 1 of it thats already been posted!!

I don't think people know this gonna be angst but yeah, the text post your question refers to was just too relatable

[backtoaugust-ts]

I have realized that the perfect form of media must have a delicate balance between absolutely heart wrenching pure emotional devastation and the most ridiculous nonsense you have ever seen in your whole life

[solcheeky]

omfg u r back 😭😭😭😭😭 missed u n ur writing so much onion

lmfao hi∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

thank you for even inboxing me omg cause I'll cry, I missed writing for you guys sm

[solcheeky]

omg the fact that u actually read what i wrote... i feel faint 🥹🥹🥹 thank you so much i really appreciate that 🥺 i would love to talk to u abt it sometime... i'm actually feeling lost and idk how to continue it LOL thank u really!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

yeah!! ofc I did!! and no worries, I'd be glad to help :) it's always fun brainstorming fics about mark regardless of whether its mine or notԅ(≖‿≖ԅ) literally just dm me, no pressure, I'm always down to help (and talk about mark lee)

[solcheeky]

you are active ⁉️ omgggg if you ever actively write again I'll cry 😭😭😭😭 ((((no pressure)))) youre one of the only handful left of the writers from Peak years on here istg 😤 I was too intimidated to send you asks but I- youre back? 🥺

that's my question cause You. ԅ(≖_≖ ) you're active?!!?!??? [spiderman meme]

because I'm pretty sure 96% of my following are inactive now (•̩̩̩̩＿•̩̩̩̩) which makes sense tbf,,,, I'm srsly blowing the dust off this blog, its been yearss🧌

also "intimidated"?????? where does that even come from ( ಥ_ಥ) I'm plain at best🫦 and I'd say, actually pretty unreliable *blows a kiss haahahhaha have you seen my history of starting and never finishing fics LOLL I'm my own worst nightmare so I'm just not gonna jinx anything and not officially claim I'm back back sksjshahaha ilu tho

[solcheeky]

omg i hope ur joking when u said u were gonna stalk my account now im EMBARRASSED 😭 idek if i can call myself a writer... LMFAO i just write literally whatever comes to mind as ive stated on my pinned 😭 i meant everything that i said!!! ILY omg fangirling rn (and thinking abt eye for an eye again)

naur I snuck a peak at a bit of your teaser ! and its actually a really good concept pls✋ would be me tbh, dreaming about mark lee? real

and! no cause literally thats how I started, just writing my intrusive daydreams into sentences and next thing I know I'm a 'writer' ??? (・_・ヾ

if you wanna ever talk about your fic together I'm right here bby😔🤝

[solcheeky]

submitted by @1ly27

hi onion!! bub!! angel!! how are you? ♡

i havent checked tumblr for a while.. who knew life would get this crazy. i'm so messed up after all of this... i don't even have the words to explain how i feel exactly

but i hope you're healthy and doing great! pls write me back sometime ( ◠‿◠ )

hi my love!!!! honestly me neither! its been ages but my love for mark lee stays strong🤡

how are you doing now? its been so long, I'm sure so much has happened since :0 I hope you're doing well<3

sorry for getting to this so late, I don't even know when you submitted me this !! unlike asks, submissions don't show up in my activity ;/ I only end up seeing it if I actually open my inbox ;-;

[solcheeky]

OMG UR BACK EHJFJRJFJ this is not to put pressure on u or anything i just wanted to say that i think about eye for an eye all the time like its also a surprise to me how i get reminded of it at like the most random times.... ANYWAYS i love your writing sm!!! i read everything you've written in like a day ever since i stumbled upon ur account 😭 good luck on ur future writing plans!!!

(also sorry if this kinda comes off weird 😓)

KSKSJS HI????

noo~~ don't even sweat, no pressure at all ! you're so sweet to even reach out to me(T⌓T) it means a lot, srsly

ALSO REALLY? !! do you really! (๑◕︵◕๑) imma cry, please✋ an ask like this will stay with me forever, thank you so much ;;

also, not weird at all! my inbox is always open frfr

[solcheeky]

there is another update that i completely forgot about (somehow) and that it's i have changed my name and pronouns (don't ask me how i forgot that. my ability to forget things is highly impressive) :D and to answer your questions!! yes they're from the us, we met on instagram of all things DJDJ and im ngl to you it's like Ten Percent because we need to be married to get a visa but also we just do want to get married too!! and we don't know exactly about the wedding yet :( but i'm excited!! and whenever they move they're bringing their pet cat so i will have a cat!!!! he's called brad!!!! -pa🪬 ps. i also graduated uni but i only got a diploma because i got mega depressed final year but WE MOVE 🫡

oh you have?! woah a whole self-discovery journey while we separated for a while :0 how should I address you now ? :)

also INSTAGRAM?! literally yesterday I was talking with my bestie about how ig is the best dating app, i.e. the whole replying to stories/posting stories to give ur crush an excuse to talk to you ;) kind of thing. its honestly a shame I never post on there (either ... look, tumblr blog.. ig blog.. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I wish I would post lmao)

and LOLLL ig do what you gotta do╮(•˘︿ ˘•)╭ plus you get a cat, so thats a plus hahahaha

also also, at least you graduated and got outtaaa thereee, people don't talk enough about uni being the pits of hell

HAPPY NEW YEAR BTW!!