if itโs you (m) โต c.jh
โต PAIRING: reader x choi jongho (ateez)
โต SYNOPSIS: first times with someone special
โต WARNINGS: nsfw, first time sex, legitimately just sex, please use protection this is fiction
Three words, so simple and yet so loaded with meaning, leave your mouth. You hadnโt really planned this, per se, but you haveย thought about them for a long time, and youโve thought carefully about it. And every time you do, you find yourself coming to the same conclusion.
The two of you have been dating for a long time, been friends for longer. Ever since you were children, Jongho has always made it his mission to protect you, to hold you close, to love you. And while the way he loves you has changed as the two of you progressed from close friends to lovers, the desire to protect you and keep you safe hasnโt changed in the least - even if it means protecting you from his own desires.
Thatโs right. In all your years of knowing him, dating him, the closest thing heโs done is kissing you on the lips. A shy, gentle, chaste brush of his mouth on yours before heโs pulling away, apologizing profusely for having been unable to resist the sweet temptation of your lips stained with baby pink lipstick. Jongho is sweet, considerate, a little awkward and new when it comes to love, but still, you feel like you should have done something more by now.
Jonghoโs no stranger to having desires, you know that. Before youโd started dating, youโd been over in his room once for game night and had accidentally knocked over a box of unopenables under his bed while rummaging for the consoles. Horrified, your best friend had yanked the box away from you but itโd been too late, youโd already seen the contents of it.
Itโd been there and then that youโd realised that Jongho, too, was a man.
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