Im New. Dont Hurt Me.

[soleriz]

Look at how beautiful Hong Kong is

[art--felt]

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

[soleriz]

At one point of my life I would like to believe I will fall in love. The type of love you can only dream about and the one you see in movies. I’ve basically dreamt of that love literally everyday. Now I’ve lost hope of finding love. I have no real friends except one and while many can argue that’s sometimes all you need. It’s not. I miss old groupchats and spamming the group and racing with them to respond fast enough. I never even had a real guy friend. I never had a guy best friend. Maybe it’s our generation or maybe it’s adulting, but man I have felt so lonely within these years. I hope it gets better with college.