Crimson Lotus

Questions? Comments? Concerns? Direct them thusly.

[solfjkimblee]

Well, it's out there now.

[solfjkimblee]

*covers your arms in kand and skedaddles*

-Lizard anon

Am I doing it right?

[solfjkimblee]

Kimblee! How nice. How was prison? :D

It was awesome.

[solfjkimblee]

Could you comfort me? Due to my mental health, i can't keep up with college and get expelled... I don't know what to do next... If i was normal like everyone else, would i make it....

I would caution anyone to put much stock in the concept of "normalcy"; what determines who is and is not "normal"? It may very well be that existing outside the regular boundaries of what is and is not normal, is normal for you. I would challenge the need to hold yourself to the standards you might apply to others.

Many people find opportunities to try again. Perhaps this time for you is intended to be rest, you can always return to your goals at a later time. There is no race or relay to the finish line. Holding yourself to impossible standards can feel obligatory, but by no means are you expected to fulfill them.

It's important to remember there are many different paths to get to where we want to be in life.

[solfjkimblee]

What's your family like? Do you have siblings? 👀

I have 2 brothers, I'm the middle sibling. Its very hard.

My parents are lovely however.

((Feat Mor who belongs to @itsybitsyalchemist (: ))

[solfjkimblee]

Oh no, it seems I overslept way too long. The postman will be upset that my mailbox hasn't been checked...

[solfjkimblee]

you’d squish me if i did that lol -bee anon

If you earn it, you can't blame me for that.

[solfjkimblee]

We can go out for curry. I know a really good place :)

(then we shall kiss)

- Brown Paper Bag anon

I quite like curry, I'm looking forward to it.

I have a curry recipe I'm really fond of, I hope you'll let me make it for you sometime.

[solfjkimblee]

I’ll be calling you bleeblee anyways 🙏 it’s a cute nickname!

Now hopefully you don't expect me to answer to that name...

[solfjkimblee]

*Drops a tiny cockroach straight into your hands. Skips away with a mischievous giggle.*

You do not value your life.

[solfjkimblee]

kimbleeeeeeee :DDD hi

Good Sunday to you~

[solfjkimblee]

Can I kiss you please please please please

- Brown paper bag anon

Well... we don't know each other that well yet. Take me out to dinner first- or let me take you.

[solfjkimblee]

You are so pretty. Will you accept this rose? 🥀

It’s no crimson lotus but it’s all I got.

<<looks away blushing>>

I'll take good care of it.

[solfjkimblee]

ok maybe i don’t entirely dislike you, and you have a point. people shouldn’t seek out what they dislike. it’s kinda more of a love/hate thing. it’s… complicated. -bee anon

Just don't sting me.

[solfjkimblee]

You look better with your hair down

Now how would you happen to know that?

[solfjkimblee]

Go get a real job Robert.

[solfjkimblee]

no, we haven’t met before. but i’ve heard of you, and i dislike you. -bee anon

I wonder what drives a person to intentionally seek out what it is they claim to dislike. Is it insecurity? Perhaps you're grappling with complex feelings about your affection for me.

If I don't like something I simply avoid it entirely. Unless I'm hired to destroy it, but I doubt an insect is taking orders from the state.