I do not exist.

[somanyscarsonmyskin]

First time logging in in years. It’s rough seeing what I went through with today’s eyes.

To everyone who’s still on the fence about trying medication: please consider it. I feel so much better now. I only wish I hadn’t had to fight through life for 12 years unmedicated to get to this point.

Best of luck to the sad side of tumblr. Some of us have been stuck here for decades… I just wanted to touch base and really confirm that there are ways to make life easier and more bearable.

[hersheher]

"Good. Fucking. Girl" punctuated with deep thrusts idk

[bunnighost]

[sa-dnesss]

“I don’t like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out. I am really tired.”

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[becherdireinen]

When people think you’re getting better but you’re just getting better at hiding it.

[my-road-to-existence-deactivate]

Something inside of me has died and I can't bring it back to life. I feel really bad right now.

[sa-dnesss]

“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

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[broken-depressed-hearts]

I don’t know where the fuck my life is going

[guitarplayermrs]

[nobodyimportantdaily]

i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

[becherdireinen]

I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'

I think it's past temporary when I've felt the same for 10 years now

[abnormall]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[becherdireinen]

Do you always feel like you’re a burden to others or are you normal?

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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