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i think one of my random pet peeves is when people don’t stress the letter that’s being phonetically stressed when they type it out.

for example typing “loveeeeee” instead of “looooove”

like it’s not gonna ruin my day but it’s just enough for me to make a tumblr post about it

sometimes i think about big artists and the people close to them watching them grow and just cry bc their people must be so proud of them and where they came from like even if i wasn’t a fan of theirs from the beginning or just getting into them now like i love watching people blossom

i don’t think i ever middle child as hard as i did when i was really angry and if i got visibly mad my family would make fun of me so i just started flipping random stuff around the house upside down. because if i don’t want to be the joke, i have to make the joke.

i wanted to add to my lore this year and now i might have a stalker (^○^)

lovemadethemdoit

they don’t make movies like first wives club (1996) anymore

maureen-corpse

One thing they don’t tell you about sewing is that it is actually ironing

i think i might’ve fucked up again

was flipping through my parents photo album from the 90s with all their friends and from when they first started dating and i started crying looking at photos of my mom because why would anyone want to hurt her

why is everyone on hinge named anthony and joseph…

flex not flex but i keep getting people that are obsessed with me to me early on and it will give me the ick every single time. like im convinced yall are super susceptible to becoming a cult member bc why are u drawn in so quick. might become a cult leader and have these people do my bidding

i’m so fine, i’m so normal, im sodosososoosososoososooso normal

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he was the first boy i got attached to since ******. we hit it off so well our first month of talking. he was open about what he wanted and it hurt when he told me he didn’t think he was ready to start dating again. my heart jumped when he said he still liked talking to me and would like to keep talking to me and, let’s be honest, i’m in no position to turn down friendship. however, in keeping the spirit of honesty, let the track record show, i’m terrible at keeping friendships with (ex) crushes. sure we could laugh and joke around but if im alone in what i’m feeling, i just feel like an idiot. and now it’s been over 2 months since we last spoke and i still feel like im drowning.

of course the common sense solution would be to talk to him but how could i. he’s in school, he works, and he told me about his anxiety. to contact him basically out of nowhere because i have feelings for him feels like an intrusion. i don’t know if it’s a projection or if im used to people not reciprocating and shoving down my emotions so i don’t feel them anymore.

some1elses-stuff

he unfollowed me and removed me as a follower………. and what really sucks about it is i can’t even cry about it. not because i’m not absolutely shattered but i just can’t cry in general sometimes. i just get kinda sniffly. like my heart actually hurts about this and the one thing that helps me let it out i can’t do.

he was the first boy i got attached to since ******. we hit it off so well our first month of talking. he was open about what he wanted and it hurt when he told me he didn’t think he was ready to start dating again. my heart jumped when he said he still liked talking to me and would like to keep talking to me and, let’s be honest, i’m in no position to turn down friendship. however, in keeping the spirit of honesty, let the track record show, i’m terrible at keeping friendships with (ex) crushes. sure we could laugh and joke around but if im alone in what i’m feeling, i just feel like an idiot. and now it’s been over 2 months since we last spoke and i still feel like im drowning.

of course the common sense solution would be to talk to him but how could i. he’s in school, he works, and he told me about his anxiety. to contact him basically out of nowhere because i have feelings for him feels like an intrusion. i don’t know if it’s a projection or if im used to people not reciprocating and shoving down my emotions so i don’t feel them anymore.

“yeah whatever”

i distinctly remember unintentionally flirting with all of my high school crush’s friends and being too scared to even make eye contact with him. i feel like it’s not the only time i’ve done it

people keep trying to put me in their drama FRICKEN STOP

this is not my business

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