Az

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[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

My demiaroace ass trying to choose a flag for the pride parade

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[bon-bonsai]

Nightmares + Subconscious thoughts

I wonder if they saw each other during the great war

SONG: Too Little, Too late by Laufey

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

I saw a beautiful post about magical baby poly yuri huntr/x AU and I just want to rent about the different between magical baby and the omegaverse

As a transman I feel the most seen when I read omegaverse because I want to see myself being in a gay relationship where I can get pregnant, but I also love the way omegaverse can be used to show woman trauma in the world because we can get pregnant without actually seeing a woman get treated this horribly and reliving my own life it's a safe wall to talk about so many topics and so many good Omegaverse where a lot of roles are bended in the most creative ways

In my opinion I think omegaverse work the best when it comes to pushing two characters together it's a good tool in that explaining attractions and getting to things faster but in an interesting way that is not unrealistic it works for longer stories that could end up with marriage and kids and whatever

most omegaverse glance over the raising child part it's a lot about the pregnancy and the birth not as much about the raising unless it's an omegaverse where they already have a baby from the start

Magical baby on the other hand it's all about the baby and the best part about it it's always queer I mean unless you count Jesus but we can ignore that one, the magical baby is about raising the baby it gets into the details it's adorable it doesn't just focus on the pregnancy and birth it gives really realistic dynamics between partners when it comes to not expecting a child but still being ready to have that child anyways even though everything doesn't make sense and it's just so heartwarming to me and it's very sapphic oriented and unlike the omegaverse where they just gives female alphas male genitalia meanwhile male omegas don't have female genitalia they have bum babies most of the time like why can't a woman top without a tool?!

( I know it's probably because of knoting)

It connects to me in a personal level for being someone who does not want to fully transition and being in a relationship with a butch lesbian the magical babies is the fantasy while the Omegaverse is my reality

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

Old duncney fanart (2022?)

I miss my old art-style (yes that's rain from The Owl House with them lol )

+ bonus Scott just hanging out with the Steven Universe characters

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

My stupid duncney arab drama/ "خليجي" AU that I worked on last april and never finished

Duncan and Courtney has have such classic arab romantic drama chemistry , Courtney the good girl overachiever arab girl with a rich family wanting to become a lawyer but she's very unfamiliar with the problems of normal people, and Duncan the troublesome boy from a poor family who is not sure about his future but doesn't want to think about it

he gives off درباوي vibes (a word for arab boys who cause trouble and usually love to car race in dangers way)

I had specific Arab names for each character

Courtney is كِنزي [kinzy- beautiful princess/ precious treasure/ expensive thing/ beautiful flower ]

duncan is دهمان [dahman- has multiple meanings, mostly chose it because it sounds similar, not sure about it]

Bridget is بتول [botul - virgin woman I chose it because it sounds similar and it's a very pretty name]

Jeff is جمال [Jamal - means beautiful]

Heather is هديل [hadeel - The sound of a dove symbolizes gentleness, tranquility, and peace ironic I know]

Alejandro is خالد [ Khalid - this name has a stereotype of being a Playboy]

I had lore written but I wasn't sure about a plot I did it mostly because it's really funny to me to have the characters I love in situations from my culture tho I'm an atheist queer arab and I didn't wanna deal with the muslim fans (they are very mean) so I am posting it here because i still love it so much and want to draw more

[thatbitchwhowritesstuff]

no more AI bullshit in fandoms !!!!! open photoshop and make bad manips the way GOD intended !!!!

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

Behold Sugar sugar rune X Monster High

I mean come on valentine and pierre they both feed on emotions in a way or another

Vanilla would be Draculora

I have no idea who should be chocola tho

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

It is so weird the safest place I was ever in as a minor was a yaoi community filled with girls they were my age and so nice and even religious too they would have a role play and then be like "time to pray be right back guys" and I was so safe on there no creeps never got assaulted

meanwhile being in any kids show community I was sent nudes and they were trying to groom me

the problem is always men

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

Some people ask me, "Oh az why do you read a lot of mpreg?"

I answer because they are a to me a trans man a wish fulfillment story were it is a happy families going through the roller coasters of the emotions of expecting a child while the pregnant person is still desirable by their partner unlike straight media

And usually that will be enough for them and the conversation is over ... But then I got asked.."Why then not read lesbian pregnancy stories then"

I FUCKING WISH they are never as long as the mreg once and a lot of them are rape plots or unplanned pregnancy by some man and then she gets with some woman

It's either too realistic like this or some fucked up pregnancy kick that all I could find!!!

I just want a wholesome cute story where the woman gets pregnant with her wife and they have the same plots and the cutest stuff the men have not too grounded in reality type shit some fun drama yes but not were i feel I just opened the news

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

My demiaroace ass trying to choose a flag for the pride parade

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

the devil whispering in my ears to edit duncany to arabic music and I can't even edit

i just know it will be funny af (and super romantic if you understand the words)

tho ik how to draw soooo if one person tells me to draw duncan and courtney in semi traditional arab clothing i will do it!!! (tho ik nothing about my own culture bc i do not get out much but I think they fit "arab couple dynamics" )

[saltyb1tters]

I'm gonna hold your hand while showing you this

tell me I'm not the only one who see it

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

I thought I was the only one !

[someguyintoomanyfandoms]

I genuinely want to document the arab yaoi/yuri fandom specially the old old fandom like who started that who was translating all of those shows(anime and different asian dramas) and comics and books and fanfiction (we didn't really have an art community or it was sooo small) but we had great editors

I remember people who were specifically translating from Chinese and I was so impressed when I was younger I do have a suspicion they had an english version(or any other language they already knew) and they translated from that but no matter what they put effort to put it in Arabic they didn't have to do so I get that back in the day the number of Arab English speakers wasn't that common specifically in the younger people who would be interested in anime but it's still it was a big enough number that they didn't have to do that but they made the community what it is

I personally don't have a lot of interactions with the communities cus I was shy kid but I have my own stories and for the most part it was just other young teenagers 13 and up and like 99.9 girls I only seen two boys ever and they were translators and of course we're not counting the gender non confirming people like me

I am sure a lot of us were queer but we never talked about it was like an unspoken rule like "yes we watched the sin but we are not part of it and don't support real gay ppl "+and we didn't even know about bi or trans ppl it was so weird

I do think it is because we were always attacked by people they were attacking and mass flag and report big our sites ,our groups , fanfictions ,YT videos and Instagram accounts

websites were also shut down all the time because of censorship

and now a lot of it is lost media and the people running it are untraceable and they probably don't want to talk about it they're 30-40 married with kids and me a random guy want to know everything on how they strated watching Japanese gay anime in 2009✨️

And if you are asking where the community now I think the community has transformed from young girls who like BL and sometimes GL do role play, translat and write fanfics into a mostly openly qeer community who interact with all type of queer media mostly in english like yes I could find videos that talks about heartstopper or sk8 or nana or arcane in arabic but it's kind of rare

and also some shows with " questionable queerness"-only to the straight ppl tbh-like Nana or the trans characters in Wonder egg kind of famous between the straight girls and it's has the same problems with deniable queerness so when I see an Arabic account to talk about them sometimes they're not clear enough with what group they are with

so that's why everyone just talks English IF they want to talk about that they love that it is queer even if they are not queer themselves they will get hate anyways if they talk about it in Arabic

I think it's a problem with the whole queer Community not the fandom space like I followed a doll account for a while and then we discovered we're both Arab and we are now mutuals and another girl saw so our comments and would like me too and we're all friends now why are we not just talking in our language why we only find each other by coincidence

I can only assume because now we're older and we have responsibilities and we cannot be stupid enough to think we're safe on the internet like back in the day it was "easy" to delete information like I can literally find nothing of my old friends all of those platforms are dead unlike now where digital footprint is even stronger and it is not only young teenagers with no bad intentions for the most part at least

there is so many aspects I could talk about but I think i should end it here i don't think anyone would read it but I have no one to talk about this so why not put it on tumbler