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Hi! Welcome to my SPN side blog

I used to be mary-venom / main blog: @rapidhighway

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rkelspn

run, castiel, run

breakupsex

So you see the thing about Cas and Crowley is that Cas is Crowley's manic pixie dream girl savior and Cas loves anything with a morally gray area as long as they appreciate humanity and Crowley is a lover and supporter of the arts and Cas thinks everyone deserves a chance to be saved and Crowley is a sycophant who would do anything to be loved even when he knows it's killing him and in S6 every time Dean is close to figuring out the truth of their deal, Crowley shows up and takes the hit of the blame because he knows how much Cas cares about Sam and Dean ("The big lie, the Winchesters still buy it. The good Cas, the righteous Cas. And as long as they still believe it, you get to believe it.") and when Crowley first asks Cas to make a deal, Cas says "I was no fool, I knew who Crowley was and what he did. But I was smarter than him" and at the end of S6 Crowley confronts Cas by asking him "I know what I am. What are you, Cas?" and Crowley idealizes him to the point he wants him to be God and he knows Cas loves having a third option and then Cas takes all the souls of purgatory and betrays him because God would never let a demon be in control, and then he kills Raphael but lets Crowley go because he "has plans for him" the plans being giving him control of Hell but only in the way Cas wants, and Crowley says Yes, even though he was ready and accepted Cas was going to kill him, "Would you like a drink before you smite me?" and right before that, when Cas shows up and Crowley says "The jig is up. You found me." and Cas says, "I never lost you."

and when Crowley finds Cas in the psych ward and he says he wanted to kill him but chooses not to because in his current state of mind it would be "like kicking a puppy," and then they are about to kill each other again when they fight over the angel tablet, but they don't and later, when Crowley kidnaps Cas and is supposedly going to kill him, he doesn't even have an angel blade, just a gun, which we all know won't kill him.

And to me this is the most romantic love story ever, because they're star-crossed lovers who are doomed to never be with each other again like they were for that one harmonious year where nothing else mattered, and they are doomed to come across each other again and again and again, knowing it can’t ever go back to the way it was. Like an archimedean spiral that will always return to the axis, but never to the same point.

#ooooh the awful awful enemies who keep sparing each other a keep saving each others life #im fuckiiigngngngng crazyyyy BAOIT THEM

arkhamharley

naughtystiel-deactivated2026052

i've got more hope of killing war or seeing sound

than i've got of keeping you around

#NBT CASTIEL YAAAYAYAYAYA

mahawavy

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a piece of art i made for a fic i might be writing

veeweepeeknee

happy pride to these freaks right here

somethingbiblical

screaming crying banging on the walls of my enclosure watching sam and dean in that prison in season 12 AT ELAST PRAY TO CAS TO LET HIM KNOW WJAT HAPPENNNNNN

somethingbiblical

First blood is such a bad fucking episode it's so stupid it's like the stupidest person wrote it or the writer thought the audience was so fucking stupid they'd eat up any slop served

#GOD #ITS SO BAD

screaming crying banging on the walls of my enclosure watching sam and dean in that prison in season 12 AT ELAST PRAY TO CAS TO LET HIM KNOW WJAT HAPPENNNNNN