Total Bafoonerie

[someunhingedshit]

My fAvOrItE part of autism is when I am hungry and know I need to eat but am unable to eat anything of substance

So much fun

[someunhingedshit]

The vibes are off today so I don’t know how I am going to work

This is when I am not sure if I am still the 15% of autistic adults

[someunhingedshit]

This autism acceptance month please accept that I am autistic and probably tired of your shit

[someunhingedshit]

Day after renfaire is pain and weird bruises

[someunhingedshit]

Is your head ever itchy

but on the inside

[someunhingedshit]

The logic of I have a meeting at nine out of the office so I come in like 2 hours early

[someunhingedshit]

I have to stay focused at work so I am on my second iced coffee and taken my adderall

now we wait to see if I can get my work done before I have an panic attack or start to hyper focus on something nonrelated

[someunhingedshit]

We have passed the hyperfocus stage and now I can feel all of my skin and the air touching it

[someunhingedshit]

I have to stay focused at work so I am on my second iced coffee and taken my adderall

now we wait to see if I can get my work done before I have an panic attack or start to hyper focus on something nonrelated

[someunhingedshit]

I need shit to do today and everyone feels like they are all over the place energy wise

[someunhingedshit]

Day one back on Adderall and have nothing to do at work

I’m gonna needs some thoughts and prayers up in this bitch

[someunhingedshit]

Okay but also I drank coffee cause I’m a dumb bitch

[someunhingedshit]

Also the fact that the new FOB album makes me feel like the old ones gives me joy

[someunhingedshit]

Day one back on Adderall and have nothing to do at work

I’m gonna needs some thoughts and prayers up in this bitch

[someunhingedshit]

Third generation autism is knowing a lot about your grandpas hyper fixation

[someunhingedshit]

We should have known I was autistic when I would get unrealistically upset when they would teach us the hard way first in math and then want us to learn the new easy way

[someunhingedshit]

I don’t know what mental health issue is the cause of this but why is it that I struggle to have an internal monologue because I have to actively have these thoughts.  And then I have the thoughts and no one gets to know how fucking funny I am.

[someunhingedshit]

alright fuckers no longer deep and sad

Now I just need somewhere to say the really unhinged shit that goes through my head during a day

[someunhingedshit]

10/10 just got home for lunch and sat with my dog and cried. Life is fucking weird