hold me tight

...at night - when everything comes crashing down all at once.

[neckkiss]

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[mallary]

[alvoradas]

[sommernachtsgefuehl]

I find myself trapped in memories,

missing past versions of me

past relationships

how come we meet so many different people in our life

every one of them

touching our souls on a different level

it feels like my heart is shaped by everyone touching it

carrying dozens of connections

reminiscing every touch

every laughter shared

memories that where once moments rushing by without being treasured, disappearing in daily life.

i always hoped to enjoy every second of these moments while they happen

just to be once again reminded

that the nostalgia itself is what gives the moments it’s meaning, while turning them into memories.

[sommernachtsgefuehl]

I feel scattered

scattered all over different cities

different houses

different streets.

how come i never feel home?

what is home?

who is home?

I feel so trapped in the melancholic memories of the past.

it feels like there are so many versions of myself

every part of life so full of different people

different emotions

different me?

but either way

no matter where I rest my head at night

the darkness always finds me

I can’t run fast enough to escape

the darkness feels familiar

maybe in darkness i found my home long time ago.

[cache-e]

“Crawl inside this body, find me where I am most ruined - love me there.”

Rune Lazuli

[danger]

[adrenaline]

[sustancy]

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“I am not actually tired, but numb and heavy, and can’t find the right words. All I can say is: Stay with me, don’t leave me.”

— Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Felice.”

[danger]

For lonely people rain is a chance to be touched  by  André Josselin 

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