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Nici | 28 | germany | she/her | soft personality, strong heart

[transarsonist]

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[odaijustwannatalk]

Perona: Honestly, I am so evil. So full of darkness. I feed off the souls of the living. I strike fear into -

Mihawk: You sleep with a teddy bear.

Perona: hE IS MY SECOND IN COMMAND IN MY ARMY OF DARKNESS, MIHAWK!

[valarrstargaryen]

Everybody wants a happy ending. Right? But it doesn’t always roll that way. Maybe this time. I’m hoping if you play this back, it’s in celebration. I hope families are reunited, I hope we get it back and something like a normal version of the planet has been restored, if there ever was such a thing. God, what a world. AVENGERS: ENDGAME (2019) dir. JOE & ANTHONY RUSSO

[judasisgayriot]

Has to be one of the best passages of a book I’ve read in a long time

[xekstrin]

​it’s not an understatement to say I think about this all the time

[rylandsgrace]

#If Wanda killed me, I would thank her

[rylandgraces]

The Road to El Dorado (2000) dir. Bibo Bergeron, Don Paul, Jeffrey Katzenberg

[tinakolesnik-deactivated2022073]

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[petrichara]

2- Mikko Harvey / 3- @beetlejuices / 4- Ocean Vuong / 5- Sarah Kay and Philip Kaye / 6- Franz von Stuck / 7- Cortes Edouard Leon

[missdashwood]

FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM (2016).

[itsyveinthesky]

War schön mit euch Brudis

[itsyveinthesky]

Ich blogge aus dem Jenseits, die Hölle sieht quasi aus wie mein bisheriges Leben. 

Mies. 

[itsyveinthesky]

Ganz Impfdeutschland enttäuscht oder unsicher, dass der es noch lebt. 

[semperdulce-deactivated20230404]

Ganz Deutschland so: lebe entgegen bester Erwartungen nach der Impfokalypse immer noch. Day ruined.

[official-german-puns]

Nie bekommt man, was einem versprochen wird.

[miramis]

#hab nicht mal ein eis oder ne bratwurst bekommen geschweige denn frühzeitiges ableben

[unscharf-an-den-raendern]

Mood.

[korrtana]

[itsdanfango]

hot items

[foxyclock]

I can’t even begin to describe the energy radiating off this post

[thernandalorian]

husband material pedro pascal

BONUS:

[thoughtkick]

“The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be.”

— Unknown

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[vindicia]

favorite indie games  —  8/? ↳ KENA: BRIDGE OF SPIRITS (2021)

[oscarwildeboytoy-deactivated201]

Hey, unpopular opinion, apparently. But people don’t just “have pain for no reason” doctors say this all the time (especially to women and chronically ill people) and the truth is, Thats literally not possible. Even if your pains are psychosomatic (a word I hesitate to even use because of the way its used so often) there is a reason you are having those pains whether its mental illness, abuse, etc. If your doctor consistently tells you that “well some people just have pain for no reason” get a new doctor. That’s a doctor who is not going to give a shit what your actual symptoms or experiences are.

[kamorth]

I just wanna add to clarify the psychosomatic thing.

That word DOES NOT MEAN you’re making it up. It doesn’t mean you’re imagining the symptom. What it means is that the symptom ISN’T DIRECTLY CAUSED BY ANY OF THE THINGS THAT WOULD NORMALLY CAUSE IT.

I fought to get a PCOS diagnosis for 2 and a half years. For the ENTIRE time I was fighting, I was dealing with 3 cysts that were not going away by themselves and eventually required surgery to remove. At one point close to the end of the battle, I suddenly went blind. I was visiting my parents and was standing on the veranda looking out over the tree we had planted in memory of my dog and suddenly I got one of the shooting pains that I was quite frankly used to at that point and my vision started to go dark. It was like the sun was setting while being completely hidden behind storm clouds but it was 2pm in the middle of Summer on a clear day. Within about 30 seconds I couldn’t see ANYTHING. I was 27 years old and I was screaming for my mother.

My mum raced me to her doctor (he was a 15 minute drive away as opposed to 45 minutes to the nearest hospital) and he quickly worked out that there was nothing wrong with my eyes and what had happened was totally unrelated to them. Then he said it was psychosomatic and I freaked out, yelling that I was NOT making this up and I definitely wasn’t imagining it. Very quickly he calmed me down and said he believed me and I had misunderstood. He explained that whatever was going on with my abdominal pains (he suggested PCOS which I hadn’t even heard of at that point) had been ignored for so long that my body was starting to do things other than the normal pain response to try to draw my attention to the problem. My sight going was my body basically jumping around in front of me going “HEY ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME HELLLOOOOOOO??????”

He gave me some prescription strength painkillers and my sight started to come back as soon as they started to kick in. About 45 minutes after it started I could see well enough to walk around without help and within a day and a half I was back to normal. On top of that I finally had a scan booked to figure out what the hell was causing all the pain.

Psychosomatic symptoms are NOT imagined or fabricated or happening for “no reason”. Experiencing them DOES NOT make you a liar. It makes you someone who has been battling with something serious for so long that your own body has started to get impatient with you.

[oscarwildeboytoy-deactivated201]

I completely agree. Thank you for sharing this.

[antique-scarecrow]

Psychosomatic symptoms are literally your body flipping random alarm switches just to get any alarm blaring because you’ve been ignoring the regular ones