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Fandoms: Haikyuu, Aot, Jujutsu Kaisen, Gangsta
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Warnings: nsfw, explicit sex, porn with a bit of plot, +18 content, breakup sex, fingering, detailed words
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I wondered if he would show up again tonight. It was late and getting onto midnight. I laid in bed, tossing and turning. It was the night before the first day of nationals. He usually always showed up before the big games, sometimes even before intense practice games. I tossed again in frustration, it’s not like I cared, we had broken up 4 months ago. The last time he’d shown up was the night before the beginning of training camp.
I had finally started to drift off to sleep when I heard the melodic text tone of my phone go off. I blearily opened my eyes to see the shining light of the phone in the darkness. Reaching for it, I squinted reading the text from Bokuto.
“I know it’s late, but if you’re awake, I’m outside” it read.
I groggily lifted myself out of bed and peaked out the window. His back was turned away, but the bright moon clearly highlighted his grey and black hair and his Fukurodani track suit. Maybe I really should tell him not tonight.
Wearing my plain oversized T-shirt and sleeping shorts I walked down to the front door, not bothering to be quiet as no one else was home. Unclicking the lock, I opened the wide front door. He was standing there, hands in his pockets, waiting. “Hey,” he said quietly. My heart clenched at the sight of him.
“Bokuto, I don’t think this is a good idea” I said softly, trying to stand my ground, all the while just wanting to let him in.
“Just one more night [y/n], I can’t sleep the night before a big game unless I’m with you.” My heart clenched even tighter at his words, why did he always know just what to say. His golden eyes seemed desperate and sad looking back at me.
“How are we supposed to move on like this....” I asked, trying to hold back tears, leaning my head against the doorframe.
His eyes widened slightly before he dropped his head and shoulders in defeat. “I’m not sure...” he said looking at the ground. A silence fell between us.
I observed him closely, his arms hung limply at his sides now, his face down turned preventing me from seeing his face. You wouldn’t know it from just looking at him, but he always got pretty nervous before big games. Was he just looking to blow off some steam? How was I supposed to turn him away knowing that tomorrow was the nationals. More importantly, deep down I knew I didn’t want to turn him away.
Reaching out I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the house, dragging him behind me. His eyes looked up in surprise and he squeezed my hand as i lead him up to my room.
Based on the previous events, I knew what was about to happen and I could feel my heartbeat starting to increase. My hands were getting clammy at the thought as my nerves kicked in. Maybe this had been a bad idea.
I dropped his hand quickly when we reached the room, had he already noticed my clammy hands? I stood in the middle of the room not sure what to do, his overwhelming presence behind me was suffocating. He took a step closer, his tall form casting a shadow over me, my back millimeters from his large chest.
His long fingers reached out to gently move the hair off my shoulder, I felt a shiver run through my spine as his soft lips began leaving kisses along my neck. I released a sigh feeling my tense muscles relax, tilting my head to expose more of my neck to him. He always knew exactly what to do to make me relax.
The tension in my limbs had faded, but the want for him had only increased. Turning quickly to face him, I pressed my lips to his hungrily and grabbed at the zipper of his club jacket. He quickly matched my lips with heated desire as he shrugged out of his jacket.
Releasing the kiss, I grabbed the hem of my shirt. He did the same, both of us pulling them over our heads eagerly, exposing my bare chest. Bokuto’s right hand grasped my waist pulling me flush against him, I placed my hands on his chest, kissing his collarbone. The warmth at my core was building at the feeling of my breasts pressed up against his chest.
Bokuto’s hand reached up to grab my chin forcing my face to look up at him, he applied a bit more pressure to my chin and my mouth opened for him. His lust filled eyes were focused on my open mouth, his golden eyes met mine before devouring my mouth and slowly walking us backwards. I could feel his hand at my waist slowly working at my shorts and I moved to shimmy out of them, now completely bare before him.
I felt the back of my legs hit the bed and sank down into the soft mattress, pulling him with me. His figure loomed over me, his arms and knees on either side of me and his head dipped low to maintain the heated kiss. His hand gingerly traced the side of my breast and I whimpered at the contact. His hand travelled across my stomach before coming up to cup my breast, massaging it and pinching the nipple with his thumb and index finger, I let out yearning moan at his sensitive touches.
I reached down with my hand to trace the inside band of his sweats with my fingers, gently tugging on them. He broke the kiss and quickly divulged himself of his sweats and briefs before settling back over me.
His hand hooked around my lower back and pulled me close as his mouth locked onto my nipple, sucking and lapping at the oversensitive bud. I bit back a moan and let my fingers run through his soft grey and black hair as he continued to suck on my breasts. He gently bit the sensitive tip while using his fingers to massage the neglected breast. I couldn’t hold back any longer, “Kotaro...” I moaned in ecstasy.
I could feel his erection against the inside of my leg as some of his pre-cum smeared on my thigh and the ache in my core continued to build.
With his face still in my chest, Bokuto reached down between my legs with his free hand and ran a finger along my damp core. I tightened my grasp in his hair and sucked in a breath as his fingers explored my sex. He let out a groan against my chest as his fingers felt the wetness along my folds. “ y/n....” he breathed out, nuzzling his head against my chest.
I felt him push two long fingers in slowly and I let out a loud pleasure filled moan, “Kotaro...” I panted grasping at his back. His fingers began pumping me slowly, pushing in to the second knuckle before dragging them almost all the way out. He pushed back in and scissored me, working and loosening my tight sex. I writhed at the pleasure, my eyes closed tightly. He started to shift down my body. I knew where he was going.
“Wait,” I said grabbing his arms, his movements stilled and his golden eyes looked up in worry “No more foreplay,” I said a blush spreading across my face. His expression immediately changed into one of smugness and I lightly hit him on the arm “don’t look so smug” I said.
“How can I not when you say things like that.” He said bringing his body back up along mine, placing butterfly kisses along my neck and cheek.
My legs widened to allow him to settle in between them. I felt his cock just outside my core and whined in anticipation. “Are you sure?” I opened my eyes to meet his golden ones, now serious, but still lustful. He would never do anything I didn’t want. This could be my opportunity to say no and stop this, we were only making it harder on ourselves.
“Yes,” I said, ignoring all logic, reaching over to grab one of the condoms from the bedside drawer. I knew I would regret it tomorrow but all I wanted in this moment was him. I slowly rolled the condom onto his cock, looking up into his eyes, seeing the lust in them and something else I couldn’t place. I brought him back in for a kiss, leaning back into the bed as Bokuto slowly began sinking into my hot core, slowly sliding in to me inch my inch. I felt myself stretch to accommodate him and arched my back at the feeling of his long cock pushing inside me.
Our movements were slow and sensual, I could feel every slow movement of his and his soft pants against my neck. “Y/n, I love the feeling of being inside you,” he whispered in my ear as his cock pulled halfway out before pushing back into me. A shiver ran down my spine at his words. We were pressed tightly again each other chest to chest. My arms were wrapped under his arms onto his upper back. His back muscles were rippling under my hands with every slow even thrust of his.
Bokuto reached out to grab a pillow, “lift your hips,” he said gently, I did as he asked and he placed the pillow under me, wrapping my legs around his hips he began thrusting again at the same slow pace, I let out a soft moan as I could feel is long cock hitting deeper than before. I reached out to place my hands on his chest, but he clasped both my wrists in his large hand pinning them above my head.
I looked at him pouting, I hated when I couldn’t touch him. “You’re more sensitive when you can’t touch” he said before dipping his head to my breast and circling the tip of my nub with his wet tongue. I let out a whimper, biting my lip trying to contain my lewd sounds, my hips wiggled against his slow moving cock. The depth was driving me nuts “Mmm...Kotaro, faster please,” I begged, the knot in my stomach winding tighter.
Without stopping Bokuto playfully bit my nipple and increased his thrusts simultaneously. This man was an expert. I struggled against the hold he had on my wrists, desperate to touch him, but he held them tightly. My head thrashed to the side, still biting my lip. “I wanna hear you,” Bokuto said. With his free hand he reached to rub a finger lightly over my swollen clit. “Aaaahh” I moaned out uncontrollably at the pleasurable feeling “there she is” he said taking in my erotic expression. “I can’t get over you” he said barely above a whisper and I briefly wondered what he meant, but my mind was too clouded by pleasure to comprehend it fully as his finger continued to rub over my clit and his hips began thrusting at a faster pace, sending me into pure bliss.
He finally let go of my wrists, placing his hands on either side of me, allowing me to place my hands on his upper Arms. The pace was relentless, his hips snapping forward in quick thrusts, my hips swinging up to meet his in time. The knot in my stomach winding tighter on every down stroke. “Bokuto!” I whined “I’m gonna cum” I said knowing my climax was seconds away. His cock reaching deeper depths than I had ever known, creating friction in the most intimate places. “I’m there too”. He panted out.
“Aaah, Kotaro!” I yelled my climax peaking on a particularly hard thrust. I went limp as I felt the rush of endorphins flood my body, my core pulsing in pleasure. “Shit, (y/n) you feel so good” he said feeling the ripples of my climax grip around his cock. “Fuck” his grasped my hips tightly as he thrusted once more before I felt his warm cum against my walls. We laid there panting, my fingers unconsciously drawing circles on his shoulder blades. Slowly our breaths became more even.
Bokuto moved to pull himself out of me, I moaned at the feeling of him leaving my body. Removing the condom and placing it in the trash he walked back to the bed. Wordlessly I brought the covers up and shifted over, offering him the chance to get in again. He smirked and crawled under the covers. Wrapping an arm around my waist he pulled me to him, my back against his chest. I heard him take a deep breath in my hair, my heart ached, I wanted it to stay this way, but I knew it couldn’t, a small single tear escaped as we both drifted off to sleep.
When I awoke in the morning Bokuto was gone. I wasn’t surprised as he most likely had to get ready for the game, but the thought still didn’t ease the ache in my heart. I had to stay strong, this was how it was supposed to be. I couldn’t worry about him, I wouldn’t go watch any of his games today.
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I made it to the gymnasium just in time to see the last set of the second game. I hadn’t been able to keep away, too worried about how he was doing. I had to make sure he was okay. But there had been no reason for me to worry, he had been fine. His spikes had been on point and he had been pumping his fists in the air at every amazing play like his normal self. His smile lighting up the court. They won their second game with ease.
Too spaced out in my thoughts I hadn’t realized the team had lined up to thank the spectators and when I my mind came back into focus, Bokuto’s eyes were locked on me. Gasping I ran from the seating area hoping he would forget that he saw me. I ran down the stairs, tears starting to form in my eyes. It was stupid of me to come. Reaching the last step I opened the doors to the main lobby and ran right into a solid frame, I felt someone grasp my wrist and my eyes met golden ones as I looked up into the blank face of Bokuto.
A silence settled between up before he asked, “Why are you here?” his voice steady.
“I....I was...” Struggling to find the words I looked at the ground, his golden gaze was too much for me “I was just curious to see how you were doing.”
Suddenly I felt myself being pulled forward, Bokuto firmly pressing his lips to mine, but I struggled pushing away “no we can’t do this kotaro!” I said tears gathering in my eyes.
“Why not?” He said calmly again, but his golden eyes held a sadness. The same sadness that had been present since last night.
Trying to contain my tears I looked him in the eyes and said “I’d only be a distraction to you! You need to focus on volleyball and your future in the national leagues! I’m distracting you right now, you should be out there talking to scouts!” My eyes searched his but his face didn’t change, only the sadness in his eyes remained.
Reaching out he gently grasped my fingers with his. “(y/n), do you know why I come to your place?”
Sniffling I wiped away some tears with the back of my hand “To blow off some steam, to get the nerves out before big games” I said.
His hand tightened around mine and I looked back to his face seeing his eyes breifly flash with confusion before softening again. “No” he said “I come, because...if you let me in, it gives me hope. It gives me hope that you still care for me.....and that’s what helps me through my games.” My eyes went wide at his words and I let the tears silently run down my cheeks. His hand came up to cup my face, his thumb brushing away my tears. “(y/n), you’re not a distraction....you’re my motivation” he said before gently pressing his lips to mine. This time I didn’t push away. I let his soft lips move against mine and I gave in, I wanted him. I wanted to be by his side, through it all.
“Kotaro, are you sure?” I asked a small voice of doubt still in my mind. I didn’t want to be a burden.
“More than anything” he said pulling me into a hug. I smiled against his chest. The ache in my heart had finally disappeared.
Prompt: you faint during an argument (bringing back the series that rose my mediocre writing to somewhat popularity) Semi and Osamu edition
Warnings: obviously fainting, some minor hyperventilating, slight mentions of feeling panicked, yelling/arguing
Read Akaashi’s and Iwaizumi’s part here
Read Sakusa’s and Tsukishima’s part here
Read Bokuto’s and Atsumu’s part here
Read Kita’s and Tendou’s part here
Read Kuroo’s and Oikawa’s part here
Osamu
“Samu I’m making dinner soon, what do you want babe?” You looked at Osamu expectantly, but he only grumbled something under his breath as he continued to look over his journal with his earnings of the week. Work at the restaurant had gotten more hectic for Osamu, and while his business growing made you both overjoyed, the stress that came with it was beginning to pile up on your poor boyfriend. Evidently, the stress was beginning to follow him home as well. “Samu? Baby, did you hear—”
“Goddammit y/n, yes I did! Just make whatever ya want,” he snapped, huffing as he continued to total his revenue for the week. Frowning, you quietly made your way to the kitchen, deciding to just make something you knew he liked and let him cool down. But thirty minutes later, dinner plated and ready, he was still just as irritable as before.
“Samu, dinners ready,” you called. He grumbled incoherently, still writing away at his journal. You waited around for a bit before calling out to him once more. “Samu it’ll get cold—”
“Then eat without me,” he glared. Furrowing your eyebrows, you glared back.
“Osamu, there’s no need to be so rude. Your restaurant being stressful isn’t my fault okay?” He narrowed his eyes, jaw clenching tightly.
“Ya wouldn’t understand y/n okay? Let me do my damn work and ya go be annoying someplace else.” This time, the anger rose tenfold at his words.
“Don’t speak to me like that, stop being a dick because you can’t handle a little extra work here and there.”
“A little extra work huh? Ya’d know a lot about that I’m sure,” he spat back.
“Yeah I would actually, who supported the two of us more when you invested all your savings into the restaurant? Didn’t see me snapping at you like a bitch when I worked more hours now did you?” He stood up, hands slamming on the table, eyes cold and distant. They bored into you, so unlike his usual soft expression.
“Did I ask ya to? Don’t act like I was some helpless charity case ya helped stand back to his feet. I was fine without yer help,” he claimed, voice rising in volume with each sentence. Hands pressing themselves to your hips, you grit your teeth.
“Yeah, you were, but I was looking out for you. And I didn’t take the stress out on you when I was. You’re doing your own work and your acting like it’s my fault you have to do so many things. I’m not here for you to take your frustrations out on, okay?” It seemed this was the tipping point for him, as he shoved his chair aside, knocking it over as he stomped his way over to you. With each step he took, you shrunk back a little, his veins popping more and more as he got closer.
“Ya listen here y/n,” he screamed, making you huddle against the wall. But that didn’t stop him from getting louder, yelling as he looked you straight in the eyes. “I’m not about to come home after a long day, hear ya yap away about pointless things, and then hear ya scream about me bein’ frustrated!” His voice booming in your ears from such close proximity made you flinch harshly.
“S-Samu, quiet down, you don’t have to shout—”
“Shut up y/n, everything’s always about ya, ‘Samu this’ and ‘Samu that’ always rambling about yer day as if I haven’t had one too! Shut yer damn trap for once ‘m tired of hearin’ ya!” Eyes filling with tears, you began to breathe heavily at the way he only seemed to be getting louder, almost looming over you as he screamed about your flaws. Your breath began to pick up in pace as you clumsily tried to wipe away the wetness streaming down your cheeks.
“Stop it Samu, you’re being so—”
“Aww what? Am I bein’ to mean to ya? Can’t handle a little sass back when ya hand it out first? Leave then! The doors right there! What’s stoppin’ ya huh?”
“Samu stop!”
“Shut up y/n, shut up!”
“You’re taking this too far!”
“Yer the one who started this! Don’t cry to me cause ya can’t handle it!” You were on the edge of hyperventilating now, trying to compose yourself. But Osamu didn’t seem to care, only continuing his screaming. “Yer sittin’ here cryin’ over a fight ya started! Ya can’t see I wanna be left alone in peace as I work? Leave if ya don’t like it, the doors right there or are ya too stupid to see that too? Nothin’s stoppin’ ya okay? I don’t need ya stressin’ me out even more after a long day!” His words were too much to handle in the moment, the only thought in your head that you needed to get away. But just as you moved to walk past him, his hand came flying against the wall a foot or so away from you, slamming against it in frustration, startling you once again as you flinched harder. Slowly, the corner of your eyes began to go black as you closed them and slid down the wall. Osamu stared at you with wide eyes, unable to process what happened.
Soon enough, you regained consciousness, tucked under the sheets of your bed as Osamu sat beside you. Slowly blinking your eyes open, they widened when they registered he was there before slowly turning away from him.
“Y/n?” He whispered your name gently, hand placing itself on your shoulder. But to his dismay, you flinched, making his heart tear and eyes water.
“Please go away Osamu,” you whispered.
“Baby, how’re ya feelin’?”
“Like I need to be away from you right now.” He exhaled shakily before blinking back his tears.
“Don’t say that baby, please don’t say that.” His tears came back though, once he heard your sniffling.
“You were so awful to me, I just wanted to have dinner with you. I don’t get it, why would you speak to me like that? Your store being stressful is tough, I get it, but I have long days too. We don’t see each other all day, I wanna relax with you. And you sit there and just glare at me and say things under your breath like you don’t wanna be around me. What’re we doing together if we just sit there in separate rooms during our only time to spend together?” His heart stopped for a moment, anxiety creeping in at the thought of you leaving. He couldn’t handle that, not you walking out. You leaving would rip away too much of who he was, leaving him a shell of himself. He wouldn’t lose you, he couldn’t.
“‘M sorry y/n, I shouldn’t ever let my stress get to me like that. Ya don’t deserve to have me snap at ya, yer my sweet baby, I didn’t mean it.” Hugging yourself as you lay with your back to him, you tried to stop the tears that flowed down your face. He waited for a moment for you to say something, but you didn’t seem to have anything to respond. “Y/n? Baby?” His hand found its place on your shoulder again, this time, to his relief, you didn’t flinch. “I’m sorry y/n. I really am. I swear nothin’ like this’ll happen again. I appreciate ya, how ya took care of me when I took a risk with the restaurant. I love ya and how ya ramble on about cute little things, it makes me feel less alone on bad days. I’m sorry, please don’t be mad,” he said softly, voice cracking at the end. “We’re good together, I promise, it was just a bad fight, it won’t happen again. I promise ya it won’t happen again.”
“You don’t seem to want me around anymore. And I’m tired of feeling lonely. I don’t like the feeling of being treated like I’m someone intruding when I’m in my own home.” His palms began to get clammy at your words, refusing to believe this might mean the end.
“I know baby, and ‘m sorry, I am. I swear—”
“You told me to leave.”
“Ya know I didn’t mean that.” His voice was pleading, begging you to see it was a mistake.
“I just wanna be alone right now—”
“Please no,” he whispered. “I... please don’t leave. I promise it won’t happen again. I’ll be better okay? I’ve been takin’ ya for granted, and I’ll fix it, but we’re still okay, me and ya. We’re okay y/n, tell me we’re okay.” Finally, making his chest lighten considerably, you slowly turned to face him, inching closer to his body.
“You scared me, you know.” A tear slipped past his eye.
“I know. I’ll never forgive myself for it. But it won’t happen again okay? I love ya,” he offered hopefully. You buried yourself into his chest.
“I love you too Samu. I know the restaurants getting kinda hard to manage, but I’m proud of you okay? You’re doing great.” He let out a watery chuckle, sniffling as he buried his face against your head.
“As long as I got ya, I’ll always be great.”
Semi
Semi’s guitar being slammed down could be heard all throughout your apartment, making you snap your head up. Recently, he’d been going through a bit of a block, unable to participate as much in the songwriting process as the rest of his band members. With an upcoming album to be released, and a pushy producer breathing down his neck, he wasn’t exactly doing too well in the stress department. You’d been trying your best to be accommodating for him, heart aching every time you saw his under eyes, feeling bad he was being demanded of so many things left and right. You made dinner more often, took over most of the cleaning, and pushed him to take care of himself more as he’d begun to neglect himself in favor of work. Still, you couldn’t help but miss your boyfriend, wishing he’d take a moment to relax, to take a break and spend some time with you for a change. Quietly making your way over, you peeked into his music room.
“Eita? Everything okay?” Sighing heavily, he buried his face into his hands.
“No, everything’s not okay. In fact, everything’s wrong, isn’t that just great?” Slowly, you walked up to him, hand placing itself onto his hunched shoulders, rubbing the tight muscles tenderly. He groaned, some relief finally soothing over the pain that had formed over the many hours of hunching over a desk or strumming a guitar.
“Maybe you should take a break.”
“I can’t babe,” he said simply, making you deflate.
“Come on Eita, you need a break baby, you’ve worked yourself to the bone. It’ll be good for you. And we haven’t spent much time together either, so it’ll be a good excuse—”
“Of course.” He interrupted you to look up and glare. You shrunk back a little at his gaze. “How am I not surprised? Of course, as I’m sitting here, stressing away for work, you’re worried about us spending time together. There’s a time and a place y/n, ever heard of that concept?” Frowning, you tried to ignore the flash of hurt that his words brought. You hugged yourself as you shrunk back under his glare.
“Eita, I’m not just worried about us spending time together, I just think you should take a break. You’ve been working so much that we haven’t had time to ourselves, and you deserve a minute to just breathe. We can take a nap, it doesn’t have to be us actually engaging—”
“Y/n would you just leave? You’re making things worse.” Frowning, you gave him a dirty look.
“Eita, you’re acting like work’s the only thing that matters. You still have time till the album release and you don’t have to do this all alone, you have band members for a reason. It’s not healthy to sit here hunched over like this.” Tugging at his hair, he stood up, staring you down.
“I suppose you know so much more about my job than me huh? Thank god I have you y/n, why don’t you just take over my manager’s position while you’re at it?” He spoke condescendingly, making the earlier hurt spike into anger.
“Eita watch your tone, I’m trying to take care of my man child of a boyfriend at the moment who seems to forget to eat and shower regularly at this point.” He laughed bitterly, glaring harshly at you. Semi was always one to get a bit more overworked than most, but it seemed today was even easier to get under his skin. He was getting riled up faster than you’d ever seen him.
“Shut the fuck up y/n! You’re not my mother, you don’t have to nag at me to do shit! Get out and let me work now, okay? At least one of us has to,” he spat. You did a double take, shocked at the last part.
“Oh? I don’t work? I don’t wanna hear that from you. You’ve been sitting in this room rotting away while I do everything. Make dinner, bring it to you, take it back, clean the apartment, make sure the bills have been paid on time, do the grocery shopping, not to mention I have my own damn job that I gotta go to! If anyone’s doing anything it’s me! Carry your weight around here before you bitch at me!” Slamming his hands on the table, he walked up to you furiously, fists clenched and teeth gritted.
“I don’t need you to do shit! You don’t wanna do that? Great! Go someplace else and worry about your damn self!” You flinched as he yelled, trying to get away from him, but he kept walking closer and closer, caging you against the wall.
“Eita get away, stop—”
“Oh, don’t tell me you can’t finish what you started! What’s stopping you now huh?”
“What’s gotten into—”
“What’s gotten into me? What’s gotten into you? What’s got you so uptight? Do I ask you to make and come shove food down my throat? No! I’ll take a damn shower before I go to bed, what’s it to you if it’s at 3 am, are you losing any sleep? I’m fucking sick and tired of you acting like you hold this shit together when all you do is make it worse!” You couldn’t help the tears that began pouring down your face, making your breathing start to get shaky.
“Move Eita—” but he only got closer.
“Cat got your tongue? You were so insistent on starting this, now you’re gonna chicken out?” You were beginning to panic, the feeling of him caging you against the wall as he screamed beginning to be too much. Trying to collect your breathing, you attempted to shove past him again, but he didn’t let you.
“Eita stop—”
“I’m fucking speaking to you y/n! Don’t try to walk away!” Burying your face into your hands, you sobbed, trying to collect yourself and stop the bubbling panic from overwhelming you. But Semi continued to scream, making your legs wobble and your eyes shut close as you lost consciousness.
Slowly, as you opened your eyes sometime later, you sat up, groaning at the pounding in your head. The bed sunk immediately as Semi sat before you, a glass of water in hand, stretched out for you to take. You only glared, snatching it from him and drinking it quickly.
“Y/n?”
“Don’t speak to me.” His breath came out shaky.
“Okay, look, I know you don’t want to see me right now—”
“Yeah, I don’t, so go away.” He tried to grab your hands, but you swatted his away. Gulping, he looked at you with pleading eyes.
“I’m sorry. Really I am. I know I have a problem with my anger, and I try for you, and this time it got way out of hand, but—”
“Eita, I said to go away. Did you not hear that part?” He slumped, looking at you helplessly. Lips trembling, he blinked back tears.
“Y/n? I-I’m so sorry okay? Please don’t be mad, I... there’s no excuse... I-I hurt you, but I swear I didn’t mean to. Just... just don’t leave okay?” You crossed your arms, looking away as he stared at you with wide eyes. Heart beating faster, this time it was Semi who began to panic. “Y/n?” Sighing, you turned to him, face stone cold.
“Is me looking out for you purely out of love too much for you to handle? Because it seems you’re not ready for someone taking care of you because you matter to them.” Shaking his head, he tried to grab your hand again, this time successfully managing to.
“No, of course not! I love you for being so thoughtful. I’d be a mess without you, I just said those things in the heat of the moment. I love you so much, I don’t know where I’d be without you! I... I’ll be better, I know I’ve been neglecting you, but please—”
“Eita, maybe things aren’t working out as well as I thought—”
“No!” He screamed, shocking you. Eyes wide and red, breath coming out faster, Semi looked utterly devastated. “No please,” he said weakly. “I... I was scared I’d lose you if I didn’t work hard enough. I haven’t been able to bring much to the band recently, and what if they drop me? And then... who’d wanna be with a failed musician? You deserve better than that, so I tried to... I can’t lose you like this, please,” he begged, heart on his sleeve as he looked at you brokenly. “I love you, you’re all I want.” And suddenly, within an instant, in a way only Semi could, your anger faded, leaving only a yearning to hold the man you loved as he stared at you like he was about to lose everything.
“Eita, you’ve been working yourself to the bone. All over this? I love you, you know that. No matter how successful or not you become. You’re doing so well, your careers so promising, they won’t drop you. Not for taking care of yourself a bit more.” Sniffling, he nodded.
“I know. I... I don’t know what came over me. Just... don’t leave.” Nodding, offering him a gentle smile, you opened your arms.
“I won’t, but you have to change things a bit. I can’t just watch you neglect yourself and me like that anymore okay?” Climbing into the bed beside you, he hugged you close, nodding.
“Okay. I promise. I love you y/n.” Leaning in and kissing his jaw, you laced your fingers together.
i swear i almost forgot how to write this shit, but idk man ive seen some weird ass headcanons of sakusa so im writing my own perspective on it bc sakusa isnt a fucking asshole. also, sorry this is so short, it’s been a while since ive done actual nsfw headcanons so i hope this is okay! if three of the points look a little familiar its bc i copied a little drabble from my other blog and put it in here because, why not
🧼 Sakusa Kiyoomi
Sakusa is not very into BDSM or hard sex as people might assume he is. He’s actually pretty vanilla aside from a little dirty talk and some teasing. But otherwise? Sakusa prefers soft, sweet sex, letting himself let go of the stress.
However, when he’s more pent up? He will gladly get rougher with you, telling you how badly he’s wanting to take out his stress on you, how just thinking about you was making him frustrated and horny, even when he should’ve been focusing on practice. You were on his mind all day, so he was going to show you what he was thinking of doing to you.
Edging you is his guilty pleasure when he’s like this. Hearing you beg for him to let you cum after he’s brought you so close to the edge with just his fingers…not only does it fuel his ego, but knowing your this needy, this desperate, just for him? It makes his headspin until he can’t take it, deciding to reward you by using his mouth, encouraging you to cum until you can’t anymore.
Major size kink. If you’re smaller than him, it does something to him, but he isn’t aware of it at first. No, not until he’s between your thighs, realizing how easy it would be to lift your hips of the bed as he eats you out/sucks you off. And he does just that, moaning quietly as he takes you back into his mouth, eyes never leaving your surprised and lust-filled ones. You were so small compared to him, so cute, and all his.
He’s not very loud, but every sound you get out of him is sweet and soft. Sakusa mostly lets out quiet whimpers, soft moans of your name, and soft pants against your skin. It’s not that he’s trying to stay quiet, he just is natural quiet, but he doesn’t want you to think he isn’t enjoying himself, so he tends to keep his mouth near your ear or he’ll mutter how good you feel, how badly he wanted you all day, making sure you hear him.
However, when Sakusa gets his dick sucked? That’s the best time for you to get him to get loud. Keep your mouth on him after the first time he cums, and his head is thrown back as he moans your name. His hand is hovering over your head, not sure if he wants to pull you off him or push you to take more. He’s chanting your name, begging you, unable to do anything but moan and say ‘please’. He doesn’t even know what he’s begging you for, he just knows your wet mouth feels so good milking his cock, make him cum again, let him paint your throat white again, please, please.
Sakusa cannot handle praise during sex as it makes him extremely vulnerable and emotional. You can practically see him falls falling apart, tears filling his eyes as you tell him how beautiful he looks as you treat him like a prince, kissing up and down his body before taking him into your mouth, his back arching off the bed as he lets out a strangled moan. it’s all too much, your words still ringing in Sakusa’s head and the feeling of your mouth on his dick.
It’s embarrassing to him how quickly he cums, tears pricking the corner of his eyes as he wipes away the tears before they can fall. He doesn’t have to worry about it for long, your mouth coming to kiss away any stray tears, muttering under your breathe how handsome he looks when he cums.
Asking him if he’s ready, you get a shaky ‘yes please’ from sakusa before you sink down on him, his hands coming up and squeezing your hips as you lower yourself down, breathy whines falling from his lips. You feel so good, so warm and tight, and it’s all because of him. The thought gets into his head and he can’t keep his hips from grinding up into you, needing to hear you praise him more, moan his name, whatever he could get from you to know he was yours and you were his.
Hi dear ❤ congrats on 200 followers and I hope you have lots of fun writing for your event! May I request SFW letters A, B, C, F, Q and T for Sabo and Ace? Thank you so much!
Thank you so much! I have been having a lot of fun thankfully—and I had a BLAST writing yours out! I really hope you enjoy these soft fire brothers ❤
(Also putting a cut since this turned out a TAD bit longer than I expected 😅)
200 Followers Event!
SFW Alphabet — Sabo & Portgas D. Ace
Sabo
A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
Sabo can spend a lot of time away from his S/O doing missions for the Revolutionary Army, so whenever he has his free time? He prefers to spend every moment of it together with them. He wouldn’t really want to do anything super exciting; mainly wanting to spend time together in bed cuddling and talking, and when they finally get up, taking a long walk around the RA’s base, having a meal date, or spending time together quietly reading.
If he’s lucky enough to have his S/O on a mission with him and they’re in the RA, Sabo will do his best to keep SOME focus on his work, but will make things interesting for him and his partner. Doing things like sampling some local foods together, and doing a little sightseeing. He wouldn’t do anything to draw attention to them, or break their cover—but he does take advantage of being a couple, and will act like a couple while undercover with them.
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
One thing that Sabo would admire more than anything is a sense of compassion. He’s gone through so much, and is fighting for so much, that he would love how kind, empathetic, and nurturing his S/O could be. He lives for how caring they are, and offer him a beacon of light in a world he doesn’t have much faith in.
He would also adore his S/O’s eyes and their loving smile. Sabo gets so much joy from seeing them smile, and would do anything to help keep them smiling so he can continue to be warmed by the pure sunshine of it. And their eyes? How they sparkle when they’re happy, and how beautiful their color is? He can get lost in them forever. Sabo finds them so endearing.
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
Sabo is very soft for his S/O, so when they’re feeling sad? He’s going to be miserable—especially if he can’t get to them right away, or he doesn’t notice it. He’ll do his best to comfort them; pulling them into his arms as they cry, rubbing their shoulders or stroking their back, being by their side as they need him. He'll find ways to distract them; talking about his recent mission, how he annoyed Koala, news he’s heard of Luffy, or just tell them something to help reaffirm them. He’ll do whatever he can to make sure they know how much they’re loved, and can find some peace. He’ll also do his best to make sure they talk about it—even if they don’t give up a lot of details. He doesn’t want them to suffer from the pain they’re carrying and knows how hard it can be to hold onto that.
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
When it comes to his S/O, Sabo tends to be a peacemaker. He doesn’t like fighting with his partner, so anything he can do to help dissolve the situation in a rational way is what he’d prefer to do; especially if he can avoid any hurt for him or his S/O. Sabo will do his best to talk it out, discuss their problem, and find a solution or compromise to it. When his S/O is talking, he’ll listen and think, making sure he doesn’t interrupt them.
When it comes to forgiveness, he actually forgives them very easily. If his partner gives him a simple sorry or comes to him to talk it out properly, he’s more than happy to move on and just get through the situation. He also doesn’t have any qualms apologizing if he’s the one to blame for their problem, and will empathize with their point.
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
Sabo tends to be a very great listener when it comes to his S/O. He loves to listen to them talk about almost anything. How their day went, how their mission was, what they ate that day. It can be incredibly mundane, but he lives for it and loves to learn all he can about his partner.
The next big thing, is like Ace, he’s amazing for cuddling. Sabo gives the softest hugs, and they’re always so warm and tender. Even before he obtained his Devil Fruit, he always had a natural heat about him that made his cuddles all the better. After he got it? It can be unbearable in warm weather, but they’re still just as comforting and sweet.
He’s also really great at remembering important things. He lost his memory once, and he refuses to forget anything since. He remembers every special date that him and his S/O share, every little detail they’ve shared with him about themselves, even passing comments and conversations they have. He never wants to forget anything about them.
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
A lot of Sabo’s life is unpredictable. At any moment, things can really become chaotic or out of his control, so while in his relationship, he thrives having some routine with his S/O. It helps him have some semblance of control and peace, and it brings him comfort knowing he can be with his S/O and not have to be startled by anything other than a spontaneous date, or a surprise gift that his partner has prepared for him. Planning things out together, having a nightly or morning routine, having somewhat of a routine while they’re on missions together? He lives for it. It helps him feel a little normal, and he loves feeling domestic alongside someone he loves so dearly.
Ace
A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
One of Ace’s favorite things to do with his S/O is take them out on fun and adventurous dates. Things like exploring a new island together, dining and dashing a new and interesting restaurant he’s heard about, fighting off marines together, taking a ride in his ship, maybe stumbling across some exciting party? He just wants to have fun and enjoy his time with his partner.
Another of his favorite things is snuggling together. Ace is very clingy and tactile, as well as narcoleptic; so, if he can get some naps in with his S/O? It’s a dream come true. Doing little things like talking as they’re falling asleep, burying his head in their chest or vice versa, gently tracing little patterns on their skin, running his fingers through their hair, holding them close? It’s very soft, and something that warms his heart and makes him feel close to them.
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
First and foremost, Ace would admire how kind and patient his S/O is. He can be a bit hot-headed, so he constantly appreciates when his partner can help balance him out, and not lose their patience with him when he’s at his most stubborn is something he loves a lot and appreciates immensely. He also needs a lot of love; and someone who can shower him in that kindness really can help win his heart over and make him feel loved and cared for.
Another big thing is their smile and laugh. He loves to have fun just like his brothers, and he loves to make people laugh; so, if his S/O can really laugh and have a good time? It makes him so happy. He will completely melt seeing their bright and cheerful smile, and hearing them laugh so genuinely and with their entire body. It’s one of the things that can brighten even his worst moods.
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
The first thing Ace would do is pull them into a tight hug. He doesn’t care how much they cry all over him, or for how long—he just wants to be there for them when they need him most. He’ll stroke their hair or back, whispering some comforting words for them. Even if they don’t hear them, he wants them to constantly know he’s not going anywhere. After some time has passed, he’ll try and see if they want to talk about it; but he would never push them about it. If his S/O just wants to cuddle in silence? He’s all for that too.
Afterwards, he would spoil the hell out of them. Bringing them some food he took (probably stole) from the kitchen if they’re hungry, telling them random funny stories of his escapades, or his childhood. Just anything Ace can do to help distract them, and help them feel a little better.
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
A fight with Ace, even if it’s something small, would be pretty passionate and loud. He’s an extremely stubborn and temperamental guy, so things can easily and quickly escalate and turn into a big mess. He doesn’t listen to reason and makes things difficult, and within minutes, they’ll both be leaving even more frustrated than they were before.
Depending on whose fault it is, making up can be really easy. If it was a mistake on his S/O’s side, if they apologize to him and allow him a brief period of pouting, he’ll easily forgive them. If it was something on his side, he’ll really have to psych himself up into apologizing. He doesn’t want to admit he’s wrong, but he’ll do it because he loves his S/O more than anything. He’ll feel horrible and guilty up until they forgive him though (he just won’t admit to it).
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
Ace makes a relationship lively. He’s reckless, and unpredictable—so any dates with him, or any real time spent can really take a turn in a heartbeat into some chaotic and fun adventure. He really knows how to make anything fun and exciting; so his S/O will never be bored with him.
Another thing is he’s really good at helping his S/O with anything they could need. They have to do some chores around the ship? He’ll (reluctantly) help. Need some help cooking? He’ll do his best (while stealing tastes here and there) to make sure they don’t wear themselves out.
Ace is also probably the best cuddler. He can be a bit hot, so cuddles in the summer would be AWFUL, but he gives some of the best hugs, and he’s like a giant, muscular heating pad; which is so useful for any winter islands the crew may enter.
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
He loves a little bit of both. Ace has never had any REAL structure in his life, so there are some things (like waking up together in the morning, talking at night, spending dinner or lunch together when they can—basically any real domestic stuff) that he craves having a routine for. It brings him loads of comfort, and it really gives him something to look forward to in his days.
On the other hand, Ace also loves to spice things up when he can. He can be really spontaneous and fun—so having surprise dates, surprising his S/O with little gifts, randomly pulling them off the ship so they can explore an island together for a few days? He needs that kind of excitement sometimes, and he really finds it fun to keep his partner on their toes.
How about something sweet and cute for this ask? Hc's for Law, Ace, Sabo falling in love. How they realize it, how they act towards them etc.
Finally some cute NSFW! Yas I’m totally in!Sweet NSFW
Law
I think he won’t even notice himself that he fell in Love. He would spent a lot of time with this person, and he would think it is just because he likes them. But after his crew mates noticed there is more than just “Like”, they will talk with the Captain about it. First of all he will deny it, but later on he will notice it himself.
He will be pretty awkward all the time, He won’t be able to concentrate on his work, he will write the name of his crush into his notes and he will have way more darker rings under his eyes. This man will be a totally mess if he has a crush.
Towards them, he will act like ever. He won’t show it to his crush, so you won’t even notice this man is in love with you. And that is exactly what he wants. Before he is not 100% sure, that you love him too, he will hide it.
Ace
Ace will notice the strange feeling in his stomach every time his crush passes his way, and he will definitely know what it is. And even if he won’t notice it, Thatch would tell him that all the other already know that he has a crush and it is so damn obvious.
He will try to spent more time with his crush, he will act way more friendly, give them his handsome smile and bring them to laugh with his jokes. And yes, he will try to have more physical contact. A little stroke there a arm around their shoulder. Some things like that.
You won’t notice it but he will be a little mess too, because he would want that his crush likes him too, and he would think about what would happen if they won’t like him. He will go to Whitebeard and ask if he can talk with him about it. And I’m sure Pops will arrange, that Ace and his crush can work in the same section so they see each other more often. Whitebeard would try to help his son, for sure.
Sabo
He won’t know the feeling, being in love and would go to Koala to talk about it. After she tells him that he is in love, he would blush and ask himself how that this even happen, because this strange feelings don’t feel pretty good. Koala would teas him a bit, but for sure help him with Ivankov.
He will try to act normal, and yes he would successes with it. Even if he would worry inside, if what he said was okay and not dumb, you won’t notice that he acts differently.But Sabo would try to distract himself with work or training.
Koala and Ivankov would tell him that he should make sure if the feelings come from both side, and they two would help him a bit with that, but all in all he has to do it by himself, by talking more with his crush and spending more time with them, and yes he will totally enjoy it.
Hello! Here is a master-list of the works I have made so far :> Lemme know if any of the links aren’t working! As I keep writing I will do my best to update this! Happy Reading!
Ace
As Simple as That
Cruel Summer
Request! Secretly Dating
The Mark ( FormerSlave!Reader x Ace)
Ace’s s/o and Marco teaming up to get him in a dress and makeup while he’s asleep
Switch ( Ace and Y/N exchange bodies after docking at some island)
Reminiscent
The Aftermath
Mind boggling questions and Puppy in a cup
Donquixote Rosinante (Corazon)
Secrets Unknown
15th of July
Donquixote Doflamingo
Secrets Unknown
Loyalty
To Earn or To Claim (nsfw)
Eustass Kid
Not Friends
Law
Tattoo
Promise
Sunscreen Duty
Smile
Agrravation ( nsfw)
Marco
Sundress
Settle Down
Whistle
Delicate
Baby Pineapple ( Marco got turned into a toddler OH NO )
Mihawk
Reader is Mihawk’s friend and basically they are circling around each other with Mihawk trying to tell her.
The Lady of Kuraigana Castle
Poly! with Reader and Shanks (nsfw)
Flowers
Milestone
Sanji
Let me love only you
Shanks
N O
Consistency is Key
Poly! with Reader and Shanks (nsfw)
Runaway Bride
Shanks and reader are secretly dating but they got caught having fun by reader’s dad ( Ben Beckmann)
Under the Covers (nsfw)
Prompt “Who the hell do you think you are?”“Well-““That was rhetorical.”
Estranged
Zoro
Zoro vs Baby
Cold War
Make Up for Lost Time (slight nsfw)
Already Gone
modern!zoro fake boyfriend au
highschoolAU!Zoro
scratches down his back
training with Zoro (fluff)
Irrational Fears
Confessions
Poly! with Marco and Ace
Glasses
Poly!MarcoxReaderxAce ( nsfw)
Three Days Gone (nsfw)
Reader Insert w/ no particular pairing
FormerSlave!Reader being a part of the Strawhat crew
- Part 1 Part 2
Family First// Reader is ASL’s older sister who’s a marine and saves Ace in Marineford
Hi! Can you make some SFW and NSFW hcs for Katakuri and Law please?? (I loved your hcs for Sabo and Ace)
Coming right up~! Hope you enjoy 🍀 and thank you so much ^.^
Askbox : Currently open
(Gender Neutral)
Warning: NSFW
Katakuri and Law - SFW and NSFW Headcanons
Charlotte Katakuri
SFW
🍩Reminders are incredibly important, always. Katakuri never fails to remind his partner how much he loves them.
🍩In some regards Katakuri can be seen as possessive, he loves making sure everyone knows that {Name} is with him and often times will be right besides you. (Considering how wonderful {Name} is, it’s no wonder why he is worried about other people catching onto {Name’s} wonderfulness)
🍩His whole family knows about you, in great detail and with great reputation. Katakuri always speaks about you and fondly expresses it to his family.
🍩Absolutely loves making his partner sit in his lap, and cuddling/ holding them.
🍩Sometimes there is no reason needed, Katakuri just feels an overwhelming urge to spend time with {Name} and be around them.
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NSFW
🍩Considering how big he is (Stature wise, but your mind went somewhere else right ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) it’s no wonder how he developed a size kink, he loves towering over his partner and engulfing them.
🍩However, due to his size and strength he tends to worry a lot about accidently hurting his partner, due to this he is incredibly gentle (but will be rough if his partner asks him to be)
🍩Lowkey likes food play, mostly sweet sauces and syrups drizzled all over his partner while he licks it off of them, between various kisses and soft bites.
🍩Katakuri loves when his partner goes down on him, however is too shy to ask his partner to do it.
🍩On the other hand, he is extremely good at giving his partner oral however doesn’t do it often as he is hesitant due to his insecurity about his mouth.
Trafalgar Law
SFW
🍄Law loves kissing his partner, whether it’s a quick peck or passionate kisses; especially when they are just random and catch his partner off guard.
🍄He enjoys long, drawn out hugs and holding his partner
🍄Law is a complete worrywart about his partner and will constantly check up on them and make sure they are eating, if they’re sleeping enough or even if they are wearing a coat when it’s cold out. He is incredibly vigilant to these sorts of things and especially their health.
🍄Loves playing the role of the mysterious person, only to secretly plan out spontaneous surprises for them.
🍄Law tends to be a bit of an insomniac sometimes, even if he is not sleeping, he will stay with them until they fall asleep.
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NSFW
🍄 Medical play…. (Need I say more?) – Law loves having his partner to get ‘dressed’ for the occasion and gets particularly into it when his partner addresses him as ‘Doctor’ or ‘Sir’
🍄Loves using his hands, especially during foreplay and driving his partner crazy.
🍄Law is an extremely passionate and ‘slow’ lover, he enjoys taking his time to truly appreciate his partners’ body.
🍄Knows all of their sensitive spots and weak points and often uses it against them. Casually having a conversation? Trust his sneaky hands will ‘innocently’ rest on their waist; maybe move his fingers a bit suggestively in a way only known to Law and his partner.
🍄Law loves aftercare almost as much as he loves the sex itself, always dotes on his partner and makes sure they are well taken care of. (Especially loves the cuddles afterwards)
Aww, getting some twitter love from @chopperisagoat for screen / shiki-e. Thank you so much! Her being me in this case
Godly art is right. The story would not exist without @a-tsute ‘s beautiful commission, nor the little comic doodle she drew, connected to it, nor without our two tired and eternally sexy doctors. Check out all of her art and commission info.
Here’s a link to the original art. Now there are too many links on this…so we’ll see if it sees light of day.
