warnings: smut, softdom!beomgyu x sub!reader, virgin reader, experienced gyu, reader and beomgyu are at senior year of high school (both are 18), the reader is afab, mention of knife kink and choking kink, oral (f receiving), fingering (f receiving), p in v, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex y’all), dumbification, mentions of blood, mentions of fighting, mentions of bruises, smoking, hair pulling, mention of face sitting, and manhandling (please lmk if i missed anything).
“You’re staring at him again.”
You snap out of your train of thought, turning to look at your best friend, “Hm?”
She sighs, “You’re staring at Beomgyu again. I’ve already told you, y/n, he’s a bad influence.”
“I'm not staring at him.”
“Yeah right.” She closes her books and stands up from her chair, starting to pack up her things inside her backpack, “Y/n, you have to understand.. just look at him! he urgently needs a haircut, his shoes are always dirty, he gets into fights, he’s tattooed, he’s got piercings... he’s rumored to carry a knife around with him. He's literally emo.”
You start to stand up as well, detaching your eyes from the boy and picking up your stuff, “I said I don’t like him.”
Your friend just rolled her eyes and swung her backpack onto one shoulder, “I just don’t think you should be wasting time on a guy like him. Besides, he probably doesn’t even know you exist. I have chem. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
She walked out of the classroom, and you walked to your next class, history. You took your usual spot at the back of the classroom and sat down, taking out your notebook and history book. Although you can barely hear the teacher if you don’t sit at the back you feel like everyone is watching your every move and that makes you very anxious.
“Everyone please take your seats,” the teacher spoke, “we’ll be starting a new project about the Russian Revolution. In this project, I’ve paired you guys up into pairs and you’ll be choosing an important character to make a presentation on. This is due next week, so please don’t waste any time. The pairs are listed up here,” she pointed to a sheet of paper pasted on the board.
Everyone started to stand up and walk towards the board, so you decided to stay back for a while until everyone had left. Beomgyu shared history class with you and stayed back as well, however, you are a thousand percent sure that he didn’t even know what was going on and was watching an anime (or even porn) in the other back corner of the classroom.
After everyone started to sit down, you finally decided to get up and go check the list. No one had approached you yet to tell you that they were your partner, so you just assumed that your partner was absent.
it didn't take long for you to find your name, however, your partner…
This wasn't going to be a partner project, you’re 99% sure you’re going to have to make and present the whole presentation by yourself, which makes you cringe at the thought. You can’t explain a whole presentation by yourself!
You hesitantly make your way to Beomgyu’s desk, still trying to form any phrase inside your head. You reached his desk… nothing.
He looked up at you and raised an eyebrow. His bangs were covering most of his eyes but you were still able to notice the gesture.
“Um... Beomgyu? My name’s-”
“I know who you are,” he said taking you by surprise. He paused on the anime he was watching and closed his computer to give you his full attention, “You’re y/n. Can I help you with something? or…?”
“Oh… um, yes.. actually... y’know, t-the teacher paired both us up to make a presentation.. about an important character from t-the Russian Revolution-n.”
Beomgyu lets out an amused smile, “I don’t bite y’know. relax.”
Your cheeks go flushed red, “I-i..”
He checks his watch, stands up from his chair, and starts packing his laptop inside his bag, “Come over to my house today to work on the project. six works for me. I have something to attend to right now so I have to go, but I’ll text you my location.”
He grabs his backpack and sends you a wink, heading out of the classroom.
You ring on his apartment door, waiting around 5 minutes until you hear shuffling from the other side and you’re greeted by Beomgyu.
“Well, you’re early..” Beomgyu starts, letting you in. You walk inside, expecting the whole place to be in ruins, But it's not that bad. Some 'My Chemical Romance' and 'Green Day' posters here and there, many guitars aligned against the wall, and some clothes scattered around, but overall pretty well maintained.
“Oh, um... I thought you told me to get here at six..? I’m around 15 minutes late, even.” You tell him as you followed him down towards the sofa in the living room and sit down, dropping your backpack beside you.
Beomgyu just ignores your comment and says, “Let me just get my stuff from my room and I’ll be right back at you.” He walks down the hallway and disappears, however reappearing after a couple of minutes with his backpack.
He sits down beside you and leans down to take out his laptop and history book. He brushes away his bangs from his eyes, “Okay, so I don’t-“
“Oh my god what happened to you?!” you shriek, what Beomgyu didn’t notice was that when he brushed his bangs away he revealed his prominent black eye. it was incredibly swollen and purple. you unconsciously get closer to touch around the area, “did you already apply ice?!”
“Um... no.” He smiles sheepishly.
“Where is your first aid kit?” you ask him, starting to stand up.
Beomgyu stands up with you, “I can deal with it by myself-”
“That wasn’t my question,” you reply boldly.
His eyes go wide, however, he simply says, “The cupboard on top of the toilet inside the guest's bathroom. The bathroom is down the hallway, second door to your left.”
You start making your way to the hallway but turn back at him, “You go to the kitchen and get ice inside a bag and a glass of water, I’ll go for the kit,” you don’t even let him respond and go find the bathroom.
You come back to the living room with the first aid kit to find Beomgyu already applying the ice bag to his eye.
“Wait! You’re supposed to put the cream first, then the ice pack.” You sit down beside him and open the first aid kit, pulling out some painkillers and arnica, “here, take a painkiller and put on the arnica after.”
He pops down the painkiller with the glass of water, grabs a ton of arnica, and starts to harshly rub his eye which would probably make his eye worse.
“You’re not applying it correctly,” you state.
He lets out a sigh, bunches up the end of his shirt, and uses it to take off the cream from his eye, accidentally exposing a part of his bare stomach. He tosses the cream to your hands, “Fine then. you apply it.”
You hesitate a little and try to position your arm to be able to apply it.
Unexpectedly, Beomgyu takes hold of your hips and lifts you to sit on his lap, straddling him. This takes you aback causing you to let out a shriek and making your face completely warm up.
“Better?” Beomgyu asks, his hands not leaving your waist.
You just nod and try to focus on anything but him, which is complicated when you’re on top of him and trying to heal the wound on his face.
You take a small amount of the cream and start to gently tap and massage the swollen area, losing your train of thought. You admire his facial features; his smooth and pale skin, the mole beside his lips, his lips…
“You’re staring at me,” he says with an amused smile, making you snap out of it.
“N-no I’m not,” you mutter under your breath, just now noticing you started to apply the cream besides where you were supposed to be applying it.
“Yes you are, you were looking at me the way you do in class just now..” Your eyes widen and he just smirks. You look down to avoid his gaze and pick up the first aid kit again.
“What happened to you?” you ask, trying to change the conversation, which he falls for.
“Oh! I got into a fight,” he states as if nothing.
You widen your eyes, “d-did you get hurt anywhere else?!”
“Um..” he slowly starts nodding, “Yeah, I got slashed on my left arm.”
He was wearing a long-sleeved ‘Guns n’ Roses’ shirt, so you couldn’t see anything.
“Oh, um.. do you mind..? Y’know, rolling up your sleeve?” you ask. He rolls it up but you can’t see anything, “There’s no wound.”
“Yeah there is, though you can't see it 'cause it’s up here,” he points to where his biceps are.
“Well, do you mind rolling it up a little higher… please?”
“Can’t. It’s rolled up at its highest.”
“Okay, then… do you mind changing to a tank top or something?”
“Don’t own any.” he shrugs.
“What do you mean you don’t have any? Wha-what about a short-sleeved shirt?”
“I don't use any,” he replies, “the only thing I could do would be take my shirt off.”
Your eyes enlarge and your neck is completely red.
His hands start tugging on the hem of his shirt and start taking it off. You cover your eyes from the sight.
“You need to look if you’re going to heal it, y’know,” he replied.
You slowly peel your hands off your eyes and try not to focus on anything but his arm, however, you can’t help admiring his lanky and skinny figure in the corner of your eye.
You examined the wound, “So, with the looks of it, i-it’s not that deep to require stitches, h-however I will need to put on a gauze and disinfect it.”
Meanwhile, his left arm was being examined by you, his right hand started to wander off to your thigh, which immediately made you sit up straight; his hand going higher and higher, up your skirt.
You try to ignore him as you clean the dried blood that surrounded the cut, but you can't help feeling yourself getting wet.
“Was the o-other guy j-just as wounded as you?” you ask trying to ignore his hand.
“Oh, the man compared to me is like, 17 times worse,” he stated as if it were the most common thing in the world.
“W-what did you use… on him..?” you ask out of curiosity.
You stop in your tracks, wide-eyed.
He didn’t even let you respond when he removed his hand from your thigh to dig inside his front pocket and take out a folded red pocket knife and unfolded it out to show it to you. You guess he had already cleaned it since there was no blood left on the blade.
“O-oh,” you stutter out, and he merely smirks.
With the same hand he’s holding the knife, he takes hold of your jaw with the blade slightly pressed against your skin and pulled you in to whisper in your ear, “I know your dirty little secret.”
You were barely able to keep your moan back down, “I-i don’t k-know what you’re- talking about.”
He lets out a laugh, “Oh sweetheart, of course you know what I’m talking about.” he lets go of your jaw, reaching down to his backpack and taking out one of your notebooks that had been missing for over a month.
Your pupils dilate and try snatching the notebook from Beomgyu.
“Oh no honey, that’s not happening,” with one hand he grabs both of yours and with the other one he’s grabbing the notebook.
He lays it beside both of you and opens it with one hand, flipping through the filthiest drawings filling every inch of the notebook’s pages.
“I found this notebook lying on the floor, just right in front of your locker,” he starts speaking, his eyes not leaving the book and his hand still flipping through the pages, “the moment I opened it, the thought of you drawing all of this left my mind.. because how could such a shy and innocent girl draw, or even think, about all of these filthy drawings? I saw choking, reverse cowgirl in front of a mirror… but what caught my eye was that this man that is doing all of these things to you has my physical traits.”
He stops flipping the pages to the reverse cowgirl drawing, “See that shag of hair leaning on your shoulder? That looks a lot like my hair. It's got the wolf cut and everything.”
He flips three more pages to the girl being choked by a man, “Here? This girl is obviously you; although the face is being cut out, she’s got the same hair length, same necklace… then the hand wrapped around her neck has the same safety pin tattoo I have on my middle finger.. see?” he said pointing to all of these characteristics.
You were in utter shock. You didn’t know what to say or what to do. Your face was completely red and your heart beating incredibly fast… somehow what was happening right now is making you wetter and wetter with every passing second.
“Here I’ve also noticed you’ve got a thing for knives,” he continues talking, “I saw one that would be pointed against your chin, or angled sideways on your throat, I even saw one where the handle was being fucked into you… but the one that caught my attention the most..”
He remained quiet for a short period, flipping and examining pages, trying to find that one drawing.
He finally stopped to a drawing of a pair of thighs pressed together, with one of them having written three different letters with little blotches of blood, “Those are my initials. And right below the drawing says ‘fuck me’.”
“And now, you may be wondering, how do I know for certain that it’s yours?” by now he’s grinning like a maniac and let go of your hands, only to grip your neck to bring you closer, “you signed all these drawings with the same signature that you used to sign the yearbook.”
He closes the notebook and lifts you off of his lap to sit beside him. He stood up and got on his knees in front of you to be on the same level, “Say the word baby, and I’ll make those two words come true… fuck you so well you’ll only remember my name.”
Your thoughts were all over the place, so drunk by his words that you were only able to nod.
He wasn’t satisfied with your answer, so he took hold of your thigh and chin, making you look at him, “I need you to say it, y/n. You need to vocalize it... please.”
“Y-yes..” you were able to stutter out, which seemed enough to Beomgyu. He pulled you by your legs to the edge of the couch and pulled your face down to smash your lips together.
Beomgyu massaged your bottom lip with his own, his tongue entering your mouth soon after. Your hands found his shoulder blades and went to the back of his neck, gently tugging on the ends of his hair. His lips started traveling down your chin to your jaw and around your neck, sucking on your skin, and leaving red blotches and bruises behind.
His hands started traveling up to your thighs and wrapped your legs around his torso, standing up and carrying you around the couch and to the hallway. You couldn't see much of what was happening, since you were distracted kissing and sucking around his neck until you heard a door opening and closing. A few steps later you were being laid down on top of a mattress with Beomgyu's body between your legs, connecting his lips with yours.
This kiss was softer, not as passionate and harsh as the ones before. he started kissing down again, now tugging down on your shirt so he can kiss your collarbones.
He looked up at you with siren eyes, not letting go of your shirt, "is it okay if I take this off?"
You nodded shyly and looked away, but Beomgyu wasn't having it and took hold of your jaw to make you look at him, "whenever I ask you something, I expect a verbal answer."
"Yes," you muttered shyly, guiding Beomgyu's hands up along with your shirt still being gripped by him. You let go of his hands right before uncovering your chest, so he ends up doing it himself, leaving you in your white bra.
He tossed your shirt to the side and his hand immediately attached to your waist while the other fondled one of your breasts.
"Are you a virgin?" he asks in all seriousness. He slowed his hand movements while waiting for your answer.
You avoided his gaze by looking to the side. You felt his hand leave your breast, only feeling it caressing your cheek softly. You turned to look at him and he gave you a soft smile.
"I'm okay whether you're a virgin or not. I just need to know so I don't go too far with you if it's your first time," he explained, brushing the strands of hair away from your face.
You tightened your lips and nodded, but you remembered what Beomgyu had said to you before, "I-i am."
"And are you sure you want me to be the one that takes it away?"
"I'm sure," you mutter, barely even audible, but Beomgyu caught the memo.
He planted a kiss on your cheek and slightly lifted himself up, "would you rather keep this on?" he asked while pulling and letting the straps of your bra go, causing a small slap sound that emitted from the contact and making you slightly wince.
"yes please.." you responded airily. Beomgyu just gave a small nod and started crawling down until he was face to face with your clothed core.
"Is it okay if I take off your skirt and underwear sweetheart?" he asked while looking up at you. You nodded, biting your lip lightly.
After leaving you completely naked and sprawled on the bed, he wrapped his arms around your thighs while giving them butterfly kisses, down until he reached your core. He started to circle around your hole with his tongue, making you leave out a sigh. His tongue came up to lick around your clit until finally attaching his lips to the bud and gently sucking on it.
"oh..." you whined lowly, your hands making their way to Beomgyu's hair and gently tugging on it. You could feel the smirk on his lips while he continued massaging the little bundle of nerves.
You'd let out some breathy moans here and there, only feeding Beomgyu's ego.
"Fuck Gyu..." you moaned out when you felt one of his fingers rubbing your slit, finally plunging it in with slow in-and-out movements.
"Fuck!" your grip on his hair tighter, your toes curling a little. Your moans started getting louder and louder. Beomgyu felt your orgasm getting close, so he added another finger to prep you better for his dick.
"Beomgyu- ngh..." At this point you were already grinding your hips on his face, feeling the knot on your stomach getting tighter.
"Shit Gyu I-i think-k-" You weren't even able to finish your sentence when your first orgasm of the night washes over you hard.
He helped you ride out your high and detached his mouth and fingers from your core, both lips and chin glistening with your cum. He brings his two digits over to his lips and sucked them clean.
Beomgyu stood up from the bed, getting rid of both his belt and jeans, and when he finally got rid of his boxers, his dick sprang out and slapped against his stomach to which he let out a low groan.
He climbed onto the bed again and took his place between your legs. One of his hands was holding him up with his hand beside your head while the other one lined up his cock against your entrance, teasing your folds.
"Are you sure you want me to-"
"F-fuck! Beomgyu, please put it in already.." you moaned out, grabbing his face and bringing it down to kiss his plush lips. When he pulled away from you he said, "It's gonna hurt at first, okay? We can stop whenever you need me to, just let me know."
You nodded, feeling how the tip started entering your pussy, little by little until he bottomed out.
You weren't going to lie at this point. It hurt badly. Beomgyu stayed still while kissing your neck, letting you get used to his side.
"Y-you may move now. B-but can you p-please go slowly first?" you mumbled. Beomgyu peeled his head from your neck and planted a soft kiss on your forehead, then on your nose, and finally on your lips.
He started thrusting in and out slowly, at the perfect rhythm for you to get used to him.
"Shit y/n, you're so tight..." he gritted out from clenched teeth, making the biggest effort to not lose control by not even letting you adjust to his length.
"C-could you please go faster?" you asked softly.
He didn't even have to be told twice, he started speeding up his pace, increasing it by every ten seconds that passed by. The pain started to subside and be overpowered by the immense pleasure you were feeling.
Your moans started getting louder and louder and Beomgyu let out pretty groans and leave gentle kisses on your jawline while you hugged him close.
Beomgyu sat up straight on his knees, grabbing a hold of your legs and folding them over your chest, hitting deeper down your cunt.
"Fuck- y/n, you're doing so good f'me. My pretty girl taking my dick so well," Beomgyu kept on rambling pure dirty talk trying to get you closer to your high.
His left hand came down to start rubbing circles on your clit, making you arch your back and press your chest against him, "O-oh fuck Beom... Beomgyu-"
Your orgasm hit you hard, unconsciously making you clench around Beomgyu and getting him into a chokehold, "Shit princess- where do you want it?"
He pulled out of your weeping hole and finished off on your stomach, painting it and your thighs with his pretty cum. He collapsed beside you and hugged you close.
You woke up startled, not knowing where you are. You had nothing but an old 'Rolling Stone' t-shirt. It took a few seconds for your memory to come back, which slightly calmed you down.
It was only you on the bed, so you assumed that Beomgyu had left to take a shower, but you quickly realized you were wrong when you spotted him shirtless beside the open window with a cigarette between his fingers, puffing smoke out from his lips.
You got up from the bed and made your way to Beomgyu and sat down beside him, "didn't you say you didn't have any t-shirts and long-sleeved shirts only?"
He turned to look at you with a smile and burst out laughing, "You actually believed it?!"
He kept on laughing, making you shake your head at him with an amused smile, lightly whipping his shoulder, "Then why did you say you didn't have any?!"
After he calmed down he said, "I dunno, I just wanted to see what you'd say, or how you'd react."
You both sat in comfortable silence, admiring the view from his window. He finished his cigarette and put it out on the ashtray, opening the cigarette box and grabbing a new one. He left the box by his side to grab his lighter, so you grabbed the box and examined it.
"Smoking is gonna kill you one day, y'know," you said, leaving the box down where it was.
He just shrugged his shoulders and let out another puff of smoke, however, ended up putting out his halfway-smoked cigarette, standing up, and offering his hand to you, "C'mon, let's go back to bed."
You took his hand, allowing him to drag you and lie you down on his bed and lie on top of you. His hands snaked around your waist and he rested his chin on your chest to look up at you.
"Can I tell you something?" you mumbled under your breath, barely comprehensible.
Beomgyu seemed to understand what you said and responded with, "Anything."
You looked away to the side out of embarrassment, yet you felt his hand caressing your cheek in a comforting manner.
You turned to look at him, "I-i thought it was going to hurt more, y'know, doing it... and I was also kind of scared t-that you'd recreate those drawings today."
He closed his eyes a little, "that's why I asked if you were a virgin or not. We don't have to make anything serious out of this if you don't want to. I could even ask the teacher to assign us different partners and never talk to you again if you'd like although I'd really hate-"
You pressed a finger against his lips, shushing them, "I'd love for there to be a next time... if it's with you."
He smirked and slightly raised himself from where he was laying on top of you and reached his arm to his bedside table, grabbing the notebook and opening it, flipping the pages.
"What if we recreate these little drawings of you and start with this one next time?"
You turned to look at the notebook, your eyes going wide as you process the drawing of a naked girl sitting on a guy's face.
A/N: hiii! so, this isn't the first post from this account, however, it is the first time i post! if you notice any spelling mistakes or anything please lmk! requests are open if y'all have any!! if you liked this post please reblog and like <3