a/n: i’m sad like eternally i want a break (word daddy used twice)
katsuki knows you’ve had a long week from the way you cling onto him, curling into his side while trying to roll him over on top of you. “quit it.” he grumbles. “i’m gonna crush you.”
“can you just..” you yank him. “please kats need to feel you on top of me.” a whine slips free.
“alright alright.” he pulls back and lifts up. “open these.” a light pat to the side of your thigh.
you part your legs and he settles between them, slowly lowering himself down until his arms are pressed into the mattress beside your head. you wrap your legs around his waist, arms going behind his neck and tugging him even closer. you bury yourself in his neck, inhaling deeply at his comforting scent and letting your fingers trail up into his hair at the nape of his neck.
“better?” you feel him start to settle on top of you.
“do you think you could just..” you wiggle your hips.
he sighs, breath fanning against your hair. “use your words.” his voice barely above a whisper.
“go inside.” you press a small kiss to his warm skin. “please.”
“you even wet?” he pulls back and looks down at you.
you blink up at him and nod, lip trembling as he starts to lower his sweats. “i want it all off.” your hands go to the bottom of his shirt. “wanna feel you.”
“okay.” his voice softens. “don’t go crying.” he cups your cheek, thumb brushing against the warm skin.
he tugs off his shirt, throwing it on the floor before he does the same with his sweats. he slowly peels your top off, eyes catching on the way your nipples pebble in the cool air. his hand slides down between your breasts, fingers curling around your sleep shorts before he pulls them off.
you part your thighs for him, grabbing onto his hand impatiently. he smiles down at you, wrapping his fingers around his half hard cock, stroking himself as he watches you squirm. he leans forward, tracing his tip through your folds, jaw clenching at how wet you already are. he brings his other hand down, thumb rubbing circles on your clit as he starts to push at your entrance.
“i’m here, just breath for me baby.” he slides in, watching the way your eyes glaze over and your lashes flutter. “there you go.” he bottoms out and leans back down over you, slowly pressing his weight down.
“katsuki.” you breathe out.
“look at me.” he murmurs, face hovering above yours. “i’m here.” he nods, dipping down to rub his nose against yours. he leans back and watches your lip tremble, the little scrunch in your nose as tears build on your water line. “you’re okay.” he shifts so he can hold your cheeks.
“i..” you hiccup and a soft sob escapes.
katsuki knew it was coming, only a matter of time and he’s waiting for that one word to escape your lips with a trembling voice. he never faulted you for it, knows it rarely comes out but some nights everything just becomes too much.
“daddy.” your chest tightens as you blink up at him, tears streaming down the sides of your face.
“daddy’s here.” he presses closer to you. “let it out baby.” his hips slowly start to rock.
he leans down and presses his lips to yours, thumbs brushing away the tears on your warm skin. he’s not even moving his hips for himself but to give you a sensation to help ground you, to help you feel full, feel loved. he kisses the corner of your mouth, up your cheeks, kisses away some of you still flowing tears before he kisses across the crown of your head.
you hold onto his shoulders, nails digging in and leaving little crescents in his skin as he floods you with love. you don’t even notice the knot in your tummy but you feel when it comes undone, clinging to him and gasping his name, pulling him closer and thanking him over and over as he starts to fill you.
“just.. just stay inside.” your voice cracks.
“wasn’t planning on going anywhere.” he shakes his head, dipping down and pressing his lips to yours again. “though i’d prefer it if we flipped and you laid on my chest.” he whispers against your mouth.
“okay.” you crack your eyes open.
he gently rolls the both of you, nestling you onto his chest and pulling the blanket over you. you press a hand to the center of his chest, feeling the steady heartbeat beneath you as you hide in his neck. he wraps his arms around you, slowly running his fingertips up and down your spine as you settle.
“i love you.” he whispers.
“i love you.” you press a small kiss to his neck.
