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2018. sophia yuet see

#35mm #film photography

on the plane 2

2018

on the plane 1

2018

2017. sophia yuet see

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self portraits from the summer. 2015

#found this deeeeep in my drafts #hi #35mm #photography

ali & sophie that weekend in june. 2017

#35mm #film #film photography #photography #girls on film

R. 2017

#35mm #photography #film photography

in the garden. 2014

#35mm film #garden #film photography #my photography #film #girls #2014 #35mm #35mm film photography #secret #shanghai

tables, aug 2016

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#hong kong #35mm #film photography #tables #sophia yuet see #shadows #light #temple

My body is a site of knowledge It knows more about me than my mind does It is a site of knowledge which feels synonymous with being a site of trauma Trauma I still don’t know how to claim as mine Trauma that sits in the bottom of my stomach Trauma that I carry everywhere, under lining all my sentences with a red zig zag Trauma that I think doesn’t affect me but shapes every second of how I continue to experience the world It’s lost on me It’s everywhere It’s trapped and trying to escape My body is trying to soothe me My body is so terrified because I am terrified still Trauma tricks my body, loves my body, protects my body too much my mind just wants to live my body cannot relax There is a Disconnect a dissonance an imbalance I am trying to get back to my future I am trying to reconnect, find the balance, soften the harshness, be less afraid of the fears The fears will remain for a while or it might not too, either way I have to figure out how to release any power I have given them they can exist and not hurt me they can exist and not control me they can exist and confuse me less A few months ago I was in tears because I needed Clarity and i am still looking for it and that’s okay

My body is a site of knowledge, Sophia Yuet See