Sophie Abrams

For beautiful eyes, look for good in others. For beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness. And for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.

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Why am I always having to deal with such assholes?! So the other day I woke up late for work so I grabbed a sweater and these Star Wars leggings from target my boyfriend banned me from wearing because they showcase everything. I wasn't even thinking about I was just rushing. So finally I get to work and my guy friends start freaking out. One of them tells me he can't control himself with me walking around in those pants. The other gives me a two thumbs up. We're all laughing about my pants all day and how it changed some of their views on my body. I was fine with that as long as they agreed to not take it too take and do anything. But this ASSHOLE comes over and asks me to stand up for something. I stand up thinking he's going to pass me something. Instead he goes "man you guys need to chill. This is Atlanta and although baby girl has some bass back there lets be real -- she is a speed bump compared to the obstacles running around the city." My jaw drops. I don't care what he thinks about me but that was very rude. I had to remind myself that he is the type of asshole to always do that to women but the only women he can get need a paper bag put over their heads and have no shape whatsoever. Ugly ass.

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I've been in a lot of pain these last two months on and off due to ovarian cysts. They run in my family and my mother had to have her uterus removed at the age of 30 because of them. Same with her mom. Her mom was only able to have one child. None of my sisters have had to deal with them but I get them pretty often. At this point my doctor is saying it will more than likely affect my fertility. Like I won't be fertile like a normal young woman would be. Just like my mom and grandmother I might be limited to my time to have children if I can have them at all. So my cute little boyfriend decided to go online and look for ways to help make them go away faster. He came and showed me his research. I couldn't help but smile. Even his mother is pushing me to trying all types of stuff to better my chances of having a baby in the future. It's weird but it's funny at the same time and cute. I appreciate them caring and being so invested in my future.

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If I am ever in my thirties and I'm acting childish someone better say something. Working at a call center means working with all different ages. But the thirty somethings are the most childish. One started a rumor about my sister and another supervisor. Naturally I stick up for my sister. The rumor started by the girl pissed off a group of people because the girl blamed it on other people. Now there's a rumor going around saying she slept with multiple men in the company. She assumes I had something to do with it so now I'm met with rolling eyes and attitude. I'm the queen of petty. She must not know but she will learn today. I know smiling in your face is going to piss you off so honey I'm going to do just that and just drive you insane. No one has time to deal with messy old women. I'm going through too much and I don't have THE TIME.

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Every time that you’re not with me I miss you.

[kyleok]

Do you really or are you just saying that?

[sophieabrams-blog]

I honestly really mean it!

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She makes a huge amount of money on her own but she feels like her children owe her for her raising us for so many years. She spends her money on luxury items and she spends our money on bills. Like clockwork every two weeks she sends a text to my phone and my sister’s phone asking for money for grocery and bills. They rarely grocery anymore so I know that part is always a lie. It’s frustrating because she’s constantly shopping. There are always boxes arriving from UPS and FedEx from her shopping. My father has learned to not bother with trying to stop her because she has thrown major temper tantrums. Major! Cops had to be involved in a few of them. My older sister doesn't even talk to her anymore nor does she claim her as her mother.

[sophieabrams-blog]

Awe honey! I miss you too.

[kyleok]

I was hoping you did.

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Every time that you're not with me I miss you.

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I’m not sure – but I miss you, so..

Awe honey! I miss you too.

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Ah — just in time for the holidays.

I hate Thanksgiving though.

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My mother is one of the most selfish people that I can imagine. Everything she does has to benefit her in some type of way. My little sister has a brand new car and I don't. Every time I try to justify me not giving the woman my entire paycheck by saying I'm saving up for a car she laughs and tells me I don't need a car I have my sister to take me wherever I go for at least two more years. My sister is three months pregnant and she has a life of her own. It's not fair to her that she has to take me places all of the time. Plus once she gives birth I'm on my own. No one wants to uber everywhere. I'm trying to save for a car. But my mom just wants my money and doesn't understand me saving. She says it's not realistic to think I'm gonna have a car by May of next year so she thinks I shouldn't bother saving at all. She thinks my money should go to her and everything else. Like she's mad at me because right now I won't spend my money to order myself a pizza because getting a pizza delivered cost over $25 because there is a minimum charge and a delivery fee. Plus pizza is the only thing out here besides sushi that delivers and I'm not waiting two hours for sushi. The estimated delivery time is literally 9:30. So she's literally so angry that I'm choosing to eat nothing for dinner but snacks because I'm not wasting my money and I refuse to eat the crappy. Chinese food she ordered. Even my brothers are eating sandwiches over that crap. Why is my mother so childish!