so sad a man died this way, and yet, so amazing

tiny sneaky semi-promo to say I’m moving Emma and many other muses to elesmuseshub (still only desktop friendly), so in the next days I’ll try to find out if I can… roleplay part-time? May be more selective (or not??) when following back and still figuring out what it will be and what’s needed because I will not rp 13 hours a day anymore, but still!

I’m not expecting people to re-follow me but I think it’s nice to let people know they’d be welcomed and I’m not like… ditching and changing identity lol also if you do re-follow and I follow back and we had verses, they still exist if you want them to continue.

Thank you!

WHERE CAN YOU FIND ME - or blogs not on hiatus:

@thecharmingknightemma: main blog. OC/AU Emma Nolan-Blanchard, not Swan, no canon knowledge required since everything changes BEFORE she’s born and everything that comes back to haunt her is thoroughly explained. Basically the canon curse doesn’t hit and Emma grows up raised by her parents, super happy, healthy, adventurous, whether it’s in the Enchanted Forest or in our world (with no magic or adapted to marvel and dc). A thousand verses and adaptations, in the Enchanted Forest verse she was meant to break the canon curse and to have a son named Henry, and the fact that she didn’t comes back to her when she’s 28, giving her a push towards darkness. Super friendly, fluff and angst ensured.

I’d suggest following even just because it’s the main one and I can only comment posts and send asks from there, as well as giving people updates on what I’m doing and/or post memes that I don’t want to post four times in a row.

@lurkingxmurmur, follows back from @mainforlurkingxmurmur: sideblog, historical OC Lorelei Baltz, slandered and seen as a ‘ruined’ woman when she’s very much not, vaguely inspired by the legends of Lorelei the siren and the greatest showman with the singer Jenny Lind. Also inspired by potc seeing as in her main verse, the fantasy version, her life is rescued after she’s pushed off a cliff by Calypso, and is cursed to be a siren - the historical version has her saved by doctors and stay human (a disable human). Also lots of verses and me ready to plot so she can interact with anyone as long as it’s in the past because there can’t be a present-time version of it, since her problems come from her ‘bad reputation’ and her need to marry despite that.

@imnxtsorry follows back from @mainforimnxtsorry : sideblog for canon divergent Elizabeth Swann who breaks up with Will Turner before the second movie, and has no idea of who she is after that and the consequences of it and of the next movies. She can’t be a proper lady, trapped in that limited life, she can’t be a pirate, trapped into dishonorable acts she doesn’t want to commit. She wants to be more than that, she wants to have more than that. (to be honest it’s less easy for me to have her interact with others who aren’t in her movies than it is with my other muses, seeing as her personality makes me think she’d have no real interest in making new friends)

@namedafterhim: alex from chuck, tiny sideblog, no pages yet, no nothing but threads, done mostly to write with shotxchaser but may be opened to other characters if I find my footing there. Still worth naming since it exists and isn’t on hiatus.

@imagesbyele: sideblog, my commissions blog and also my 'making things for free’ blog, which you should all totally follow.

all my other blogs are on hiatus now ( @musesonawhim , @sosadandyetsoamazing, @stilltryingallthetime , @monsterinamusicbox - sadly I’m the type of person who can either hyperfocus or not write at all, and not having constant replies to do and me investing lots of energies in them means I stop being able to do replies at all. But I’m hoping to bring them back eventually.

#my blogs #queue

Ele #theme01 or ‘Jemma loves the stars’ - super customizable theme

preview - code (download from onedrive because pastebin filter doesn’t like it)

This is my very first theme from scratch (or second if we count a way more basic container blog) and it took me one entire week to do it, because I decided to learn how to make/use the if-switches, the calc function, the linear gradients, and the container themes with sidebar in it all of the same time (which was slightly stressful).

I also wanted to be part of the New Year, New Theme color challenge so the colors I decided to use (which were picked not only because I liked them but because I associate most of them and/or the words with Jemma Simmons) are dabbed, #b055ed/bossed, #7007ed/tooted, #1c1e57/iciest, #def1e5/defied, #dec1de/decide, #b0bca7/bobcat, 0b0157/oboist, #ceA5e5/ceases, #5C0075/scoots, #bab1e5/babies.

I couldn’t have done it without the tutorials/coding posts of @octomoosey, @agirlingrey and @evansyhelp (plus, of course, w3schools, dash and codepen). Icons from linearicons, fonts from googlefonts.

so, you get:

a theme that is always centered no matter how big your screen is

the ability to pick nearly every possible color, including the background of a customized pop-up askbox, and even the type of blockquotes (and of course font-size) right in your theme options. If you remove the container’s background image you get to pick a gradient to fill it (or make it one color by putting the same one in both)

the options that will give your container and your description a glow or not, colors or colors only if you hover, and the option whether to have a subtitle and the updates tab (a dropdown menu) visible on the sidebar

post sizes: 400px, 500px, 540px, and you can easily get into the editor and add your own preferred size, the rest of blog will adapt to it. There are instructions on how to do it in the editor itself, after the metanames area

speaking of which, you also get all my notes in the editor page, which may be needed if you are new to html but want to customize the blog even more

several (animated) popup links - there are already templates for the navi page, the verses page with tabs, the popup customized askbox I mentioned earlier, etc. But also sidebar’s tiny links.

at the beginning of the html editor you’ll find how to add a message on top of your ‘regular’ askbox, which people will see when they send you a message from the dash and are redirected to the default one.

please, like or reblog if you take (or even just if you like). Edit as much as you want but don’t erase the credit nor claim as yours (I’d recommend being careful if you edit anything that has to do with the calc function, I probably can’t help you if you mess it up. For everything else you got my notes too).

obligatory reminder I have a ko-fi if anyone feels like donating. ♡

sosadandyetsoamazing

reblogging here too because I made this and having a Jemma-blog the least I can do is reblog it lol

give&take-away

called this way because ‘giveaway’ implies I’m not getting anything back except here you are doing me a favor and I’m doing you half.

I wanted to ‘train’ in making icons with frames/psds for my commissions blog, to see how I handle requests from other people, and I was going to pick OUAT as usual and post in the icons tags, but then I thought: why not also make sure it’s a bunch of icons that someone will want? So instead I’d like to offer a random batch (number depends on resources and time and difficulty of the request) of them to at least 3 mutuals.

Which means we must be following each other on at least one of my blogs: my main thecharmingknightemma or: lurkingxmurmur, imnxtsorry, sosadandyetsoamazing, stilltryingsohard or imagesbyele (which is my commissions/free stuff blog, you should follow it for random things like this!) - we don’t need to be mutuals on this one, it’s okay if you follow me and I don’t follow you. and then you can like this post if interested, if it’s more than 3 people I’ll pick at random. You can also reblog if not interested but feel like sharing for potential mutuals of mine of follow you! And reblog and like to do both!

( I won’t be mad/offended if you don’t want them, this is just a chance for some who might! )

I don’t actually predict lots of interest because you all make your fancy icons by yourselves, but I put the cap at 3 people just in case! Depending on how it goes and, again, my free-time situation, do more whenever I get the inspiration

where is the catch?

-they are icons so I can train and also so I can promo the blog, so they will be posted in the tag for other people to see/take, you’ll be mentioned in it.

-they are low priority compared to commissions and, obviously, my needs such as eating, sleeping, not dying of stress, so speed may vary. I’m allowed to play a videogame if mad at photoshop.

-you have to pick either a type of icon or a psd or both choosing from the styles under the read-more. The more difficult the type, the more you’ll have to be patient.

-if your fc is super obscure and I can’t find screencaps anywhere, you’ll need to either change it, get a banner instead, or wait until I get a better computer and can download things or record videos easily

what do you get out of this?

-a random batch of icons made in the style you want, you’ll pick colors/borders/if there is a glow, a shadow, the size (but above 60px) -my love

under read more your choices, remember either just a frame, just a psd, or both:

Keep reading

#giveaway #sorta #gotta name it something #giveandtakeaway #queue

give&take-away

called this way because ‘giveaway’ implies I’m not getting anything back except here you are doing me a favor and I’m doing you half.

I wanted to ‘train’ in making icons with frames/psds for my commissions blog, to see how I handle requests from other people, and I was going to pick OUAT as usual and post in the icons tags, but then I thought: why not also make sure it’s a bunch of icons that someone will want? So instead I’d like to offer a random batch (number depends on resources and time and difficulty of the request) of them to at least 3 mutuals.

Which means we must be following each other on at least one of my blogs: thecharmingknightemma, lurkingxmurmur, imnxtsorry, sosadandyetsoamazing, stilltryingsohard or imagesbyele (which is my commissions/free stuff blog, you should follow it for random things like this!) and then you can like this post if interested, if it’s more than 3 people I’ll pick at random. You can also reblog if not interested but feel like sharing for potential mutuals of mine of follow you! And reblog and like to do both!

( I won’t be mad/offended if you don’t want them, this is just a chance for some who might! )

I don’t actually predict lots of interest because you all make your fancy icons by yourselves, but I put the cap at 3 people just in case! Depending on how it goes and, again, my free-time situation, do more whenever I get the inspiration

where is the catch?

-they are icons so I can train and also so I can promo the blog, so they will be posted in the tag for other people to see/take, you’ll be mentioned in it.

-they are low priority compared to commissions and, obviously, my needs such as eating, sleeping, not dying of stress, so speed may vary. I’m allowed to play a videogame if mad at photoshop.

-you have to pick either a type of icon or a psd or both choosing from the styles under the read-more. The more difficult the type, the more you’ll have to be patient.

-if your fc is super obscure and I can’t find screencaps anywhere, you’ll need to either change it, get a banner instead, or wait until I get a better computer and can download things or record videos easily

what do you get out of this?

-a random batch of icons made in the style you want, you’ll pick colors/borders/if there is a glow, a shadow, the size (but above 60px) -my love

under read more your choices, remember either just a frame, just a psd, or both:

Keep reading

#giveaway #sorta #gotta name it something #giveandtakeaway #queue

give&take-away

called this way because ‘giveaway’ implies I’m not getting anything back except here you are doing me a favor and I’m doing you half.

I wanted to ‘train’ in making icons with frames/psds for my commissions blog, to see how I handle requests from other people, and I was going to pick OUAT as usual and post in the icons tags, but then I thought: why not also make sure it’s a bunch of icons that someone will want? So instead I’d like to offer a random batch (number depends on resources and time and difficulty of the request) of them to at least 3 mutuals.

Which means we must be following each other on at least one of my blogs: thecharmingknightemma, lurkingxmurmur, imnxtsorry, sosadandyetsoamazing, stilltryingsohard or imagesbyele (which is my commissions/free stuff blog, you should follow it for random things like this!) and then you can like this post if interested, if it’s more than 3 people I’ll pick at random. You can also reblog if not interested but feel like sharing for potential mutuals of mine of follow you! And reblog and like to do both!

( I won’t be mad/offended if you don’t want them, this is just a chance for some who might! )

I don’t actually predict lots of interest because you all make your fancy icons by yourselves, but I put the cap at 3 people just in case! Depending on how it goes and, again, my free-time situation, do more whenever I get the inspiration

where is the catch?

-they are icons so I can train and also so I can promo the blog, so they will be posted in the tag for other people to see/take, you’ll be mentioned in it.

-they are low priority compared to commissions and, obviously, my needs such as eating, sleeping, not dying of stress, so speed may vary. I’m allowed to play a videogame if mad at photoshop.

-you have to pick either a type of icon or a psd or both choosing from the styles under the read-more. The more difficult the type, the more you’ll have to be patient.

-if your fc is super obscure and I can’t find screencaps anywhere, you’ll need to either change it, get a banner instead, or wait until I get a better computer and can download things or record videos easily

what do you get out of this?

-a random batch of icons made in the style you want, you’ll pick colors/borders/if there is a glow, a shadow, the size (but above 60px) -my love

under read more your choices, remember either just a frame, just a psd, or both:

Keep reading

#giveaway #sorta #gotta name it something #giveandtakeaway

give&take-away

called this way because ‘giveaway’ implies I’m not getting anything back except here you are doing me a favor and I’m doing you half.

I wanted to 'train’ in making icons with frames/psds for my commissions blog, to see how I handle requests from other people, and I was going to pick OUAT as usual and post in the icons tags, but then I thought: why not also make sure it’s a bunch of icons that someone will want? So instead I’d like to offer a random batch (number depends on resources and time and difficulty of the request) of them to at least 3 mutuals.

Which means we must be following each other on at least one of my blogs: thecharmingknightemma, lurkingxmurmur, imnxtsorry, sosadandyetsoamazing, stilltryingsohard or imagesbyele (which is my commissions/free stuff blog, you should follow it for random things like this!) and then you can like this post if interested, if it’s more than 3 people I’ll pick at random. You can also reblog if not interested but feel like sharing for potential mutuals of mine of follow you! And reblog and like to do both!

( I won’t be mad/offended if you don’t want them, this is just a chance for some who might! )

I don’t actually predict lots of interest because you all make your fancy icons by yourselves, but I put the cap at 3 people just in case! Depending on how it goes and, again, my free-time situation, do more whenever I get the inspiration

where is the catch?

-they are icons so I can train and also so I can promo the blog, so they will be posted in the tag for other people to see/take, you’ll be mentioned in it.

-they are low priority compared to commissions and, obviously, my needs such as eating, sleeping, not dying of stress, so speed may vary. I’m allowed to play a videogame if mad at photoshop.

-you have to pick either a type of icon or a psd or both choosing from the styles under the read-more. The more difficult the type, the more you’ll have to be patient.

-if your fc is super obscure and I can’t find screencaps anywhere, you’ll need to either change it, get a banner instead, or wait until I get a better computer and can download things or record videos easily

what do you get out of this?

-a random batch of icons made in the style you want, you’ll pick colors/borders/if there is a glow, a shadow, the size (but above 60px) -my love

under read more your choices, remember either just a frame, just a psd, or both:

Keep reading

Hello! This is your chronically ill friend ele, maybe you remember me from thecharmingprincessemma/whydoyouthinkileft/imtiredoflivinginthepast/shewassoferal and many au versions of princess Emma, Jemma Simmons, Emma Swan, etc. since 2012.

I need some cash for reasons (chronically ill, can’t work, poor family) and if you want the sordid details you can find them here, but whether you care for that or not, my big point is:

now I have a ko-fi and a paypal.me.

while random donations are always welcomed I’m also happy to sorta-take commissions for icons and dash icons (starting to do headers/post banners too), and with ‘sorta’ I mean they’ll be paid through those two links and that I do some of the basic icons (colored and sharpened only) for free too. The blog also offers plenty more free stuff.

the guidelines/examples of icons with donations for icons are here and here on imagesbyele. Watch out for giveaways! Also find in my prices page all the discounts and the temporary sales!

Please if you see this post (and you can and want to) reblog it even if you don’t donate (which hey, 2020 was hell, I know we are all kinda broke!), thank you <3

#support my brand lol

Hello! This is your chronically ill friend ele, maybe you remember me from thecharmingprincessemma/whydoyouthinkileft/imtiredoflivinginthepast/shewassoferal and many au versions of princess Emma, Jemma Simmons, Emma Swan, etc. since 2012.

I am, as always, super broke, and it’s possibly worse than ever. Between being eternally sick (still undiagnosed!) and watching over my even sicker grandfather I have no chances to get a job and keep it, and while there is no way I can get all the money I need for medical exams I can at least try to earn something, so that my 30+ years old self doesn’t have to ask my mom for sleeping drops or a professional toothpaste for my messed up teeth.

so now I have a ko-fi and a paypal.me.

while random donations are always welcomed I’m also happy to sorta-take commissions for icons and dash icons (soon headers/post banners too), and with ‘sorta’ I mean they’ll be paid through those two links and that I do the basic icons for free too. They may not be incredibly special but at least they give me more chances to not weight so much on my mother.

the guidelines/potential donations for icons are here on imagesbyele.

Please if you see this post (and you can and want to) reblog it even if you don’t donate (which hey, this year is hell, I know we are all kinda broke!), thank you <3

Hello! This is your chronically ill friend ele, maybe you remember me from thecharmingprincessemma/whydoyouthinkileft/imtiredoflivinginthepast/shewassoferal and many au versions of princess Emma, Jemma Simmons, Emma Swan, etc. since 2012.

I am, as always, super broke, and it’s possibly worse than ever. Between being eternally sick (still undiagnosed!) and watching over my even sicker grandfather I have no chances to get a job and keep it, and while there is no way I can get all the money I need for medical exams I can at least try to earn something, so that my 30+ years old self doesn’t have to ask my mom for sleeping drops or a professional toothpaste for my messed up teeth.

so now I have a ko-fi and a paypal.me.

while random donations are always welcomed I’m also happy to sorta-take commissions for icons and dash icons (soon headers/post banners too), and with ‘sorta’ I mean they’ll be paid through those two links and that I do the basic icons for free too. They may not be incredibly special but at least they give me more chances to not weight so much on my mother.

the guidelines/potential donations for icons are here on imagesbyele.

Please if you see this post (and you can and want to) reblog it even if you don’t donate (which hey, this year is hell, I know we are all kinda broke!), thank you <3

Hello! This is your chronically ill friend ele, maybe you remember me from thecharmingprincessemma/whydoyouthinkileft/imtiredoflivinginthepast/shewassoferal and many au versions of princess Emma, Jemma Simmons, Emma Swan, etc. since 2012.

I am, as always, super broke, and it’s possibly worse than ever. Between being eternally sick (still undiagnosed!) and watching over my even sicker grandfather I have no chances to get a job and keep it, and while there is no way I can get all the money I need for medical exams I can at least try to earn something, so that my 30+ years old self doesn’t have to ask my mom for sleeping drops or a professional toothpaste for my messed up teeth.

so now I have a ko-fi and a paypal.me.

while random donations are always welcomed I’m also happy to sorta-take commissions for icons (soon headers/promos too), and with ‘sorta’ I mean they’ll be paid through those two links and that I do basic icons for free too. They may not be incredibly special but at least they give me more chances to not weight so much on my mother.

the guidelines/potential donations for icons are here on imagesbyele.

Please if you see this post (and you can and want to) reblog it even if you don’t donate (which hey, this year is hell, I know we are all kinda broke!), thank you <3

Hello! This is your chronically ill friend ele, maybe you remember me from thecharmingprincessemma/whydoyouthinkileft/imtiredoflivinginthepast/shewassoferal and many au versions of princess Emma, Jemma Simmons, Emma Swan, etc. since 2012.

I am, as always, super broke, and it’s possibly worse than ever. Between being eternally sick (still undiagnosed!) and watching over my even sicker grandfather I have no chances to get a job and keep it, and while there is no way I can get all the money I need for medical exams I can at least try to earn something, so that my 30+ years old self doesn’t have to ask my mom for sleeping drops or a professional toothpaste for my messed up teeth.

so now I have a ko-fi and a paypal.me.

while random donations are always welcomed I’m also happy to sorta-take commissions for icons (soon headers/promos too), and with ‘sorta’ I mean they’ll be paid through those two links and that I do basic icons for free too. They may not be incredibly special but at least they give me more chances to not weight so much on my mother.

the guidelines/potential donations for icons are here on imagesbyele.

Please if you see this post (and you can and want to) reblog it even if you don’t donate (which hey, this year is hell, I know we are all kinda broke!), thank you <3

//

I apologize to anyone waiting for replies but for now this muse is on semi-hiatus (which doesn't mean I can't pop up when inspired and try to get her going again or if a thread awakens some inspiration by itself I may reply) it's probably obvious but I wanted to warn people so no one will worry about me if they don't follow my still active main!

#status update #and an incredibly helpful one lol

hello! Tonight noises didn’t wake me!

Physical pain did So yeah, I’m still sleep deprived, I’m starting to suspect that I won’t be fully back until like.. saturday, because no matter if I get to sleep more than 3 hours in a row before then or not, thursday I’m at the dentist and friday I’ll be recovering from that (shockingly for everyone with my luck, anesthetic doesn’t work well on me so that’s gonna be fun)

that said, yesterday I was able to do several replies? Plus hyperfocus on Fine Duckling? lol but today I haven’t had coffee so I have no idea of what you should expect from my activity

sosadandyetsoamazing

strangulation tw I guess? about her trauma after season 4

also adding that by the end of season four Jemma has been choked by LMD Fitz, been choked by Alistair Fitz (with him on top of her on the floor), and likely kept an eye on Aida and Fitz and watched her hold LMD Jemma for her neck

not long after Jemma realizes that she feels panicky when something is tight around her neck, when she sees choking scenes on tv, and when someone has an arm/hand against her neck because holding her during a sparring session/in a fight. Initially she’s pretty damn uncomfortable with any situation in which someone is on top of her. Which includes training.

Generally speaking she’s also absolutely terrified of violently hurting people she loves, has nightmares and flashbacks of LMD Fitz, she dreams of being buried alive again, and feels a certain amount of instant-hatred for any ‘artificial intelligence’ related thing/has anger outbursts when she feels cornered over these topics even by people who can’t possibly know.

It’s also why initially after season 4 she winches/flinches when close to people and escapes their touch despite being a very tactile person who was touch deprived for way too long in the last years and she actually wants to be touched and comforted.