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Traditional and digital drawer | I go by Soshi/Agape!! | my Pronouns are They/Them or It/Its | I'm amazin trust | strawpage♡ : https://soshisthing.straw.page | [Not really active btw😭] | I love BSD, SHTDN, HSR, SAIHATE STATION, AND ALNST (mainly bsd and hsr) | I just post silly drawings‼️ | I lik drawing | AAAAAAAAAAAAA | @0samuuuu is my alt

[soshi01]

My persona/oc and it's friend Willard 🥹🥹🥹

I need them to be crushed🙏

Wawawa

Sometimes I can't even read my own handwriting 💔💔💔

Traditional art >>> Digital art

(whenever it comes to drawing (for me) iwiwwi)

[soshi01]

Chibi Yad.

He's so cute with his abundance ahh power 🥹🥹🥹 I need to squish him to death 😇😇😇

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Have some Galladay ig.

Can u tell I struggled with shadding.

According to Ibis paint I took 9 hours and 32 mins...THIS LOOKS LIKE IT WOULD TAKE 3 HOURS MAX AAAIDUAUDUSUDUAIIFS

but I finally finished it.

I can now draw some Sunaxa

🤤🤤🤤

Sunaxa is peak

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BUT ANYWAYS LOOK AT HOW CUTIES THEY ARE AWWUEUEUEUEUEUE

[soshi01]

GIVING Y'ALL MY HSR OC LORE FOR FREE 🫵🥹

The planet YAD originated from is Zhiva (YES we're gonna focus on planet lore first and then YAD's lore), it was named after the first human that has stepped foot on the planet, though that is just a rumor. The planet mainly consists of followers of Yaoshi and are very persistent about it, if anyone didn't follow Yaoshi[They are referred as Anti–Abundance by the natives of Zhiva], the Anti-abundance would immediately get sent to a prison that would make them into experiments of the abundance. People from Zhiva would actively seek immortality, And yk since The Disciples of Sanctus Medicus has a similar goal they would allow certain individuals from the group to take their prisoners. But at some point the many that lived in the planet had WAAAY too much life, or rather the Curse of Yaoshi (Which is similar to Mara-struck but 10x worse and the individual who had it was extremely aware of it), The Zhivan's would call it the Curse of Yaoshi since the curse has elements of the abundance, but it was actually not from Yaoshi THEMSELVES!! But it's still unknown who caused this, Some got "saved" and had to transfer to other planets. Some died on the way and some simply had to die out of the intense pain, so there are very FEW survivors.

Now that we have the planet lore out of the way, Now let's focus on YAD!!! wowow

So as we all know YAD is from Zhiva, and he kinda-ish lived a normal life, his parents are Eleanora Abundancia and Aviv Nerais, His parents were normal-ish but they would force their beliefs onto him, if he didn't agree they would threaten to make him into an experiment of the abundance. By the age of 5 was the time when all of Zhiva was filled with the Curse of Yaoshi, He too also gained the curse but luckily(or unluckily?) he got the treatment to the curse, only for doctors to find out the curse could not wear off, so they only gave him medicine to keep it calm. By the age of 6, Saesha was taken in by a normal family from the Xianzhou Alliance, He tried to adjust to the life and knew his adoptive parents cared for him, they would always tell him how he doesn't need to believe in anything he doesn't believe in, and it was fine to have his own opinion and beliefs. As much as Saesha appreciated it he couldn't bear the annoyance he got from them. By the age of 17 he fled from his family and decided to join The Disciples of Sanctus Medicus, it was both hell and heaven for him, Saesha then became way too infatuated by Yaoshi and THEIR path to the point he killed several members from the group, he also has done way worse things than the group combined they all lwk kinda hated, feared, and are disgusted by him and the experiments he would do. So after that he left the group and decided to wander through the Universe to find a way to get closer to Yaoshi, It didn't matter in what way though, whether it could be leaving a scar, gaining a blessing, gaining THEIR gaze, getting the Aeon to hate or love him. It didn't matter he just wanted to get near the Aeon. Later on he gained an Alias from The Disciples of Sanctus Medicus, which would be YAD.

The time this took to type 💔 this might not make sense since I just typed this out with no plan or editing but eh whatever I don't lvoe YAD enough for that🙂‍↕️

[soshi01]

I can't believe I took 2 HOURS on this line art that looks simple to do 💔💔💔

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Can u tell I have actually never drawn Gallagher before??? 😢😢😢

Wiwiwiww

Also mad tsai's music kinda peak 🥹

Also Ibis paint hates me 💔💔💔 we have a very toxic relationship 😔‼️

[soshi01]

Have a sunday doodle onna sunday hahaha oh it's not Sunday for u??? Hahaha thats okai just pretend it's sunday

Don't mind the neck is a lil long I'm too lazy to fix it 🥹🥹🥹

[soshi01]

I want to do many things but idk which ones to start on firsttt aaaaaa

SO YOU GUYS HELP ME CHOOSE WHICH ONES 🫵🫵🫵

1. Draw Goyape art (Goyou x Agape)

2. Draw Sunday but cute this time and not unsettling

3. Draw Yad for the 89/70th time

4. Type out Yad's lore or at least what I have thought of

5. Draw my persona/main oc

6. Finish Amphoreus

7. Make a Sunday edit and post it on tiki tiki tiki tok(tiktok, youcursedtube(YouTube), and instacrazygram(instagram)

8. Make custom pins ig

9. Finish playing ddlc

10. Draw Sunaxa art (Sunday x Anaxagoras)

11. Post my drawings on tik tiki tiki tiki ta tiki ti taka tok

12. Post a different yumeship other than Yad x Sunday

13. Watch random gacha reaction vids

14. Annoy my irl friends about Sunday

15. Doomscroll on Pinterest till I'm bored

16. Draw Robin

Idk which ones to do first gng 😭 so pls help me 🫶🫶🫶

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I drew my hsr oc Yad once again, I used a cheap pen that mi papa bought me. Can u tell I put some black and white filter? :D also the random dots on the first one is the shadow of some sun blocker on the window (I'm in a car rn) 🥹 I also found some hsr language thing on pinterest so I used the words of the hsr language onto my drawing :D

[soshi01]

nomnom how's ur day been?

Haiauaauui mines been great wiwiww my hsr is no longer lagging bcuz I deleted Genshin (I BARELY EVEN PLAY THE GAME ANYWYASY) and got to finishing amphoreus (I don't think I'm near finished💔) wiwiw how about urss??? 🥹🥹🥹

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I cooked so hard on this ongomgomgogmmg this if pfp material I'm gonna make it my pfp as soon as this is posted sofjskfksidi I lvoe Ren waeaeawaea

I'm gonna GLAZE ts

I also added that grey plush thing for those that lvoe Ren, cuz why not ik I'm not the only one that lvoes him

🥹

[soshi01]

Hiii

HAIIIIAAIIIIIIU

[soshi01]

It's 1 am for me rn lalalalalala I LVOE staying up late unltil It's morning and I have to get uo... I actually kinda regret this nowe cuz I have to go somewhere in like 5-7 hoururs I thinkkkk??? I dunoooo but I'm having so much fun listening to some cascada and other happi music I lvoe how silent it is like YESYEYSYYESY No more noises to interrupt my amazing music ( ´ ▽ `) /

[soshi01]

Drawing Ren rnrnrn

He's so cutie fr fr

I'm gonna chew on him/j

It's so burning HOT outside like vro I'm literally BURNING.

anywaysy I lvoe walking

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Bro added a fun fact 😭

[soshi01]

My hsr oc and their info ig 🥹🥹🥹

Also the book is the source of his power, or some sort of way to control it wiwiwiwi

I also hate how this took 6 HOURS AAAAAAAAA

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Work in progresssmsks

Watch me abandon this/hj

[soshi01]

I still cannot move on from Penacony and I wish I could play hsr on my PC without it being SUPER LAGGY like I NEED to finish amphoreus dawg 😭😭😭